I remember the way you looked at me
There ain't nothing in this world thats free
And every day I'm paying for the memory
Of you smiling

Do the gunmen think of God
While they're standing in the firing squad
And I wonder do you think about
The test of our embracing

And I'm watching the flying show
Theres so many things I don't know
And I'm trying to keep my eyes on a single leaf
As its falling

When the bottom fell out, well I went down
Into this dark and broken town
Now the shower in the bathroom
Makes a cloud over my bedspread

Now lay it all down, I need to get some rest
My heart is pounding beneath my chest
Theres a million different reasons
To explain just why I'm here now

None of them will satisfy
None of them explain just why
I compromised your happiness
To satisfy my ego