lmao

Fluffie: There.

Fluffie: ...Musubi/Rhyses is a liiiittle too buzzed but can still comprehend

Faroth: Thanks.

Aerach: Hello.

Faroth: Hi.

Aerach: So. What is this for.

Faroth: Because Rhys shouldn't have to be our middle man.

Aerach: I agree.

Faroth: The reason I walked away, the reason I said goodbye, is because you made it seem like I was this horrible person, that put this huge weight on you, that made you stressed and tired and exhausted because I apparently "Chose Alec" over you. Which isn't true. I didn't choose anyone. I gave you my response, in the most respectful way I could manage behind my own fucking blurry eyes, and then spend 3 days, that you knew I was already seriously hurting during, because of the shit that warranted your message of me being a shit stain on your life. And I spent those days fucking alone. So I thought, because silence is obviously never good for conversation, that you were done with me. That I was no longer important to you, and I made my own conclusions, and I left. I left because I wanted you to finally be fucking happy, and obviously I didn't do that for you, I just made your life worse. That's what your message told me. And then, instead of you telling me that I was wrong, that I wasn't a piece of shit, that I wasn't a burden, that I wasn't this piece of scum under your boot, you just never fucking responded, deleted me off facebook, and then ignored me when I finally got the balls to tell you that I missed you. And you know what that said to me? Right or wrong, it told me you didn't give a fuck that I was gone. So I got angry. I got angry at myself for once again being fooled that someone could possibly fucking deal with me, that someone could possibly fucking handle me. And people wonder why I stay with Alec? Why we go back to eachother time after time again? Maybe it's because no matter what fucking happens, we are there for eachother. We may fight, we may be  toxic. We may hurt eachother. But we have /never/ fucking abandoned eachother and left the other one in the dark on what was  going on. There have been some lies, on both sides. There have been wrong-doings. There have been immature actions and words said that should never have been spoken. But we fucking love eachother with every ounce of our beings, to the point that even though we KNOW we are poison to one another, we fucking stay. Because obviously we're all the other one's got that won't turn on us and tell us that we're this disgusting burden on their life. Do you know how often we hear that? That we're burdens? That just because we want to vent and have someone to support us during tough times that we are just pieces of shit because we needed that? It's become obvious that he has no one he can turn to, and I don't either. Because everyone we turn to gets fucking tired of us. You weren't the first, but you'll damn sure be the last. I'll hold it all in, I won't tell anyone anything that bothers me, I won't vent about anything ever again, because obviously its too much for other people to fucking handle me.

Aerach: I'm sorry I made you feel that way. I'm going to be honest, I've thought about ending our friendship before this because of how much it hurt to see you get hurt by the same person over and over again. I guess this is just when it finally hit me that you're not ever going to move on from that. I don't really have much else to say besides I'm sorry and that I wish for you to find happiness. In whatever way you wish. If that's Alec, then so be it. I just can't be around for it anymore. I got tired. I couldn't deal with being around all that negative energy anymore. Sorry I am so weak. So. Good luck with everything and I wish you the best.

Faroth: Yeah. Whatever.

Faroth: No wonder your last friend left with out a trace.

Faroth has left the chat.

Aerach: Lmao

Aerach: Sorry you had to witness that Rhyses

Fluffie: ..I honestly

Fluffie: out of it rn

Fluffie: LOL.

Aerach: Lucky lmao

Aerach: Js, the fact that she used /that/ as her last line has cemented the fact that she's always been a shitty friend :>