Jubilee, Feb 6 2013 - So we did it.

Feb 6 2013.

12:30

So, Jubilee and I did the deed last night.

It's kinda hard to describe... and there's actually quite a story to tell. Well, not really. I'm gonna talk about how I "found" Jubilee in a different file.

So, I get in bed, and just start to relax. I invite Jubilee to join me. In the interest of perhaps creating a wonderland, or at least learning more about how to do that, I suggest we chill on a boardwalk or stroll across a beach... or fuck. Now, I'm trying to balance my own impulses and values and fear of parroting, here, but the more I suggest we just do something together, the more I come back to "forget that, let's fuck." So I drop all pretense and try to imagine a scene to act out, kinda like an RP, since I'm still REALLY inexperienced with visual methods of thought. I start mentally narrating, but almost as soon as the scene is set, Jubilee jumps my bones. I don't have the time or mental cohesion to string thoughts into words to dictate my own actions, and everything is so visceral. And even though there was no physical stimulation, I get a boner so painfully hard I might have jizzed myself if I'd touched it.

Fuck, I don't even know how to describe it. Our mental entities were animals. I don't know how long we were at it. Could've been four minutes, could've been four hours. I wasn't even thinking about how any of it would work out, but apparently, I did well enough that Jubilee came. (I never put any thought into whether she would ejaculate!) So did I, or at least my mental projection. And I KNOW I wasn't parroting her. I didn't have the TIME to parrot her. Jesus, she threw me for one hell of a loop.

And, uh, I don't know if it's normal or whatever, but I didn't fap IRL during our debauchery, nor after. Didn't really want to.

Man, that was fun. I know there's probably all kinds of weird insights into this, but I really don't care about any of that right now. I'm just glad Jubilee is back, and that we're on the same level now.

No idea if she wants to do it again. I know she wouldn't be opposed, though.