Joey's emotional post

Joey scowled as he saw the memory of Liv's death. He had done his best in acting civil around David and controlling himself. He glared at Liv's sister as the memory finished. "I hate you." The visored said. He could tell Steve and Warp would try to intervene so he held a hand up. "No. I won't be stopped this time. If you still insist on shooting me then do it!" Joey moved closer to David. "If I hadn't been occupied, I would've killed you back then. I hate you for killing Liv. I hate you for attacking the others. I hate you for what you did, for what you are. I hate you for killing your family, your sibling! But more importantly! I hate you for showing me it was possible!"

Joey stopped, almost coming close to grabbing David again. Instead, he simply turned and moved away from David. "Why did you kill her? Why did you show me that it was possible to commit such an act? Why did you show me that I'm also capable of becoming a monster just like you did?! Why did you show me that I could commit such an act, to kill my brothers?!!" When the visored finally turned to face David, he was no longer scowling. In fact, Joey had tears flowing from his eyes. "Did you know I lost my father? Of course you don't. He died from liver cancer. Since then, I've blamed the world, everyone for his death. I pushed my friends away, became intolerable, pushed everyone who ever met me away. I wanted the whole world to burn, to die. My only anchor were my brothers. Then I became an Interference. While I was temporarily separated from my brothers, I got something else in exchange. My shinigami powers. I became worse. I scoffed at the thought of having friends, I picked fights with anyone. I behaved worse than I did in the real world. Then I lost my mind. I killed innocents, I attacked other Interferences. I even tried to kill my brother. I was saved but I learned nothing. I simply ran away again. Eventually I met Liv and then you... Why? Why did you have to kill her? Why did you have to make me face the truth? Why did you have to show me that I was once a monster? Why did I have to face this? Why couldn't I run away?! I'm no warrior, I'm just a coward! Why can't I just run away? Why couldn't they just kill me back then? Why didn't I die? At least no one would have to deal with me ever again. Why?" By this time, Joey did grab David's shirt, only to cry into it.

"I don't deserve to save Liv. What did she see in me?" Joey said, finally letting go of David's shirt. "Anyway... Let's keep going." He simply began to move, tears still streaming down his face.