[A4A] The Need to Submit

I've been having a lot of... thoughts lately. A lot of thoughts about you specifically. I would just stay silent about them, but I just can't anymore. I need to know what you think.

It all started one day when we were hanging out together. I don't remember what we were talking about, I just remember this look you gave me when you asked me to say something I was slightly embarrassed about, and you gave me this look that radiated pure dominance. It was a look like you wanted to take me right there for being embarrassed. Like you were proud of making me blush.

I just couldn't get that look out of my head. For days, that was all I could think about. After that, I started picking up on other things. The way you exuded confidence even when you were unsure of something, or the way you would respond whenever someone talked down to you, like you could tear them to pieces, but chose not to. Or the way you'd comfort me whenever I was feeling down, gentle, but with a lot of power too.

I started to think about you all the time. I just couldn't get certain thoughts out of my head. I still can't. That's why I'm telling you this, after all.

In the dead of night, whenever I'm lonely or sad, I think about your body pressed against mine, your arms holding me close. That's something I want for real though. I want to feel you holding me every time I wake up. I want you there, comforting me.

(Getting a bit more emotional/turned on) I want more than that though. What I want are those fantasies I can't get out of my head since that day you looked at me like you owned me. Honestly, that was the day I knew I wanted to be yours in every way possible. I knew that if you gave me any command, I would listen. In truth, I already belong to you. I'm yours to do whatever you want with. I've been yours since that moment.

Ever since then, I can't even get myself off without you in my mind. Sometimes I imagine you pinning me down, fucking me hard. Sometimes you're tying me up and teasing me for hours. Other times you're making me kneel at your feet and pleasure you with my mouth.

Can you see now how much I need you? How much I need your firm hands on my body, or how I need you on top of me, showing me I belong to you? I'm begging you, please let me be yours. Please let me take care of your every need. Please show me who I belong to.

(Back to normal tone) I'm sorry, I got a bit carried away there. I just... I want this so bad. If it's not something you want, that's okay. Knowing you don't want that with me will help me move on, and I hope we can continue on as friends. But if you do, then just take me. Claim me. Show me again and again how I belong to you.

It's up to you. Do you want me to be yours?