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Hail Mary, full of grace.

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The lord is with thee.

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Blessed art thou amongst women,

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and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.

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Holy Mary, mother of god,
pray for us sinners,

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now and at the hour of our
death, amen.

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Hail Mary, full of grace,

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the lord is with thee.

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Blessed art thou amongst women,

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blessed is the fruit of thy
womb, Jesus.

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Holy Mary, mother of god,

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pray for us sinners,

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now and at the hour
of our death.

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Amen.

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Hello?

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Hey.

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There's a switch right behind
your head

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if you want...
Switch?

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The switch for the light.

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It's right behind your head
if you want to...

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Oh. I'm good.

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Okay.

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Whenever you're ready.
Okay.

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Aren't you supposed to, like,
ask me for a sin list

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and call me a child
or a lamb or some shit?

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Thing. Something. Sorry.

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It's your first time?

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How did you guess?

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There aren't any real rules
to this.

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I'm just here to help.

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With what, exactly?

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Your relationship with god.

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Oh...

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Sorry.

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Again.

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Don't apologize.
This is for you.

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Okay.

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Well, thing is...

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I'm dying.

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I'm sorry.

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You're probably thinking,

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this chick's trying to clear the
desk at the last minute or whatever,

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you know, hit the redo button
on the way out, but...

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I'm not here to judge you.

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And that's great,
and everything,

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but I'm really not here
to save my own ass.

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I'm here for a practical reason
as opposed to spiritual.

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What would that be?

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Funeral arrangements.

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This isn't usually how that...

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I'm sure you've got a guy
I'm supposed to call...

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Or maybe a website.

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I just... I don't know
how much time I have left,

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and I really don't want
to spend it planning an event

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I'm not even going to
be able to attend.

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I want a nice casket.

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Nothing to over the top,
but not boring either.

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The kind of casket
that makes people think,

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"wow, it's a shame
she died so young."

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But I don't want it
to elicit tears.

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Just enough...

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You know...

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Whatever you call it...

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So they'll miss me
in that, um...

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That fond memory kind of way.

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I really am sorry.

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Thank you.

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I may have needed this.

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Definitely needed something.

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This is what I do.

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Yeah, well, this seems
to be what I do, too.

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As far as pallbearers go,
are those included

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or should I make a list of
ex-boyfriends

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with decent upper-body strength?

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Um, I...

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I think that you should
probably... screw it.

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I'll do cremation.

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Thanks again for listening.

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You sound nice.

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I keep hearing
some sort of reverb.

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Reverb's not the problem.

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It's like a flange or...

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I'm-I'm hearing something.
There's no flange.

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Do you even know
what a flange is?

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Maybe the problem is
that our equipment

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happens to amplify
your vocal imperfections.

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Full disclosure. I haven't had an
opportunity to read the manual

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but I don't think
this piece of equipment comes

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with a setting
for drowning out jealousy

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because I think you're jealous,

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is what I'm trying to say.

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Of... of my singing.

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Was I flat again?

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Hmm.

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<i>Death is everywhere.</i>

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<i>We can try to run from it,</i>

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<i>deny it, hide away</i>

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<i>in the most articulate,
philosophical explanations</i>

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<i>that man has been coming up
with since, well...</i>

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<i>Man.</i>

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The Bible certainly has
a lot to say about it.

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Trust me, I know. I've skimmed
the book more than a few times.

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The truth is...

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Is that the more that
I think about death,

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the less I seem to really
understand it.

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And guess what.

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That's okay.

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Because knowing
that our time here is limited,

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that's what makes
it matter so much.

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Good, Daniel.

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Most inspiring one yet.

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You don't think it was
a little dark?

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Well, Matthew made it dark.

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You're just commenting on
the writing.

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You got a gift.

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It reminds me
of a younger version of myself.

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It doesn't mean they'll laugh
at the Bible skimming bit.

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Well, I just thought that...

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You thought that it was funny

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enough for a laugh pause.

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I mean, maybe a slight smile,

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a courtesy chuckle,

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but a laugh pause?

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What if I work on the timing...

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I've only been
with this parish for 30 years,

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and you,
just-just over one.

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I'm sure going with your gut
is the right call.

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Oh, come on, come on.

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What, father?
Why...

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Even the Franciscans have...
Have some rules about... this.

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Let me check, father.

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And cometh game day,

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'tis okay to go forth

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in the colors of
thine chosen team

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unless thine chosen team

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is the Purdue boilermakers
or the Kentucky wildcats.

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God is good.

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Tip off's in five minutes.
I'm making my nachos.

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You never told me how the
Friday-night confession went.

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Oh, it was... fine.

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There was uh...

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It was nothing.

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It was fine.

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Daniel?

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Oh, the game's about to start.

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I should probably...

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He would have been proud
of who you've become.

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Your dad.

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Have a good night, father.

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Hmm.

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Skimmed the book.

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Rivers<i> crosses over...</i>

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Are you serious?
Did you see that?

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Come on!
Did you see that?

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Shoot the... three pointer.
For the love of god.

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Basket. Dunk.

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Father, you're from here, yes?

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Yeah.
How do you not love basketball?

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I think it's definitely a b...
A good way of...

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Okay, okay, okay,
okay, tell me this.

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W-what's-what's your thing?

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My thing?
You know, your thing,

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like I... I played
third string power forward

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on my junior high
basketball team.

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I went on to never actually make
another squad after that,

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so that now I live through them.

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Delusional hoop dreams
and saturated fat...

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That's my thing.
What's yours?

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Uh, I... yeah, I guess,
I mean... god.

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God what?
God's my thing.

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What?

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No.
Why is that... what no?

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Look, you gotta... you gotta
find something of your own,

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something selfish
and stupid and...

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Human.

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Otherwise you just might wind up
like Victor.

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What's wrong with that?

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He wears his collar to target.

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I mean, he literally
puts on his collar

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to buy honey nut cheerios
and toilet paper.

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Now, that's weird.

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That's weird.

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Don't... don't be weird.

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And don't bring that shit
in the Lane!

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Oh, do not bring that shit
in the Lane!

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Do not bring that shit
in the Lane.

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Yeah! That's what I am
talking about. Okay.

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Mm.

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Welcome to Hoosier basketball.

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All the best, father.

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Am I late?

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I'm sorry, are you lost or...

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This is Saint Martin's, right?

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Mark's.

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I'm Jane.

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No, it's Saint marks.
The church.

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I'm still Jane.
The person.

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Daniel. Father Daniel.

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Nice to meet you, father Daniel.
Nice to meet you...

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Jane.

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We're very far apart.

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Permission to approach
the priest?

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Uh, well, you don't really need
to ask permission, but...

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It's... okay.

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So what's the verdict, father?

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Verdict?

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Is it too late?

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For...
Confession.

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Oh.
You guys are open late

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on Fridays, now, right?

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You were the... uh,

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one from last week.

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No.

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Yeah.

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Maybe.

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Yeah.

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I recognize your voice.

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Distinctive, right?
I'm a singer. I sing.

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No big deal.
I'm good, though.

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But let's not make
a whole thing out of it...

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Confession was supposed to end
at 2:00 and...

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I can go.
No, it's just we're very...

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Very big on rules around here.
It's cool. Really.

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And so I think... I'll just
order some absolution

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with my taco bell.
I meant... wait, I... I...

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I can...
I mean, we can...

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Thanks, father.

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Daniel.

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Can I call you Daniel?

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Uh...
We'll figure it out in there.

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So... maybe we should
start talking...

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I can't do cremation, Daniel.

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I just can't.

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I thought about it,
and it's like...

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What the hell was I thinking?

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Maybe we should start with who
your... who's gonna dress me?

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What?

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Now that we're back
to the standard funeral,

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I've got to think about who,
you know...

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No way I'm letting
a creepy funeral-y guy

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put me in some kind of
sad death smock.

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And if my mom got involved...

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My god.

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She drives one of those
Mary Kay cars,

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you know, those pink atrocities they only
give their most celebrated salespeople?

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She'd have me wearing
a floral pants suit,

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and she'd splash so much paint
on my face

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that I'd look like
a transvestite,

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prostitute version
of blanche Dubois...

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Why are you here?
What?

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I'm sorry, but last week,

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tonight, why?

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What do you mean? Is this really
about funeral arrangements?

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You don't believe I'm dying?

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Wha... that's not what I...
I mean...

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Are you?

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This was a stupid idea.

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Jane...
I should go.

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You came here for a reason.

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Here.

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Why?

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You were open.

264
00:18:38,484 --> 00:18:41,141
And no, I'm not lost,
in case you're wondering.

265
00:18:41,221 --> 00:18:43,287
I'm just... I'm done with it.

266
00:18:45,224 --> 00:18:46,290
I'm done.

267
00:18:49,728 --> 00:18:51,229
Everything around me...

268
00:18:51,663 --> 00:18:52,663
I see it.

269
00:18:54,266 --> 00:18:55,566
And it's all the same.

270
00:18:58,570 --> 00:19:00,204
Nothing.

271
00:19:02,875 --> 00:19:05,810
And it's not that I don't give
a shit, or that I'm giving up.

272
00:19:06,612 --> 00:19:07,645
It's just...

273
00:19:08,647 --> 00:19:09,881
It's disappointing.

274
00:19:11,383 --> 00:19:12,383
No...

275
00:19:16,455 --> 00:19:17,455
Heartbreaking.

276
00:19:20,526 --> 00:19:22,215
And there aren't enough
cat videos

277
00:19:22,295 --> 00:19:24,829
or fucking Ted talks on YouTube
to make up for that.

278
00:19:27,466 --> 00:19:29,389
So when...

279
00:19:29,469 --> 00:19:32,203
Faced with all the possible
things left to contemplate...

280
00:19:33,272 --> 00:19:35,306
Death feels like one of the

281
00:19:36,175 --> 00:19:37,530
last remaining ideas we have

282
00:19:37,610 --> 00:19:39,744
to... to remind us of...

283
00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:42,813
Of...
Life?

284
00:19:51,690 --> 00:19:53,546
That light you have outside...

285
00:19:53,626 --> 00:19:56,761
What? The one over the
front door of the church.

286
00:19:58,330 --> 00:20:00,587
It was on when I happened
to walk by last week.

287
00:20:00,667 --> 00:20:01,832
That's why I'm here.

288
00:20:09,975 --> 00:20:12,165
What about a photo?
What?

289
00:20:12,245 --> 00:20:13,377
For the funeral.

290
00:20:13,946 --> 00:20:15,635
Sort of a template

291
00:20:15,715 --> 00:20:17,670
for what it is you kind of
want to look like.

292
00:20:17,750 --> 00:20:19,817
Now, that's not a bad idea.
Yeah.

293
00:20:20,886 --> 00:20:22,609
You don't think that's
too stagey?

294
00:20:22,689 --> 00:20:24,477
Well, the catholic church
has never shied away

295
00:20:24,557 --> 00:20:25,645
from a little pageantry.

296
00:20:25,725 --> 00:20:26,713
Yeah...

297
00:20:26,793 --> 00:20:28,715
I've seen the crucifix.

298
00:20:28,795 --> 00:20:30,795
That's not really what I
was referring... too soon?

299
00:20:31,965 --> 00:20:33,525
That was kind of too soon.

300
00:20:35,367 --> 00:20:38,224
You gotta wait till
at least 3,000 years.

301
00:20:38,304 --> 00:20:41,227
But, I mean, come on.
They put makeup on Jesus.

302
00:20:41,307 --> 00:20:42,595
No, they don't.
Yeah, they do.

303
00:20:42,675 --> 00:20:44,164
When do they put makeup on
Jesus?

304
00:20:44,244 --> 00:20:45,431
Have you looked at any of
the crucifixes

305
00:20:45,511 --> 00:20:46,766
where he's got kind,
like, blush on

306
00:20:46,846 --> 00:20:48,234
and some eyeliner?

307
00:20:48,314 --> 00:20:50,470
- It's hot in the sun.
- Um, no.

308
00:20:50,550 --> 00:20:52,438
They're making him look pretty.

309
00:20:52,518 --> 00:20:55,175
He looks like a woman
in some of those.

310
00:20:55,255 --> 00:20:56,776
Which is not all that weird

311
00:20:56,856 --> 00:20:58,945
because, you know,
maybe... who knows?

312
00:20:59,025 --> 00:21:01,247
"Hey-Soos" would be glad
that you figured it out.

313
00:21:01,327 --> 00:21:02,927
That's how you say
his name in Spanish...

314
00:21:12,604 --> 00:21:14,928
"He... he answereth and saith
unto them,

315
00:21:15,008 --> 00:21:19,332
"'let him that hath two coats
impart to him that hath none.

316
00:21:19,412 --> 00:21:21,812
And let him
that hath meat...'"

317
00:21:22,514 --> 00:21:23,970
baby, do the same.

318
00:21:24,050 --> 00:21:25,483
Luke 3:11.

319
00:21:26,285 --> 00:21:27,485
How do you like me now?

320
00:21:28,787 --> 00:21:30,788
Father. Father.

321
00:21:35,594 --> 00:21:37,217
No run today?

322
00:21:37,297 --> 00:21:38,651
I guess I slept in.

323
00:21:38,731 --> 00:21:40,553
- Is everything okay?
- Y-yeah, yeah.

324
00:21:40,633 --> 00:21:42,566
No, yeah. Just tired.

325
00:21:43,835 --> 00:21:44,757
Victor...

326
00:21:44,837 --> 00:21:47,527
Surely you have a verse in there

327
00:21:47,607 --> 00:21:49,362
about the evils of hitting
the snooze button.

328
00:21:49,442 --> 00:21:52,432
Mm-hm. Are the late Fridays
a bit too much?

329
00:21:52,512 --> 00:21:54,834
No, not at all.
I'll talk to the bishop.

330
00:21:54,914 --> 00:21:56,836
No, I-i... you were right.

331
00:21:56,916 --> 00:21:58,671
It's been... it's been really...

332
00:21:58,751 --> 00:22:01,519
It's good. It's very good.
For me.

333
00:22:02,621 --> 00:22:03,810
Daniel...
You know, we get to reach out

334
00:22:03,890 --> 00:22:05,356
to different, uh...

335
00:22:06,591 --> 00:22:07,725
So yeah.

336
00:22:09,328 --> 00:22:10,361
Yeah.

337
00:22:14,833 --> 00:22:17,368
Okay.

338
00:22:20,972 --> 00:22:23,329
My problem is that he'll tell
his mother

339
00:22:23,409 --> 00:22:25,331
every little detail about
our life

340
00:22:25,411 --> 00:22:29,035
but with me, it's just
I think that he has a problem

341
00:22:29,115 --> 00:22:30,670
with communication.

342
00:22:30,750 --> 00:22:32,605
And that is what he really needs
to work on.

343
00:22:32,685 --> 00:22:35,408
And he knows that already
because I tell him all the time,

344
00:22:35,488 --> 00:22:38,011
but he just goes about his day
like he doesn't even hear me,

345
00:22:38,091 --> 00:22:40,647
which, you can imagine,
doesn't feel good

346
00:22:40,727 --> 00:22:43,049
when I'm trying to express
my feelings,

347
00:22:43,129 --> 00:22:47,320
which I believe is at the core of
the problem with the marriage,

348
00:22:47,400 --> 00:22:50,790
not to say that we don't have
a good marriage, because we do.

349
00:22:50,870 --> 00:22:54,827
It's just I thought that if we
talked to someone within the church,

350
00:22:54,907 --> 00:22:58,509
it might better open up the lines
of communication between...

351
00:22:59,044 --> 00:23:00,478
Father!
Yes.

352
00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:02,680
Yes what?

353
00:23:07,119 --> 00:23:09,520
Yes, what he said. Yes.

354
00:23:14,693 --> 00:23:15,915
Yes, I apologized.

355
00:23:15,995 --> 00:23:18,751
I listened to her
for another hour...

356
00:23:18,831 --> 00:23:19,997
Without interruption...

357
00:23:20,866 --> 00:23:22,388
And of course I assured her

358
00:23:22,468 --> 00:23:23,756
that it would
never happen again.

359
00:23:23,836 --> 00:23:25,503
This is not like you.

360
00:23:26,071 --> 00:23:27,171
I know.

361
00:23:28,073 --> 00:23:30,074
We've discussed the

362
00:23:31,009 --> 00:23:33,010
importance of detail.

363
00:23:34,946 --> 00:23:37,770
It's the reason why
I do even this,

364
00:23:37,850 --> 00:23:41,786
instead of letting
some sacristan housewife...

365
00:23:42,554 --> 00:23:43,843
God bless them...

366
00:23:43,923 --> 00:23:47,347
Improperly dress my alter.

367
00:23:47,427 --> 00:23:48,881
I'm sorry, father.

368
00:23:48,961 --> 00:23:51,028
Do you feel his presence,
Daniel?

369
00:23:51,763 --> 00:23:53,798
Yes, of course. Always.

370
00:23:56,568 --> 00:23:57,868
It's okay to say no.

371
00:23:58,637 --> 00:23:59,637
Yeah, I know.

372
00:24:03,074 --> 00:24:04,697
Wait a minute.
How is it okay?

373
00:24:04,777 --> 00:24:07,367
This isn't magic.
We are not special.

374
00:24:07,447 --> 00:24:11,916
Nor do we have
some privileged access to god.

375
00:24:13,051 --> 00:24:16,520
We are men who chose to serve.

376
00:24:17,456 --> 00:24:20,046
Whether or not we see

377
00:24:20,126 --> 00:24:23,449
or hear or feel him

378
00:24:23,529 --> 00:24:25,796
at any given time
is not the point.

379
00:24:26,965 --> 00:24:29,700
Our job is
to be ever present for him.

380
00:24:30,869 --> 00:24:33,971
The day to day,
the minute to minute.

381
00:24:34,873 --> 00:24:36,140
This moment.

382
00:24:36,942 --> 00:24:37,942
Now.

383
00:24:38,543 --> 00:24:39,643
The details?

384
00:24:40,078 --> 00:24:41,245
Exactly.

385
00:24:44,716 --> 00:24:45,749
Do you?

386
00:24:46,651 --> 00:24:47,718
Do I what?

387
00:24:48,720 --> 00:24:50,020
See god?

388
00:24:51,623 --> 00:24:52,790
Yes.

389
00:24:54,793 --> 00:24:55,960
Sometimes.

390
00:25:38,837 --> 00:25:40,092
- A-2.
- Miss.

391
00:25:40,172 --> 00:25:41,894
Really?

392
00:25:41,974 --> 00:25:43,496
I don't cheat at battleship,

393
00:25:43,576 --> 00:25:44,764
and if I was going to start,

394
00:25:44,844 --> 00:25:46,644
it wouldn't be in this building.

395
00:25:47,078 --> 00:25:48,812
Oh, and, um...

396
00:25:49,881 --> 00:25:52,883
C-6, by the way.

397
00:25:54,986 --> 00:25:56,809
You sunk my battleship.

398
00:25:56,889 --> 00:26:00,024
Oh, three losses in a row.

399
00:26:00,325 --> 00:26:01,781
Ouch.

400
00:26:01,861 --> 00:26:03,616
I wasn't really counting.

401
00:26:03,696 --> 00:26:06,564
Not to be, you know, but I'm...

402
00:26:07,599 --> 00:26:09,767
I'm totally dominating
this confession.

403
00:26:14,039 --> 00:26:15,072
What?

404
00:26:16,074 --> 00:26:17,308
You haven't really...

405
00:26:18,310 --> 00:26:20,066
I mean,

406
00:26:20,146 --> 00:26:21,968
I don't feel like
I'm really doing my job here.

407
00:26:22,048 --> 00:26:23,603
I know I'm not, actually.

408
00:26:23,683 --> 00:26:24,971
Do you want me
to confess something?

409
00:26:25,051 --> 00:26:26,083
No.

410
00:26:27,052 --> 00:26:28,808
I mean, not unless you want to.

411
00:26:28,888 --> 00:26:30,810
I don't want you to feel
like it's required.

412
00:26:30,890 --> 00:26:33,012
There is something.

413
00:26:33,092 --> 00:26:34,224
What?

414
00:26:38,363 --> 00:26:39,619
You can say anything.

415
00:26:39,699 --> 00:26:40,699
I know, but...

416
00:26:41,933 --> 00:26:43,689
I'm just afraid that
if I tell you,

417
00:26:43,769 --> 00:26:46,092
I don't know,
things might change.

418
00:26:46,172 --> 00:26:48,261
What things?
Just... things...

419
00:26:48,341 --> 00:26:49,640
Between us.

420
00:26:52,844 --> 00:26:53,944
Jane...

421
00:26:54,980 --> 00:26:56,981
Promise you won't hate me?

422
00:26:58,984 --> 00:27:00,017
I promise.

423
00:27:01,019 --> 00:27:01,974
Thing is...

424
00:27:02,054 --> 00:27:05,177
I've been trying to find a way
to say this all night.

425
00:27:05,257 --> 00:27:06,957
I just... oh, I don't know.

426
00:27:07,892 --> 00:27:08,926
I...

427
00:27:10,195 --> 00:27:11,228
I...

428
00:27:13,098 --> 00:27:15,199
I totally cheated.

429
00:27:17,268 --> 00:27:18,658
What?

430
00:27:18,738 --> 00:27:20,226
The first game
was actually close,

431
00:27:20,306 --> 00:27:22,640
and I just... I lied a bit.

432
00:27:23,875 --> 00:27:26,143
Didn't even place my ships
in the next two.

433
00:27:28,313 --> 00:27:29,647
You hate me?

434
00:27:30,215 --> 00:27:31,270
Why would I hate you?

435
00:27:31,350 --> 00:27:32,805
Just seems like

436
00:27:32,885 --> 00:27:34,818
I'm always
sitting on my... you know...

437
00:27:35,353 --> 00:27:37,921
Sinner half and...

438
00:27:38,890 --> 00:27:40,257
You have to listen to all
of my...

439
00:27:41,893 --> 00:27:42,882
What about you?

440
00:27:42,962 --> 00:27:43,916
Me?

441
00:27:43,996 --> 00:27:46,352
You ever get a chance to sit on
this side?

442
00:27:46,432 --> 00:27:48,287
You know, get stuff off
your chest?

443
00:27:48,367 --> 00:27:50,656
Priests go to confession, too.

444
00:27:50,736 --> 00:27:54,193
But you only confess
to other priests, right?

445
00:27:54,273 --> 00:27:55,962
That's sort of how it works.

446
00:27:56,042 --> 00:27:58,809
Well, what if you wanted
to confess to someone else?

447
00:27:59,678 --> 00:28:00,833
I don't know what you mean.

448
00:28:00,913 --> 00:28:03,202
To me, for example.

449
00:28:03,282 --> 00:28:06,238
I... don't think that's
a very good idea.

450
00:28:06,318 --> 00:28:08,908
It doesn't have to be juicy
or anything.

451
00:28:08,988 --> 00:28:10,821
Just something real.

452
00:28:12,190 --> 00:28:15,392
To a normal, non-priesty person.

453
00:28:18,997 --> 00:28:20,820
Might be good for you.
I don't think that...

454
00:28:20,900 --> 00:28:23,055
Awesome. Switch me.

455
00:28:23,135 --> 00:28:25,169
Jane? Jane? Jane.

456
00:28:30,008 --> 00:28:32,976
What is this? It's a gift.
Me to you.

457
00:28:33,712 --> 00:28:34,867
I don't understand.

458
00:28:34,947 --> 00:28:36,002
You go in there, you know,

459
00:28:36,082 --> 00:28:37,837
on the sinner side,

460
00:28:37,917 --> 00:28:39,972
and just for a few minutes
you get to be a normal person,

461
00:28:40,052 --> 00:28:42,274
not somebody
who's gotta do everything right.

462
00:28:42,354 --> 00:28:45,978
Not somebody who's supposed to have any
sort of profound existential insights,

463
00:28:46,058 --> 00:28:49,827
and certainly not someone who's gotta
listen to me ramble on about my...

464
00:28:50,295 --> 00:28:51,428
Dying stuff.

465
00:28:52,063 --> 00:28:53,097
Just be you...

466
00:28:54,466 --> 00:28:55,766
Daniel.

467
00:28:58,103 --> 00:28:59,803
With all your Daniel junk.

468
00:29:01,473 --> 00:29:02,506
Come on.

469
00:29:04,209 --> 00:29:05,242
Let's go.

470
00:29:40,211 --> 00:29:41,245
Hmm.

471
00:29:43,348 --> 00:29:47,985
Was kind of hoping that you guys
would have the upgraded side.

472
00:29:49,320 --> 00:29:51,789
Maybe a tempur-pedic chair...

473
00:29:53,057 --> 00:29:54,914
Flat-screen.

474
00:29:54,994 --> 00:29:57,149
Would it kill you to get
some reading material in here?

475
00:29:57,229 --> 00:29:59,329
This was a mistake.
No, it isn't.

476
00:30:00,832 --> 00:30:01,865
Relax.

477
00:30:03,234 --> 00:30:04,301
Relax.

478
00:30:06,171 --> 00:30:08,172
You don't look relaxed.
Relax. Breathe.

479
00:30:11,309 --> 00:30:12,476
Good job.

480
00:30:13,211 --> 00:30:14,244
So?

481
00:30:16,381 --> 00:30:17,414
So?

482
00:30:19,117 --> 00:30:20,906
You're gonna make me explain

483
00:30:20,986 --> 00:30:23,053
this process to you? No,
I just... I don't...

484
00:30:26,291 --> 00:30:28,292
Now, Daniel.
Hmm.

485
00:30:29,194 --> 00:30:31,083
My child.
Mm-hmm.

486
00:30:31,163 --> 00:30:32,985
My lamb.

487
00:30:33,065 --> 00:30:34,431
My lambchop child.

488
00:30:37,101 --> 00:30:38,335
Unburden yourself.

489
00:30:40,438 --> 00:30:41,538
Get absolved.

490
00:30:43,541 --> 00:30:44,541
Speak.

491
00:30:45,476 --> 00:30:46,844
Whatever you want to say.

492
00:31:03,061 --> 00:31:04,127
I don't see.

493
00:31:05,163 --> 00:31:06,563
You don't see?

494
00:31:09,267 --> 00:31:10,300
No.

495
00:31:11,502 --> 00:31:13,971
You don't see what?

496
00:31:20,044 --> 00:31:21,078
God.

497
00:31:23,414 --> 00:31:25,449
God... what?

498
00:31:33,458 --> 00:31:35,392
I don't see god.

499
00:31:44,235 --> 00:31:46,036
I don't think I ever have.

500
00:31:54,612 --> 00:31:56,013
My, uh...

501
00:32:01,252 --> 00:32:02,586
My dad died...

502
00:32:04,389 --> 00:32:06,156
Last year, and, uh...

503
00:32:09,327 --> 00:32:12,462
He always liked the idea
of having a priest as a son.

504
00:32:13,698 --> 00:32:15,621
I mean, I liked the idea, too.
Don't get me wrong.

505
00:32:15,701 --> 00:32:17,923
It wasn't like he forced me
into it or anything.

506
00:32:18,003 --> 00:32:19,036
It was just...

507
00:32:21,472 --> 00:32:22,940
Just made sense.

508
00:32:23,942 --> 00:32:24,942
You know?

509
00:32:27,312 --> 00:32:29,268
Some kids want to grow up and...

510
00:32:29,348 --> 00:32:32,215
Pitch game seven
at Yankee stadium...

511
00:32:33,051 --> 00:32:34,607
Give an Oscar speech...

512
00:32:34,687 --> 00:32:38,088
Fight fires or terrorists or...

513
00:32:38,690 --> 00:32:40,279
Whatever.

514
00:32:40,359 --> 00:32:43,226
I wanted to wear the fancy robes
on Sundays...

515
00:32:44,729 --> 00:32:47,998
Give homilies
to captive audiences every week.

516
00:32:55,039 --> 00:32:57,207
Help people.

517
00:33:13,524 --> 00:33:15,525
He never missed a single mass.

518
00:33:18,329 --> 00:33:19,629
Even when he got sick.

519
00:33:29,307 --> 00:33:31,308
He used to tell people that...

520
00:33:33,077 --> 00:33:35,278
He wasn't afraid of death
because...

521
00:33:38,049 --> 00:33:40,183
My Danny's got it in with
the big guy.

522
00:33:46,491 --> 00:33:48,692
Truth is
he was never worried though.

523
00:33:50,762 --> 00:33:52,329
He saw him every day.

524
00:33:55,233 --> 00:33:56,333
But you don't.

525
00:33:56,667 --> 00:33:57,701
No.

526
00:34:00,338 --> 00:34:02,205
So why do you do this?

527
00:34:10,181 --> 00:34:13,750
Because if god ever does
show up, I...

528
00:34:17,088 --> 00:34:18,321
I don't want to miss it.

529
00:34:30,835 --> 00:34:33,993
I was sort of hoping for impure
thoughts about the organ lady.

530
00:34:34,073 --> 00:34:35,561
Um...

531
00:34:35,641 --> 00:34:36,673
But...

532
00:34:37,575 --> 00:34:38,675
This'll do.

533
00:34:43,381 --> 00:34:44,448
So what now?

534
00:34:47,351 --> 00:34:51,243
Uh, well... I guess
you could give me a penance.

535
00:34:51,323 --> 00:34:52,522
Really?
Yeah.

536
00:34:53,257 --> 00:34:54,458
Nice.

537
00:34:54,859 --> 00:34:56,293
Um...

538
00:34:57,328 --> 00:34:58,795
Five hail Marys,

539
00:34:59,797 --> 00:35:02,699
three our fathers...

540
00:35:04,168 --> 00:35:05,402
Two...

541
00:35:08,406 --> 00:35:10,295
Twenty pushups.

542
00:35:10,375 --> 00:35:13,577
And you have to come
to my show next weekend.

543
00:35:13,878 --> 00:35:15,067
Show?

544
00:35:15,147 --> 00:35:17,603
I'm huge in this town.

545
00:35:17,683 --> 00:35:20,372
I'm surprised you're not already
familiar with my music,

546
00:35:20,452 --> 00:35:22,408
but I guess
this'll give you a chance

547
00:35:22,488 --> 00:35:25,110
to get hip to what the kids
are into these days.

548
00:35:25,190 --> 00:35:27,146
Um, I don't...
Oh, you're totally coming.

549
00:35:27,226 --> 00:35:29,181
I'll save you a seat up front.

550
00:35:29,261 --> 00:35:31,717
I can comp you, but you gotta
buy some coffee or something,

551
00:35:31,797 --> 00:35:35,054
or the owner's gonna get pissy. Okay?
I really don't think this...

552
00:35:35,134 --> 00:35:39,324
Great. I'll give you the details
at our next confession slash date.

553
00:35:39,404 --> 00:35:43,128
Jane. Jane.
Jane!

554
00:35:43,208 --> 00:35:46,098
Yes, you can buy merch from me
directly after the show.

555
00:35:46,178 --> 00:35:47,766
Jane, I...
Autographs are fine,

556
00:35:47,846 --> 00:35:50,247
but, please, no photos.

557
00:36:16,374 --> 00:36:17,807
Miss your run again?

558
00:36:22,480 --> 00:36:23,402
Want a muffin?

559
00:36:23,482 --> 00:36:26,371
They're minis, so...
You can have, like,

560
00:36:26,451 --> 00:36:28,518
Thirty of them, and they're
still not that bad for you.

561
00:36:32,890 --> 00:36:34,391
Why do you do this?

562
00:36:39,964 --> 00:36:41,653
I'm addicted to refined sugar.

563
00:36:41,733 --> 00:36:44,289
It just tastes so darn good
on everything,

564
00:36:44,369 --> 00:36:46,758
and if that's a sin, I just figure
I'll work it out on the other side,

565
00:36:46,838 --> 00:36:48,538
but Adam had his apple, and I...

566
00:36:49,473 --> 00:36:51,296
Truth be told,

567
00:36:51,376 --> 00:36:53,799
I'm just looking for one
guilt-free sleeve of oreos,

568
00:36:53,879 --> 00:36:55,612
and I don't think that's
too much to ask.

569
00:36:57,648 --> 00:36:59,749
That's not what I meant.
I know.

570
00:37:03,454 --> 00:37:04,776
So what...

571
00:37:04,856 --> 00:37:06,223
What's going on with you?

572
00:37:07,358 --> 00:37:08,680
I don't know.

573
00:37:08,760 --> 00:37:11,750
But you're hoping
I can offer you

574
00:37:11,830 --> 00:37:14,386
some sort of divine nugget
of wisdom

575
00:37:14,466 --> 00:37:17,000
that'll make all the pieces
add up together for you?

576
00:37:17,768 --> 00:37:18,924
What's the story?

577
00:37:19,004 --> 00:37:21,760
Having a crisis of faith or...

578
00:37:21,840 --> 00:37:23,162
Something else?

579
00:37:23,242 --> 00:37:24,307
I have faith.

580
00:37:27,279 --> 00:37:31,548
Yippee! Good for you,
father Jamieson.

581
00:37:31,816 --> 00:37:32,838
I just...

582
00:37:32,918 --> 00:37:33,950
I mean, I'm...

583
00:37:35,353 --> 00:37:36,742
I'm just trying to
figure it out,

584
00:37:36,822 --> 00:37:37,988
and you...

585
00:37:39,991 --> 00:37:41,280
Forget it.

586
00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:42,440
Did you do the last rights?

587
00:37:42,793 --> 00:37:43,827
What?

588
00:37:47,031 --> 00:37:48,365
When your dad died.

589
00:37:50,434 --> 00:37:52,257
Were you the one
who gave him his last rights?

590
00:37:52,337 --> 00:37:53,470
Yes.

591
00:37:54,805 --> 00:37:56,406
And how did that feel?

592
00:37:59,043 --> 00:38:00,644
He told me it was worth it...

593
00:38:01,746 --> 00:38:02,801
Dying...

594
00:38:02,881 --> 00:38:06,583
In order for me to be
the one to anoint him.

595
00:38:08,352 --> 00:38:09,486
What about you, though?

596
00:38:12,890 --> 00:38:14,024
How did you feel?

597
00:38:15,826 --> 00:38:18,395
Gracious?
Did you feel...

598
00:38:19,330 --> 00:38:20,397
Blessed?

599
00:38:24,468 --> 00:38:25,568
Just sad.

600
00:38:32,310 --> 00:38:33,743
Go ahead and have a seat,
will ya?

601
00:38:38,816 --> 00:38:40,383
Go ahead and take the whole box.

602
00:38:42,653 --> 00:38:43,887
Yeah, they're gluten free.

603
00:38:44,655 --> 00:38:45,789
Organic.

604
00:38:49,026 --> 00:38:50,406
Mostly locally sourced.

605
00:38:53,030 --> 00:38:56,355
Not quite farm to table, but...

606
00:38:56,435 --> 00:38:58,968
pretty good.

607
00:39:07,478 --> 00:39:09,735
So I've got
the second Sunday mass,

608
00:39:09,815 --> 00:39:12,037
a baptism on Saturday afternoon,

609
00:39:12,117 --> 00:39:14,406
and the Monday-morning
confession.

610
00:39:14,486 --> 00:39:15,907
Wednesday choir practice

611
00:39:15,987 --> 00:39:17,809
and the Saturday-evening mass.

612
00:39:17,889 --> 00:39:20,012
Oh, and this is pretty fun:

613
00:39:20,092 --> 00:39:22,826
The kids from Sunday school
have asked me to...

614
00:39:23,728 --> 00:39:24,961
To come in and teach a lesson.

615
00:39:26,130 --> 00:39:27,364
You?

616
00:39:27,665 --> 00:39:28,798
Yeah.

617
00:39:29,433 --> 00:39:30,856
It's strange.

618
00:39:30,936 --> 00:39:32,524
It turns out that
they find some people

619
00:39:32,604 --> 00:39:35,661
a little more relatable
than others.

620
00:39:35,741 --> 00:39:37,774
Well, they're only
eight years old, so...

621
00:39:39,745 --> 00:39:41,500
And I will be spending quite
a bit of time

622
00:39:41,580 --> 00:39:42,668
over at Ronnie's.

623
00:39:42,748 --> 00:39:44,069
Why not the hospital?

624
00:39:44,149 --> 00:39:46,305
No, that stubborn
son of a bitch,

625
00:39:46,385 --> 00:39:47,517
he just refuses to...

626
00:39:48,819 --> 00:39:50,676
Let go.

627
00:39:50,756 --> 00:39:53,945
They have moved him home.
He is strictly hospice now.

628
00:39:54,025 --> 00:39:56,048
He's really still alive?

629
00:39:56,128 --> 00:39:58,383
Well, I'll tell you what,
father.

630
00:39:58,463 --> 00:40:01,019
I will let him know that his
selfish need to cling to life

631
00:40:01,099 --> 00:40:03,422
is disrupting his schedule.
How's that sound?

632
00:40:03,502 --> 00:40:05,891
Hmm. How's your week looking?

633
00:40:05,971 --> 00:40:07,793
It's pretty much
the same as the last,

634
00:40:07,873 --> 00:40:09,828
except for a few adjustments.

635
00:40:09,908 --> 00:40:11,730
Uh, n-not so fast.

636
00:40:11,810 --> 00:40:14,933
You'll be happy to know that
I talked to the bishop,

637
00:40:15,013 --> 00:40:19,338
and he agreed to drop
the Friday night confessions.

638
00:40:19,418 --> 00:40:23,008
I... it... I just think
that maybe we should...

639
00:40:23,088 --> 00:40:26,478
Well, the church
is going back to normal hours.

640
00:40:26,558 --> 00:40:28,491
Building will close at night.

641
00:40:29,026 --> 00:40:30,493
End of story.

642
00:40:31,061 --> 00:40:32,095
Okay?

643
00:40:32,596 --> 00:40:33,630
Okay.

644
00:40:41,906 --> 00:40:44,529
<i>No, mom, they don't
call mourning "morning"</i>

645
00:40:44,609 --> 00:40:46,031
<i>because it's supposed to happen
every day.</i>

646
00:40:46,111 --> 00:40:47,544
<i>Who told you that?</i>

647
00:40:51,482 --> 00:40:52,515
<i>I know.</i>

648
00:40:53,884 --> 00:40:54,918
<i>I know.</i>

649
00:40:57,521 --> 00:40:58,988
<i>But I don't let it take over.</i>

650
00:40:59,990 --> 00:41:01,858
<i>He wouldn't have wanted us to...</i>

651
00:41:04,028 --> 00:41:06,095
<i>Everything happens for a reason.</i>

652
00:41:10,134 --> 00:41:11,601
<i>I love you too, mom.</i>

653
00:41:12,970 --> 00:41:14,037
<i>God bless.</i>

654
00:43:39,984 --> 00:43:41,673
Problem was
I couldn't sing Harmony,

655
00:43:41,753 --> 00:43:44,242
and the other problem was
I couldn't sing melody.

656
00:43:44,322 --> 00:43:46,122
So...
This is me.

657
00:43:47,324 --> 00:43:49,981
Oh... nice.

658
00:43:50,061 --> 00:43:52,050
Place.
Weird, right?

659
00:43:52,130 --> 00:43:53,184
Hmm?

660
00:43:53,264 --> 00:43:54,931
I actually live somewhere.

661
00:43:56,333 --> 00:43:57,934
Now I'm real, too.

662
00:43:59,670 --> 00:44:00,959
Thanks for walking me home.

663
00:44:01,039 --> 00:44:03,039
I always wanted a priest
as a bodyguard.

664
00:44:03,874 --> 00:44:04,863
You don't really strike me

665
00:44:04,943 --> 00:44:05,931
as the type of person

666
00:44:06,011 --> 00:44:06,965
that needs protection.

667
00:44:07,045 --> 00:44:08,277
We all need it, Daniel.

668
00:44:09,046 --> 00:44:11,036
The world kinda sucks.

669
00:44:11,116 --> 00:44:11,970
You don't believe that.

670
00:44:12,050 --> 00:44:13,004
No, you don't,

671
00:44:13,084 --> 00:44:14,105
which is why I like you,

672
00:44:14,185 --> 00:44:16,019
but you're also, you know...

673
00:44:16,887 --> 00:44:17,920
You.

674
00:44:19,723 --> 00:44:21,646
Again, confirming my world view.

675
00:44:21,726 --> 00:44:24,115
What's that supposed to mean?
Oh, nothing.

676
00:44:24,195 --> 00:44:27,686
Nothing here.
Just a lovely friendship.

677
00:44:27,766 --> 00:44:28,753
What's wrong with that?

678
00:44:28,833 --> 00:44:30,055
Nothing.

679
00:44:30,135 --> 00:44:32,201
You're a priest.
I'm dying.

680
00:44:33,103 --> 00:44:34,192
I get it,

681
00:44:34,272 --> 00:44:36,328
but in different circumstances,

682
00:44:36,408 --> 00:44:39,409
we're totally dating right now.
No. No, I...

683
00:44:40,844 --> 00:44:43,101
No.
Wow, father,

684
00:44:43,181 --> 00:44:45,303
you really know
how to make a girl feel special.

685
00:44:45,383 --> 00:44:47,105
No, I mean...

686
00:44:47,185 --> 00:44:48,640
This isn't...

687
00:44:48,720 --> 00:44:50,609
I-I... we're...

688
00:44:50,689 --> 00:44:51,943
I... I wouldn't say that...

689
00:44:52,023 --> 00:44:53,345
That... I mean, we're not.

690
00:44:53,425 --> 00:44:55,313
I-I'm not. You know?

691
00:44:55,393 --> 00:44:56,815
No, I don't,

692
00:44:56,895 --> 00:44:58,817
but I'd be happy
to give feedback

693
00:44:58,897 --> 00:45:01,019
if you feel compelled
to articulate

694
00:45:01,099 --> 00:45:02,465
an entire thought.

695
00:45:09,873 --> 00:45:12,108
I am committed to god.

696
00:45:13,844 --> 00:45:15,845
That means that any...

697
00:45:16,880 --> 00:45:20,116
Emotional connection,

698
00:45:20,484 --> 00:45:21,873
that is...

699
00:45:21,953 --> 00:45:23,742
Other than friendship,

700
00:45:23,822 --> 00:45:25,910
which... which is
what I think that we have...

701
00:45:25,990 --> 00:45:27,145
Friendship.

702
00:45:27,225 --> 00:45:29,058
You know? A really strong...

703
00:45:30,027 --> 00:45:32,651
But anything more than that

704
00:45:32,731 --> 00:45:35,754
is obviously not allowed.

705
00:45:35,834 --> 00:45:37,355
I mean,
it goes against everything...

706
00:45:37,435 --> 00:45:39,335
Uh... everything...

707
00:45:41,939 --> 00:45:43,406
That I am, so...

708
00:45:45,976 --> 00:45:48,778
How do you expect to get laid if you
keep saying that kind of stuff?

709
00:45:52,149 --> 00:45:54,016
That was a joke. Relax.

710
00:45:56,887 --> 00:45:59,911
Well, you're probably going
to hell because of it,

711
00:45:59,991 --> 00:46:01,924
so I really hope
it was worth it.

712
00:46:07,231 --> 00:46:09,132
I really can't tell jokes,
can I?

713
00:46:11,802 --> 00:46:12,835
Come on!

714
00:46:13,537 --> 00:46:14,904
No, man, sorry.

715
00:46:17,174 --> 00:46:19,397
But you did really sell
the whole humorless,

716
00:46:19,477 --> 00:46:21,332
stodgy priest thing there.
Yeah.

717
00:46:21,412 --> 00:46:24,280
We work on it in seminary,
for years.

718
00:46:25,249 --> 00:46:26,849
Yeah,
that and thurible swinging.

719
00:46:27,518 --> 00:46:29,152
Thurible swinging?
Yeah.

720
00:46:30,320 --> 00:46:31,554
Sounds dirty.

721
00:46:33,290 --> 00:46:34,791
Uh, well...

722
00:46:35,392 --> 00:46:37,415
Sorry. It's late.

723
00:46:37,495 --> 00:46:38,795
You're cute.

724
00:46:39,563 --> 00:46:41,086
I'm human.

725
00:46:41,166 --> 00:46:44,089
Can I... ask you a question?

726
00:46:44,169 --> 00:46:45,201
Maybe.

727
00:46:47,404 --> 00:46:48,259
The whole dying thing.

728
00:46:48,339 --> 00:46:49,961
No.
What?

729
00:46:50,041 --> 00:46:51,863
Let's not.
Come on.

730
00:46:51,943 --> 00:46:54,432
You've got off-limits,
you know, stuff. So do I.

731
00:46:54,512 --> 00:46:57,102
Well, we both know that
you're not... Daniel.

732
00:46:57,182 --> 00:46:58,915
I mean,
you don't even look sick.

733
00:46:59,550 --> 00:47:00,917
Like at all.

734
00:47:03,387 --> 00:47:05,143
It's late.
I should go inside.

735
00:47:05,223 --> 00:47:06,389
Jane.

736
00:47:07,391 --> 00:47:08,858
Thanks for walking me home.

737
00:47:09,526 --> 00:47:11,327
I didn't mean to...

738
00:47:12,095 --> 00:47:13,162
It's just...

739
00:47:14,998 --> 00:47:18,957
I don't know why we have to keep
up with the, you know, charade.

740
00:47:19,037 --> 00:47:20,358
Charade?

741
00:47:20,438 --> 00:47:21,860
No, that's not what I...

742
00:47:21,940 --> 00:47:23,039
I-I just mean...

743
00:47:23,574 --> 00:47:25,374
You don't...

744
00:47:26,210 --> 00:47:27,877
I mean, you look...
How?

745
00:47:28,178 --> 00:47:29,212
What?

746
00:47:32,482 --> 00:47:33,583
How do I look?

747
00:47:35,252 --> 00:47:37,587
Well, no, I just...

748
00:47:40,157 --> 00:47:41,524
I don't look frail...

749
00:47:43,360 --> 00:47:44,393
Helpless?

750
00:47:50,934 --> 00:47:52,568
I seem a bit too healthy?

751
00:47:54,238 --> 00:47:59,876
Well, I guess that's a testament
to my formidable spirit.

752
00:48:03,280 --> 00:48:06,315
Good night, friend.

753
00:48:48,326 --> 00:48:50,326
There's a decent case
for blasphemy here...

754
00:49:02,340 --> 00:49:06,598
You see? Keep missing
your morning jogs,

755
00:49:06,678 --> 00:49:08,511
breaking your routine,

756
00:49:09,279 --> 00:49:10,346
that's your future.

757
00:49:17,321 --> 00:49:18,354
What?

758
00:49:19,089 --> 00:49:20,122
Nothing.

759
00:49:21,291 --> 00:49:22,347
Daniel, say it.

760
00:49:22,427 --> 00:49:25,083
He's happy.
What?

761
00:49:25,163 --> 00:49:29,231
I know that you take some issue with
father Ollie's eccentricities, but...

762
00:49:30,467 --> 00:49:32,101
He treats this like a joke.

763
00:49:32,502 --> 00:49:34,036
But look at him.

764
00:49:56,260 --> 00:49:58,049
That's what I'm talking about.

765
00:49:58,129 --> 00:50:00,018
Good, good, good, good, good.

766
00:50:00,098 --> 00:50:02,186
Lost your snare
at the bridge, keyshawn...

767
00:50:02,266 --> 00:50:04,667
He's wearing basketball shoes.

768
00:50:05,268 --> 00:50:06,257
Under his habit.

769
00:50:06,337 --> 00:50:07,525
You know what I mean.

770
00:50:07,605 --> 00:50:10,172
I'm not so sure... actually.

771
00:50:12,609 --> 00:50:13,642
Never mind.

772
00:50:14,077 --> 00:50:15,244
Doug?

773
00:50:17,347 --> 00:50:18,581
Were you lip syncing?

774
00:50:19,416 --> 00:50:21,083
No.
Doug.

775
00:50:22,052 --> 00:50:23,285
No.
Doug.

776
00:50:27,224 --> 00:50:28,424
And I broke Doug.

777
00:50:29,092 --> 00:50:30,192
That's on me.

778
00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:31,582
That's my bad.

779
00:50:31,662 --> 00:50:35,320
Daniel... I should probably
go get some work done.

780
00:50:35,400 --> 00:50:36,454
Doug, come.
Sit.

781
00:50:36,534 --> 00:50:39,223
Come here. Come here.
Come here.

782
00:50:39,303 --> 00:50:40,625
C'mere, c'mere, c'mere...

783
00:50:40,705 --> 00:50:42,805
Doug, sing these...

784
00:50:47,811 --> 00:50:49,245
Bring your air down lower.

785
00:50:56,087 --> 00:50:58,977
And you're back.
I'm so proud of you.

786
00:50:59,057 --> 00:51:01,290
That's the way to...
What's going on here?

787
00:51:02,759 --> 00:51:04,048
What is it?

788
00:51:04,128 --> 00:51:05,294
I met someone.

789
00:51:05,695 --> 00:51:07,163
You met someone?

790
00:51:07,564 --> 00:51:08,664
Yes.

791
00:51:11,234 --> 00:51:12,490
What does that mean?

792
00:51:12,570 --> 00:51:14,625
A person.
I met a person.

793
00:51:14,705 --> 00:51:16,539
There was a person,
and I met her.

794
00:51:17,641 --> 00:51:18,674
Her?

795
00:51:19,376 --> 00:51:20,409
Yes.

796
00:51:23,246 --> 00:51:24,280
Hmm.

797
00:51:25,348 --> 00:51:26,382
I see.

798
00:51:27,551 --> 00:51:28,573
No big deal.

799
00:51:28,653 --> 00:51:30,375
And that's what happens

800
00:51:30,455 --> 00:51:32,421
when you apply
a little bit of enthusiasm...

801
00:51:35,426 --> 00:51:36,592
Doug!

802
00:51:37,828 --> 00:51:40,118
Now you're embarrassing yourself

803
00:51:40,198 --> 00:51:41,597
in a place of worship.

804
00:51:42,199 --> 00:51:44,022
Take a knee.

805
00:51:44,102 --> 00:51:46,657
You will not be in this
rehearsal until I tell you.

806
00:51:46,737 --> 00:51:50,061
So it wasn't
just someone you met.

807
00:51:50,141 --> 00:51:52,741
You... you met her.

808
00:51:53,543 --> 00:51:56,567
A... female someone.

809
00:51:56,647 --> 00:51:58,347
I didn't do anything, father.

810
00:51:58,882 --> 00:52:00,171
No one says you did.

811
00:52:00,251 --> 00:52:02,273
Because I didn't.
Okay.

812
00:52:02,353 --> 00:52:04,509
So it doesn't matter if it was
a female someone or a her

813
00:52:04,589 --> 00:52:08,324
if I didn't do anything, which I
didn't, so it doesn't... matter.

814
00:52:08,859 --> 00:52:10,359
Great.
Terrific.

815
00:52:11,161 --> 00:52:12,228
Glory be.

816
00:52:23,540 --> 00:52:25,274
I didn't do anything, father.

817
00:52:27,911 --> 00:52:31,836
Well, that's between you
and god, now, isn't it?

818
00:52:31,916 --> 00:52:33,671
Let's go one more time.
Let's feel it.

819
00:52:33,751 --> 00:52:36,385
Practice makes perfect.

820
00:53:08,919 --> 00:53:10,586
B-4.

821
00:53:13,723 --> 00:53:16,225
Bingo Thursdays with
Edith and Ruth.

822
00:53:17,360 --> 00:53:18,316
And Jane.

823
00:53:18,396 --> 00:53:19,828
<i>G-51.</i>

824
00:53:20,397 --> 00:53:21,797
Oh! G-51.

825
00:53:26,303 --> 00:53:28,237
When you're blessed,
you're blessed. Am I right?

826
00:53:29,839 --> 00:53:30,873
Yeah?

827
00:53:31,841 --> 00:53:32,875
No?

828
00:53:35,212 --> 00:53:36,367
Okay.

829
00:53:36,447 --> 00:53:37,980
<i>I-17.</i>

830
00:53:41,451 --> 00:53:43,719
Nope. No I-17.

831
00:53:44,387 --> 00:53:45,510
I-16.

832
00:53:45,590 --> 00:53:47,690
I-18 would've done it.
But no.

833
00:53:51,795 --> 00:53:54,930
This is fun. Let me know
when you really wanna talk.

834
00:53:57,400 --> 00:53:58,322
Jane.

835
00:53:58,402 --> 00:53:59,735
<i>E-7.</i>

836
00:54:02,772 --> 00:54:03,939
I got you something.

837
00:54:05,575 --> 00:54:07,543
What is it?
Open it.

838
00:54:08,411 --> 00:54:09,912
I wasn't expecting you'd...

839
00:54:11,715 --> 00:54:14,372
You've been holding out on me.

840
00:54:14,452 --> 00:54:16,785
I don't know what to say.

841
00:54:18,488 --> 00:54:22,424
I'm pleasantly... surprised.

842
00:54:24,761 --> 00:54:26,284
Is this a joke?

843
00:54:26,364 --> 00:54:28,998
What do you mean?
I don't understand.

844
00:54:30,500 --> 00:54:31,867
<i>E-46.</i>

845
00:54:35,538 --> 00:54:38,796
Don't do this Daniel.
Please.

846
00:54:38,876 --> 00:54:42,578
You of all people. I'm not letting you
turn out to be a disappointment too.

847
00:54:44,581 --> 00:54:45,914
<i>O-68.</i>

848
00:54:48,485 --> 00:54:51,509
Please, just... take that.

849
00:54:51,589 --> 00:54:52,721
For your sake.

850
00:54:55,492 --> 00:54:56,592
For my sake?

851
00:54:57,494 --> 00:54:58,560
See you around.

852
00:54:58,895 --> 00:55:00,062
Father.

853
00:55:02,832 --> 00:55:04,733
<i>I-43.</i>

854
00:55:06,069 --> 00:55:07,469
Where are we?

855
00:55:10,307 --> 00:55:11,696
Why are we here?

856
00:55:11,776 --> 00:55:14,398
No, no no, don't.
Don't try to answer.

857
00:55:14,478 --> 00:55:17,012
Just maybe give that some
thought for a second or two.

858
00:55:19,849 --> 00:55:21,505
Why are we here?

859
00:55:21,585 --> 00:55:23,374
I mean, I can tell you
for a fact

860
00:55:23,454 --> 00:55:26,010
I'm only here
for the free communion wafers.

861
00:55:26,090 --> 00:55:28,057
'Course that's just me.
But the rest of you.

862
00:55:29,459 --> 00:55:30,492
Why?

863
00:55:31,861 --> 00:55:36,654
And I, I don't mean
philosophically.

864
00:55:36,734 --> 00:55:40,658
I mean right now.
In this exact moment.

865
00:55:40,738 --> 00:55:43,439
What brought you into
this building?

866
00:55:44,040 --> 00:55:45,429
Guilt?

867
00:55:45,509 --> 00:55:48,266
Fear? Obligation?

868
00:55:48,346 --> 00:55:51,769
Perhaps you aren't
even into the big radio hits.

869
00:55:51,849 --> 00:55:54,639
And you're more of a deep track,
b-side kind of guy.

870
00:55:54,719 --> 00:55:58,887
So, are you looking for
a sense of community?

871
00:55:59,989 --> 00:56:01,790
A moment of reflection?

872
00:56:03,593 --> 00:56:04,793
An escape?

873
00:56:07,130 --> 00:56:08,686
You can do a lot worse.

874
00:56:08,766 --> 00:56:13,502
This really is
a beautiful building.

875
00:56:14,537 --> 00:56:16,438
Oh my goodness.

876
00:56:17,807 --> 00:56:18,841
But...

877
00:56:19,409 --> 00:56:20,409
But...

878
00:56:21,144 --> 00:56:23,034
If what brought you here

879
00:56:23,114 --> 00:56:28,150
doesn't at least have something
to do with compassion.

880
00:56:30,086 --> 00:56:31,742
Well then, that's all there
really is.

881
00:56:31,822 --> 00:56:32,855
Huh?

882
00:56:34,457 --> 00:56:35,491
A building.

883
00:56:38,528 --> 00:56:39,561
Compassion.

884
00:56:40,163 --> 00:56:41,852
Oh, what a concept.

885
00:56:41,932 --> 00:56:45,022
I mean, we all like to think
that we are...

886
00:56:45,102 --> 00:56:46,624
Compassionate.

887
00:56:46,704 --> 00:56:48,426
Help you feel better.

888
00:56:48,506 --> 00:56:51,540
Thoughts and prayers.
I'm so very sorry for your loss.

889
00:56:54,110 --> 00:56:56,512
But it's a funny thing though.

890
00:56:58,448 --> 00:57:02,451
Because when you find out where the word
compassion comes from, it's real...

891
00:57:02,819 --> 00:57:03,741
Origin.

892
00:57:03,821 --> 00:57:06,855
It turns out
the word actually means

893
00:57:09,058 --> 00:57:10,592
to suffer with.

894
00:57:10,994 --> 00:57:12,483
Not to pity.

895
00:57:12,563 --> 00:57:14,618
Not to feel sorry for,

896
00:57:14,698 --> 00:57:18,133
not to send hugs
to somebody's Facebook wall.

897
00:57:20,170 --> 00:57:21,770
But to suffer with.

898
00:57:24,774 --> 00:57:26,397
And are you capable

899
00:57:26,477 --> 00:57:27,943
of suffering with

900
00:57:29,179 --> 00:57:30,546
someone else?

901
00:57:31,548 --> 00:57:32,748
To...

902
00:57:34,984 --> 00:57:36,718
Take on their pain.

903
00:57:38,555 --> 00:57:40,756
And carry it around with you
for a while.

904
00:57:43,493 --> 00:57:44,626
Someone...

905
00:57:47,831 --> 00:57:48,931
Hurting.

906
00:57:50,099 --> 00:57:51,200
Someone...

907
00:57:54,804 --> 00:57:56,071
Completely lost.

908
00:57:57,640 --> 00:57:58,674
Someone...

909
00:58:00,577 --> 00:58:02,099
With less than you.

910
00:58:02,179 --> 00:58:04,168
Less money.

911
00:58:04,248 --> 00:58:07,516
Less stuff. Yeah, whatever.
But what about less freedom?

912
00:58:09,652 --> 00:58:10,641
Less choice.

913
00:58:10,721 --> 00:58:11,753
Less...

914
00:58:12,856 --> 00:58:13,889
Privilege.

915
00:58:16,125 --> 00:58:17,926
Less basic human rights.

916
00:58:22,966 --> 00:58:25,100
Are you truly able to
suffer with...

917
00:58:28,037 --> 00:58:29,137
Others?

918
00:58:32,041 --> 00:58:33,175
But,

919
00:58:35,945 --> 00:58:36,979
will you?

920
00:58:43,286 --> 00:58:44,653
How much I owe you?

921
00:58:52,829 --> 00:58:55,297
Good run? Good, good, yeah.
Very good.

922
00:58:55,932 --> 00:58:56,965
Very focused.

923
00:58:57,600 --> 00:58:58,622
Good.

924
00:58:58,702 --> 00:59:00,090
It was great, actually.

925
00:59:00,170 --> 00:59:01,459
It was,

926
00:59:01,539 --> 00:59:03,894
it was great.
Great.

927
00:59:03,974 --> 00:59:06,030
I would definitely classify that
run as great.

928
00:59:06,110 --> 00:59:08,610
If I were to classify it.
Which apparently I am. So...

929
00:59:09,779 --> 00:59:13,115
Yep. I would file it
under g for great.

930
00:59:18,621 --> 00:59:19,621
How's scripture?

931
00:59:19,989 --> 00:59:20,945
Wonderful.

932
00:59:21,025 --> 00:59:21,946
It is.

933
00:59:22,026 --> 00:59:24,626
Always wonderful. Scripture.

934
00:59:30,600 --> 00:59:33,635
I'm just going to go ahead and
opt out of this conversation.

935
00:59:43,313 --> 00:59:44,813
How's it going?

936
00:59:47,650 --> 00:59:48,850
'Kay, I'm on my way.

937
00:59:49,819 --> 00:59:50,975
Everything okay?

938
00:59:51,055 --> 00:59:52,843
It's Ronnie.
He's on his way out.

939
00:59:52,923 --> 00:59:54,512
Well, perhaps you should allow
the family to...

940
00:59:54,592 --> 00:59:55,880
He asked for me.

941
00:59:55,960 --> 00:59:57,047
Oh. You've spent so much time...

942
00:59:57,127 --> 00:59:58,961
He asked for me, Victor.

943
01:00:01,998 --> 01:00:03,621
Of course.

944
01:00:03,701 --> 01:00:05,022
If one of you could cover

945
01:00:05,102 --> 01:00:06,690
my 10:00am confession,
that'd be Ter...

946
01:00:06,770 --> 01:00:08,859
- Can I go with you?
- No.

947
01:00:08,939 --> 01:00:11,640
- What if, uh...
- We'll finish in the car.

948
01:01:52,408 --> 01:01:54,042
So, dying sucks.

949
01:01:57,013 --> 01:01:57,935
You okay?

950
01:01:58,015 --> 01:02:01,405
Yeah. I didn't
really know him, so...

951
01:02:01,485 --> 01:02:02,984
Well, that's not what I asked.

952
01:02:05,488 --> 01:02:06,955
I'm fine.

953
01:02:11,360 --> 01:02:13,128
It's awfully easy
to forget, but,

954
01:02:15,965 --> 01:02:19,334
we're pretty damn lucky to
be able to do what we do.

955
01:02:21,070 --> 01:02:22,170
Priests?

956
01:02:25,007 --> 01:02:26,041
Humans.

957
01:02:30,447 --> 01:02:32,269
What'd you say?

958
01:02:32,349 --> 01:02:34,216
Wanna crush a little Arby's
on the way home?

959
01:02:44,428 --> 01:02:45,428
Thank you.

960
01:02:46,362 --> 01:02:47,785
You know, it's fans like you

961
01:02:47,865 --> 01:02:49,397
that really make it all
worth-while.

962
01:02:51,100 --> 01:02:52,389
You see, that was actually funny

963
01:02:52,469 --> 01:02:54,758
because you guys
aren't being supportive

964
01:02:54,838 --> 01:02:55,959
at all.

965
01:02:56,039 --> 01:02:57,139
Is why it's funny.

966
01:02:57,840 --> 01:02:58,907
What I just said.

967
01:03:02,044 --> 01:03:03,044
Okay.

968
01:03:09,553 --> 01:03:11,942
I cheered.

969
01:03:12,022 --> 01:03:13,911
Probably couldn't hear me because
I was standing outside the door.

970
01:03:13,991 --> 01:03:15,023
What do you want?

971
01:03:15,558 --> 01:03:17,047
I'm sorry.
For what?

972
01:03:17,127 --> 01:03:19,149
For the other day and the Bible.

973
01:03:19,229 --> 01:03:20,784
Just say being a dick.

974
01:03:20,864 --> 01:03:22,953
What?
I'm sorry for being a dick.

975
01:03:23,033 --> 01:03:24,432
That should cover everything.

976
01:03:27,203 --> 01:03:29,727
I'm sorry for... yes, Daniel,
you can take me home.

977
01:03:29,807 --> 01:03:31,261
But please no funny business.

978
01:03:31,341 --> 01:03:33,809
I'm saving myself for
the right clergyman.

979
01:03:42,819 --> 01:03:43,985
You want something to drink?

980
01:03:44,554 --> 01:03:45,587
Uh, yeah.

981
01:03:46,255 --> 01:03:48,345
I have...

982
01:03:48,425 --> 01:03:52,027
Water. And... water.

983
01:03:52,995 --> 01:03:54,029
And...

984
01:03:54,831 --> 01:03:55,864
Well, water.

985
01:03:57,033 --> 01:03:58,600
Water would be great.

986
01:03:59,235 --> 01:04:00,302
Great.

987
01:04:01,470 --> 01:04:03,071
Make yourself at home.

988
01:04:34,971 --> 01:04:36,638
It's amazing. Isn't it?

989
01:04:40,376 --> 01:04:41,565
Jane.

990
01:04:41,645 --> 01:04:43,300
No.
What?

991
01:04:43,380 --> 01:04:45,569
You said Jane like, Jane.

992
01:04:45,649 --> 01:04:47,037
What does that mean?

993
01:04:47,117 --> 01:04:48,839
That tone.
I had a tone?

994
01:04:48,919 --> 01:04:50,307
Um, yeah. That, you know...

995
01:04:50,387 --> 01:04:53,021
Eat your vegetables tone.
Jane.

996
01:04:53,623 --> 01:04:54,912
Don't do it.

997
01:04:54,992 --> 01:04:56,246
I, can we just...
Don't.

998
01:04:56,326 --> 01:04:58,348
I just wanna ask...
We had a good thing.

999
01:04:58,428 --> 01:05:00,017
Why would you wanna mess that...

1000
01:05:00,097 --> 01:05:01,852
Do you even know
what it is that I'm gonna ask?

1001
01:05:01,932 --> 01:05:03,020
Yeah.
Really?

1002
01:05:03,100 --> 01:05:04,421
Yeah.
So?

1003
01:05:04,501 --> 01:05:07,157
So, what?
Eh-tell me.

1004
01:05:07,237 --> 01:05:10,594
Why would I say something out loud that
I'm practically begging you not to ask?

1005
01:05:10,674 --> 01:05:13,197
Because you realize that
I'm asking you a real question.

1006
01:05:13,277 --> 01:05:16,244
You miss, uh, I-sing.

1007
01:05:17,079 --> 01:05:19,503
And-I'm-emotionally-fearless.

1008
01:05:19,583 --> 01:05:22,139
And-i-do-really-
weird-things-to-my-hair.

1009
01:05:22,219 --> 01:05:25,520
To-try-and-make-it-less-attractive-but-it-always-
makes-it-more-attractive.

1010
01:05:29,425 --> 01:05:32,661
You're afraid to let somebody
know who you are.

1011
01:05:38,034 --> 01:05:40,135
You think this makes me
more attractive? Okay.

1012
01:05:48,377 --> 01:05:51,579
You were going to ask me about
the whole death thing. Again.

1013
01:05:54,984 --> 01:05:56,151
I told you I knew.

1014
01:05:59,388 --> 01:06:00,655
Do you get that a lot?

1015
01:06:01,223 --> 01:06:02,257
Yeah.

1016
01:06:04,527 --> 01:06:06,494
Right before
I never see someone again.

1017
01:06:16,672 --> 01:06:18,028
I'm not going anywhere.

1018
01:06:18,108 --> 01:06:19,463
Yeah well...

1019
01:06:19,543 --> 01:06:21,276
You're not the one
I'm worried about.

1020
01:06:25,181 --> 01:06:26,570
I'm not crazy.

1021
01:06:26,650 --> 01:06:28,283
In case you were wondering.

1022
01:06:30,453 --> 01:06:32,988
I mean, yeah. But no.

1023
01:06:33,389 --> 01:06:34,422
Not really.

1024
01:06:46,202 --> 01:06:47,569
It started off as a joke.

1025
01:06:48,604 --> 01:06:50,505
But just, saying it,

1026
01:06:51,140 --> 01:06:52,307
I'm dying.

1027
01:06:52,575 --> 01:06:53,497
Finite.

1028
01:06:53,577 --> 01:06:56,644
It gave things
a sense of urgency.

1029
01:06:59,482 --> 01:07:01,349
And sometimes it doesn't work.

1030
01:07:02,284 --> 01:07:04,119
Well, most of the time.

1031
01:07:06,655 --> 01:07:08,478
But there are days,

1032
01:07:08,558 --> 01:07:11,092
if I really let myself
buy into it,

1033
01:07:12,061 --> 01:07:13,617
where I can actually see

1034
01:07:13,697 --> 01:07:16,164
the beauty of how little time
we actually have.

1035
01:07:20,536 --> 01:07:21,636
And lately,

1036
01:07:23,172 --> 01:07:25,473
that only seems to be happening
when I'm with you.

1037
01:07:56,338 --> 01:07:57,806
What the hell are we?

1038
01:08:00,242 --> 01:08:01,276
I don't know.

1039
01:08:04,346 --> 01:08:05,480
I think that's okay.

1040
01:08:07,083 --> 01:08:08,038
Me too.

1041
01:08:08,118 --> 01:08:10,741
But we should make some rules.

1042
01:08:10,821 --> 01:08:13,143
Rules?
Yeah.

1043
01:08:13,223 --> 01:08:17,147
If we're gonna proceed with this
whole, star-crossed, platonic,

1044
01:08:17,227 --> 01:08:19,461
g-rated, tragicomedy

1045
01:08:20,129 --> 01:08:21,618
of ours,

1046
01:08:21,698 --> 01:08:25,055
we should be very clear on what
we can and can't do.

1047
01:08:25,135 --> 01:08:26,723
That's actually not a bad idea.
Which makes sense,

1048
01:08:26,803 --> 01:08:29,393
'cause I only have good ones.
So... what?

1049
01:08:29,473 --> 01:08:30,638
Rule number one:

1050
01:08:31,574 --> 01:08:33,563
Nothing sexual and...
Yep. Agreed.

1051
01:08:33,643 --> 01:08:36,244
I wasn't finished.
I am sorry.

1052
01:08:36,879 --> 01:08:38,646
Nothing sexual in nature.

1053
01:08:39,415 --> 01:08:41,338
Although, I mean.

1054
01:08:41,418 --> 01:08:44,608
I can't just turn off
my natural appeal.

1055
01:08:44,688 --> 01:08:47,277
I mean...
There's a lot going on here.

1056
01:08:47,357 --> 01:08:49,579
And you're just gonna have to
learn to view it as a work of art

1057
01:08:49,659 --> 01:08:52,749
in a museum that you can view and
appreciate but you know never...

1058
01:08:52,829 --> 01:08:55,185
And you, quite frankly...
I'm sorry.

1059
01:08:55,265 --> 01:08:57,821
Are gonna have to stop dressing
so suggestively.

1060
01:08:57,901 --> 01:08:59,134
I know.

1061
01:09:00,369 --> 01:09:02,626
Rule number two...
Uh-uh my turn.

1062
01:09:02,706 --> 01:09:05,562
But I...
I get to make some rules.

1063
01:09:05,642 --> 01:09:07,375
Okay, but mine was gonna
be good.

1064
01:09:09,678 --> 01:09:10,745
Rule number two:

1065
01:09:12,448 --> 01:09:16,251
We let ourselves be friends.

1066
01:09:18,287 --> 01:09:19,420
Without shame.

1067
01:10:26,356 --> 01:10:28,311
<i>Could be a bit tight.</i>

1068
01:10:28,391 --> 01:10:30,514
But for having three baptisms
in a week,

1069
01:10:30,594 --> 01:10:32,649
I think we found
a really nice job.

1070
01:10:32,729 --> 01:10:33,817
What about Friday?

1071
01:10:33,897 --> 01:10:36,753
Friday?
Yeah. Night.

1072
01:10:36,833 --> 01:10:40,635
If I have this correct I think we
should all be free at that time.

1073
01:10:41,470 --> 01:10:43,426
For what?
Dinner.

1074
01:10:43,506 --> 01:10:48,309
No offense, but we already eat
together like 15 times a week.

1075
01:10:49,645 --> 01:10:52,302
I also have a reservation for
the golden corral,

1076
01:10:52,382 --> 01:10:53,637
which I'm not gonna miss.

1077
01:10:53,717 --> 01:10:55,283
They take reservations?

1078
01:10:56,285 --> 01:10:58,720
No. No Daniel, they don't.

1079
01:10:59,788 --> 01:11:01,511
What's going on Friday?

1080
01:11:01,591 --> 01:11:03,213
I just thought that
we could all have dinner.

1081
01:11:03,293 --> 01:11:04,681
Together. At the rectory.

1082
01:11:04,761 --> 01:11:06,894
Oh yeah, no problem.
With a friend of mine.

1083
01:11:09,298 --> 01:11:10,220
A friend?

1084
01:11:10,300 --> 01:11:14,636
If this friend is
as fun as you two,

1085
01:11:15,537 --> 01:11:16,459
well, count me in.

1086
01:11:16,539 --> 01:11:18,806
She is fun. Great.

1087
01:11:19,508 --> 01:11:20,541
Fun and great.

1088
01:11:22,378 --> 01:11:23,411
She?

1089
01:11:24,647 --> 01:11:26,436
She. Yes.

1090
01:11:26,516 --> 01:11:29,539
She's a she. Jane is her name.
It's a female name.

1091
01:11:29,619 --> 01:11:32,954
Which she has because she's
a girl. Woman.

1092
01:11:36,292 --> 01:11:38,459
Well, to be clear,

1093
01:11:40,663 --> 01:11:43,631
I'm definitely available
for this dinner now.

1094
01:12:09,858 --> 01:12:11,025
I like the bread.

1095
01:12:12,361 --> 01:12:14,429
- Thanks.
- Yes, Daniel.

1096
01:12:14,963 --> 01:12:16,353
Bread is quite good.

1097
01:12:16,433 --> 01:12:17,454
It's brioche.

1098
01:12:17,534 --> 01:12:18,755
I didn't realize you baked.

1099
01:12:18,835 --> 01:12:20,857
Oh no. I bought it.

1100
01:12:20,937 --> 01:12:22,592
Well, it's really good.

1101
01:12:22,672 --> 01:12:23,860
Still.

1102
01:12:23,940 --> 01:12:26,574
For store bought
it's really good.

1103
01:12:27,076 --> 01:12:28,409
Pasta's good too.

1104
01:12:29,111 --> 01:12:31,034
You bought the pasta as well?

1105
01:12:31,114 --> 01:12:33,503
Nope. Nope. I made that. Myself.

1106
01:12:33,583 --> 01:12:36,384
- Old family recipe.
- Oh.

1107
01:12:37,019 --> 01:12:37,941
Ollie.

1108
01:12:38,021 --> 01:12:45,048
You being a connoisseur
of all things, remotely edible,

1109
01:12:45,128 --> 01:12:48,863
I'd love to have
your expert opinion on the meal.

1110
01:12:50,432 --> 01:12:52,033
It's hilarious.
I'm sorry?

1111
01:12:53,902 --> 01:12:55,558
Very good. It's delicious.

1112
01:12:55,638 --> 01:12:57,627
Excellent effort.
I'm proud of you.

1113
01:12:57,707 --> 01:13:00,730
Thank you. I always felt like
I should cook more, you know?

1114
01:13:00,810 --> 01:13:03,111
I agree. And the best part
of cooking more...

1115
01:13:05,414 --> 01:13:06,614
Is more dinner guests.

1116
01:13:07,049 --> 01:13:09,484
Umm... thanks.

1117
01:13:10,152 --> 01:13:11,519
No. Thank you.

1118
01:13:12,855 --> 01:13:16,724
And thank you for introducing us
to Jenny.

1119
01:13:17,626 --> 01:13:18,659
Jane.

1120
01:13:19,461 --> 01:13:20,661
What did I say?

1121
01:13:21,163 --> 01:13:22,163
Not Jane.

1122
01:13:24,166 --> 01:13:25,822
Strawberry shortcake
for dessert.

1123
01:13:25,902 --> 01:13:28,736
So, you know, gotta save room.

1124
01:13:30,739 --> 01:13:32,996
And ice cream.
Sponge or pound?

1125
01:13:33,076 --> 01:13:34,142
What?

1126
01:13:34,977 --> 01:13:36,566
Sponge cake or pound cake

1127
01:13:36,646 --> 01:13:38,335
as the base?

1128
01:13:38,415 --> 01:13:40,003
You know, it's called
strawberry shortcake,

1129
01:13:40,083 --> 01:13:42,706
but I never really considered
strawberry shortcake

1130
01:13:42,786 --> 01:13:46,076
unless it has a pound cake
or a sponge cake as the base.

1131
01:13:46,156 --> 01:13:48,478
Not that biscuit thing

1132
01:13:48,558 --> 01:13:51,092
that my grandmother used to always
try to pass off as dessert.

1133
01:13:52,461 --> 01:13:54,084
Well, traditionally speaking,

1134
01:13:54,164 --> 01:14:00,101
shortcake is really supposed to
be more savory, less sweet.

1135
01:14:01,437 --> 01:14:02,992
A fun fact.

1136
01:14:03,072 --> 01:14:06,563
Especially if you decide
you want to do your own baking.

1137
01:14:06,643 --> 01:14:08,898
I definitely prefer sponge cake.

1138
01:14:08,978 --> 01:14:11,746
Oh. That's your god given right.

1139
01:14:12,181 --> 01:14:13,703
And there is um...

1140
01:14:13,783 --> 01:14:18,508
Certainly others who feel
that it's less,

1141
01:14:18,588 --> 01:14:21,489
uh, substantive. Empty.

1142
01:14:21,924 --> 01:14:23,079
Fleeting.

1143
01:14:23,159 --> 01:14:24,948
But it tastes better.

1144
01:14:25,028 --> 01:14:26,783
Amen sister.

1145
01:14:26,863 --> 01:14:28,885
And sure it might be wrapped
in cheap cellophane,

1146
01:14:28,965 --> 01:14:30,698
shelf stable for like,

1147
01:14:31,099 --> 01:14:32,822
a hundred years.

1148
01:14:32,902 --> 01:14:34,724
Sadly placed somewhere between
little Debbie's

1149
01:14:34,804 --> 01:14:36,726
and generic Twinkies rip-offs on
the shelf

1150
01:14:36,806 --> 01:14:38,395
but at the end of the day,

1151
01:14:38,475 --> 01:14:40,942
if it tastes better
than your other options,

1152
01:14:41,543 --> 01:14:42,577
what can you do?

1153
01:14:44,713 --> 01:14:46,013
Have better taste.

1154
01:14:46,849 --> 01:14:48,483
Oh man. I forgot.

1155
01:14:48,984 --> 01:14:51,252
There is no cake.

1156
01:14:52,821 --> 01:14:54,477
There's no sponge cake.
There's no pound cake.

1157
01:14:54,557 --> 01:14:56,123
There's no shortcake.
There's no cake.

1158
01:14:58,727 --> 01:15:01,562
Got caught up in the
strawberries I guess.

1159
01:15:02,731 --> 01:15:05,955
But yeah. Anyway.
There is ice cream.

1160
01:15:06,035 --> 01:15:09,125
- Which everyone seems to enjoy so...
- Vanilla or chocolate?

1161
01:15:09,205 --> 01:15:11,060
Can we just talk about dinner?

1162
01:15:11,140 --> 01:15:12,929
The flavor...
Just for right now?

1163
01:15:13,009 --> 01:15:14,464
Please. Thank you.

1164
01:15:14,544 --> 01:15:15,832
That'd be great.

1165
01:15:15,912 --> 01:15:18,713
So, Jane.
Did I say it right this time?

1166
01:15:22,284 --> 01:15:23,284
Yes.

1167
01:15:24,052 --> 01:15:25,842
Hmm. What do you do, Jane?

1168
01:15:25,922 --> 01:15:27,855
Like, for a living?

1169
01:15:28,724 --> 01:15:29,879
Sure.

1170
01:15:29,959 --> 01:15:31,125
I'm a musician.

1171
01:15:31,860 --> 01:15:33,183
Mostly at a coffee shop.

1172
01:15:33,263 --> 01:15:35,596
Where I also sometimes work.

1173
01:15:36,198 --> 01:15:37,921
Because I'm a musician.

1174
01:15:38,001 --> 01:15:40,123
Mostly at a coffee shop.
Well would you say that,

1175
01:15:40,203 --> 01:15:42,459
music is your passion?

1176
01:15:42,539 --> 01:15:44,694
Um, well I mean, yeah.
It's a passion.

1177
01:15:44,774 --> 01:15:46,040
Yeah. She's really good.

1178
01:15:46,742 --> 01:15:48,031
Pretty great.

1179
01:15:48,111 --> 01:15:50,311
We should go
check her out sometime.

1180
01:15:51,046 --> 01:15:51,935
What does that mean?

1181
01:15:52,015 --> 01:15:53,002
What does what mean?

1182
01:15:53,082 --> 01:15:55,116
A passion.

1183
01:15:55,918 --> 01:15:57,540
I mean,

1184
01:15:57,620 --> 01:15:59,876
a person can have
more than one passion.

1185
01:15:59,956 --> 01:16:02,056
Right?
You tell me.

1186
01:16:03,559 --> 01:16:04,725
I think I just did.

1187
01:16:07,563 --> 01:16:10,298
Daniel.
Uh, yeah. I think um...

1188
01:16:11,800 --> 01:16:15,069
I think passion, you know,
has several different, uh...

1189
01:16:16,972 --> 01:16:18,072
Like father Ollie.

1190
01:16:18,874 --> 01:16:20,942
He likes, uh, carbohydrates.

1191
01:16:21,610 --> 01:16:22,632
Uh, basketball.

1192
01:16:22,712 --> 01:16:25,101
Iu basketball, specifically.

1193
01:16:25,181 --> 01:16:28,638
Thank you very much. You can forget
about the rest of division I.

1194
01:16:28,718 --> 01:16:32,987
- See?
- And I really enjoy running, and... so, the...

1195
01:16:33,622 --> 01:16:35,723
Passion of Christ

1196
01:16:36,658 --> 01:16:37,992
or a...

1197
01:16:38,727 --> 01:16:39,760
Passion

1198
01:16:40,062 --> 01:16:41,195
of Christ.

1199
01:16:42,197 --> 01:16:43,331
Are interchangeable.

1200
01:16:46,068 --> 01:16:48,691
I think it's different
than what we're talking about.

1201
01:16:48,771 --> 01:16:49,804
Simple question.

1202
01:16:56,044 --> 01:16:57,078
No.

1203
01:16:59,615 --> 01:17:01,082
Obviously not.

1204
01:17:02,618 --> 01:17:03,751
So Daniel.

1205
01:17:05,220 --> 01:17:08,144
So your new friend could,

1206
01:17:08,224 --> 01:17:11,726
understand where
you're really coming from.

1207
01:17:13,095 --> 01:17:14,695
What is your passion?

1208
01:17:18,700 --> 01:17:20,101
Do you have many passions?

1209
01:17:20,902 --> 01:17:22,003
Spread out.

1210
01:17:22,704 --> 01:17:23,804
Scattered.

1211
01:17:24,640 --> 01:17:26,941
As Jane seems to.

1212
01:17:28,777 --> 01:17:30,767
What would you say you have a...

1213
01:17:30,847 --> 01:17:34,215
Overriding passion
in your life...

1214
01:17:35,951 --> 01:17:38,653
That you have made a serious...

1215
01:17:39,321 --> 01:17:41,322
All-encompassing commitment to.

1216
01:17:43,425 --> 01:17:47,962
I mean, you speak of Ollie's
quirks as if, uh...

1217
01:17:48,930 --> 01:17:50,119
Have you,

1218
01:17:50,199 --> 01:17:52,800
ever, at your worst,

1219
01:17:54,703 --> 01:17:57,271
even considered making
god second?

1220
01:17:59,174 --> 01:18:02,932
Have you ever considered
not being such an assface?

1221
01:18:03,012 --> 01:18:05,602
Yes or no?
Father.

1222
01:18:05,682 --> 01:18:08,004
I think this is something we
can more appropriately address

1223
01:18:08,084 --> 01:18:11,819
once our guest has...
Yes or no?

1224
01:18:12,154 --> 01:18:13,154
No.

1225
01:18:13,455 --> 01:18:14,689
Dick.

1226
01:18:18,994 --> 01:18:23,164
So Daniel. We're not quivering
over semantics, or are we

1227
01:18:24,066 --> 01:18:27,134
trying to compare out hobbies

1228
01:18:27,769 --> 01:18:29,070
with our purpose.

1229
01:18:30,972 --> 01:18:32,006
What.

1230
01:18:32,874 --> 01:18:33,874
Is.

1231
01:18:34,109 --> 01:18:35,142
Your.

1232
01:18:35,477 --> 01:18:36,399
Passion?

1233
01:18:36,479 --> 01:18:39,669
I'm gonna go.
Afraid of the answer?

1234
01:18:39,749 --> 01:18:41,204
Not half as much as you are.

1235
01:18:41,284 --> 01:18:43,006
It was nice to meet you.

1236
01:18:43,086 --> 01:18:44,785
Jane you don't have to...
Let her go.

1237
01:18:46,855 --> 01:18:49,746
Was that supposed to, like, have
some sort of deeper meaning?

1238
01:18:49,826 --> 01:18:53,761
In our work. Everything has
some sort of deeper meaning.

1239
01:18:54,129 --> 01:18:55,129
Sure.

1240
01:18:58,133 --> 01:18:59,200
See you around.

1241
01:19:01,103 --> 01:19:02,225
God bless, Jessica.

1242
01:19:02,305 --> 01:19:03,938
Eat a dick, father.

1243
01:19:17,018 --> 01:19:18,419
Is there really no cake?

1244
01:19:26,394 --> 01:19:27,316
Really?

1245
01:19:27,396 --> 01:19:29,952
What do you want me to say?

1246
01:19:30,032 --> 01:19:31,721
Can we please talk about this
anywhere else?

1247
01:19:31,801 --> 01:19:32,922
Talk about what?
Please?

1248
01:19:33,002 --> 01:19:34,902
Talk about what Daniel?

1249
01:19:36,104 --> 01:19:38,072
It's just... she's.
Us.

1250
01:19:41,042 --> 01:19:42,076
Us?

1251
01:19:42,878 --> 01:19:44,167
I think she means them.

1252
01:19:44,247 --> 01:19:45,868
Is there something
you want to say to me?

1253
01:19:45,948 --> 01:19:47,103
No.
Bullshit.

1254
01:19:47,183 --> 01:19:48,337
Nothing happened.
Bullshit.

1255
01:19:48,417 --> 01:19:50,206
Daniel. Nothing.

1256
01:19:50,286 --> 01:19:51,552
Enough!

1257
01:19:55,457 --> 01:19:56,713
This is not a game.

1258
01:19:56,793 --> 01:20:02,897
You're not trying this out to see if maybe
you're able to make a commitment to god.

1259
01:20:05,233 --> 01:20:06,989
This is how you breathe.

1260
01:20:07,069 --> 01:20:09,837
Eat. Live. Love. Everything.

1261
01:20:12,340 --> 01:20:13,407
This is you.

1262
01:20:15,010 --> 01:20:17,077
Father Daniel Jameson.

1263
01:20:18,880 --> 01:20:20,981
I don't know what's going on
between you two.

1264
01:20:23,051 --> 01:20:25,586
- And it sounds like you don't either.
- Nothing.

1265
01:20:31,426 --> 01:20:32,459
It was nothing.

1266
01:20:50,278 --> 01:20:51,946
Jane.

1267
01:21:15,203 --> 01:21:16,237
You're human.

1268
01:21:17,072 --> 01:21:18,105
We all are.

1269
01:21:18,940 --> 01:21:20,307
This is...

1270
01:21:23,545 --> 01:21:24,979
These things happen.

1271
01:21:25,947 --> 01:21:28,549
I'm not asking questions.

1272
01:21:29,451 --> 01:21:30,484
I'm not...

1273
01:21:32,087 --> 01:21:34,521
Whatever happened.
Whatever it was,

1274
01:21:35,357 --> 01:21:37,113
all that matters is this:

1275
01:21:37,193 --> 01:21:38,592
What do you believe

1276
01:21:39,561 --> 01:21:41,083
what do you want Daniel?

1277
01:21:41,163 --> 01:21:42,485
I want to be a man of god.

1278
01:21:42,565 --> 01:21:44,187
That's all I ever wanted.

1279
01:21:44,267 --> 01:21:46,267
And that's enough Daniel.
That's enough.

1280
01:21:47,335 --> 01:21:48,335
It'll be okay.

1281
01:21:51,039 --> 01:21:52,573
You haven't lost faith,
have you?

1282
01:21:55,210 --> 01:21:56,243
No.

1283
01:21:59,981 --> 01:22:01,015
I never had it.

1284
01:22:03,018 --> 01:22:04,385
Until I met her.

1285
01:22:23,104 --> 01:22:24,538
Everything will be okay.

1286
01:22:26,274 --> 01:22:27,608
It's just, we have to...

1287
01:22:29,344 --> 01:22:32,212
It has to be. It has to be.

1288
01:22:35,684 --> 01:22:37,518
Because that's what people say.

1289
01:22:42,457 --> 01:22:43,657
We say that because

1290
01:22:46,328 --> 01:22:47,494
we think that it will be.

1291
01:22:49,998 --> 01:22:51,031
<i>Think.</i>

1292
01:22:52,200 --> 01:22:53,233
<i>Know.</i>

1293
01:22:54,536 --> 01:22:56,170
<i>Hope.</i>

1294
01:23:00,742 --> 01:23:02,509
<i>Because nobody knows, mom.</i>

1295
01:23:03,712 --> 01:23:05,045
<i>Nobody knows.</i>

1296
01:23:07,515 --> 01:23:09,216
<i>That's why it's called faith.</i>

1297
01:23:15,323 --> 01:23:18,625
I don't. I don't know what you
want me to...

1298
01:23:19,461 --> 01:23:21,395
It's... it's not magic.

1299
01:23:22,063 --> 01:23:23,419
It's not magic.

1300
01:23:23,499 --> 01:23:25,332
We're just people. We just...

1301
01:23:26,501 --> 01:23:27,556
<i>We try to be</i>

1302
01:23:27,636 --> 01:23:31,305
<i>you know, we make choices that,
uh...</i>

1303
01:23:33,708 --> 01:23:35,342
<i>We just try to help people.</i>

1304
01:23:49,290 --> 01:23:50,524
I miss him too.

1305
01:23:56,364 --> 01:23:59,299
I know.

1306
01:24:04,639 --> 01:24:06,507
Yeah. Yeah.

1307
01:24:13,581 --> 01:24:14,615
Okay.

1308
01:24:20,822 --> 01:24:22,056
Okay.

1309
01:24:26,094 --> 01:24:27,361
I love you, too.

1310
01:25:49,511 --> 01:25:51,812
God is in the details.

1311
01:25:54,616 --> 01:25:56,884
I've hear the same about
the devil.

1312
01:26:06,427 --> 01:26:10,297
I suppose it depends on what
details you're focusing on.

1313
01:26:10,598 --> 01:26:11,487
Sorry.

1314
01:26:11,567 --> 01:26:14,523
We all said things
last night that...

1315
01:26:14,603 --> 01:26:15,802
No. For everything.

1316
01:26:17,772 --> 01:26:19,540
It's been a rough year.

1317
01:26:21,643 --> 01:26:22,643
And, uh...

1318
01:26:23,578 --> 01:26:25,212
I just thought that I could...

1319
01:26:27,749 --> 01:26:29,816
That I could...
You know, I just...

1320
01:26:30,685 --> 01:26:32,920
I don't know. I don't know.

1321
01:26:35,590 --> 01:26:37,847
Oh, bullshit.
Daniel.

1322
01:26:37,927 --> 01:26:40,694
No. I know exactly what
I've been... I've been.

1323
01:26:41,829 --> 01:26:43,697
You get... lost.

1324
01:26:45,667 --> 01:26:48,569
Just. Everything is about...

1325
01:26:49,637 --> 01:26:52,261
You get caught up in yourself,
and uh...

1326
01:26:52,341 --> 01:26:56,210
And I just... somewhere along the
way it just all became about me.

1327
01:26:56,644 --> 01:26:57,678
And...

1328
01:26:58,513 --> 01:26:59,546
I felt...

1329
01:27:01,616 --> 01:27:02,649
Empty.

1330
01:27:03,718 --> 01:27:04,785
Spent.

1331
01:27:07,255 --> 01:27:09,690
And. I just... I tried.

1332
01:27:11,492 --> 01:27:12,726
But she...

1333
01:27:14,395 --> 01:27:15,963
Made me forget about all that.

1334
01:27:16,798 --> 01:27:17,720
You know, she...

1335
01:27:17,800 --> 01:27:20,834
Made sense
when nothing really did.

1336
01:27:21,903 --> 01:27:24,326
But see that's just
me thinking about me

1337
01:27:24,406 --> 01:27:26,406
about what I want, and about...

1338
01:27:27,509 --> 01:27:29,309
What makes me feel like I,

1339
01:27:30,378 --> 01:27:31,445
what makes me...

1340
01:27:33,481 --> 01:27:34,603
Feel.

1341
01:27:34,683 --> 01:27:39,019
I... i... I don't mean that...
It's not that...

1342
01:27:41,522 --> 01:27:44,547
I made a promise

1343
01:27:44,627 --> 01:27:48,951
a commitment to something that
is bigger than myself

1344
01:27:49,031 --> 01:27:53,033
and, I can't break that
to just...

1345
01:27:55,770 --> 01:27:59,306
Ease my mind. Or my fears.
My... love.

1346
01:28:07,448 --> 01:28:09,283
I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

1347
01:28:12,920 --> 01:28:13,987
And I'm back.

1348
01:28:17,025 --> 01:28:18,358
God bless.

1349
01:28:20,328 --> 01:28:21,361
God bless.

1350
01:28:25,833 --> 01:28:26,967
Before you go,

1351
01:28:29,437 --> 01:28:30,604
think I could run

1352
01:28:31,506 --> 01:28:33,229
part of my homily by you?

1353
01:28:33,309 --> 01:28:34,675
You want my feedback?

1354
01:28:38,012 --> 01:28:39,635
Okay.

1355
01:28:39,715 --> 01:28:42,416
Have you been reading much,
John lately?

1356
01:28:42,884 --> 01:28:44,607
Yeah. Well,

1357
01:28:44,687 --> 01:28:48,355
I'm a little bit more of
a Ringo man myself. But...

1358
01:28:50,658 --> 01:28:53,360
Sorry.
Laugh pause.

1359
01:28:54,529 --> 01:28:57,030
That actually was pretty funny.

1360
01:28:59,100 --> 01:29:00,400
Trust yourself.

1361
01:29:05,406 --> 01:29:07,974
No one has ever seen god.

1362
01:29:09,977 --> 01:29:12,713
But, if we love each other,

1363
01:29:13,848 --> 01:29:15,649
god lives in us.

1364
01:29:17,452 --> 01:29:20,053
John, 4-12.

1365
01:29:20,988 --> 01:29:22,611
I probably read that over.

1366
01:29:22,691 --> 01:29:24,380
One hundred times in my life.

1367
01:29:24,460 --> 01:29:26,982
I thought I knew what it meant

1368
01:29:27,062 --> 01:29:30,063
but it turns out
I never really understood

1369
01:29:31,399 --> 01:29:32,666
mush about it at all.

1370
01:29:34,535 --> 01:29:36,570
Seeing god.

1371
01:29:37,472 --> 01:29:39,906
It's not that I don't see him.

1372
01:29:40,975 --> 01:29:41,964
I do.

1373
01:29:42,044 --> 01:29:44,967
It's just that I've always
assumed that

1374
01:29:45,047 --> 01:29:46,947
it could be done only one way.

1375
01:29:48,716 --> 01:29:50,673
Through prayer.

1376
01:29:50,753 --> 01:29:52,074
Through faith.

1377
01:29:52,154 --> 01:29:55,455
Through the perfect ritual
of mass.

1378
01:29:56,090 --> 01:29:57,524
If it worked for me.

1379
01:29:58,092 --> 01:29:59,693
Why not everyone else?

1380
01:30:03,664 --> 01:30:06,032
If we love each other,

1381
01:30:07,735 --> 01:30:09,536
god lives in us.

1382
01:30:11,005 --> 01:30:12,973
What does that really mean?

1383
01:30:14,409 --> 01:30:17,411
Love itself cannot
be defined or...

1384
01:30:19,046 --> 01:30:20,402
Understood, or...

1385
01:30:20,482 --> 01:30:21,882
Quantified.

1386
01:30:23,484 --> 01:30:24,518
Denied.

1387
01:30:27,989 --> 01:30:31,191
If god is a mystery,

1388
01:30:32,026 --> 01:30:34,094
love probably is as well.

1389
01:30:36,063 --> 01:30:38,198
Because, at the end of the day,

1390
01:30:39,567 --> 01:30:42,502
after a lifetime
of theological study,

1391
01:30:43,905 --> 01:30:46,940
my knowledge of love and god

1392
01:30:47,875 --> 01:30:50,032
amounts to little more than

1393
01:30:50,112 --> 01:30:52,078
these two truths:

1394
01:30:54,115 --> 01:30:55,148
One:

1395
01:30:56,117 --> 01:30:57,684
They both exist.

1396
01:30:58,719 --> 01:30:59,742
And two:

1397
01:30:59,822 --> 01:31:03,479
When it comes to
the matters of god

1398
01:31:03,559 --> 01:31:05,025
or the matters of love,

1399
01:31:07,929 --> 01:31:10,096
I can no longer tell
the difference.

1400
01:31:12,633 --> 01:31:13,967
And for this,

1401
01:31:15,870 --> 01:31:17,504
I feel blessed.