Secret Lovers 22

a bit rushed. not very accurate. app based sum.

Ch starts with 'wanna go out next door neighbor?' from fmc. mc goes ... and she takes that as a no and how she tried but all is good as it is. mc goes how if they are okay as they are now then ..and pulls her panties. fmc wonders what is love and what kind of relationship she has now and even if she loses herself in work and smth i dont get but has to do with painter guy cause she remembers him and then she moans.

Gf tells mc she wants to do it again. mc goes if that's for real, she wants to do it again with him? and she goes yeah cause it was so good. mc tells her he too wants to do it cause he liked it with her but clearly he goes ....

FMC remembers that rainy day and mc goes how he doesn't know what's goign up, but she should brighten up cause she's pretty whens he smiles. mc then offers his help and to listen anytime she feels like she needs to talk to him. she[puts herself down for thinking of him like that. thinks it's a little early but wonders if she can go and 'reward' him.

FMC goes to knock at his door, and gf goes 'uh?' when she sees that. gf asks mc who is she and if she's smbdy he knows and mc denies knowing fmc. fmc acts like a flyer deliver girl. gf goes how she was smbdy that shares flyers and mc goes 'is that so ..?'.

MC remembers when gf told him her request to forget about the rapist raping her and how he went all 'okay. i understand'. he goes 'by the way' and imagines rapist doing her and how even if he said that no matter how much he thinks about it he still cant understand it. he then makes a sort of situation where he equates with how rapist fucked gf as smbdy coming and coloring his sketch he took time to draw and wanted to do it himself(rapist taking gf's virginity after he dated her for idk how much time ..). he thinks how rapist took her innocence and for her to act like nothing like that happened, and how the more he thinks about it the less he understands(was her request that mc act like rapist never raped her and nothign ever happened like that. might also be about him too).

Gf tells him how she thinks he's doing it too hard and how it hurts her. he goes 'really?' and then he remembers when gf told him if he'll protect and care for her since it's the first time she loves/dates. then another flashback where gf asks mc if he dates her only for this(sex). next another where he is concerned how he has to put up with it, and how she's a virgin and he will be the first(not sure ..hand writing). then another where she told him it is her first time with him(not a lie there ..). then another where she confessed that she did it with rapist. after those flashbacks mc goes off on her and rams it in hard or slaps her ass cheek or both, and gf goes 'Kkyaak!' tbc ...