Where's exploud ? (Aka news about my stream and situation)

For poeple actually wondering  "Where the fuck exploud went ? "

Well first here i'm ;) and second let me explain.

For some reasons i'm not having fun playing games in general lately.

I Still like streaming but if i'm not having fun playing games what do you want me to stream ^^.

You might see me do a game of dota 2 through steam but it's more because i have to do something or i would
become crazy XD.
Also i'm learning game dev and it's taking quite a lot of time (which i expected). I went through 2 tutorials
for Unity and i've been reading a ton of stuff which is taking most of my time.
I know i wanted to come back to speedrunning through Mega Man 9 which i still want to do otherwise i wouldn't
have bothered learning the speedrun of it ^^.

But yeah i'm not having fun playing lately so i'm taking a gaming break (after a speedrunning one XD).
Should be pretty short just so i can relax and learn my game dev stuff and then i'll take the time to stream again ^^.

Also have been looking for a job more actively (without success what a surprise) because i'm getting pressured a lot by all the debts i have.
I wanted to do a speedrunning marathon to get funds for paying those debts but i know it won't be successful enough for the time i would spend in it to be worth the money i receive (i would need like 800-1000 €/$) and also i feel kinda bad making a marathon for personal issues when you have better stuff like AGDQ, SGDQ, RPGLB or any other charity marathon. I mean saving person lives is way better than getting myself out of a shitty situation which i'll probably be able to get out off when i get a job (if i do ever find one).

Still have my Trilogy marathon of metroid prime to do (i think i figured how to do it just need to ask my mom if it'll bother her or not).

But yeah don't worry about my stream i'll get back to it sometime soon just need to get around some stuff (aka game dev and hopefully a job)