The conversation

. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:45 PM
Listen. You can go find a tit to suck on while I get you right together real quick. Because I'm not really laughing at this boob joke you're tossing out here right now. It's unfortunate what happened with you and Yandere because it's unfortunate with any friendship that ends but I know her and I know for a fact that she's not that type of person my guy. But she doesn't really have anything to do with this so I'm not even going to comment on her because like I said. I consider her a friend. However, What you're NOT about to do? Is to tell me the reason why I'm mad when I'm 100% conscious and fully aware of why the fuck I am mad to begin with. Because you fucked up when you said to me that I'm being a snob or that I'm acting snobby or whatever or however the fuck you want to put it. I'm not mistaking a damn thing about your intentions. Because I see what you're doing or call yourself trying to do but right now you're going about it in the wrong way which is about to ( Actually it already has. ) rub me the wrong fucking way. I don't think you're trying to hurt me. I personally think you're being a real dick right now to tell me how I feel, How TO FEEL, and when to feel. And what you fail to realize baby is that...You don't have that much control over my emotions nor should you feel entitled to tell me that I CAN'T feel some sort of way when the actions you're taking BEHIND those words? Completely shadow your intentions or whenever you're getting at. I don't feel neglected. :joy:  I feel ignored and acknowledged because these people don't acknowledge me and they choose not to.
I have made several initial approaches, I've spoken, I've actually ACKNOWLEDGE PEOPLE WHEN THEY ARE SPEAKING IF I'M COMING IN TO SPEAK IN THAT MOMENT. AND THEY EITHER SAY SOMETHING AND KEEP THEIR CONVERSATIONS GOING OR DON'T SAY SHIT AT ALL. The only people who were acknowledging me THE MOST ANYWAY is Sae, YOU, and that other guy whatever the hell his name was. And if they're just "as shy as me." Afraid of running into a dead end then they should know what the fuck that shit feels like. lmao. And NOT DO IT. You act like this is a competition to find some sort of competition. I have plenty of confidence and yes I have my moments of lacking the confidence to speak for fear of negative reaction. THAT'S FUCKING NORMAL. THAT'S CALLED BEING A HUMAN BEING. I'm not setting myself up for a got damn thing other than to not be subjected to the same common bullshit that happens everytime I open my fucking mouth and take my time to say HI. I make myself known PRESENTLY. PEOPLE JUST CHOSE TO IGNORE THAT THOUGHT. including you because you're continuing to say the same shit. Innocent mishaps don't happen 50 million times either.
I also know you're not saying I'm a terrible person.
I'm not a terrible person.
I can't give people a chance when they won't take the opportunity that I'm putting out there.
I'm not going to stretch my neck for these niggas when I've already been shown that they don't want to.
AND THAT'S FINE.
Like I said.
I'M SURE THEY'RE NOT BAD PEOPLE.
and I don't think you've been there.
because you're trying to tell me all this different shit and calling me a snob on top of it.
RowerToday at 2:47 PM
Do you really earnestly believe they ignore you?
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:47 PM
That aint it chief.
RowerToday at 2:48 PM
Answer that
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:48 PM
I'm not about to answer a question you know the answer to, Julian.
RowerToday at 2:48 PM
I dont
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:49 PM
Then you shit out of luck.
Cause the answer is obvious.
I don't have to sit here
and pretend like this shit ain't obvious.
Cause it happens all the fucking time when I do talk.
RowerToday at 2:49 PM
You're being delusional. And you keep focusing so much on the 'insult' of being called a snob
And that tells me you miss the point entirely
You have projected your insecurities on others and thats why you will continue to feel the way you do.
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:51 PM
Bruh.
I'm delusional?
RowerToday at 2:51 PM
Go calm down.
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:51 PM
Nah.
Shut the hell up.
I don't need to calm down
because the more you talk
the more you piss me off.
You just fucking called me delusional.
RowerToday at 2:52 PM
Cause im not having this conversation with you being angry.
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:52 PM
:joy:
and FAILED TO REALIZE
THAT I'M ANGRY
BECAUSE YOU INSULTED
MY
DAMN CHARACTER
LMFAOOOOO
WTF
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
THAT'S TOUGH.
RowerToday at 2:52 PM
Do you think this is ok?
To scream and be conflictive?
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:53 PM
Do you feel like it's okay
to be a dick?
and be delusional
and realize your faults? :joy:
cause you're really
trying me rn.
RowerToday at 2:53 PM
Im not a dick. Im just the most honest and blunt person you'll ever meet.
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:53 PM
Oh no baby.
I know Honesty and Blunt
when I see it.
and I know a dick and an asshole
when I see one too.
And lemme tell you.
You're not the former rn.
Leave me alone Julian.
Because I'm really trying hard
to hold my peace rn.
RowerToday at 2:54 PM
Coming from someone who stays in her bubble most of the time I dont think you do.
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:54 PM
Keep telling yourself that
if that helps you sleep at night.
Good bye.
:joy:
RowerToday at 2:55 PM
No. You're trying to intimidate.
Im not
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:55 PM
Good Bye
RowerToday at 2:55 PM
.-.
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:55 PM
If I'm trying to intimidate you.
Then okay.
Suit yourself.
RowerToday at 2:55 PM
You just said good bye when i called for recess..
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:55 PM
Fuck your recess
and tbh.
RowerToday at 2:55 PM
So you can cool off
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:55 PM
Miss me with the shit.
nah.
I don't need a recess
I think I'mma just leave your group and stay in my fucking bubble.
how bout that?
RowerToday at 2:56 PM
I think you need a reality check
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:56 PM
Nah the one who need a reality check
is you.
If you think your level of words
RowerToday at 2:56 PM
:shrug:
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:56 PM
is helping.
you sadly mistaken.
So get YOUR SHIT TOGETHER.
RowerToday at 2:56 PM
I think you're stubborn.
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:56 PM
Nah you're just an asshole
who thinks he's helping
:heart:
RowerToday at 2:56 PM
Ok. But im an honest asshole
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:57 PM
Sure.
RowerToday at 2:57 PM
And you liked that about me so..
:confused:
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:57 PM
:joy:
I like an honest motherfucka
that's not going to insult my intelligence
my sanity
and my personality
That ain't you.
now good bye.
:heart:
RowerToday at 2:58 PM
Send Sae my regards since you're copy pasting everything to her or whomever you think is your true friend
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:59 PM
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
You think doing this shit
makes you my true friend right now?
RowerToday at 2:59 PM
I dont.
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 2:59 PM
You got hella nerve.
Yes you do.
:joy:
Kepe throwing the insults.
and Keep sae's fucking name out your mouht.
because Sae wouldn't do what the fuck you just did.
AND NEITHER WITH MY OTHER FRIENDS.
SO QUIT SMELLING YOUR ASS.
CAUSE THE SHIT FUCKING WITH YOU rn.
So goodbye Julian
leave me the fuck alone
I'm done.
:joy:
RowerToday at 3:00 PM
I know she wouldnt. She'd support delusion
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 3:00 PM
Nah She Supports Growth.
You don't support that
Goodbye.
You're dismissed
take your recess
RowerToday at 3:00 PM
:ok_hand:
. 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮🌻Today at 3:00 PM
and shove it up your ass.
bye.