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  3. INDOXXI
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  5.  
  6. 1
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  8. Human touch.
  9.  
  10. 2
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  12. Our first form of communication.
  13.  
  14. 3
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  16. Safety, security, comfort,
  17.  
  18. 4
  19. 00:00:41,792 --> 00:00:44,705
  20. all in the gentle caress of a finger.
  21.  
  22. 5
  23. 00:00:45,045 --> 00:00:47,537
  24. Or the brush of lips on a soft cheek.
  25.  
  26. 6
  27. 00:00:48,757 --> 00:00:50,464
  28. It connects us when we're happy...
  29.  
  30. 7
  31. 00:00:52,302 --> 00:00:55,261
  32. bolsters us in times of fear...
  33.  
  34. 8
  35. 00:00:57,099 --> 00:00:59,011
  36. excites us in times of passion...
  37.  
  38. 9
  39. 00:01:01,853 --> 00:01:02,969
  40. and love.
  41.  
  42. 10
  43. 00:01:04,648 --> 00:01:09,734
  44. We need that touch from the one we love
  45. almost as much as we need air to breathe.
  46.  
  47. 11
  48. 00:01:11,280 --> 00:01:14,614
  49. But I never understood
  50. the importance of touch,
  51.  
  52. 12
  53. 00:01:15,784 --> 00:01:17,150
  54. his touch...
  55.  
  56. 13
  57. 00:01:20,539 --> 00:01:22,280
  58. until I couldn't have it.
  59.  
  60. 14
  61. 00:01:44,229 --> 00:01:45,936
  62. Oh!
  63.  
  64. 15
  65. 00:01:46,023 --> 00:01:47,434
  66. - Oh, yeah.
  67. - Oh!
  68.  
  69. 16
  70. 00:01:47,524 --> 00:01:49,231
  71. Oh, yeah. This one's perfect.
  72.  
  73. 17
  74. 00:01:51,403 --> 00:01:53,360
  75. Actually,
  76. the tan lines might be incredible.
  77.  
  78. 18
  79. 00:01:53,447 --> 00:01:56,064
  80. Oh, my gosh.
  81. That doesn't even cover half your boob.
  82.  
  83. 19
  84. 00:01:56,158 --> 00:01:58,491
  85. No, you need something...
  86.  
  87. 20
  88. 00:02:00,078 --> 00:02:02,223
  89. - This is actually cute.
  90. - That's really cute.
  91.  
  92. 21
  93. 00:02:02,247 --> 00:02:04,034
  94. - Yeah.
  95. - Let me see.
  96.  
  97. 22
  98. 00:02:04,124 --> 00:02:06,491
  99. - I like that.
  100. - That's actually really pretty.
  101.  
  102. 23
  103. 00:02:06,585 --> 00:02:08,326
  104. But I can't tell, is it too trampy
  105.  
  106. 24
  107. 00:02:08,420 --> 00:02:10,207
  108. or not trampy enough?
  109.  
  110. 25
  111. 00:02:10,297 --> 00:02:11,378
  112. Hello!
  113.  
  114. 26
  115. 00:02:12,090 --> 00:02:14,548
  116. - Are you with us?
  117. - Okay, guess what.
  118.  
  119. 27
  120. 00:02:14,760 --> 00:02:17,628
  121. Taylor and Mason are meeting us
  122. at the airport in the morning.
  123.  
  124. 28
  125. 00:02:17,929 --> 00:02:19,136
  126. What's that face?
  127.  
  128. 29
  129. 00:02:19,222 --> 00:02:20,633
  130. - Oh, my God!
  131. - What?
  132.  
  133. 30
  134. 00:02:20,724 --> 00:02:22,681
  135. - I know. I know!
  136. - What? Wait. What?
  137.  
  138. 31
  139. 00:02:22,768 --> 00:02:24,680
  140. Dude, Mason and Brooke broke up.
  141.  
  142. 32
  143. 00:02:24,770 --> 00:02:26,372
  144. - No, they didn't.
  145. - Yes, they did.
  146.  
  147. 33
  148. 00:02:26,396 --> 00:02:27,932
  149. Oh, my God! Maya!
  150.  
  151. 34
  152. 00:02:28,023 --> 00:02:30,015
  153. - You're gonna do it!
  154. - Yep.
  155.  
  156. 35
  157. 00:02:31,068 --> 00:02:33,025
  158. I wish I could be there
  159. to see that in person.
  160.  
  161. 36
  162. 00:02:35,572 --> 00:02:38,485
  163. Just sucks that you planned it this year,
  164. and you don't even get to go.
  165.  
  166. 37
  167. 00:02:40,118 --> 00:02:41,325
  168. Well,
  169.  
  170. 38
  171. 00:02:41,787 --> 00:02:45,326
  172. you can just Photoshop me in
  173. with your fancy editing apps.
  174.  
  175. 39
  176. 00:02:45,415 --> 00:02:47,532
  177. - What are you talking about?
  178. - You know what.
  179.  
  180. 40
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  182. - I don't.
  183. - The one where you get your pimples
  184.  
  185. 41
  186. 00:02:49,795 --> 00:02:51,377
  187. and your little fake blush.
  188.  
  189. 42
  190. 00:02:51,463 --> 00:02:53,329
  191. - Shut up.
  192. - The lashes.
  193.  
  194. 43
  195. 00:02:53,423 --> 00:02:55,623
  196. - Your lashes aren't that long.
  197. - You guys are annoying.
  198.  
  199. 44
  200. 00:02:55,676 --> 00:02:57,556
  201. Okay, come on.
  202. Thank you for the burgers.
  203.  
  204. 45
  205. 00:02:58,720 --> 00:03:01,337
  206. Honestly,
  207. you guys are gonna have so much fun.
  208.  
  209. 46
  210. 00:03:01,431 --> 00:03:02,592
  211. - Okay?
  212. - Okay.
  213.  
  214. 47
  215. 00:03:02,683 --> 00:03:04,925
  216. - Bye. I love you.
  217. - I love you more.
  218.  
  219. 48
  220. 00:03:05,018 --> 00:03:07,510
  221. - I love you.
  222. - We'll miss you. Bye.
  223.  
  224. 49
  225. 00:03:07,604 --> 00:03:09,311
  226. Mwah. Use protection.
  227.  
  228. 50
  229. 00:03:09,398 --> 00:03:11,139
  230. Thanks, Mom.
  231.  
  232. 51
  233. 00:03:56,570 --> 00:03:58,812
  234. Hello, world!
  235.  
  236. 52
  237. 00:03:58,905 --> 00:04:02,774
  238. So, I am back in the hospital again
  239. for another tune-up.
  240.  
  241. 53
  242. 00:04:02,868 --> 00:04:05,281
  243. I need a few more rounds of antibiotics
  244.  
  245. 54
  246. 00:04:05,370 --> 00:04:07,953
  247. to get over this little sore throat
  248. that I've been...
  249.  
  250. 55
  251. 00:04:08,039 --> 00:04:09,371
  252. Hi, Barb!
  253.  
  254. 56
  255. 00:04:09,458 --> 00:04:10,949
  256. Sore throat?
  257.  
  258. 57
  259. 00:04:11,042 --> 00:04:13,284
  260. Right, with a 102 fever.
  261.  
  262. 58
  263. 00:04:13,378 --> 00:04:16,291
  264. - I've had worse. Say hi!
  265. - Stella, get that thing out of my face.
  266.  
  267. 59
  268. 00:04:16,381 --> 00:04:18,088
  269. - You're looking good!
  270. - I know that.
  271.  
  272. 60
  273. 00:04:18,175 --> 00:04:21,168
  274. Folks, Stella will be right back
  275. after we get her all set up.
  276.  
  277. 61
  278. 00:04:21,261 --> 00:04:22,968
  279. You heard the boss lady.
  280.  
  281. 62
  282. 00:04:25,348 --> 00:04:27,260
  283. I think this is her best work.
  284.  
  285. 63
  286. 00:04:27,559 --> 00:04:30,848
  287. Hi, Stella.
  288.  
  289. 64
  290. 00:04:30,937 --> 00:04:32,098
  291. Wow.
  292.  
  293. 65
  294. 00:04:32,189 --> 00:04:34,602
  295. Wow. A lot's changed
  296. in the last six months.
  297.  
  298. 66
  299. 00:04:34,691 --> 00:04:36,978
  300. Yep. He's due in March.
  301.  
  302. 67
  303. 00:04:37,152 --> 00:04:38,484
  304. Bend your arm, please.
  305.  
  306. 68
  307. 00:04:38,570 --> 00:04:40,778
  308. - What room's Poe in?
  309. - 310.
  310.  
  311. 69
  312. 00:04:43,116 --> 00:04:45,358
  313. And open up.
  314.  
  315. 70
  316. 00:04:48,079 --> 00:04:49,195
  317. All right.
  318.  
  319. 71
  320. 00:04:53,585 --> 00:04:56,373
  321. You are all set. I'll see you in a bit.
  322.  
  323. 72
  324. 00:04:56,463 --> 00:04:57,704
  325. Thank you, Julie.
  326.  
  327. 73
  328. 00:05:00,592 --> 00:05:03,005
  329. Wow. Are you sure this is okay?
  330.  
  331. 74
  332. 00:05:03,094 --> 00:05:07,304
  333. I will still be monitoring you.
  334. And, yes, it's okay.
  335.  
  336. 75
  337. 00:05:07,390 --> 00:05:09,177
  338. What would I do without you?
  339.  
  340. 76
  341. 00:05:09,267 --> 00:05:11,054
  342. You'd die.
  343.  
  344. 77
  345. 00:05:12,521 --> 00:05:13,841
  346. That's true.
  347.  
  348. 78
  349. 00:05:13,897 --> 00:05:18,141
  350. So, Barb is letting me keep
  351. my med cart in my room this time.
  352.  
  353. 79
  354. 00:05:18,235 --> 00:05:21,945
  355. And she left me a bunch of pills,
  356. some G-Juice.
  357.  
  358. 80
  359. 00:05:22,197 --> 00:05:24,780
  360. Yum! That's the liquid nutrition
  361.  
  362. 81
  363. 00:05:24,866 --> 00:05:27,449
  364. that goes straight to my stomach
  365. through my G-tube.
  366.  
  367. 82
  368. 00:05:27,536 --> 00:05:29,698
  369. So, to any of you girls out there
  370.  
  371. 83
  372. 00:05:29,788 --> 00:05:33,407
  373. wishing you could eat 5,000 calories a day
  374. and not gain a pound,
  375.  
  376. 84
  377. 00:05:33,667 --> 00:05:35,158
  378. I'll trade you any day.
  379.  
  380. 85
  381. 00:05:36,127 --> 00:05:39,962
  382. Today I'll probably
  383. be reorganizing this thing
  384.  
  385. 86
  386. 00:05:40,048 --> 00:05:43,962
  387. because as many of you know,
  388. I'm slightly anal.
  389.  
  390. 87
  391. 00:05:44,219 --> 00:05:47,303
  392. By slightly anal, I mean clinically OCD.
  393.  
  394. 88
  395. 00:05:47,764 --> 00:05:49,505
  396. So, peace.
  397.  
  398. 89
  399. 00:05:49,599 --> 00:05:50,680
  400. Bye, guys.
  401.  
  402. 90
  403. 00:07:29,658 --> 00:07:31,365
  404. New baby upstairs.
  405.  
  406. 91
  407. 00:07:31,743 --> 00:07:33,450
  408. Meet me in 15.
  409.  
  410. 92
  411. 00:07:37,832 --> 00:07:40,449
  412. - Hi, Cynthia.
  413. - Hi, Stella.
  414.  
  415. 93
  416. 00:07:42,045 --> 00:07:43,126
  417. Hi.
  418.  
  419. 94
  420. 00:07:57,268 --> 00:08:00,206
  421. I've clocked the nurse's schedule. Unless
  422. you put your ass on that call button,
  423.  
  424. 95
  425. 00:08:00,230 --> 00:08:01,749
  426. no one's gonna bother you for an hour.
  427.  
  428. 96
  429. 00:08:01,773 --> 00:08:04,436
  430. Hey. I gotta sleep on that bed, okay?
  431.  
  432. 97
  433. 00:08:04,859 --> 00:08:06,771
  434. Wow. I mean, we're not animals.
  435.  
  436. 98
  437. 00:08:06,861 --> 00:08:08,648
  438. Don't worry.
  439. It's not gonna take that long.
  440.  
  441. 99
  442. 00:08:08,738 --> 00:08:10,821
  443. Hey!
  444. Whatchu talkin' about, Willis?
  445.  
  446. 100
  447. 00:09:10,675 --> 00:09:12,416
  448. Saw you moving in your stuff.
  449.  
  450. 101
  451. 00:09:13,011 --> 00:09:14,252
  452. It was, uh...
  453.  
  454. 102
  455. 00:09:14,471 --> 00:09:15,837
  456. There was a lot of it.
  457.  
  458. 103
  459. 00:09:16,473 --> 00:09:18,214
  460. Are you gonna be here for a while?
  461.  
  462. 104
  463. 00:09:20,602 --> 00:09:21,809
  464. Hello?
  465.  
  466. 105
  467. 00:09:24,856 --> 00:09:26,188
  468. Oh.
  469.  
  470. 106
  471. 00:09:27,400 --> 00:09:28,732
  472. You're deaf.
  473.  
  474. 107
  475. 00:09:29,402 --> 00:09:33,066
  476. Shouldn't you be
  477. procuring your room for your guests?
  478.  
  479. 108
  480. 00:09:33,323 --> 00:09:35,110
  481. You rent by the hour or what?
  482.  
  483. 109
  484. 00:09:35,658 --> 00:09:37,570
  485. So, that was you lurking in the hall.
  486.  
  487. 110
  488. 00:09:37,660 --> 00:09:40,243
  489. Mmm, I don't lurk,
  490. and you followed me here.
  491.  
  492. 111
  493. 00:09:40,330 --> 00:09:41,946
  494. I wanted to introduce myself,
  495.  
  496. 112
  497. 00:09:42,332 --> 00:09:44,790
  498. but that little attitude of yours...
  499.  
  500. 113
  501. 00:09:44,876 --> 00:09:47,710
  502. Let me guess. You're the kind of guy
  503. that ignores the rules
  504.  
  505. 114
  506. 00:09:47,796 --> 00:09:49,913
  507. 'cause it makes you feel in control.
  508. Am I right?
  509.  
  510. 115
  511. 00:09:50,256 --> 00:09:51,463
  512. You're not wrong.
  513.  
  514. 116
  515. 00:09:51,549 --> 00:09:52,710
  516. You think that's cute?
  517.  
  518. 117
  519. 00:09:52,926 --> 00:09:54,337
  520. Do you think it's cute?
  521.  
  522. 118
  523. 00:09:55,845 --> 00:09:59,509
  524. Letting your friends borrow your room
  525. for sex is disgusting, so, no.
  526.  
  527. 119
  528. 00:09:59,599 --> 00:10:00,599
  529. You don't like sex?
  530.  
  531. 120
  532. 00:10:00,683 --> 00:10:02,174
  533. No, I like...
  534.  
  535. 121
  536. 00:10:03,311 --> 00:10:05,177
  537. sex. I like sex.
  538.  
  539. 122
  540. 00:10:06,314 --> 00:10:07,350
  541. Sex is fine.
  542.  
  543. 123
  544. 00:10:08,775 --> 00:10:12,439
  545. "Fine" isn't a ringing endorsement, but
  546. I'll take some common ground where I can.
  547.  
  548. 124
  549. 00:10:12,529 --> 00:10:15,021
  550. - We have nothing in common.
  551. - Ooh, that's cold.
  552.  
  553. 125
  554. 00:10:16,741 --> 00:10:18,778
  555. What... What are you doing up here?
  556.  
  557. 126
  558. 00:10:19,494 --> 00:10:22,407
  559. Six feet at all times.
  560. You both know the rules.
  561.  
  562. 127
  563. 00:10:22,497 --> 00:10:24,284
  564. Will, get back to your room.
  565.  
  566. 128
  567. 00:10:24,624 --> 00:10:25,910
  568. There you go.
  569.  
  570. 129
  571. 00:10:26,334 --> 00:10:29,168
  572. A little name for
  573. your psychological profile.
  574.  
  575. 130
  576. 00:10:29,921 --> 00:10:30,921
  577. I'm Will Newman.
  578.  
  579. 131
  580. 00:10:31,714 --> 00:10:32,921
  581. And you are?
  582.  
  583. 132
  584. 00:10:33,258 --> 00:10:34,374
  585. Deaf.
  586.  
  587. 133
  588. 00:10:34,801 --> 00:10:36,838
  589. Stella,
  590. thank you for putting your mask on.
  591.  
  592. 134
  593. 00:10:36,928 --> 00:10:38,214
  594. Stella.
  595.  
  596. 135
  597. 00:10:39,347 --> 00:10:40,804
  598. You need to lighten up.
  599.  
  600. 136
  601. 00:10:41,599 --> 00:10:42,760
  602. It's just life.
  603.  
  604. 137
  605. 00:10:43,309 --> 00:10:45,175
  606. It'll be over before you know it.
  607.  
  608. 138
  609. 00:10:52,485 --> 00:10:53,896
  610. So, he's a CFer?
  611.  
  612. 139
  613. 00:10:55,071 --> 00:10:57,108
  614. - B. cepacia.
  615. - Mmm.
  616.  
  617. 140
  618. 00:10:57,866 --> 00:11:00,700
  619. Part of a new drug trial for Cevaflomalin.
  620.  
  621. 141
  622. 00:11:02,245 --> 00:11:04,487
  623. You contract that and you can...
  624.  
  625. 142
  626. 00:11:05,123 --> 00:11:07,957
  627. you can kiss the possibility
  628. of new lungs good-bye.
  629.  
  630. 143
  631. 00:11:09,210 --> 00:11:12,044
  632. There's no coming back from that bacteria.
  633.  
  634. 144
  635. 00:11:12,714 --> 00:11:14,376
  636. Stay away.
  637.  
  638. 145
  639. 00:11:39,866 --> 00:11:41,528
  640. Hello, world!
  641.  
  642. 146
  643. 00:11:41,618 --> 00:11:45,328
  644. Okay, AffloVest
  645. for 30 more minutes, then you're all set.
  646.  
  647. 147
  648. 00:11:45,413 --> 00:11:47,325
  649. You need anything else
  650. before I hit the road?
  651.  
  652. 148
  653. 00:11:47,415 --> 00:11:49,372
  654. Chocolate pudding for two?
  655.  
  656. 149
  657. 00:11:49,459 --> 00:11:51,371
  658. Oh, so, what? I'm room service now?
  659.  
  660. 150
  661. 00:11:51,461 --> 00:11:53,748
  662. Gotta take advantage of the perks.
  663.  
  664. 151
  665. 00:11:57,967 --> 00:11:59,799
  666. Good.
  667.  
  668. 152
  669. 00:12:01,471 --> 00:12:03,383
  670. Good girl, good girl.
  671.  
  672. 153
  673. 00:12:03,723 --> 00:12:05,680
  674. All right, good. Right.
  675.  
  676. 154
  677. 00:12:06,267 --> 00:12:08,350
  678. Right, sweetie.
  679.  
  680. 155
  681. 00:12:08,436 --> 00:12:10,098
  682. - I'll see you tomorrow.
  683. - Bye, Barb.
  684.  
  685. 156
  686. 00:12:10,188 --> 00:12:11,520
  687. Okay.
  688.  
  689. 157
  690. 00:12:21,032 --> 00:12:24,241
  691. Like all kids
  692. with cystic fibrosis, I was born terminal,
  693.  
  694. 158
  695. 00:12:24,535 --> 00:12:28,245
  696. which doesn't necessarily mean
  697. I'm gonna die tomorrow,
  698.  
  699. 159
  700. 00:12:28,331 --> 00:12:29,538
  701. but I could die tomorrow.
  702.  
  703. 160
  704. 00:12:29,624 --> 00:12:30,831
  705. Anyone could die tomorrow.
  706.  
  707. 161
  708. 00:12:30,917 --> 00:12:33,455
  709. I just have a little bit less time
  710. than everyone else.
  711.  
  712. 162
  713. 00:12:33,544 --> 00:12:37,709
  714. My lungs are at about
  715. 50% function right now.
  716.  
  717. 163
  718. 00:12:37,799 --> 00:12:39,006
  719. So at this rate,
  720.  
  721. 164
  722. 00:12:39,092 --> 00:12:44,178
  723. Dr. Hamid says that I'll need a transplant
  724. by the time I'm a junior in high school.
  725.  
  726. 165
  727. 00:12:45,223 --> 00:12:47,180
  728. That'll be fun.
  729.  
  730. 166
  731. 00:12:47,850 --> 00:12:49,637
  732. Hi, guys! Shh!
  733.  
  734. 167
  735. 00:12:49,852 --> 00:12:51,559
  736. We're at the NICU
  737.  
  738. 168
  739. 00:12:51,646 --> 00:12:53,387
  740. because I'm obsessed with babies.
  741.  
  742. 169
  743. 00:12:53,481 --> 00:12:54,972
  744. - And Barb...
  745. - Oh, no, no, no.
  746.  
  747. 170
  748. 00:12:55,066 --> 00:12:59,436
  749. The beautiful Barb is giving me permission
  750. to come in here by myself now.
  751.  
  752. 171
  753. 00:12:59,529 --> 00:13:02,567
  754. Cystic fibrosis, as you know,
  755. is a genetic disease
  756.  
  757. 172
  758. 00:13:02,657 --> 00:13:05,741
  759. that basically makes my body
  760. produce a shit ton of mucus.
  761.  
  762. 173
  763. 00:13:05,827 --> 00:13:10,492
  764. Fun fact, I have to be extremely careful
  765. around other people with CF.
  766.  
  767. 174
  768. 00:13:10,581 --> 00:13:13,449
  769. The rule is that we're not supposed
  770. to get within six feet
  771.  
  772. 175
  773. 00:13:13,543 --> 00:13:16,160
  774. because we could end up
  775. catching each other's bacteria.
  776.  
  777. 176
  778. 00:13:16,504 --> 00:13:18,746
  779. A lot of people
  780. don't realize that new lungs
  781.  
  782. 177
  783. 00:13:18,840 --> 00:13:21,628
  784. generally only last about five years,
  785.  
  786. 178
  787. 00:13:21,718 --> 00:13:26,053
  788. which is okay actually because most of us
  789.  
  790. 179
  791. 00:13:26,139 --> 00:13:29,928
  792. are just trying to stay alive long enough
  793. for a new treatment to come out.
  794.  
  795. 180
  796. 00:13:30,018 --> 00:13:31,509
  797. Hi, g uys!
  798.  
  799. 181
  800. 00:13:31,602 --> 00:13:34,265
  801. Just chilling here in my new AffloVest,
  802.  
  803. 182
  804. 00:13:34,355 --> 00:13:38,190
  805. which is really cool because now
  806. I don't have to be hooked up to the wall,
  807.  
  808. 183
  809. 00:13:38,276 --> 00:13:41,565
  810. which obviously I'm not because
  811. I'm hanging upside down on my bed.
  812.  
  813. 184
  814. 00:13:42,739 --> 00:13:46,073
  815. This is actually good
  816. for getting the mucus up and stuff.
  817.  
  818. 185
  819. 00:13:46,159 --> 00:13:47,445
  820. I know. Cute, right?
  821.  
  822. 186
  823. 00:14:09,682 --> 00:14:10,798
  824. Dang, girl.
  825.  
  826. 187
  827. 00:14:11,309 --> 00:14:12,641
  828. You look worn.
  829.  
  830. 188
  831. 00:14:13,186 --> 00:14:14,393
  832. Who is he?
  833.  
  834. 189
  835. 00:14:14,687 --> 00:14:16,098
  836. Is it anyone I know?
  837.  
  838. 190
  839. 00:14:18,566 --> 00:14:20,148
  840. What'd you get?
  841.  
  842. 191
  843. 00:14:23,363 --> 00:14:26,856
  844. What? Are those truffles?
  845. How'd you get truffles?
  846.  
  847. 192
  848. 00:14:26,949 --> 00:14:29,612
  849. - Oh, you gotta bring them with, sister.
  850. - Wow.
  851.  
  852. 193
  853. 00:14:30,828 --> 00:14:33,821
  854. Look at how spicy
  855. that food cart is.
  856.  
  857. 194
  858. 00:14:34,040 --> 00:14:35,121
  859. I'm impressed.
  860.  
  861. 195
  862. 00:14:35,208 --> 00:14:36,790
  863. All right, let's talk about me.
  864.  
  865. 196
  866. 00:14:37,126 --> 00:14:39,118
  867. I'm single!
  868.  
  869. 197
  870. 00:14:40,213 --> 00:14:41,545
  871. You broke up with Michael?
  872.  
  873. 198
  874. 00:14:41,631 --> 00:14:43,213
  875. Maybe he broke up with me.
  876.  
  877. 199
  878. 00:14:43,925 --> 00:14:46,087
  879. - Did he?
  880. - It was mutual.
  881.  
  882. 200
  883. 00:14:47,303 --> 00:14:48,669
  884. No, it wasn't.
  885.  
  886. 201
  887. 00:14:48,763 --> 00:14:51,506
  888. Why? You actually really liked him.
  889.  
  890. 202
  891. 00:14:51,849 --> 00:14:53,841
  892. And I thought he was gonna be the one.
  893.  
  894. 203
  895. 00:14:54,268 --> 00:14:55,804
  896. He obviously isn't.
  897.  
  898. 204
  899. 00:14:58,272 --> 00:14:59,604
  900. Screw him anyway, right?
  901.  
  902. 205
  903. 00:14:59,857 --> 00:15:01,598
  904. At least you got to do that.
  905.  
  906. 206
  907. 00:15:04,362 --> 00:15:06,604
  908. Poe? Poe?
  909.  
  910. 207
  911. 00:15:06,948 --> 00:15:08,314
  912. Poe?
  913.  
  914. 208
  915. 00:15:11,077 --> 00:15:12,284
  916. Poe?
  917.  
  918. 209
  919. 00:15:12,787 --> 00:15:13,994
  920. Poe, you okay?
  921.  
  922. 210
  923. 00:15:15,581 --> 00:15:17,038
  924. Choking, 310.
  925.  
  926. 211
  927. 00:15:20,044 --> 00:15:21,751
  928. I'm sorry, Julie.
  929.  
  930. 212
  931. 00:15:21,838 --> 00:15:23,670
  932. My leg hit the call button.
  933.  
  934. 213
  935. 00:15:23,965 --> 00:15:25,297
  936. You scared us, Poe.
  937.  
  938. 214
  939. 00:15:25,883 --> 00:15:28,921
  940. - Yeah, try chewing next time.
  941. - Okay.
  942.  
  943. 215
  944. 00:15:29,637 --> 00:15:30,753
  945. Here, Stella.
  946.  
  947. 216
  948. 00:15:32,265 --> 00:15:34,473
  949. Enjoy your truffles, asshole.
  950.  
  951. 217
  952. 00:15:36,894 --> 00:15:38,681
  953. And please be careful.
  954.  
  955. 218
  956. 00:15:39,021 --> 00:15:40,808
  957. I love you, Stella!
  958.  
  959. 219
  960. 00:15:42,567 --> 00:15:45,560
  961. Phase one clinical trials
  962. only started only 18 months ago,
  963.  
  964. 220
  965. 00:15:45,653 --> 00:15:46,985
  966. so we need to be patient
  967.  
  968. 221
  969. 00:15:47,071 --> 00:15:49,404
  970. and Will needs to help us with that.
  971.  
  972. 222
  973. 00:15:49,490 --> 00:15:51,982
  974. The risk of cross infection
  975. will be even higher now, so...
  976.  
  977. 223
  978. 00:15:52,076 --> 00:15:54,910
  979. Don't cough on any other CFers.
  980.  
  981. 224
  982. 00:15:54,996 --> 00:15:59,832
  983. Well, don't get close enough
  984. to touch them for their safety and yours.
  985.  
  986. 225
  987. 00:16:00,209 --> 00:16:02,872
  988. Six feet at all times. I got it.
  989.  
  990. 226
  991. 00:16:05,214 --> 00:16:11,006
  992. Will, in order for this to work,
  993. you need to keep up with your regimen.
  994.  
  995. 227
  996. 00:16:15,516 --> 00:16:17,508
  997. - Okay, I will see you soon.
  998. - All right.
  999.  
  1000. 228
  1001. 00:16:46,380 --> 00:16:48,417
  1002. Hi! Oh, my gosh!
  1003.  
  1004. 229
  1005. 00:16:48,508 --> 00:16:49,874
  1006. You're wearing the bathing suit!
  1007.  
  1008. 230
  1009. 00:16:49,967 --> 00:16:51,754
  1010. Hi, Maya!
  1011.  
  1012. 231
  1013. 00:16:51,844 --> 00:16:52,925
  1014. Hi!
  1015.  
  1016. 232
  1017. 00:16:53,012 --> 00:16:56,176
  1018. Oh, I'm officially jealous.
  1019. That looks so fun!
  1020.  
  1021. 233
  1022. 00:16:56,390 --> 00:16:58,390
  1023. - We miss you!
  1024. - We miss you so much!
  1025.  
  1026. 234
  1027. 00:16:58,476 --> 00:17:01,810
  1028. - I miss you, too!
  1029. - You have any cute boy visitors?
  1030.  
  1031. 235
  1032. 00:17:02,480 --> 00:17:04,346
  1033. No. No, he's not cute.
  1034.  
  1035. 236
  1036. 00:17:04,732 --> 00:17:06,064
  1037. What?
  1038.  
  1039. 237
  1040. 00:17:06,150 --> 00:17:07,311
  1041. Boy?
  1042.  
  1043. 238
  1044. 00:17:07,401 --> 00:17:09,267
  1045. What?
  1046.  
  1047. 239
  1048. 00:17:10,571 --> 00:17:12,437
  1049. - Show us! Show us!
  1050. - Come on!
  1051.  
  1052. 240
  1053. 00:17:57,535 --> 00:18:00,118
  1054. What are you doing?
  1055. Do you have a death wish or something?
  1056.  
  1057. 241
  1058. 00:18:01,038 --> 00:18:02,119
  1059. Hey!
  1060.  
  1061. 242
  1062. 00:18:02,415 --> 00:18:03,826
  1063. My lungs are toast, okay?
  1064.  
  1065. 243
  1066. 00:18:03,916 --> 00:18:08,286
  1067. Can you just let me
  1068. enjoy this view while I can?
  1069.  
  1070. 244
  1071. 00:18:09,755 --> 00:18:11,963
  1072. Do you know how lucky you are to be here?
  1073.  
  1074. 245
  1075. 00:18:12,341 --> 00:18:14,708
  1076. To be a part of this drug trial?
  1077.  
  1078. 246
  1079. 00:18:15,970 --> 00:18:17,836
  1080. How do you know about my drug trial?
  1081.  
  1082. 247
  1083. 00:18:18,973 --> 00:18:20,464
  1084. You been asking about me?
  1085.  
  1086. 248
  1087. 00:18:23,185 --> 00:18:24,676
  1088. If you don't care,
  1089.  
  1090. 249
  1091. 00:18:25,605 --> 00:18:27,062
  1092. then leave.
  1093.  
  1094. 250
  1095. 00:18:27,732 --> 00:18:31,692
  1096. Give your spot to someone else.
  1097. Someone that wants it, that wants to live.
  1098.  
  1099. 251
  1100. 00:18:36,365 --> 00:18:37,651
  1101. Okay.
  1102.  
  1103. 252
  1104. 00:18:39,952 --> 00:18:41,409
  1105. What are you doing? Will?
  1106.  
  1107. 253
  1108. 00:18:41,495 --> 00:18:43,452
  1109. Will, no! Please get down!
  1110.  
  1111. 254
  1112. 00:18:43,539 --> 00:18:45,201
  1113. Will, stop, please!
  1114.  
  1115. 255
  1116. 00:18:45,291 --> 00:18:47,032
  1117. Please get down now!
  1118.  
  1119. 256
  1120. 00:18:47,418 --> 00:18:49,501
  1121. Will, stop! Oh, my God!
  1122.  
  1123. 257
  1124. 00:18:53,758 --> 00:18:54,874
  1125. God!
  1126.  
  1127. 258
  1128. 00:18:55,593 --> 00:18:56,629
  1129. Relax!
  1130.  
  1131. 259
  1132. 00:19:01,599 --> 00:19:02,760
  1133. Fine.
  1134.  
  1135. 260
  1136. 00:19:04,268 --> 00:19:05,600
  1137. Stay up here then.
  1138.  
  1139. 261
  1140. 00:19:06,896 --> 00:19:08,603
  1141. Come on. It was a joke.
  1142.  
  1143. 262
  1144. 00:19:09,231 --> 00:19:11,018
  1145. Hey, it was a joke!
  1146.  
  1147. 263
  1148. 00:20:02,827 --> 00:20:03,827
  1149. Damn it!
  1150.  
  1151. 264
  1152. 00:20:26,767 --> 00:20:30,886
  1153. Where's your med cart, and your pills,
  1154. and why's your AffloVest on the floor?
  1155.  
  1156. 265
  1157. 00:20:30,980 --> 00:20:33,188
  1158. Can... Can I see your regimen?
  1159.  
  1160. 266
  1161. 00:20:34,024 --> 00:20:37,438
  1162. Uh... not that it's any of your business.
  1163.  
  1164. 267
  1165. 00:20:45,745 --> 00:20:47,611
  1166. Is this... What?
  1167.  
  1168. 268
  1169. 00:20:49,373 --> 00:20:50,409
  1170. Why...
  1171.  
  1172. 269
  1173. 00:20:50,499 --> 00:20:52,081
  1174. Is this what an aneurysm looks like?
  1175.  
  1176. 270
  1177. 00:20:52,168 --> 00:20:54,125
  1178. - Why? Ugh!
  1179. - Hey!
  1180.  
  1181. 271
  1182. 00:20:55,171 --> 00:20:58,255
  1183. I get that you have some kind of
  1184. save-the-world hero complex going on,
  1185.  
  1186. 272
  1187. 00:20:58,340 --> 00:21:00,957
  1188. - but can you leave me out of it?
  1189. - These meds are not optional.
  1190.  
  1191. 273
  1192. 00:21:01,051 --> 00:21:03,543
  1193. That's probably why
  1194. they keep shoving them down my throat.
  1195.  
  1196. 274
  1197. 00:21:03,637 --> 00:21:05,094
  1198. You're making me crazy.
  1199.  
  1200. 275
  1201. 00:21:11,479 --> 00:21:13,095
  1202. Hey.
  1203.  
  1204. 276
  1205. 00:21:14,607 --> 00:21:15,893
  1206. Stella, come on!
  1207.  
  1208. 277
  1209. 00:21:17,610 --> 00:21:18,610
  1210. Six feet!
  1211.  
  1212. 278
  1213. 00:21:38,714 --> 00:21:43,004
  1214. I need you to follow your regimen
  1215. strictly and completely, please.
  1216.  
  1217. 279
  1218. 00:21:44,094 --> 00:21:45,301
  1219. Why don't...
  1220.  
  1221. 280
  1222. 00:21:45,387 --> 00:21:47,800
  1223. Why don't you tell me what's going on,
  1224. actually?
  1225.  
  1226. 281
  1227. 00:21:48,349 --> 00:21:51,433
  1228. Talk to me.
  1229. I'm not gonna make any jokes or laugh.
  1230.  
  1231. 282
  1232. 00:21:53,813 --> 00:21:55,850
  1233. I have control issues.
  1234.  
  1235. 283
  1236. 00:21:57,149 --> 00:22:00,233
  1237. And I need to know
  1238. that things are in order,
  1239.  
  1240. 284
  1241. 00:22:00,319 --> 00:22:02,185
  1242. and I know you're not
  1243. doing your treatments
  1244.  
  1245. 285
  1246. 00:22:02,279 --> 00:22:04,862
  1247. and it's really, really messing me up.
  1248.  
  1249. 286
  1250. 00:22:04,949 --> 00:22:07,441
  1251. Okay, I wanna help you.
  1252.  
  1253. 287
  1254. 00:22:08,035 --> 00:22:09,151
  1255. I do.
  1256.  
  1257. 288
  1258. 00:22:10,955 --> 00:22:13,242
  1259. I don't even know how to do
  1260. what you're asking me to.
  1261.  
  1262. 289
  1263. 00:22:13,332 --> 00:22:14,573
  1264. That's bullshit!
  1265.  
  1266. 290
  1267. 00:22:14,667 --> 00:22:18,035
  1268. That's bullshit! All CFers know
  1269. how to administer their own treatments.
  1270.  
  1271. 291
  1272. 00:22:18,128 --> 00:22:19,968
  1273. We're practically doctors
  1274. by the time we're 12.
  1275.  
  1276. 292
  1277. 00:22:20,047 --> 00:22:21,083
  1278. Are you serious?
  1279.  
  1280. 293
  1281. 00:22:21,173 --> 00:22:23,290
  1282. Am I actually messing you up?
  1283.  
  1284. 294
  1285. 00:22:23,551 --> 00:22:24,712
  1286. Yes.
  1287.  
  1288. 295
  1289. 00:22:26,220 --> 00:22:27,427
  1290. All right.
  1291.  
  1292. 296
  1293. 00:22:28,305 --> 00:22:29,466
  1294. I'll help you.
  1295.  
  1296. 297
  1297. 00:22:30,099 --> 00:22:31,431
  1298. But if I do,
  1299.  
  1300. 298
  1301. 00:22:34,311 --> 00:22:35,768
  1302. what's in it for me?
  1303.  
  1304. 299
  1305. 00:22:37,398 --> 00:22:39,060
  1306. No, not like... I...
  1307.  
  1308. 300
  1309. 00:22:39,567 --> 00:22:41,308
  1310. I wanna draw you.
  1311.  
  1312. 301
  1313. 00:22:42,570 --> 00:22:43,570
  1314. No.
  1315.  
  1316. 302
  1317. 00:22:43,654 --> 00:22:45,361
  1318. Why not? I'm serious.
  1319.  
  1320. 303
  1321. 00:22:46,282 --> 00:22:47,443
  1322. No.
  1323.  
  1324. 304
  1325. 00:22:52,037 --> 00:22:53,278
  1326. Okay.
  1327.  
  1328. 305
  1329. 00:22:54,456 --> 00:22:55,697
  1330. Then no deal.
  1331.  
  1332. 306
  1333. 00:22:56,166 --> 00:22:59,079
  1334. You really can't practice
  1335. just a little bit of discipline
  1336.  
  1337. 307
  1338. 00:22:59,169 --> 00:23:00,626
  1339. even to save your own life?
  1340.  
  1341. 308
  1342. 00:23:00,713 --> 00:23:03,376
  1343. Stella,
  1344. nothing is going to save our lives.
  1345.  
  1346. 309
  1347. 00:23:03,465 --> 00:23:05,331
  1348. We're breathing borrowed air.
  1349.  
  1350. 310
  1351. 00:23:06,719 --> 00:23:07,960
  1352. Enjoy it.
  1353.  
  1354. 311
  1355. 00:23:22,860 --> 00:23:23,860
  1356. Fine.
  1357.  
  1358. 312
  1359. 00:23:23,944 --> 00:23:27,813
  1360. But I'm not posing for hours on end.
  1361. And your regimen, we're doing it my way.
  1362.  
  1363. 313
  1364. 00:23:27,907 --> 00:23:31,196
  1365. Okay, the first thing you're gonna do
  1366. is get a med cart in your room. Deal?
  1367.  
  1368. 314
  1369. 00:23:32,661 --> 00:23:34,948
  1370. Deal. Shake on it?
  1371.  
  1372. 315
  1373. 00:23:39,543 --> 00:23:40,659
  1374. Funny.
  1375.  
  1376. 316
  1377. 00:23:51,305 --> 00:23:53,638
  1378. Ow.
  1379.  
  1380. 317
  1381. 00:23:54,016 --> 00:23:56,349
  1382. Shit!
  1383.  
  1384. 318
  1385. 00:23:59,355 --> 00:24:01,642
  1386. Oh, no, no, no.
  1387.  
  1388. 319
  1389. 00:24:03,025 --> 00:24:04,311
  1390. Hey.
  1391.  
  1392. 320
  1393. 00:24:06,695 --> 00:24:09,563
  1394. - You missed the show.
  1395. - Yeah. You doing stunts in there?
  1396.  
  1397. 321
  1398. 00:24:09,657 --> 00:24:11,523
  1399. Well, there's no better place
  1400. to break a leg.
  1401.  
  1402. 322
  1403. 00:24:12,034 --> 00:24:13,115
  1404. That's fair.
  1405.  
  1406. 323
  1407. 00:24:13,369 --> 00:24:14,576
  1408. I'm Will.
  1409.  
  1410. 324
  1411. 00:24:17,873 --> 00:24:18,989
  1412. I'm Poe.
  1413.  
  1414. 325
  1415. 00:24:20,417 --> 00:24:21,908
  1416. B. cepacia.
  1417.  
  1418. 326
  1419. 00:24:23,003 --> 00:24:24,369
  1420. Damn, that's rough.
  1421.  
  1422. 327
  1423. 00:24:25,422 --> 00:24:26,503
  1424. Yeah.
  1425.  
  1426. 328
  1427. 00:24:27,174 --> 00:24:29,006
  1428. So, no lung transplant for me.
  1429.  
  1430. 329
  1431. 00:24:29,093 --> 00:24:30,709
  1432. When did you contract it?
  1433.  
  1434. 330
  1435. 00:24:30,803 --> 00:24:33,136
  1436. About eight months ago now.
  1437. It colonized so quickly.
  1438.  
  1439. 331
  1440. 00:24:33,222 --> 00:24:35,930
  1441. I was on the transplant list
  1442. one minute and then...
  1443.  
  1444. 332
  1445. 00:24:39,478 --> 00:24:42,141
  1446. I'm sure that attitude
  1447. is what's giving Stella fits.
  1448.  
  1449. 333
  1450. 00:24:42,523 --> 00:24:43,855
  1451. Yeah, what's up with that?
  1452.  
  1453. 334
  1454. 00:24:43,941 --> 00:24:46,433
  1455. She told me that she has
  1456. control issues or something.
  1457.  
  1458. 335
  1459. 00:24:46,527 --> 00:24:49,941
  1460. Call it what you want. She's got
  1461. her shit together. She keeps me in line.
  1462.  
  1463. 336
  1464. 00:24:50,406 --> 00:24:51,692
  1465. So, uh,
  1466.  
  1467. 337
  1468. 00:24:52,783 --> 00:24:54,194
  1469. have you two...
  1470.  
  1471. 338
  1472. 00:24:55,661 --> 00:24:57,869
  1473. No.
  1474.  
  1475. 339
  1476. 00:24:58,372 --> 00:24:59,658
  1477. No, no, no.
  1478.  
  1479. 340
  1480. 00:24:59,748 --> 00:25:02,365
  1481. I've known that girl
  1482. since I was, like, seven.
  1483.  
  1484. 341
  1485. 00:25:02,751 --> 00:25:04,538
  1486. I don't know, man.
  1487.  
  1488. 342
  1489. 00:25:04,628 --> 00:25:06,119
  1490. Sounds like you love her.
  1491.  
  1492. 343
  1493. 00:25:06,213 --> 00:25:07,545
  1494. Of course I love her.
  1495.  
  1496. 344
  1497. 00:25:07,756 --> 00:25:09,622
  1498. So, why haven't you done
  1499. anything about it?
  1500.  
  1501. 345
  1502. 00:25:10,217 --> 00:25:11,378
  1503. Because...
  1504.  
  1505. 346
  1506. 00:25:12,136 --> 00:25:13,798
  1507. she's not a he.
  1508.  
  1509. 347
  1510. 00:25:19,059 --> 00:25:20,971
  1511. Don't worry. I don't like white boys.
  1512.  
  1513. 348
  1514. 00:25:30,904 --> 00:25:34,898
  1515. Dr. Hamid said that you suddenly
  1516. wanna be responsible for your own regimen.
  1517.  
  1518. 349
  1519. 00:25:35,701 --> 00:25:37,567
  1520. Don't make me regret this.
  1521.  
  1522. 350
  1523. 00:25:48,338 --> 00:25:51,797
  1524. - Did you wipe everything down?
  1525. - Yes. This wasn't my idea, you know?
  1526.  
  1527. 351
  1528. 00:25:55,262 --> 00:25:56,719
  1529. Are we still clear?
  1530.  
  1531. 352
  1532. 00:25:56,805 --> 00:25:58,296
  1533. Yes. Hurry up.
  1534.  
  1535. 353
  1536. 00:25:59,600 --> 00:26:01,136
  1537. I'm almost done.
  1538.  
  1539. 354
  1540. 00:26:36,220 --> 00:26:38,553
  1541. Okay. Your med cart's all set up.
  1542.  
  1543. 355
  1544. 00:26:38,639 --> 00:26:40,471
  1545. I built an app for chronic illnesses.
  1546.  
  1547. 356
  1548. 00:26:40,557 --> 00:26:42,765
  1549. It'll alert you when to do
  1550. your treatments and...
  1551.  
  1552. 357
  1553. 00:26:42,851 --> 00:26:44,467
  1554. Built an app?
  1555.  
  1556. 358
  1557. 00:26:44,561 --> 00:26:46,143
  1558. Like you built it?
  1559.  
  1560. 359
  1561. 00:26:46,772 --> 00:26:47,888
  1562. Surprise.
  1563.  
  1564. 360
  1565. 00:26:48,524 --> 00:26:49,731
  1566. It's pretty simple.
  1567.  
  1568. 361
  1569. 00:26:49,817 --> 00:26:51,353
  1570. You should be able to figure it out.
  1571.  
  1572. 362
  1573. 00:27:22,599 --> 00:27:26,218
  1574. Okay, Stella. Don't tell me that the
  1575. one time you're interested in some guy,
  1576.  
  1577. 363
  1578. 00:27:26,311 --> 00:27:27,472
  1579. he's a CFer.
  1580.  
  1581. 364
  1582. 00:27:27,563 --> 00:27:29,930
  1583. I just helped him set up his med cart.
  1584.  
  1585. 365
  1586. 00:27:30,232 --> 00:27:32,189
  1587. That... That's it. That's all.
  1588.  
  1589. 366
  1590. 00:27:32,276 --> 00:27:33,767
  1591. I know you, Stella.
  1592.  
  1593. 367
  1594. 00:27:33,861 --> 00:27:36,069
  1595. Organizing a med cart is like foreplay.
  1596.  
  1597. 368
  1598. 00:27:39,825 --> 00:27:41,566
  1599. They're called manners!
  1600.  
  1601. 369
  1602. 00:27:54,756 --> 00:27:56,622
  1603. Are you doing your AffloVest?
  1604.  
  1605. 370
  1606. 00:27:58,093 --> 00:27:59,254
  1607. Yeah.
  1608.  
  1609. 371
  1610. 00:27:59,678 --> 00:28:00,964
  1611. Show me.
  1612.  
  1613. 372
  1614. 00:28:01,597 --> 00:28:03,680
  1615. I can't. I'm half-naked.
  1616.  
  1617. 373
  1618. 00:28:04,057 --> 00:28:06,640
  1619. You're supposed to be
  1620. doing your AffloVest right now,
  1621.  
  1622. 374
  1623. 00:28:06,727 --> 00:28:08,013
  1624. and did you take your Creon?
  1625.  
  1626. 375
  1627. 00:28:08,645 --> 00:28:11,388
  1628. Are those the suppositories?
  1629.  
  1630. 376
  1631. 00:28:13,483 --> 00:28:14,483
  1632. Okay.
  1633.  
  1634. 377
  1635. 00:28:14,568 --> 00:28:18,107
  1636. Okay, I can't trust you,
  1637. so this is how it's gonna work.
  1638.  
  1639. 378
  1640. 00:28:18,197 --> 00:28:19,688
  1641. We'll do our treatments together
  1642.  
  1643. 379
  1644. 00:28:19,781 --> 00:28:22,569
  1645. so that way I know
  1646. you're actually doing them. Okay?
  1647.  
  1648. 380
  1649. 00:28:22,659 --> 00:28:26,198
  1650. Always looking for ways to spend
  1651. more time with me, aren't you, Stella?
  1652.  
  1653. 381
  1654. 00:28:26,288 --> 00:28:27,288
  1655. Bye.
  1656.  
  1657. 382
  1658. 00:28:28,332 --> 00:28:30,949
  1659. I've been doing this
  1660. since I was a little kid.
  1661.  
  1662. 383
  1663. 00:28:33,212 --> 00:28:36,372
  1664. So you just pour them all in the pudding
  1665. and stir it around. Are you doing that?
  1666.  
  1667. 384
  1668. 00:29:28,100 --> 00:29:29,100
  1669. Good night.
  1670.  
  1671. 385
  1672. 00:29:34,231 --> 00:29:36,473
  1673. The divorce diet
  1674. doesn't look good on you, Mom.
  1675.  
  1676. 386
  1677. 00:29:37,025 --> 00:29:38,141
  1678. What are you talking about?
  1679.  
  1680. 387
  1681. 00:29:38,235 --> 00:29:41,399
  1682. You're too thin. Dad needs a bath.
  1683. You guys are stealing my look.
  1684.  
  1685. 388
  1686. 00:29:42,072 --> 00:29:43,779
  1687. I'm stealing your look?
  1688.  
  1689. 389
  1690. 00:29:44,241 --> 00:29:46,733
  1691. - Mm-hmm.
  1692. - Okay, maybe I need this more than you do.
  1693.  
  1694. 390
  1695. 00:29:46,827 --> 00:29:48,910
  1696. No!
  1697.  
  1698. 391
  1699. 00:29:48,996 --> 00:29:50,453
  1700. - Oh, my God!
  1701. - Gross.
  1702.  
  1703. 392
  1704. 00:29:51,123 --> 00:29:52,534
  1705. How did that happen?
  1706.  
  1707. 393
  1708. 00:29:52,624 --> 00:29:54,035
  1709. How did it happen?
  1710.  
  1711. 394
  1712. 00:29:54,126 --> 00:29:56,584
  1713. Oh, man! We need napkins.
  1714.  
  1715. 395
  1716. 00:29:57,379 --> 00:29:58,961
  1717. Aw, here, honey.
  1718.  
  1719. 396
  1720. 00:30:18,317 --> 00:30:19,774
  1721. I love you so much.
  1722.  
  1723. 397
  1724. 00:30:21,862 --> 00:30:23,945
  1725. I know. I love you, too.
  1726.  
  1727. 398
  1728. 00:30:25,866 --> 00:30:28,108
  1729. I don't know what I'd do without you.
  1730.  
  1731. 399
  1732. 00:30:37,252 --> 00:30:38,413
  1733. How does it feel?
  1734.  
  1735. 400
  1736. 00:30:38,503 --> 00:30:40,665
  1737. Not great.
  1738.  
  1739. 401
  1740. 00:30:41,923 --> 00:30:44,506
  1741. Let's try some Bactroban,
  1742. see how it looks in a day or two.
  1743.  
  1744. 402
  1745. 00:30:44,593 --> 00:30:46,050
  1746. Maybe we can clear it up, huh?
  1747.  
  1748. 403
  1749. 00:30:48,722 --> 00:30:50,088
  1750. Oh. I'll be at the gym.
  1751.  
  1752. 404
  1753. 00:30:51,058 --> 00:30:52,058
  1754. Thanks, Doc!
  1755.  
  1756. 405
  1757. 00:30:57,731 --> 00:31:00,314
  1758. - Hey, you know, this sucks.
  1759. - Mm-hmm.
  1760.  
  1761. 406
  1762. 00:31:00,400 --> 00:31:03,893
  1763. When does this deal of ours
  1764. become mutually beneficial?
  1765.  
  1766. 407
  1767. 00:31:05,155 --> 00:31:08,819
  1768. I've done everything you've asked
  1769. with no return on my investment.
  1770.  
  1771. 408
  1772. 00:31:10,410 --> 00:31:12,447
  1773. You really wanna draw me
  1774. after we work out?
  1775.  
  1776. 409
  1777. 00:31:12,537 --> 00:31:13,618
  1778. Yeah.
  1779.  
  1780. 410
  1781. 00:31:14,623 --> 00:31:15,659
  1782. No.
  1783.  
  1784. 411
  1785. 00:31:15,749 --> 00:31:18,708
  1786. I'm gross and sweaty and smell.
  1787.  
  1788. 412
  1789. 00:31:18,794 --> 00:31:20,751
  1790. "My hair is dirty.
  1791.  
  1792. 413
  1793. 00:31:20,837 --> 00:31:22,328
  1794. I'm too tired.
  1795.  
  1796. 414
  1797. 00:31:22,798 --> 00:31:24,755
  1798. My med cart is messy."
  1799.  
  1800. 415
  1801. 00:31:24,841 --> 00:31:25,957
  1802. Fine.
  1803.  
  1804. 416
  1805. 00:31:26,676 --> 00:31:28,759
  1806. I'll sweat harder then. Just for you.
  1807.  
  1808. 417
  1809. 00:31:30,263 --> 00:31:31,925
  1810. I'm going to draw that sweat.
  1811.  
  1812. 418
  1813. 00:31:42,109 --> 00:31:43,395
  1814. What's that?
  1815.  
  1816. 419
  1817. 00:31:44,027 --> 00:31:45,768
  1818. My to-do list.
  1819.  
  1820. 420
  1821. 00:31:45,862 --> 00:31:47,444
  1822. To-do list?
  1823.  
  1824. 421
  1825. 00:31:47,906 --> 00:31:50,819
  1826. That's pretty old-fashioned
  1827. for someone that builds apps.
  1828.  
  1829. 422
  1830. 00:31:51,410 --> 00:31:54,949
  1831. Yeah, well, the app doesn't give me
  1832. the satisfaction of doing...
  1833.  
  1834. 423
  1835. 00:31:55,872 --> 00:31:57,238
  1836. that.
  1837.  
  1838. 424
  1839. 00:32:01,294 --> 00:32:03,627
  1840. What else is on that to-do list of yours?
  1841.  
  1842. 425
  1843. 00:32:04,005 --> 00:32:05,837
  1844. My master list or my daily list?
  1845.  
  1846. 426
  1847. 00:32:05,924 --> 00:32:07,711
  1848. Yeah, of course you have two lists.
  1849.  
  1850. 427
  1851. 00:32:08,635 --> 00:32:10,627
  1852. The master list.
  1853. That's the big stuff, right?
  1854.  
  1855. 428
  1856. 00:32:11,930 --> 00:32:12,930
  1857. Okay.
  1858.  
  1859. 429
  1860. 00:32:13,014 --> 00:32:15,722
  1861. "Volunteer in an important
  1862. political campaign."
  1863.  
  1864. 430
  1865. 00:32:15,809 --> 00:32:16,845
  1866. Done.
  1867.  
  1868. 431
  1869. 00:32:16,935 --> 00:32:19,598
  1870. "Study all the works of
  1871. William Shakespeare." Done.
  1872.  
  1873. 432
  1874. 00:32:20,021 --> 00:32:22,229
  1875. "Share everything I know
  1876. about CF with other people."
  1877.  
  1878. 433
  1879. 00:32:22,315 --> 00:32:23,556
  1880. That's my YouTube page.
  1881.  
  1882. 434
  1883. 00:32:23,650 --> 00:32:26,563
  1884. So, your plan is to die really smart
  1885.  
  1886. 435
  1887. 00:32:27,112 --> 00:32:29,980
  1888. so that you can join the debate team
  1889. of the dead or something?
  1890.  
  1891. 436
  1892. 00:32:30,740 --> 00:32:32,527
  1893. What about traveling the world?
  1894.  
  1895. 437
  1896. 00:32:38,957 --> 00:32:40,573
  1897. "Learn to play piano."
  1898.  
  1899. 438
  1900. 00:32:40,959 --> 00:32:42,245
  1901. Done.
  1902.  
  1903. 439
  1904. 00:32:42,335 --> 00:32:44,201
  1905. "Speak fluent French."
  1906.  
  1907. 440
  1908. 00:32:47,424 --> 00:32:49,086
  1909. Can you look at me for a sec?
  1910.  
  1911. 441
  1912. 00:32:50,343 --> 00:32:51,459
  1913. You wanna hear my list?
  1914.  
  1915. 442
  1916. 00:32:51,553 --> 00:32:52,669
  1917. No.
  1918.  
  1919. 443
  1920. 00:32:53,597 --> 00:32:55,680
  1921. Painting class with Bob Ross.
  1922.  
  1923. 444
  1924. 00:32:57,893 --> 00:33:00,431
  1925. He's dead.
  1926.  
  1927. 445
  1928. 00:33:00,520 --> 00:33:02,807
  1929. Yeah, never mind. Uh...
  1930.  
  1931. 446
  1932. 00:33:03,815 --> 00:33:05,306
  1933. Sex in the Vatican.
  1934.  
  1935. 447
  1936. 00:33:05,817 --> 00:33:08,651
  1937. I'd rather help you meet Bob Ross.
  1938.  
  1939. 448
  1940. 00:33:10,655 --> 00:33:11,862
  1941. I don't know.
  1942.  
  1943. 449
  1944. 00:33:13,283 --> 00:33:15,149
  1945. I'd like to travel the world.
  1946.  
  1947. 450
  1948. 00:33:16,036 --> 00:33:17,993
  1949. Actually get to see some of it and not...
  1950.  
  1951. 451
  1952. 00:33:18,997 --> 00:33:20,989
  1953. from the inside of these hospitals.
  1954.  
  1955. 452
  1956. 00:33:28,131 --> 00:33:29,338
  1957. Thank you.
  1958.  
  1959. 453
  1960. 00:33:30,759 --> 00:33:31,759
  1961. For what?
  1962.  
  1963. 454
  1964. 00:33:33,178 --> 00:33:34,794
  1965. For saying something real.
  1966.  
  1967. 455
  1968. 00:33:39,518 --> 00:33:41,009
  1969. Was it the Vatican thing?
  1970.  
  1971. 456
  1972. 00:33:42,312 --> 00:33:43,473
  1973. Can you hurry up?
  1974.  
  1975. 457
  1976. 00:34:02,290 --> 00:34:05,078
  1977. Okay. I just thought you might want
  1978. to know how this feels. You ready?
  1979.  
  1980. 458
  1981. 00:34:05,168 --> 00:34:06,909
  1982. And I brought a jumping buddy.
  1983.  
  1984. 459
  1985. 00:34:07,462 --> 00:34:09,169
  1986. Don't worry. I'll hold him tight.
  1987.  
  1988. 460
  1989. 00:34:10,090 --> 00:34:12,127
  1990. All right, Abby,
  1991. ready to jump out of a plane?
  1992.  
  1993. 461
  1994. 00:34:12,217 --> 00:34:15,210
  1995. Ready! Happy birthday, Stella.
  1996.  
  1997. 462
  1998. 00:34:29,651 --> 00:34:31,688
  1999. I love you, Stella. I'll see you soon.
  2000.  
  2001. 463
  2002. 00:34:32,487 --> 00:34:33,728
  2003. I love you, too.
  2004.  
  2005. 464
  2006. 00:34:45,417 --> 00:34:47,409
  2007. I like seeing you like this.
  2008.  
  2009. 465
  2010. 00:34:47,502 --> 00:34:48,868
  2011. Like what?
  2012.  
  2013. 466
  2014. 00:34:48,962 --> 00:34:50,294
  2015. Hopeful.
  2016.  
  2017. 467
  2018. 00:34:52,591 --> 00:34:53,707
  2019. All right.
  2020.  
  2021. 468
  2022. 00:34:55,760 --> 00:34:56,921
  2023. Hey, Julie.
  2024.  
  2025. 469
  2026. 00:35:00,724 --> 00:35:02,260
  2027. What if this doesn't work?
  2028.  
  2029. 470
  2030. 00:35:03,977 --> 00:35:05,468
  2031. What if it does?
  2032.  
  2033. 471
  2034. 00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:47,017
  2035. Ha-ha!
  2036.  
  2037. 472
  2038. 00:35:53,818 --> 00:35:55,184
  2039. Why cartoons?
  2040.  
  2041. 473
  2042. 00:35:55,862 --> 00:35:57,353
  2043. They're subversive.
  2044.  
  2045. 474
  2046. 00:35:58,365 --> 00:36:01,483
  2047. They can be light and funny
  2048. but pack a powerful punch.
  2049.  
  2050. 475
  2051. 00:36:01,576 --> 00:36:05,069
  2052. I think a well-drawn cartoon
  2053. can say a lot more than words ever could.
  2054.  
  2055. 476
  2056. 00:36:05,163 --> 00:36:06,324
  2057. Yeah?
  2058.  
  2059. 477
  2060. 00:36:06,414 --> 00:36:08,531
  2061. What does this say exactly?
  2062.  
  2063. 478
  2064. 00:36:09,292 --> 00:36:12,535
  2065. A lot more than words ever could.
  2066.  
  2067. 479
  2068. 00:36:13,046 --> 00:36:14,878
  2069. I think it's actually pretty good.
  2070.  
  2071. 480
  2072. 00:36:15,256 --> 00:36:17,293
  2073. I think that's really good. Behind you.
  2074.  
  2075. 481
  2076. 00:36:17,384 --> 00:36:18,670
  2077. What is that?
  2078.  
  2079. 482
  2080. 00:36:19,219 --> 00:36:21,211
  2081. Oh, those are lungs. That's brilliant.
  2082.  
  2083. 483
  2084. 00:36:21,304 --> 00:36:22,465
  2085. Did you do that?
  2086.  
  2087. 484
  2088. 00:36:22,555 --> 00:36:25,389
  2089. Uh, no, my older sister, Abby.
  2090.  
  2091. 485
  2092. 00:36:25,475 --> 00:36:26,807
  2093. Wow. She's really good.
  2094.  
  2095. 486
  2096. 00:36:26,893 --> 00:36:29,306
  2097. I'd love to see more of her stuff.
  2098. Do you have any?
  2099.  
  2100. 487
  2101. 00:36:31,272 --> 00:36:35,016
  2102. We don't have to, uh,
  2103. share our stories, okay?
  2104.  
  2105. 488
  2106. 00:36:35,110 --> 00:36:37,067
  2107. We can just do our treatments together.
  2108.  
  2109. 489
  2110. 00:36:44,452 --> 00:36:47,786
  2111. Hey, guys!
  2112. I have to get a nasal poly...
  2113.  
  2114. 490
  2115. 00:36:47,872 --> 00:36:49,238
  2116. Polypectomy.
  2117.  
  2118. 491
  2119. 00:36:49,332 --> 00:36:51,449
  2120. We're removing polyps
  2121. from your nasal passages.
  2122.  
  2123. 492
  2124. 00:36:51,543 --> 00:36:52,909
  2125. And Stella's nervous.
  2126.  
  2127. 493
  2128. 00:36:53,002 --> 00:36:54,959
  2129. But I'm gonna be there
  2130. to sing her to sleep.
  2131.  
  2132. 494
  2133. 00:36:55,046 --> 00:36:56,662
  2134. Just like always.
  2135.  
  2136. 495
  2137. 00:36:56,756 --> 00:36:59,339
  2138. ♪ I love you a bushel and a peck ♪
  2139.  
  2140. 496
  2141. 00:36:59,426 --> 00:37:02,169
  2142. - ♪ A bushel and a peck ♪
  2143. - Don't sing the whole thing yet.
  2144.  
  2145. 497
  2146. 00:37:02,262 --> 00:37:04,115
  2147. - You're gonna jinx it. Shh!
  2148. - ♪ A hug around the neck ♪
  2149.  
  2150. 498
  2151. 00:37:04,139 --> 00:37:05,366
  2152. - ♪ And a barrel and a heap ♪
  2153. - You're gonna jinx it.
  2154.  
  2155. 499
  2156. 00:37:05,390 --> 00:37:08,929
  2157. ♪ And a barrel and a heap
  2158. And I'm talkin' in my sleep about you ♪
  2159.  
  2160. 500
  2161. 00:37:09,811 --> 00:37:11,097
  2162. But seriously.
  2163.  
  2164. 501
  2165. 00:37:11,521 --> 00:37:14,935
  2166. I'm gonna be there when you go to sleep
  2167. and I'll be right here when you wake up.
  2168.  
  2169. 502
  2170. 00:37:16,985 --> 00:37:18,192
  2171. Okay?
  2172.  
  2173. 503
  2174. 00:37:19,237 --> 00:37:20,444
  2175. Okay.
  2176.  
  2177. 504
  2178. 00:37:21,448 --> 00:37:22,984
  2179. I love you.
  2180.  
  2181. 505
  2182. 00:37:23,074 --> 00:37:24,315
  2183. I love you, too.
  2184.  
  2185. 506
  2186. 00:37:24,409 --> 00:37:26,321
  2187. My sister, Abby, ladies and gentlemen.
  2188.  
  2189. 507
  2190. 00:37:26,411 --> 00:37:28,403
  2191. - She's single, by the way.
  2192. - Okay, stop it!
  2193.  
  2194. 508
  2195. 00:37:28,496 --> 00:37:30,078
  2196. - Her digits are...
  2197. - Stop it!
  2198.  
  2199. 509
  2200. 00:37:30,707 --> 00:37:31,914
  2201. That was last year.
  2202.  
  2203. 510
  2204. 00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:34,492
  2205. Abby's not in any of
  2206. the videos after that.
  2207.  
  2208. 511
  2209. 00:37:34,586 --> 00:37:37,750
  2210. I found Abby's Instagram.
  2211. I mean, it's mostly art,
  2212.  
  2213. 512
  2214. 00:37:37,839 --> 00:37:39,831
  2215. her and Stella, but you're right.
  2216.  
  2217. 513
  2218. 00:37:40,550 --> 00:37:42,633
  2219. She hasn't posted in, like, a year.
  2220.  
  2221. 514
  2222. 00:37:54,856 --> 00:37:57,189
  2223. Barb didn't see you come in, did she?
  2224.  
  2225. 515
  2226. 00:37:57,275 --> 00:37:58,516
  2227. No.
  2228.  
  2229. 516
  2230. 00:38:10,622 --> 00:38:12,204
  2231. Abby's dead, isn't she?
  2232.  
  2233. 517
  2234. 00:38:16,211 --> 00:38:17,873
  2235. You're as delicate as a jackhammer.
  2236.  
  2237. 518
  2238. 00:38:18,671 --> 00:38:21,630
  2239. We don't have time for delicacy, Stella.
  2240. We're dying.
  2241.  
  2242. 519
  2243. 00:38:22,801 --> 00:38:25,965
  2244. Can you stop reminding me that I'm dying?
  2245.  
  2246. 520
  2247. 00:38:26,679 --> 00:38:28,921
  2248. I get it. I get that.
  2249.  
  2250. 521
  2251. 00:38:29,015 --> 00:38:30,426
  2252. - Okay? I just can't.
  2253. - Okay.
  2254.  
  2255. 522
  2256. 00:38:30,517 --> 00:38:32,634
  2257. I have been dying my whole life.
  2258.  
  2259. 523
  2260. 00:38:32,727 --> 00:38:35,720
  2261. Every birthday, we celebrated it
  2262. like it was my last one.
  2263.  
  2264. 524
  2265. 00:38:35,814 --> 00:38:37,271
  2266. - I know. Me, too.
  2267. - You don't know.
  2268.  
  2269. 525
  2270. 00:38:37,357 --> 00:38:40,270
  2271. Because then, yeah,
  2272. as you pointed out, Abby died.
  2273.  
  2274. 526
  2275. 00:38:42,737 --> 00:38:44,399
  2276. And then my parents' marriage died.
  2277.  
  2278. 527
  2279. 00:38:44,489 --> 00:38:46,606
  2280. And it was supposed to be me.
  2281.  
  2282. 528
  2283. 00:38:46,699 --> 00:38:49,942
  2284. Everyone was ready for that.
  2285. Everyone was prepared for that.
  2286.  
  2287. 529
  2288. 00:38:50,036 --> 00:38:51,993
  2289. I just... I can't die.
  2290.  
  2291. 530
  2292. 00:38:53,957 --> 00:38:56,290
  2293. I just... My parents... I can't.
  2294.  
  2295. 531
  2296. 00:38:57,293 --> 00:38:59,580
  2297. Is this why you're so obsessed
  2298. with your regimen?
  2299.  
  2300. 532
  2301. 00:39:00,588 --> 00:39:03,422
  2302. Y-You're not afraid of dying.
  2303. You have survivor's guilt.
  2304.  
  2305. 533
  2306. 00:39:03,508 --> 00:39:05,921
  2307. - Will?
  2308. - You're a sick girl with survivor's guilt.
  2309.  
  2310. 534
  2311. 00:39:06,010 --> 00:39:08,218
  2312. - This is out of your control.
  2313. - Look, look, Will.
  2314.  
  2315. 535
  2316. 00:39:08,304 --> 00:39:10,796
  2317. I just don't have any other choice, okay?
  2318.  
  2319. 536
  2320. 00:39:10,890 --> 00:39:13,450
  2321. - That's what I'm trying to tell you...
  2322. - I don't! Will, I don't.
  2323.  
  2324. 537
  2325. 00:39:15,186 --> 00:39:16,848
  2326. Okay, Stella. Hey, I'm sorry.
  2327.  
  2328. 538
  2329. 00:39:16,938 --> 00:39:19,271
  2330. We're supposed to be medita...
  2331. Stella, come on!
  2332.  
  2333. 539
  2334. 00:39:21,568 --> 00:39:23,150
  2335. You knew he had boundary issues.
  2336.  
  2337. 540
  2338. 00:39:23,236 --> 00:39:25,979
  2339. For what it's worth, I don't
  2340. think he meant to hurt you.
  2341.  
  2342. 541
  2343. 00:39:26,072 --> 00:39:27,483
  2344. Yeah, but it's still annoying.
  2345.  
  2346. 542
  2347. 00:39:27,574 --> 00:39:31,238
  2348. Like, he said "Abby" and "dead" in
  2349. the same sentence like it was no big deal.
  2350.  
  2351. 543
  2352. 00:39:37,709 --> 00:39:39,416
  2353. I should've been there.
  2354.  
  2355. 544
  2356. 00:39:39,502 --> 00:39:42,415
  2357. - I should've been there.
  2358. - Stop. Stella.
  2359.  
  2360. 545
  2361. 00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:45,376
  2362. Stella, look at me.
  2363.  
  2364. 546
  2365. 00:39:45,884 --> 00:39:47,546
  2366. You can't know.
  2367.  
  2368. 547
  2369. 00:39:47,635 --> 00:39:49,467
  2370. You just can't.
  2371.  
  2372. 548
  2373. 00:39:49,554 --> 00:39:51,420
  2374. Stop torturing yourself.
  2375.  
  2376. 549
  2377. 00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:54,677
  2378. Oh, this disease is a prison.
  2379.  
  2380. 550
  2381. 00:39:55,226 --> 00:39:57,058
  2382. I wanna hug you.
  2383.  
  2384. 551
  2385. 00:39:58,563 --> 00:40:00,805
  2386. Just pretend that I'm doing it right now.
  2387.  
  2388. 552
  2389. 00:40:03,526 --> 00:40:04,607
  2390. I love you.
  2391.  
  2392. 553
  2393. 00:40:06,070 --> 00:40:07,186
  2394. I love you, too.
  2395.  
  2396. 554
  2397. 00:40:09,782 --> 00:40:11,239
  2398. You wanna get ice cream?
  2399.  
  2400. 555
  2401. 00:40:11,326 --> 00:40:13,113
  2402. - Yes.
  2403. - Come on.
  2404.  
  2405. 556
  2406. 00:40:35,266 --> 00:40:38,100
  2407. If the infection
  2408. gets into the bloodstream...
  2409.  
  2410. 557
  2411. 00:40:41,356 --> 00:40:42,597
  2412. Hey.
  2413.  
  2414. 558
  2415. 00:40:44,108 --> 00:40:45,474
  2416. It's gonna be okay.
  2417.  
  2418. 559
  2419. 00:40:45,568 --> 00:40:46,900
  2420. You don't know that.
  2421.  
  2422. 560
  2423. 00:40:47,570 --> 00:40:50,313
  2424. You're right. I don't. It's risky.
  2425.  
  2426. 561
  2427. 00:40:51,032 --> 00:40:53,319
  2428. But sepsis is the bigger monster.
  2429.  
  2430. 562
  2431. 00:40:55,453 --> 00:40:56,660
  2432. Hey.
  2433.  
  2434. 563
  2435. 00:40:58,081 --> 00:40:59,743
  2436. You're a fighter, Stella Grant.
  2437.  
  2438. 564
  2439. 00:40:59,832 --> 00:41:01,573
  2440. You always have been.
  2441.  
  2442. 565
  2443. 00:41:05,213 --> 00:41:06,329
  2444. So...
  2445.  
  2446. 566
  2447. 00:41:07,674 --> 00:41:08,835
  2448. Yeah?
  2449.  
  2450. 567
  2451. 00:41:09,217 --> 00:41:10,298
  2452. Yeah.
  2453.  
  2454. 568
  2455. 00:41:11,678 --> 00:41:13,044
  2456. Tomorrow morning, then.
  2457.  
  2458. 569
  2459. 00:41:15,181 --> 00:41:16,717
  2460. I'll let your parents know.
  2461.  
  2462. 570
  2463. 00:42:09,777 --> 00:42:10,938
  2464. Hey.
  2465.  
  2466. 571
  2467. 00:42:12,572 --> 00:42:13,608
  2468. You're here.
  2469.  
  2470. 572
  2471. 00:42:14,532 --> 00:42:15,568
  2472. I'm here.
  2473.  
  2474. 573
  2475. 00:42:15,658 --> 00:42:17,991
  2476. I got your cartoon.
  2477. You're forgiven. Back up.
  2478.  
  2479. 574
  2480. 00:42:21,497 --> 00:42:23,177
  2481. You missed our treatment. What's going on?
  2482.  
  2483. 575
  2484. 00:42:23,249 --> 00:42:25,081
  2485. Infected G-tube.
  2486.  
  2487. 576
  2488. 00:42:26,002 --> 00:42:29,541
  2489. Dr. Hamid's worried about sepsis,
  2490. so she's replacing it in the morning.
  2491.  
  2492. 577
  2493. 00:42:30,339 --> 00:42:32,626
  2494. - I'm going under general.
  2495. - Shit.
  2496.  
  2497. 578
  2498. 00:42:32,717 --> 00:42:34,458
  2499. Are your lungs up for that?
  2500.  
  2501. 579
  2502. 00:42:36,179 --> 00:42:39,889
  2503. Do your nebulizer at 8:00,
  2504. and your AffloVest, okay?
  2505.  
  2506. 580
  2507. 00:43:46,624 --> 00:43:48,081
  2508. What are you doing here?
  2509.  
  2510. 581
  2511. 00:43:49,043 --> 00:43:50,705
  2512. I thought this was the bathroom.
  2513. Honestly.
  2514.  
  2515. 582
  2516. 00:43:52,296 --> 00:43:54,253
  2517. It's your first surgery without Abby.
  2518.  
  2519. 583
  2520. 00:43:55,716 --> 00:43:57,127
  2521. How do you know that?
  2522.  
  2523. 584
  2524. 00:43:57,218 --> 00:43:58,709
  2525. I've seen all your movies.
  2526.  
  2527. 585
  2528. 00:44:00,138 --> 00:44:01,504
  2529. Some might say
  2530.  
  2531. 586
  2532. 00:44:02,181 --> 00:44:03,547
  2533. I'm your biggest fan.
  2534.  
  2535. 587
  2536. 00:44:03,641 --> 00:44:06,679
  2537. So, I really hope
  2538. that I don't mess this up.
  2539.  
  2540. 588
  2541. 00:44:10,815 --> 00:44:14,058
  2542. ♪ I love you a bushel and a peck ♪
  2543.  
  2544. 589
  2545. 00:44:14,485 --> 00:44:15,896
  2546. - ♪ A bushel and a peck ♪
  2547. - Go away.
  2548.  
  2549. 590
  2550. 00:44:15,987 --> 00:44:18,104
  2551. - ♪ And a hug around the neck ♪
  2552. - Go away.
  2553.  
  2554. 591
  2555. 00:44:18,197 --> 00:44:21,690
  2556. ♪ A hug around the neck
  2557. And a barrel and a heap ♪
  2558.  
  2559. 592
  2560. 00:44:21,784 --> 00:44:23,241
  2561. ♪ A barrel and a heap ♪
  2562.  
  2563. 593
  2564. 00:44:23,327 --> 00:44:26,570
  2565. ♪ And I'm talkin' in my sleep about you ♪
  2566.  
  2567. 594
  2568. 00:44:28,583 --> 00:44:30,745
  2569. Our grandma used to sing that to us.
  2570.  
  2571. 595
  2572. 00:44:30,835 --> 00:44:33,873
  2573. I had to Google it. It's really old.
  2574.  
  2575. 596
  2576. 00:44:33,963 --> 00:44:34,963
  2577. I know.
  2578.  
  2579. 597
  2580. 00:44:35,047 --> 00:44:36,163
  2581. What the heck's...
  2582.  
  2583. 598
  2584. 00:44:36,257 --> 00:44:38,044
  2585. - a barrel and a heap?
  2586. - Barrel and a heap?
  2587.  
  2588. 599
  2589. 00:44:38,134 --> 00:44:39,796
  2590. Yeah.
  2591.  
  2592. 600
  2593. 00:44:47,977 --> 00:44:49,343
  2594. You're gonna be okay.
  2595.  
  2596. 601
  2597. 00:44:50,104 --> 00:44:51,436
  2598. Promise?
  2599.  
  2600. 602
  2601. 00:44:58,863 --> 00:45:00,070
  2602. Hey.
  2603.  
  2604. 603
  2605. 00:45:00,948 --> 00:45:03,235
  2606. You ready to get this show on the road?
  2607.  
  2608. 604
  2609. 00:45:03,743 --> 00:45:04,824
  2610. Yeah.
  2611.  
  2612. 605
  2613. 00:45:16,547 --> 00:45:18,413
  2614. Oh, hell, no!
  2615.  
  2616. 606
  2617. 00:45:18,507 --> 00:45:19,707
  2618. Will!
  2619.  
  2620. 607
  2621. 00:45:24,096 --> 00:45:25,428
  2622. She was scared.
  2623.  
  2624. 608
  2625. 00:45:25,973 --> 00:45:27,635
  2626. I just wanted to do something nice.
  2627.  
  2628. 609
  2629. 00:45:32,521 --> 00:45:34,012
  2630. Come on!
  2631.  
  2632. 610
  2633. 00:45:34,774 --> 00:45:38,358
  2634. She's in more danger under the anesthesia
  2635. than she is with me.
  2636.  
  2637. 611
  2638. 00:45:42,823 --> 00:45:44,064
  2639. Trevor Von.
  2640.  
  2641. 612
  2642. 00:45:45,368 --> 00:45:48,156
  2643. That's who you remind me of.
  2644.  
  2645. 613
  2646. 00:45:48,246 --> 00:45:50,829
  2647. Trevor Von and Amy Presley.
  2648.  
  2649. 614
  2650. 00:45:50,915 --> 00:45:52,781
  2651. Oh, they were...
  2652.  
  2653. 615
  2654. 00:45:52,875 --> 00:45:54,457
  2655. They were in love.
  2656.  
  2657. 616
  2658. 00:45:55,920 --> 00:45:58,628
  2659. And I let them break the rules
  2660. so they could be happy.
  2661.  
  2662. 617
  2663. 00:45:59,006 --> 00:46:00,463
  2664. And let me guess.
  2665.  
  2666. 618
  2667. 00:46:01,425 --> 00:46:02,425
  2668. They died?
  2669.  
  2670. 619
  2671. 00:46:02,510 --> 00:46:04,422
  2672. Yes, Will, they did.
  2673.  
  2674. 620
  2675. 00:46:06,764 --> 00:46:08,630
  2676. On my watch.
  2677.  
  2678. 621
  2679. 00:46:11,519 --> 00:46:14,353
  2680. And I'll be damned
  2681. if I let that happen again.
  2682.  
  2683. 622
  2684. 00:46:36,961 --> 00:46:38,702
  2685. It's gonna be okay.
  2686.  
  2687. 623
  2688. 00:46:57,356 --> 00:46:58,642
  2689. You know what to do.
  2690.  
  2691. 624
  2692. 00:46:58,733 --> 00:46:59,974
  2693. Mm-hmm.
  2694.  
  2695. 625
  2696. 00:47:01,944 --> 00:47:04,561
  2697. Ten, nine...
  2698.  
  2699. 626
  2700. 00:47:05,239 --> 00:47:06,480
  2701. ...eight,
  2702.  
  2703. 627
  2704. 00:47:07,283 --> 00:47:08,649
  2705. seven...
  2706.  
  2707. 628
  2708. 00:47:09,327 --> 00:47:10,327
  2709. six...
  2710.  
  2711. 629
  2712. 00:47:10,411 --> 00:47:12,073
  2713. Shh.
  2714.  
  2715. 630
  2716. 00:47:46,447 --> 00:47:47,688
  2717. Hmm.
  2718.  
  2719. 631
  2720. 00:48:05,341 --> 00:48:07,754
  2721. Oh...
  2722.  
  2723. 632
  2724. 00:48:41,210 --> 00:48:43,668
  2725. Hi, it's me.
  2726.  
  2727. 633
  2728. 00:48:44,296 --> 00:48:48,540
  2729. Call me
  2730. 'cause I miss you, okay?
  2731.  
  2732. 634
  2733. 00:48:49,343 --> 00:48:53,132
  2734. But don't call me, 'cause I just
  2735. got out of surgery and I'm really tired.
  2736.  
  2737. 635
  2738. 00:48:53,806 --> 00:48:57,015
  2739. But call me though when
  2740. you get this because...
  2741.  
  2742. 636
  2743. 00:48:58,269 --> 00:48:59,385
  2744. you're cute.
  2745.  
  2746. 637
  2747. 00:48:59,478 --> 00:49:02,346
  2748. And I wanna see you
  2749.  
  2750. 638
  2751. 00:49:03,357 --> 00:49:05,815
  2752. and your fluffy little hair
  2753.  
  2754. 639
  2755. 00:49:06,986 --> 00:49:10,525
  2756. and your little skinny legs.
  2757.  
  2758. 640
  2759. 00:49:10,614 --> 00:49:11,900
  2760. Okay?
  2761.  
  2762. 641
  2763. 00:49:12,575 --> 00:49:14,487
  2764. Don't call me, though, because...
  2765.  
  2766. 642
  2767. 00:49:15,369 --> 00:49:18,953
  2768. if I hear your sexy voice,
  2769. I won't be able to sleep, so...
  2770.  
  2771. 643
  2772. 00:49:20,541 --> 00:49:23,079
  2773. Call me when you get this, okay?
  2774.  
  2775. 644
  2776. 00:49:24,503 --> 00:49:25,835
  2777. Bye.
  2778.  
  2779. 645
  2780. 00:50:41,539 --> 00:50:43,030
  2781. Will's not coming.
  2782.  
  2783. 646
  2784. 00:50:45,209 --> 00:50:46,416
  2785. Will?
  2786.  
  2787. 647
  2788. 00:50:48,003 --> 00:50:50,086
  2789. I'm not leaving until you open the door.
  2790.  
  2791. 648
  2792. 00:50:54,134 --> 00:50:55,341
  2793. I can't.
  2794.  
  2795. 649
  2796. 00:50:58,430 --> 00:51:01,138
  2797. Just please open the door
  2798. and we can talk about this.
  2799.  
  2800. 650
  2801. 00:51:01,225 --> 00:51:03,433
  2802. Okay? I don't care what Barb said, just...
  2803.  
  2804. 651
  2805. 00:51:03,894 --> 00:51:05,101
  2806. open the door.
  2807.  
  2808. 652
  2809. 00:51:05,187 --> 00:51:06,849
  2810. Stella...
  2811.  
  2812. 653
  2813. 00:51:07,273 --> 00:51:08,389
  2814. I can't.
  2815.  
  2816. 654
  2817. 00:51:08,482 --> 00:51:09,939
  2818. Will, come on.
  2819.  
  2820. 655
  2821. 00:51:23,914 --> 00:51:25,371
  2822. Go away, Stella.
  2823.  
  2824. 656
  2825. 00:51:30,045 --> 00:51:31,661
  2826. Maybe it's better this way.
  2827.  
  2828. 657
  2829. 00:51:31,755 --> 00:51:33,917
  2830. No, I can figure this out.
  2831.  
  2832. 658
  2833. 00:51:34,008 --> 00:51:35,544
  2834. I need to figure this out.
  2835.  
  2836. 659
  2837. 00:51:35,634 --> 00:51:37,341
  2838. We're not normal kids.
  2839.  
  2840. 660
  2841. 00:51:38,596 --> 00:51:40,337
  2842. We don't get to take chances like this.
  2843.  
  2844. 661
  2845. 00:51:40,431 --> 00:51:42,844
  2846. Oh, come on. You're not gonna
  2847. give me that, too?
  2848.  
  2849. 662
  2850. 00:51:42,933 --> 00:51:44,799
  2851. Admit what's going on here.
  2852.  
  2853. 663
  2854. 00:51:44,893 --> 00:51:46,885
  2855. Will's a risk-taker, just like Abby.
  2856.  
  2857. 664
  2858. 00:51:48,606 --> 00:51:50,142
  2859. What's that supposed to mean?
  2860.  
  2861. 665
  2862. 00:51:52,026 --> 00:51:54,860
  2863. You think that I'm the one
  2864. that's afraid to take risks?
  2865.  
  2866. 666
  2867. 00:51:55,529 --> 00:51:58,647
  2868. What about you and your life
  2869. and your relationships?
  2870.  
  2871. 667
  2872. 00:51:58,741 --> 00:52:00,824
  2873. You and Tim, you and Rick,
  2874. you and Michael.
  2875.  
  2876. 668
  2877. 00:52:00,909 --> 00:52:02,775
  2878. - Don't go there.
  2879. - Oh, I could keep going.
  2880.  
  2881. 669
  2882. 00:52:02,870 --> 00:52:05,078
  2883. They knew you were sick
  2884. and they loved you.
  2885.  
  2886. 670
  2887. 00:52:05,164 --> 00:52:08,453
  2888. - You were the one who ran.
  2889. - You don't know what you're talking about.
  2890.  
  2891. 671
  2892. 00:52:08,542 --> 00:52:10,829
  2893. You ruined every chance
  2894. you've ever had at love,
  2895.  
  2896. 672
  2897. 00:52:10,919 --> 00:52:12,706
  2898. so just keep your advice to yourself.
  2899.  
  2900. 673
  2901. 00:53:36,964 --> 00:53:38,125
  2902. Bitch.
  2903.  
  2904. 674
  2905. 00:53:38,590 --> 00:53:39,831
  2906. Asshole.
  2907.  
  2908. 675
  2909. 00:53:41,844 --> 00:53:43,460
  2910. You know, you're right.
  2911.  
  2912. 676
  2913. 00:53:44,388 --> 00:53:45,720
  2914. I am afraid.
  2915.  
  2916. 677
  2917. 00:53:46,473 --> 00:53:48,465
  2918. You know what someone gets for loving me?
  2919.  
  2920. 678
  2921. 00:53:49,059 --> 00:53:53,099
  2922. They get to pay for all my care,
  2923. and then they get to watch me die.
  2924.  
  2925. 679
  2926. 00:53:54,773 --> 00:53:58,107
  2927. Deductibles, meds,
  2928. hospital stays, surgeries.
  2929.  
  2930. 680
  2931. 00:53:58,193 --> 00:54:01,152
  2932. When I turn 18,
  2933. there's no more full coverage.
  2934.  
  2935. 681
  2936. 00:54:01,530 --> 00:54:03,066
  2937. Who should I put that on?
  2938.  
  2939. 682
  2940. 00:54:03,157 --> 00:54:05,069
  2941. Michael or my family?
  2942.  
  2943. 683
  2944. 00:54:05,993 --> 00:54:07,700
  2945. It's my sickness, it's my problem.
  2946.  
  2947. 684
  2948. 00:54:10,330 --> 00:54:12,788
  2949. Maybe we can get Will to marry you.
  2950. He's loaded.
  2951.  
  2952. 685
  2953. 00:54:14,460 --> 00:54:16,372
  2954. He's not picky. He likes you.
  2955.  
  2956. 686
  2957. 00:54:21,967 --> 00:54:23,333
  2958. I am sorry...
  2959.  
  2960. 687
  2961. 00:54:24,762 --> 00:54:26,298
  2962. about you and Will.
  2963.  
  2964. 688
  2965. 00:54:41,028 --> 00:54:42,644
  2966. Stella?
  2967.  
  2968. 689
  2969. 00:54:44,531 --> 00:54:45,738
  2970. What?
  2971.  
  2972. 690
  2973. 00:54:47,993 --> 00:54:49,325
  2974. Stella?
  2975.  
  2976. 691
  2977. 00:55:20,776 --> 00:55:21,983
  2978. Hello.
  2979.  
  2980. 692
  2981. 00:55:22,069 --> 00:55:26,313
  2982. There is something a little bit different
  2983. I want to talk about today.
  2984.  
  2985. 693
  2986. 00:55:26,990 --> 00:55:29,073
  2987. Burkholderia cepacia.
  2988.  
  2989. 694
  2990. 00:55:29,868 --> 00:55:32,326
  2991. The risks, the restrictions,
  2992.  
  2993. 695
  2994. 00:55:32,412 --> 00:55:34,950
  2995. and the rules of engagement.
  2996.  
  2997. 696
  2998. 00:55:35,040 --> 00:55:39,626
  2999. B. cepacia is a hardy bacteria.
  3000.  
  3001. 697
  3002. 00:55:39,711 --> 00:55:45,082
  3003. Okay? It is so adaptive
  3004. that it literally feeds on penicillin.
  3005.  
  3006. 698
  3007. 00:55:45,759 --> 00:55:48,923
  3008. So, our first line of defense is...
  3009.  
  3010. 699
  3011. 00:55:49,555 --> 00:55:53,469
  3012. Cal Stat, a hospital-grade
  3013. hand sterilizer.
  3014.  
  3015. 700
  3016. 00:55:53,976 --> 00:55:56,969
  3017. Apply liberally and often.
  3018.  
  3019. 701
  3020. 00:55:57,062 --> 00:56:01,432
  3021. Next is good old-fashioned latex!
  3022.  
  3023. 702
  3024. 00:56:01,525 --> 00:56:03,983
  3025. Tried and true.
  3026.  
  3027. 703
  3028. 00:56:04,069 --> 00:56:07,278
  3029. Used for protection
  3030. in all types of activities.
  3031.  
  3032. 704
  3033. 00:56:08,323 --> 00:56:13,318
  3034. B. cepacia thrives best
  3035. in saliva or phlegm.
  3036.  
  3037. 705
  3038. 00:56:13,412 --> 00:56:16,075
  3039. Fun fact, a cough can travel six feet,
  3040.  
  3041. 706
  3042. 00:56:16,164 --> 00:56:19,202
  3043. a sneeze can travel
  3044. up to 200 miles per hour.
  3045.  
  3046. 707
  3047. 00:56:19,293 --> 00:56:24,664
  3048. But the "no saliva" thing
  3049. also means no kissing.
  3050.  
  3051. 708
  3052. 00:56:25,507 --> 00:56:26,543
  3053. Ever.
  3054.  
  3055. 709
  3056. 00:56:27,259 --> 00:56:30,002
  3057. So, our best defense is distance.
  3058.  
  3059. 710
  3060. 00:56:30,596 --> 00:56:33,134
  3061. Six feet at all times.
  3062.  
  3063. 711
  3064. 00:56:33,932 --> 00:56:35,548
  3065. Ta-da!
  3066.  
  3067. 712
  3068. 00:56:35,976 --> 00:56:37,262
  3069. Here's a pool cue.
  3070.  
  3071. 713
  3072. 00:56:37,352 --> 00:56:40,140
  3073. It measures approximately five feet.
  3074.  
  3075. 714
  3076. 00:56:41,481 --> 00:56:43,347
  3077. Five feet.
  3078.  
  3079. 715
  3080. 00:56:43,442 --> 00:56:46,276
  3081. I've given a lot of thought
  3082. to foot number six.
  3083.  
  3084. 716
  3085. 00:56:47,321 --> 00:56:49,358
  3086. And you know what? It made me mad.
  3087.  
  3088. 717
  3089. 00:56:50,490 --> 00:56:54,530
  3090. When you have cystic fibrosis,
  3091. so much is taken from you.
  3092.  
  3093. 718
  3094. 00:56:55,162 --> 00:56:56,869
  3095. You live every day of your life
  3096.  
  3097. 719
  3098. 00:56:56,955 --> 00:56:59,413
  3099. according to treatments,
  3100. and pills, and schedules.
  3101.  
  3102. 720
  3103. 00:56:59,499 --> 00:57:01,286
  3104. Most of us can't have children.
  3105.  
  3106. 721
  3107. 00:57:01,710 --> 00:57:04,794
  3108. A lot of us don't even live long enough
  3109. to try to have children.
  3110.  
  3111. 722
  3112. 00:57:04,880 --> 00:57:08,373
  3113. Shit, it's complicated to try to explain,
  3114.  
  3115. 723
  3116. 00:57:08,467 --> 00:57:12,051
  3117. but it's even hard to fall in love.
  3118.  
  3119. 724
  3120. 00:57:14,056 --> 00:57:17,220
  3121. So, after all that CF has stolen from me,
  3122.  
  3123. 725
  3124. 00:57:17,976 --> 00:57:19,183
  3125. from us,
  3126.  
  3127. 726
  3128. 00:57:19,269 --> 00:57:22,057
  3129. I don't mind stealing
  3130. a little something back.
  3131.  
  3132. 727
  3133. 00:57:23,148 --> 00:57:24,514
  3134. One foot.
  3135.  
  3136. 728
  3137. 00:57:25,609 --> 00:57:27,316
  3138. One fucking foot
  3139.  
  3140. 729
  3141. 00:57:27,986 --> 00:57:30,945
  3142. of space, of distance,
  3143. of length, or whatever you wanna call it.
  3144.  
  3145. 730
  3146. 00:57:31,031 --> 00:57:33,318
  3147. I don't mind stealing that back.
  3148.  
  3149. 731
  3150. 00:57:34,076 --> 00:57:35,658
  3151. Because CF...
  3152.  
  3153. 732
  3154. 00:57:38,121 --> 00:57:39,908
  3155. you're not the thief anymore.
  3156.  
  3157. 733
  3158. 00:57:40,582 --> 00:57:41,993
  3159. I'm the thief now.
  3160.  
  3161. 734
  3162. 00:57:55,514 --> 00:57:56,880
  3163. Five feet apart.
  3164.  
  3165. 735
  3166. 00:57:57,432 --> 00:57:58,513
  3167. Deal?
  3168.  
  3169. 736
  3170. 00:58:01,687 --> 00:58:02,973
  3171. Are you in?
  3172.  
  3173. 737
  3174. 00:58:14,157 --> 00:58:15,568
  3175. I'm so in.
  3176.  
  3177. 738
  3178. 00:58:20,872 --> 00:58:23,159
  3179. Atrium. 9:00.
  3180.  
  3181. 739
  3182. 00:58:34,302 --> 00:58:36,043
  3183. Why didn't I pack anything nice?
  3184.  
  3185. 740
  3186. 00:58:36,138 --> 00:58:39,722
  3187. Oh, 'cause you always pack
  3188. for a hot hospital romance.
  3189.  
  3190. 741
  3191. 00:59:08,712 --> 00:59:10,248
  3192. Is this see-through?
  3193.  
  3194. 742
  3195. 00:59:11,256 --> 00:59:13,043
  3196. Don't even think about it, ho.
  3197.  
  3198. 743
  3199. 00:59:45,832 --> 00:59:47,323
  3200. Hi.
  3201.  
  3202. 744
  3203. 00:59:48,251 --> 00:59:49,367
  3204. Hi.
  3205.  
  3206. 745
  3207. 01:00:13,068 --> 01:00:15,276
  3208. He cut and ran when I was born.
  3209.  
  3210. 746
  3211. 01:00:15,362 --> 01:00:17,854
  3212. I guess having a sick kid
  3213. wasn't part of his plan.
  3214.  
  3215. 747
  3216. 01:00:18,532 --> 01:00:19,943
  3217. What about your mom?
  3218.  
  3219. 748
  3220. 01:00:20,033 --> 01:00:22,867
  3221. She's beautiful and driven and smart.
  3222.  
  3223. 749
  3224. 01:00:22,953 --> 01:00:26,788
  3225. She's just focused on me and me alone.
  3226.  
  3227. 750
  3228. 01:00:28,291 --> 01:00:32,376
  3229. So, starting tomorrow, when I'm 18,
  3230. I will be making the decisions for myself.
  3231.  
  3232. 751
  3233. 01:00:32,754 --> 01:00:34,211
  3234. Wait, wait, wait, wait.
  3235.  
  3236. 752
  3237. 01:00:34,881 --> 01:00:36,167
  3238. Tomorrow's your birthday?
  3239.  
  3240. 753
  3241. 01:00:37,843 --> 01:00:41,007
  3242. You could have told me that.
  3243. I don't have a present for you.
  3244.  
  3245. 754
  3246. 01:00:42,764 --> 01:00:45,802
  3247. How about you just promise
  3248. to stick around for the next one?
  3249.  
  3250. 755
  3251. 01:00:49,229 --> 01:00:50,310
  3252. Come on.
  3253.  
  3254. 756
  3255. 01:00:51,815 --> 01:00:53,477
  3256. I'm getting out of here.
  3257.  
  3258. 757
  3259. 01:00:56,361 --> 01:00:58,193
  3260. There is this one theory I like
  3261.  
  3262. 758
  3263. 01:00:58,697 --> 01:01:01,656
  3264. that says, "To understand death,
  3265. you have to look at birth."
  3266.  
  3267. 759
  3268. 01:01:03,118 --> 01:01:04,734
  3269. So, like,
  3270.  
  3271. 760
  3272. 01:01:05,120 --> 01:01:09,080
  3273. while we're in the womb,
  3274. we're living that existence,
  3275.  
  3276. 761
  3277. 01:01:09,166 --> 01:01:13,627
  3278. not knowing that our next existence
  3279. is just an inch away.
  3280.  
  3281. 762
  3282. 01:01:14,296 --> 01:01:17,380
  3283. So, maybe it's the same with death.
  3284.  
  3285. 763
  3286. 01:01:17,465 --> 01:01:22,631
  3287. Maybe death is just the next life,
  3288. but an inch away.
  3289.  
  3290. 764
  3291. 01:01:24,055 --> 01:01:27,799
  3292. Or maybe it's just a big sleep, baby.
  3293.  
  3294. 765
  3295. 01:01:29,144 --> 01:01:30,385
  3296. Lights out.
  3297.  
  3298. 766
  3299. 01:01:31,104 --> 01:01:32,265
  3300. Done and done.
  3301.  
  3302. 767
  3303. 01:01:32,981 --> 01:01:34,142
  3304. No.
  3305.  
  3306. 768
  3307. 01:01:36,943 --> 01:01:38,525
  3308. No, there's no way that...
  3309.  
  3310. 769
  3311. 01:01:40,030 --> 01:01:43,364
  3312. Abby just blinked out.
  3313.  
  3314. 770
  3315. 01:01:43,450 --> 01:01:45,032
  3316. I refuse to believe it.
  3317.  
  3318. 771
  3319. 01:01:46,828 --> 01:01:49,241
  3320. What happened with Abby?
  3321.  
  3322. 772
  3323. 01:01:53,835 --> 01:01:56,748
  3324. She was cliff diving in California.
  3325.  
  3326. 773
  3327. 01:01:57,923 --> 01:02:00,506
  3328. She landed wrong,
  3329. broke her neck and drowned.
  3330.  
  3331. 774
  3332. 01:02:04,471 --> 01:02:06,679
  3333. They said she didn't feel any pain, but...
  3334.  
  3335. 775
  3336. 01:02:08,391 --> 01:02:10,508
  3337. how would they know if she felt pain?
  3338.  
  3339. 776
  3340. 01:02:11,853 --> 01:02:15,017
  3341. I was supposed to be there
  3342. with her, but I got sick.
  3343.  
  3344. 777
  3345. 01:02:15,482 --> 01:02:17,269
  3346. Like I always do.
  3347.  
  3348. 778
  3349. 01:02:19,569 --> 01:02:22,562
  3350. I just keep imagining it
  3351. over and over again,
  3352.  
  3353. 779
  3354. 01:02:23,782 --> 01:02:25,114
  3355. what she was feeling.
  3356.  
  3357. 780
  3358. 01:02:31,081 --> 01:02:33,619
  3359. Without knowing that,
  3360. she just never stops dying.
  3361.  
  3362. 781
  3363. 01:02:33,708 --> 01:02:35,040
  3364. Stella.
  3365.  
  3366. 782
  3367. 01:02:35,627 --> 01:02:38,586
  3368. Even if you were there,
  3369. you still wouldn't know.
  3370.  
  3371. 783
  3372. 01:02:38,672 --> 01:02:40,208
  3373. But I wasn't there.
  3374.  
  3375. 784
  3376. 01:02:43,677 --> 01:02:45,293
  3377. She died alone.
  3378.  
  3379. 785
  3380. 01:02:48,014 --> 01:02:49,676
  3381. Isn't that how we're gonna die?
  3382.  
  3383. 786
  3384. 01:02:51,434 --> 01:02:54,142
  3385. Drowning, just without the water.
  3386.  
  3387. 787
  3388. 01:02:55,063 --> 01:02:57,271
  3389. Our own fluids doing the dirty work.
  3390.  
  3391. 788
  3392. 01:03:01,611 --> 01:03:03,477
  3393. I think about that last breath a lot.
  3394.  
  3395. 789
  3396. 01:03:04,864 --> 01:03:06,480
  3397. Gasping for air,
  3398.  
  3399. 790
  3400. 01:03:07,867 --> 01:03:09,449
  3401. not getting any.
  3402.  
  3403. 791
  3404. 01:03:11,162 --> 01:03:12,448
  3405. No air, just...
  3406.  
  3407. 792
  3408. 01:03:14,374 --> 01:03:15,615
  3409. black.
  3410.  
  3411. 793
  3412. 01:03:17,877 --> 01:03:19,459
  3413. But that's only on Mondays.
  3414.  
  3415. 794
  3416. 01:03:19,546 --> 01:03:21,208
  3417. Otherwise, I don't dwell on it.
  3418.  
  3419. 795
  3420. 01:03:25,427 --> 01:03:27,384
  3421. There's that smile.
  3422.  
  3423. 796
  3424. 01:03:33,518 --> 01:03:34,975
  3425. God, you're beautiful.
  3426.  
  3427. 797
  3428. 01:03:36,938 --> 01:03:38,349
  3429. And brave.
  3430.  
  3431. 798
  3432. 01:03:43,361 --> 01:03:44,977
  3433. I wish I could touch you.
  3434.  
  3435. 799
  3436. 01:04:33,828 --> 01:04:35,160
  3437. I lied...
  3438.  
  3439. 800
  3440. 01:04:35,914 --> 01:04:37,371
  3441. when we met.
  3442.  
  3443. 801
  3444. 01:04:40,418 --> 01:04:41,534
  3445. I've never had sex.
  3446.  
  3447. 802
  3448. 01:04:46,216 --> 01:04:48,424
  3449. I've never wanted anyone to see me.
  3450.  
  3451. 803
  3452. 01:04:48,510 --> 01:04:50,001
  3453. The scars, the...
  3454.  
  3455. 804
  3456. 01:04:53,848 --> 01:04:55,805
  3457. the tube, nothing about it's sexy.
  3458.  
  3459. 805
  3460. 01:04:57,268 --> 01:04:59,100
  3461. Everything about you is sexy.
  3462.  
  3463. 806
  3464. 01:05:01,940 --> 01:05:03,397
  3465. I think you're perfect.
  3466.  
  3467. 807
  3468. 01:07:10,527 --> 01:07:12,393
  3469. - Good morning.
  3470. - Good morning.
  3471.  
  3472. 808
  3473. 01:07:19,160 --> 01:07:20,901
  3474. See those lights out there?
  3475.  
  3476. 809
  3477. 01:07:21,329 --> 01:07:23,491
  3478. Abby and I would call them stars
  3479.  
  3480. 810
  3481. 01:07:23,581 --> 01:07:25,664
  3482. and we would make wishes.
  3483.  
  3484. 811
  3485. 01:07:27,835 --> 01:07:29,872
  3486. She'd never tell me what
  3487. her wish was, but...
  3488.  
  3489. 812
  3490. 01:07:32,090 --> 01:07:34,298
  3491. I knew she wished for new lungs for me.
  3492.  
  3493. 813
  3494. 01:07:35,843 --> 01:07:37,584
  3495. I hope she gets her wish.
  3496.  
  3497. 814
  3498. 01:07:38,012 --> 01:07:39,969
  3499. Yeah, me too.
  3500.  
  3501. 815
  3502. 01:07:43,017 --> 01:07:44,974
  3503. - Mornin', Barb.
  3504. - Good morning, Robert.
  3505.  
  3506. 816
  3507. 01:08:11,462 --> 01:08:12,998
  3508. Where are they?
  3509.  
  3510. 817
  3511. 01:08:14,507 --> 01:08:15,748
  3512. Who?
  3513.  
  3514. 818
  3515. 01:08:16,551 --> 01:08:18,133
  3516. What are you talking about?
  3517.  
  3518. 819
  3519. 01:08:31,190 --> 01:08:34,274
  3520. - Oh, shit. Barb knows we're gone.
  3521. - Okay.
  3522.  
  3523. 820
  3524. 01:08:34,360 --> 01:08:37,398
  3525. Uh, she'll look for me first
  3526. in the NICU, so...
  3527.  
  3528. 821
  3529. 01:08:38,281 --> 01:08:40,238
  3530. Bye! Okay.
  3531.  
  3532. 822
  3533. 01:10:15,545 --> 01:10:17,377
  3534. I'm free!
  3535.  
  3536. 823
  3537. 01:10:18,464 --> 01:10:19,625
  3538. Oh...
  3539.  
  3540. 824
  3541. 01:10:20,049 --> 01:10:21,631
  3542. Oh, my gosh!
  3543.  
  3544. 825
  3545. 01:10:21,718 --> 01:10:23,050
  3546. Happy birthday!
  3547.  
  3548. 826
  3549. 01:10:23,136 --> 01:10:24,843
  3550. I'm so sorry. I forgot.
  3551.  
  3552. 827
  3553. 01:10:24,929 --> 01:10:26,045
  3554. No, it's fine.
  3555.  
  3556. 828
  3557. 01:10:26,139 --> 01:10:28,158
  3558. What are you doing? Are you busy?
  3559. Let's take a walk.
  3560.  
  3561. 829
  3562. 01:10:28,182 --> 01:10:29,889
  3563. I can't right now.
  3564.  
  3565. 830
  3566. 01:10:29,976 --> 01:10:31,217
  3567. I'm sorry.
  3568.  
  3569. 831
  3570. 01:10:31,978 --> 01:10:32,978
  3571. Studying.
  3572.  
  3573. 832
  3574. 01:10:33,062 --> 01:10:34,519
  3575. Maybe later?
  3576.  
  3577. 833
  3578. 01:10:35,022 --> 01:10:36,763
  3579. My friends are actually coming later.
  3580.  
  3581. 834
  3582. 01:10:36,858 --> 01:10:38,099
  3583. That's all right.
  3584.  
  3585. 835
  3586. 01:10:38,192 --> 01:10:39,649
  3587. We'll figure something out.
  3588.  
  3589. 836
  3590. 01:10:40,862 --> 01:10:42,444
  3591. I was just, uh,
  3592.  
  3593. 837
  3594. 01:10:43,239 --> 01:10:44,605
  3595. missing you.
  3596.  
  3597. 838
  3598. 01:10:47,702 --> 01:10:49,318
  3599. Talk to you later.
  3600.  
  3601. 839
  3602. 01:10:49,412 --> 01:10:51,244
  3603. All right. Bye.
  3604.  
  3605. 840
  3606. 01:10:57,336 --> 01:10:58,452
  3607. Jason.
  3608.  
  3609. 841
  3610. 01:11:00,173 --> 01:11:01,209
  3611. Yeah, no. Don't...
  3612.  
  3613. 842
  3614. 01:11:01,299 --> 01:11:03,040
  3615. No. Don't worry about it. It's fine.
  3616.  
  3617. 843
  3618. 01:11:03,760 --> 01:11:05,717
  3619. No, seriously, I'm not mad.
  3620.  
  3621. 844
  3622. 01:11:07,180 --> 01:11:09,137
  3623. It's fine. Just do your thing.
  3624.  
  3625. 845
  3626. 01:11:10,391 --> 01:11:11,848
  3627. I'll talk to you tomorrow.
  3628.  
  3629. 846
  3630. 01:13:50,635 --> 01:13:52,297
  3631. Thought you'd never find me.
  3632.  
  3633. 847
  3634. 01:13:55,097 --> 01:13:56,713
  3635. I know it's late,
  3636.  
  3637. 848
  3638. 01:13:56,807 --> 01:13:59,299
  3639. but we had to wait
  3640. till the cafeteria closed.
  3641.  
  3642. 849
  3643. 01:13:59,936 --> 01:14:00,936
  3644. "We"?
  3645.  
  3646. 850
  3647. 01:14:00,937 --> 01:14:02,428
  3648. Mm-hmm.
  3649.  
  3650. 851
  3651. 01:14:06,943 --> 01:14:08,855
  3652. Surprise!
  3653.  
  3654. 852
  3655. 01:14:08,945 --> 01:14:11,562
  3656. Happy birthday, Will!
  3657.  
  3658. 853
  3659. 01:14:12,281 --> 01:14:14,398
  3660. We felt so bad for ditching you, dude.
  3661.  
  3662. 854
  3663. 01:14:14,492 --> 01:14:17,735
  3664. But your girlfriend DM'd us
  3665. and convinced us to surprise you, man.
  3666.  
  3667. 855
  3668. 01:14:17,828 --> 01:14:19,535
  3669. - "Girlfriend"?
  3670. - Happy birthday.
  3671.  
  3672. 856
  3673. 01:14:19,622 --> 01:14:20,703
  3674. You're so good.
  3675.  
  3676. 857
  3677. 01:14:20,790 --> 01:14:22,497
  3678. Yeah, I'm good.
  3679.  
  3680. 858
  3681. 01:14:22,583 --> 01:14:25,041
  3682. - I can't believe he's real.
  3683. - I know!
  3684.  
  3685. 859
  3686. 01:14:25,127 --> 01:14:28,211
  3687. - And he's even hotter in person.
  3688. - Seriously.
  3689.  
  3690. 860
  3691. 01:14:28,297 --> 01:14:30,380
  3692. Hey, the food's almost ready!
  3693.  
  3694. 861
  3695. 01:14:31,008 --> 01:14:33,716
  3696. And happy birthday!
  3697.  
  3698. 862
  3699. 01:14:40,226 --> 01:14:42,969
  3700. Just wanted to observe the master at work.
  3701.  
  3702. 863
  3703. 01:14:43,437 --> 01:14:45,804
  3704. - Are those roses?
  3705. - Mm-hmm.
  3706.  
  3707. 864
  3708. 01:14:47,566 --> 01:14:50,183
  3709. They're so beautiful. How do you do that?
  3710.  
  3711. 865
  3712. 01:14:50,528 --> 01:14:51,860
  3713. I've been practicing.
  3714.  
  3715. 866
  3716. 01:14:55,866 --> 01:14:58,483
  3717. 'Cause next month, Michael
  3718. and I are gonna go see my mom.
  3719.  
  3720. 867
  3721. 01:14:59,495 --> 01:15:00,702
  3722. Really?
  3723.  
  3724. 868
  3725. 01:15:02,164 --> 01:15:04,406
  3726. He's coming to lunch tomorrow
  3727. and I'm gonna go for it.
  3728.  
  3729. 869
  3730. 01:15:04,500 --> 01:15:06,958
  3731. Oh, my God!
  3732.  
  3733. 870
  3734. 01:15:09,296 --> 01:15:10,332
  3735. He loves me.
  3736.  
  3737. 871
  3738. 01:15:11,465 --> 01:15:12,626
  3739. And I love him, too.
  3740.  
  3741. 872
  3742. 01:15:13,843 --> 01:15:17,177
  3743. - Aw, Poe, I'm... I'm so happy!
  3744. - No.
  3745.  
  3746. 873
  3747. 01:15:17,263 --> 01:15:20,176
  3748. Don't go all soppy on me.
  3749. You know I can't let a girl cry alone.
  3750.  
  3751. 874
  3752. 01:15:22,393 --> 01:15:24,134
  3753. They're hap... They're happy tears.
  3754.  
  3755. 875
  3756. 01:15:25,062 --> 01:15:26,678
  3757. I'm happy for you, Poe.
  3758.  
  3759. 876
  3760. 01:15:32,069 --> 01:15:33,185
  3761. Let's eat!
  3762.  
  3763. 877
  3764. 01:15:48,794 --> 01:15:50,911
  3765. Poe, where did you get all of this?
  3766.  
  3767. 878
  3768. 01:15:51,005 --> 01:15:54,089
  3769. Hospitals have VIP kitchens
  3770. where they keep all the good stuff.
  3771.  
  3772. 879
  3773. 01:15:54,300 --> 01:15:56,542
  3774. You know, for celebrities, politicians.
  3775.  
  3776. 880
  3777. 01:15:57,136 --> 01:15:59,423
  3778. But tonight, Birthday Boy, it's for you.
  3779.  
  3780. 881
  3781. 01:16:01,390 --> 01:16:02,506
  3782. Salud!
  3783.  
  3784. 882
  3785. 01:16:02,933 --> 01:16:04,390
  3786. Salud!
  3787.  
  3788. 883
  3789. 01:16:18,032 --> 01:16:19,489
  3790. We were, like, ten!
  3791.  
  3792. 884
  3793. 01:16:19,784 --> 01:16:22,572
  3794. Yes. And we literally
  3795. put sheets over our head
  3796.  
  3797. 885
  3798. 01:16:22,661 --> 01:16:24,243
  3799. and ran into the dementia ward!
  3800.  
  3801. 886
  3802. 01:16:28,292 --> 01:16:29,828
  3803. It was just like that!
  3804.  
  3805. 887
  3806. 01:16:30,086 --> 01:16:32,166
  3807. - Woo!
  3808. - It was pandemonium.
  3809.  
  3810. 888
  3811. 01:16:32,338 --> 01:16:35,422
  3812. - It was crazy.
  3813. - It was the best Halloween ever!
  3814.  
  3815. 889
  3816. 01:16:36,550 --> 01:16:38,041
  3817. We got in so much trouble.
  3818.  
  3819. 890
  3820. 01:16:38,135 --> 01:16:41,754
  3821. And it wasn't even our idea. Remember?
  3822. Abby... Abby came up with that.
  3823.  
  3824. 891
  3825. 01:16:51,941 --> 01:16:53,477
  3826. Abby was wild.
  3827.  
  3828. 892
  3829. 01:16:54,318 --> 01:16:56,480
  3830. - She was free.
  3831. - Hmm.
  3832.  
  3833. 893
  3834. 01:16:56,570 --> 01:16:59,654
  3835. She always said she was gonna
  3836. live big because Stella couldn't.
  3837.  
  3838. 894
  3839. 01:17:01,075 --> 01:17:02,075
  3840. She did.
  3841.  
  3842. 895
  3843. 01:17:02,159 --> 01:17:03,616
  3844. She lived big.
  3845.  
  3846. 896
  3847. 01:17:03,702 --> 01:17:05,489
  3848. Bigger than any of us.
  3849.  
  3850. 897
  3851. 01:17:06,622 --> 01:17:08,955
  3852. She would've loved
  3853. a clandestine party like this one!
  3854.  
  3855. 898
  3856. 01:17:09,208 --> 01:17:10,289
  3857. She would've.
  3858.  
  3859. 899
  3860. 01:17:13,045 --> 01:17:14,911
  3861. - To Abby.
  3862. - To Abby.
  3863.  
  3864. 900
  3865. 01:17:16,298 --> 01:17:17,334
  3866. To Abby.
  3867.  
  3868. 901
  3869. 01:17:22,304 --> 01:17:27,015
  3870. ♪ Happy Birthday to you ♪
  3871.  
  3872. 902
  3873. 01:17:27,101 --> 01:17:28,433
  3874. Whoo!
  3875.  
  3876. 903
  3877. 01:17:30,146 --> 01:17:31,353
  3878. Make a wish!
  3879.  
  3880. 904
  3881. 01:17:36,652 --> 01:17:39,360
  3882. I can't blow the candles out
  3883. or else you guys can't eat it.
  3884.  
  3885. 905
  3886. 01:17:45,327 --> 01:17:46,659
  3887. I made a wish for you.
  3888.  
  3889. 906
  3890. 01:17:46,745 --> 01:17:48,031
  3891. Thank you.
  3892.  
  3893. 907
  3894. 01:17:48,122 --> 01:17:49,954
  3895. One. Two.
  3896.  
  3897. 908
  3898. 01:17:50,040 --> 01:17:51,184
  3899. - All right.
  3900. - Three.
  3901.  
  3902. 909
  3903. 01:17:52,626 --> 01:17:53,992
  3904. Yay!
  3905.  
  3906. 910
  3907. 01:17:54,086 --> 01:17:56,419
  3908. - Happy Birthday, Will!
  3909. - Yes!
  3910.  
  3911. 911
  3912. 01:17:58,507 --> 01:17:59,507
  3913. Barb?
  3914.  
  3915. 912
  3916. 01:17:59,800 --> 01:18:00,836
  3917. Hey!
  3918.  
  3919. 913
  3920. 01:18:02,386 --> 01:18:04,218
  3921. We thought you were off tonight.
  3922.  
  3923. 914
  3924. 01:18:04,305 --> 01:18:05,921
  3925. You want us to fix you a plate?
  3926.  
  3927. 915
  3928. 01:18:07,349 --> 01:18:08,760
  3929. That's it. That's it.
  3930.  
  3931. 916
  3932. 01:18:08,851 --> 01:18:11,594
  3933. You're all confined to your rooms
  3934. while we get respiratory cultures.
  3935.  
  3936. 917
  3937. 01:18:11,687 --> 01:18:12,768
  3938. And you.
  3939.  
  3940. 918
  3941. 01:18:13,147 --> 01:18:14,729
  3942. You'll be transferred in the morning.
  3943.  
  3944. 919
  3945. 01:18:14,815 --> 01:18:16,727
  3946. Barb! Barb, it wasn't his fault.
  3947.  
  3948. 920
  3949. 01:18:16,817 --> 01:18:19,685
  3950. Well, you might be willing to gamble
  3951. with your lives, but I'm not!
  3952.  
  3953. 921
  3954. 01:18:19,778 --> 01:18:21,314
  3955. Just like when we were kids.
  3956.  
  3957. 922
  3958. 01:18:21,405 --> 01:18:23,397
  3959. But you're not kids anymore, Poe.
  3960.  
  3961. 923
  3962. 01:18:23,490 --> 01:18:25,231
  3963. But we were safe like you taught us to be.
  3964.  
  3965. 924
  3966. 01:18:25,326 --> 01:18:26,487
  3967. Oh...
  3968.  
  3969. 925
  3970. 01:18:26,869 --> 01:18:28,952
  3971. I'm sorry, but it was fun!
  3972.  
  3973. 926
  3974. 01:18:44,595 --> 01:18:46,632
  3975. All right,
  3976. I'll let you sleep, okay?
  3977.  
  3978. 927
  3979. 01:18:46,722 --> 01:18:47,883
  3980. Good night.
  3981.  
  3982. 928
  3983. 01:18:48,474 --> 01:18:49,635
  3984. Good night.
  3985.  
  3986. 929
  3987. 01:18:59,735 --> 01:19:01,146
  3988. A little pick-me-up?
  3989.  
  3990. 930
  3991. 01:19:01,237 --> 01:19:02,444
  3992. Thank you.
  3993.  
  3994. 931
  3995. 01:19:03,197 --> 01:19:05,189
  3996. It's just safer if he goes.
  3997.  
  3998. 932
  3999. 01:19:06,283 --> 01:19:07,569
  4000. You're probably right.
  4001.  
  4002. 933
  4003. 01:19:07,660 --> 01:19:09,322
  4004. She's gonna hate me.
  4005.  
  4006. 934
  4007. 01:19:09,578 --> 01:19:11,490
  4008. Mm-hmm.
  4009.  
  4010. 935
  4011. 01:19:13,832 --> 01:19:15,073
  4012. What's up, Poe?
  4013.  
  4014. 936
  4015. 01:19:16,835 --> 01:19:20,249
  4016. He probably sat on
  4017. the call button again. I got it.
  4018.  
  4019. 937
  4020. 01:19:23,968 --> 01:19:26,005
  4021. Knock, knock. Poe?
  4022.  
  4023. 938
  4024. 01:19:30,849 --> 01:19:32,511
  4025. Code Blue!
  4026.  
  4027. 939
  4028. 01:19:35,187 --> 01:19:37,144
  4029. Attention,
  4030. all medical personnel.
  4031.  
  4032. 940
  4033. 01:19:37,231 --> 01:19:38,688
  4034. - Poe! Poe!
  4035. - Code Blue. Room 310.
  4036.  
  4037. 941
  4038. 01:19:38,774 --> 01:19:40,231
  4039. - Poe!
  4040. - Stay with me.
  4041.  
  4042. 942
  4043. 01:19:40,317 --> 01:19:41,524
  4044. No pulse.
  4045.  
  4046. 943
  4047. 01:19:41,610 --> 01:19:42,851
  4048. Oh, God! Okay.
  4049.  
  4050. 944
  4051. 01:19:42,945 --> 01:19:45,358
  4052. - Stay with me, baby.
  4053. - He's not breathing.
  4054.  
  4055. 945
  4056. 01:19:45,739 --> 01:19:48,823
  4057. - Come on, you can do it. Come on.
  4058. - Bag him. Start chest compressions!
  4059.  
  4060. 946
  4061. 01:19:49,952 --> 01:19:51,513
  4062. - Come on!
  4063. - Come on, Poe.
  4064.  
  4065. 947
  4066. 01:19:51,537 --> 01:19:53,870
  4067. - Come on, baby! Come on, baby.
  4068. - Give him an Epi!
  4069.  
  4070. 948
  4071. 01:19:53,956 --> 01:19:56,573
  4072. It's a massive tension pneumothorax.
  4073. His lung's collapsing.
  4074.  
  4075. 949
  4076. 01:19:59,503 --> 01:20:01,620
  4077. - Put the pads on him!
  4078. - Come on, buddy.
  4079.  
  4080. 950
  4081. 01:20:01,714 --> 01:20:04,172
  4082. - What's happening?
  4083. - Come on, sweetie!
  4084.  
  4085. 951
  4086. 01:20:04,258 --> 01:20:06,258
  4087. - Come on, buddy!
  4088. - Barb, what's happening?
  4089.  
  4090. 952
  4091. 01:20:06,552 --> 01:20:08,714
  4092. Somebody get her out of here!
  4093. Close that door!
  4094.  
  4095. 953
  4096. 01:20:08,804 --> 01:20:11,171
  4097. - Barb, what's happening?
  4098. - Goddamn it! Breathe!
  4099.  
  4100. 954
  4101. 01:20:18,063 --> 01:20:19,349
  4102. Dr. Hamid?
  4103.  
  4104. 955
  4105. 01:20:19,440 --> 01:20:20,601
  4106. Not now, Stella.
  4107.  
  4108. 956
  4109. 01:20:20,691 --> 01:20:22,523
  4110. Dr. Hamid?
  4111.  
  4112. 957
  4113. 01:20:25,821 --> 01:20:27,062
  4114. I'm sorry.
  4115.  
  4116. 958
  4117. 01:20:28,657 --> 01:20:29,943
  4118. I'm so sorry.
  4119.  
  4120. 959
  4121. 01:20:30,034 --> 01:20:31,195
  4122. No!
  4123.  
  4124. 960
  4125. 01:20:33,120 --> 01:20:34,361
  4126. No!
  4127.  
  4128. 961
  4129. 01:20:35,122 --> 01:20:37,114
  4130. I'm so sorry.
  4131.  
  4132. 962
  4133. 01:20:50,012 --> 01:20:51,012
  4134. No!
  4135.  
  4136. 963
  4137. 01:20:56,518 --> 01:20:57,759
  4138. Oh, my God.
  4139.  
  4140. 964
  4141. 01:21:00,189 --> 01:21:02,272
  4142. Oh, my God. He's gone.
  4143.  
  4144. 965
  4145. 01:21:03,650 --> 01:21:07,314
  4146. Michael's never gonna see him again.
  4147. His parents are never gonna see him again.
  4148.  
  4149. 966
  4150. 01:21:09,406 --> 01:21:11,773
  4151. I'm never gonna see him again.
  4152.  
  4153. 967
  4154. 01:21:16,872 --> 01:21:18,488
  4155. I never hugged him.
  4156.  
  4157. 968
  4158. 01:21:20,042 --> 01:21:21,283
  4159. I never hugged him.
  4160.  
  4161. 969
  4162. 01:21:21,377 --> 01:21:24,620
  4163. He's my best friend
  4164. and I never fucking hugged him.
  4165.  
  4166. 970
  4167. 01:21:27,341 --> 01:21:28,798
  4168. Oh, God!
  4169.  
  4170. 971
  4171. 01:21:32,346 --> 01:21:33,837
  4172. I'm losing everyone.
  4173.  
  4174. 972
  4175. 01:21:34,348 --> 01:21:36,010
  4176. Hey, you're not losing me.
  4177.  
  4178. 973
  4179. 01:21:37,226 --> 01:21:38,342
  4180. What are you doing?
  4181.  
  4182. 974
  4183. 01:21:39,978 --> 01:21:42,186
  4184. - Get out! Get out!
  4185. - I'm sorry.
  4186.  
  4187. 975
  4188. 01:21:42,940 --> 01:21:44,306
  4189. Just get out!
  4190.  
  4191. 976
  4192. 01:24:47,541 --> 01:24:48,952
  4193. I wanna go see the lights.
  4194.  
  4195. 977
  4196. 01:24:49,960 --> 01:24:52,122
  4197. It's gotta be, like, two miles away.
  4198.  
  4199. 978
  4200. 01:24:54,047 --> 01:24:56,084
  4201. - Hey, come on, let's go inside.
  4202. - I'm going.
  4203.  
  4204. 979
  4205. 01:24:57,301 --> 01:24:58,587
  4206. Come with me.
  4207.  
  4208. 980
  4209. 01:24:59,428 --> 01:25:01,636
  4210. Stella, now's not the time
  4211. to be rebellious.
  4212.  
  4213. 981
  4214. 01:25:01,722 --> 01:25:03,008
  4215. Is this about Poe?
  4216.  
  4217. 982
  4218. 01:25:03,098 --> 01:25:04,134
  4219. It is about Poe.
  4220.  
  4221. 983
  4222. 01:25:04,600 --> 01:25:06,683
  4223. It's about Abby, it's about you and me
  4224.  
  4225. 984
  4226. 01:25:06,768 --> 01:25:09,181
  4227. and all the things
  4228. that we'll never get to do together.
  4229.  
  4230. 985
  4231. 01:25:09,896 --> 01:25:13,105
  4232. This whole time, I've been
  4233. living for my treatments
  4234.  
  4235. 986
  4236. 01:25:13,191 --> 01:25:15,649
  4237. instead of doing my treatments
  4238. so that I can live.
  4239.  
  4240. 987
  4241. 01:25:17,988 --> 01:25:19,229
  4242. I wanna live.
  4243.  
  4244. 988
  4245. 01:25:23,493 --> 01:25:25,155
  4246. It's just life, Will.
  4247.  
  4248. 989
  4249. 01:25:25,245 --> 01:25:26,861
  4250. It'll be over before we know it.
  4251.  
  4252. 990
  4253. 01:25:32,794 --> 01:25:33,875
  4254. All right.
  4255.  
  4256. 991
  4257. 01:25:36,131 --> 01:25:37,793
  4258. Can we catch a cab at least?
  4259.  
  4260. 992
  4261. 01:25:39,635 --> 01:25:41,467
  4262. I wanna walk and enjoy the night.
  4263.  
  4264. 993
  4265. 01:25:45,474 --> 01:25:47,010
  4266. Glove. We're good.
  4267.  
  4268. 994
  4269. 01:26:03,408 --> 01:26:05,445
  4270. How are you always
  4271. getting me to exercise?
  4272.  
  4273. 995
  4274. 01:26:21,968 --> 01:26:23,925
  4275. It sure looks better from up here.
  4276.  
  4277. 996
  4278. 01:26:51,957 --> 01:26:52,957
  4279. What's that?
  4280.  
  4281. 997
  4282. 01:26:57,129 --> 01:26:58,995
  4283. Yeah, you're gonna
  4284. have to explain that one.
  4285.  
  4286. 998
  4287. 01:27:02,634 --> 01:27:05,468
  4288. Abby got it for me
  4289. the first time I came to the hospital.
  4290.  
  4291. 999
  4292. 01:27:05,846 --> 01:27:07,758
  4293. I've had it with me every time since.
  4294.  
  4295. 1000
  4296. 01:27:10,434 --> 01:27:11,550
  4297. That's a relief, honestly,
  4298.  
  4299. 1001
  4300. 01:27:11,643 --> 01:27:15,057
  4301. 'cause I didn't have the heart to tell you
  4302. that a third boob might be a deal breaker.
  4303.  
  4304. 1002
  4305. 01:27:46,762 --> 01:27:48,048
  4306. Hey, Stella.
  4307.  
  4308. 1003
  4309. 01:27:49,347 --> 01:27:50,347
  4310. Hmm?
  4311.  
  4312. 1004
  4313. 01:27:50,974 --> 01:27:52,761
  4314. It's cold.
  4315.  
  4316. 1005
  4317. 01:28:02,694 --> 01:28:03,730
  4318. Come on.
  4319.  
  4320. 1006
  4321. 01:28:04,279 --> 01:28:05,565
  4322. Let's go see your lights.
  4323.  
  4324. 1007
  4325. 01:28:18,126 --> 01:28:19,458
  4326. Let's take a breather.
  4327.  
  4328. 1008
  4329. 01:28:30,472 --> 01:28:32,259
  4330. - Stella? Hey, don't do that.
  4331. - Ooh!
  4332.  
  4333. 1009
  4334. 01:28:32,724 --> 01:28:33,840
  4335. Stella...
  4336.  
  4337. 1010
  4338. 01:28:33,934 --> 01:28:35,300
  4339. It's frozen solid.
  4340.  
  4341. 1011
  4342. 01:28:46,404 --> 01:28:47,404
  4343. Hey, ladies.
  4344.  
  4345. 1012
  4346. 01:28:47,489 --> 01:28:49,697
  4347. I just got a call from St. Luke's
  4348. in Kansas City.
  4349.  
  4350. 1013
  4351. 01:28:49,783 --> 01:28:51,024
  4352. Car accident with fatalities.
  4353.  
  4354. 1014
  4355. 01:28:51,117 --> 01:28:54,326
  4356. One female, AB neg, 5'2",
  4357. thoracic cage size...
  4358.  
  4359. 1015
  4360. 01:28:54,412 --> 01:28:57,450
  4361. - Stella's getting lungs.
  4362. - ETA three hours. Get her prepped.
  4363.  
  4364. 1016
  4365. 01:29:02,379 --> 01:29:03,540
  4366. Oh, my God.
  4367.  
  4368. 1017
  4369. 01:29:08,176 --> 01:29:10,133
  4370. No, no, no, no, no.
  4371.  
  4372. 1018
  4373. 01:29:10,220 --> 01:29:12,462
  4374. No, no, no, no, no. No!
  4375.  
  4376. 1019
  4377. 01:29:23,441 --> 01:29:24,441
  4378. Whew!
  4379.  
  4380. 1020
  4381. 01:29:48,717 --> 01:29:49,798
  4382. Hey.
  4383.  
  4384. 1021
  4385. 01:29:52,053 --> 01:29:53,260
  4386. Everything all right?
  4387.  
  4388. 1022
  4389. 01:30:04,232 --> 01:30:05,232
  4390. Yeah.
  4391.  
  4392. 1023
  4393. 01:30:09,404 --> 01:30:10,861
  4394. Yeah, I'm good.
  4395.  
  4396. 1024
  4397. 01:30:14,534 --> 01:30:16,196
  4398. Oh!
  4399.  
  4400. 1025
  4401. 01:30:22,792 --> 01:30:23,999
  4402. I love you, Stella.
  4403.  
  4404. 1026
  4405. 01:30:46,691 --> 01:30:47,772
  4406. I love you, too.
  4407.  
  4408. 1027
  4409. 01:31:23,561 --> 01:31:24,802
  4410. We can't.
  4411.  
  4412. 1028
  4413. 01:31:30,276 --> 01:31:31,392
  4414. I know.
  4415.  
  4416. 1029
  4417. 01:31:33,321 --> 01:31:34,357
  4418. Stella.
  4419.  
  4420. 1030
  4421. 01:31:51,214 --> 01:31:52,214
  4422. Oh...
  4423.  
  4424. 1031
  4425. 01:31:52,465 --> 01:31:56,084
  4426. - Shit!
  4427. - Come on, come on. Come on.
  4428.  
  4429. 1032
  4430. 01:31:56,177 --> 01:31:57,384
  4431. Oh my gosh!
  4432.  
  4433. 1033
  4434. 01:31:57,470 --> 01:31:59,336
  4435. Come on.
  4436.  
  4437. 1034
  4438. 01:31:59,848 --> 01:32:02,181
  4439. Barb. Barb? Barb.
  4440.  
  4441. 1035
  4442. 01:32:02,267 --> 01:32:04,680
  4443. She's not answering
  4444. and now it's going straight to voicemail.
  4445.  
  4446. 1036
  4447. 01:32:04,769 --> 01:32:06,689
  4448. Stella would never run off.
  4449. She wouldn't do that.
  4450.  
  4451. 1037
  4452. 01:32:06,730 --> 01:32:08,596
  4453. - Have you been able to reach him?
  4454. - No.
  4455.  
  4456. 1038
  4457. 01:32:08,690 --> 01:32:09,690
  4458. This is Will's mother.
  4459.  
  4460. 1039
  4461. 01:32:09,774 --> 01:32:11,752
  4462. - How long have they been gone?
  4463. - At least an hour.
  4464.  
  4465. 1040
  4466. 01:32:11,776 --> 01:32:13,656
  4467. If your son causes Stella
  4468. to lose these lungs...
  4469.  
  4470. 1041
  4471. 01:32:13,737 --> 01:32:17,401
  4472. - My son is just as sick as your daughter.
  4473. - Stella would never do anything like this.
  4474.  
  4475. 1042
  4476. 01:32:17,490 --> 01:32:19,527
  4477. Stella did this, Erin. Not Will.
  4478.  
  4479. 1043
  4480. 01:32:19,617 --> 01:32:21,324
  4481. He doesn't know anything about the lungs.
  4482.  
  4483. 1044
  4484. 01:32:21,995 --> 01:32:23,236
  4485. Lungs?
  4486.  
  4487. 1045
  4488. 01:32:23,329 --> 01:32:24,740
  4489. - Is there a transplant?
  4490. - Yes.
  4491.  
  4492. 1046
  4493. 01:32:24,831 --> 01:32:26,447
  4494. Yeah, for Stella. They're on the way.
  4495.  
  4496. 1047
  4497. 01:32:27,125 --> 01:32:30,118
  4498. Well, tell me at least
  4499. you're a cat person. Do you like cats?
  4500.  
  4501. 1048
  4502. 01:32:30,211 --> 01:32:31,543
  4503. I owned a ferret.
  4504.  
  4505. 1049
  4506. 01:32:31,629 --> 01:32:33,416
  4507. I was a ferret kid.
  4508.  
  4509. 1050
  4510. 01:32:33,506 --> 01:32:35,293
  4511. Oh, no. You would be a ferret kid.
  4512.  
  4513. 1051
  4514. 01:32:35,550 --> 01:32:37,382
  4515. Hold on.
  4516.  
  4517. 1052
  4518. 01:32:37,469 --> 01:32:39,051
  4519. - Don't answer it.
  4520. - Come on.
  4521.  
  4522. 1053
  4523. 01:32:39,137 --> 01:32:41,073
  4524. - Really, what do they need right now?
  4525. - It's my mom.
  4526.  
  4527. 1054
  4528. 01:32:41,097 --> 01:32:43,589
  4529. - Yeah, but...
  4530. - Let me just tell her that I'm okay.
  4531.  
  4532. 1055
  4533. 01:32:48,605 --> 01:32:50,141
  4534. Stella, they have new lungs for you.
  4535.  
  4536. 1056
  4537. 01:32:52,233 --> 01:32:55,101
  4538. Hey, they have new lungs for you.
  4539. Let's go to the hospital. Come on!
  4540.  
  4541. 1057
  4542. 01:32:55,195 --> 01:32:56,686
  4543. I haven't seen the lights yet.
  4544.  
  4545. 1058
  4546. 01:32:57,864 --> 01:32:58,945
  4547. The lights?
  4548.  
  4549. 1059
  4550. 01:32:59,574 --> 01:33:01,907
  4551. Do you know about this?
  4552. What are we doing out here?
  4553.  
  4554. 1060
  4555. 01:33:01,993 --> 01:33:04,055
  4556. - Let's go to the hospital. Come on.
  4557. - Five years, Will.
  4558.  
  4559. 1061
  4560. 01:33:04,079 --> 01:33:05,347
  4561. - Five years?
  4562. - That's the shelf life.
  4563.  
  4564. 1062
  4565. 01:33:05,371 --> 01:33:06,766
  4566. Five years is a lifetime
  4567. for people like us.
  4568.  
  4569. 1063
  4570. 01:33:06,790 --> 01:33:10,158
  4571. - It's not! What happens when they fail...
  4572. - Can we go the hospital, please?
  4573.  
  4574. 1064
  4575. 01:33:10,251 --> 01:33:11,854
  4576. - Come on, let's go.
  4577. - Will? Will?
  4578.  
  4579. 1065
  4580. 01:33:11,878 --> 01:33:13,039
  4581. Stella!
  4582.  
  4583. 1066
  4584. 01:33:13,254 --> 01:33:14,415
  4585. Stella!
  4586.  
  4587. 1067
  4588. 01:33:25,975 --> 01:33:27,216
  4589. Stella.
  4590.  
  4591. 1068
  4592. 01:33:27,310 --> 01:33:28,426
  4593. Come on.
  4594.  
  4595. 1069
  4596. 01:33:28,728 --> 01:33:30,640
  4597. Please? It's cold.
  4598.  
  4599. 1070
  4600. 01:33:34,734 --> 01:33:35,815
  4601. Stella!
  4602.  
  4603. 1071
  4604. 01:33:43,368 --> 01:33:44,575
  4605. Stella!
  4606.  
  4607. 1072
  4608. 01:34:01,010 --> 01:34:02,010
  4609. Stella.
  4610.  
  4611. 1073
  4612. 01:34:40,466 --> 01:34:41,466
  4613. Help!
  4614.  
  4615. 1074
  4616. 01:34:54,022 --> 01:34:55,103
  4617. Come on, Stella.
  4618.  
  4619. 1075
  4620. 01:35:14,500 --> 01:35:15,741
  4621. Come on!
  4622.  
  4623. 1076
  4624. 01:35:16,169 --> 01:35:17,376
  4625. Come on!
  4626.  
  4627. 1077
  4628. 01:35:22,133 --> 01:35:23,133
  4629. Come on, Stella.
  4630.  
  4631. 1078
  4632. 01:36:56,936 --> 01:36:57,976
  4633. What have we got?
  4634.  
  4635. 1079
  4636. 01:36:58,062 --> 01:37:00,224
  4637. A 17-year-old
  4638. female with cystic fibrosis.
  4639.  
  4640. 1080
  4641. 01:37:00,315 --> 01:37:02,056
  4642. We already have lungs for her.
  4643.  
  4644. 1081
  4645. 01:37:02,150 --> 01:37:04,642
  4646. - Can someone get the other mask on?
  4647. - Oh, my God. Honey.
  4648.  
  4649. 1082
  4650. 01:37:04,736 --> 01:37:07,194
  4651. It's okay.
  4652.  
  4653. 1083
  4654. 01:37:07,280 --> 01:37:09,442
  4655. My son. My son was out there, too.
  4656.  
  4657. 1084
  4658. 01:37:09,532 --> 01:37:11,023
  4659. I'm sorry. Step back, please.
  4660.  
  4661. 1085
  4662. 01:37:11,117 --> 01:37:12,233
  4663. You're okay.
  4664.  
  4665. 1086
  4666. 01:37:12,327 --> 01:37:13,967
  4667. - Where's Will?
  4668. - It's okay, honey.
  4669.  
  4670. 1087
  4671. 01:37:14,037 --> 01:37:15,118
  4672. Where's Will?
  4673.  
  4674. 1088
  4675. 01:37:15,204 --> 01:37:16,204
  4676. Honey.
  4677.  
  4678. 1089
  4679. 01:37:16,289 --> 01:37:17,746
  4680. - Coming through!
  4681. - Will!
  4682.  
  4683. 1090
  4684. 01:37:18,750 --> 01:37:20,332
  4685. - Is he okay?
  4686. - He's okay.
  4687.  
  4688. 1091
  4689. 01:37:20,418 --> 01:37:21,704
  4690. Will, I'm here.
  4691.  
  4692. 1092
  4693. 01:37:21,794 --> 01:37:24,457
  4694. Get the other mask on her
  4695. as soon as possible, please.
  4696.  
  4697. 1093
  4698. 01:37:24,547 --> 01:37:26,459
  4699. O2 is at 45. Possible hypothermia.
  4700.  
  4701. 1094
  4702. 01:37:26,591 --> 01:37:29,611
  4703. - We're gonna need more blankets over here.
  4704. - It's okay. Just breathe.
  4705.  
  4706. 1095
  4707. 01:37:29,635 --> 01:37:32,298
  4708. - Stella?
  4709. - It's okay, I've got you, honey.
  4710.  
  4711. 1096
  4712. 01:37:32,388 --> 01:37:34,268
  4713. - Stella?
  4714. - It's okay, just breathe.
  4715.  
  4716. 1097
  4717. 01:37:34,349 --> 01:37:36,261
  4718. You need to calm down.
  4719. We have your new lungs...
  4720.  
  4721. 1098
  4722. 01:37:36,351 --> 01:37:38,231
  4723. - No! I don't want them.
  4724. - Yes, Stella.
  4725.  
  4726. 1099
  4727. 01:37:38,311 --> 01:37:39,847
  4728. I don't... I don't want them.
  4729.  
  4730. 1100
  4731. 01:37:39,937 --> 01:37:43,137
  4732. Stella, we've been waiting for these lungs
  4733. for years. What are you talking about?
  4734.  
  4735. 1101
  4736. 01:37:43,191 --> 01:37:45,274
  4737. If you don't use the lungs,
  4738. they're wasted, sweetie.
  4739.  
  4740. 1102
  4741. 01:37:45,360 --> 01:37:47,773
  4742. I love him. The new lungs
  4743. won't mean anything without him.
  4744.  
  4745. 1103
  4746. 01:37:47,862 --> 01:37:50,195
  4747. - Get that mask back on him.
  4748. - Keep that on, Will.
  4749.  
  4750. 1104
  4751. 01:37:50,281 --> 01:37:51,592
  4752. - Stop! Stop!
  4753. - Hold still.
  4754.  
  4755. 1105
  4756. 01:37:51,616 --> 01:37:53,357
  4757. Please! Stop.
  4758.  
  4759. 1106
  4760. 01:37:53,993 --> 01:37:55,905
  4761. Will!
  4762.  
  4763. 1107
  4764. 01:37:56,204 --> 01:37:57,445
  4765. Please.
  4766.  
  4767. 1108
  4768. 01:37:59,540 --> 01:38:00,747
  4769. Take the lungs.
  4770.  
  4771. 1109
  4772. 01:38:02,418 --> 01:38:03,579
  4773. For me.
  4774.  
  4775. 1110
  4776. 01:38:06,839 --> 01:38:08,525
  4777. - Okay.
  4778. - Come on, put the mask on.
  4779.  
  4780. 1111
  4781. 01:38:08,549 --> 01:38:11,132
  4782. - I'm ready. Okay.
  4783. - Okay. All right, let's go.
  4784.  
  4785. 1112
  4786. 01:38:11,219 --> 01:38:14,132
  4787. Okay, okay. I'll be right here, honey.
  4788.  
  4789. 1113
  4790. 01:38:14,222 --> 01:38:15,383
  4791. Let's go.
  4792.  
  4793. 1114
  4794. 01:38:16,140 --> 01:38:18,348
  4795. - Okay, I love you so much.
  4796. - Okay.
  4797.  
  4798. 1115
  4799. 01:38:19,185 --> 01:38:20,266
  4800. I love you, Dad.
  4801.  
  4802. 1116
  4803. 01:38:21,729 --> 01:38:23,641
  4804. - Okay, here we go.
  4805. - I love you.
  4806.  
  4807. 1117
  4808. 01:38:23,731 --> 01:38:25,017
  4809. Dr. Hamid.
  4810.  
  4811. 1118
  4812. 01:38:25,608 --> 01:38:27,190
  4813. I gave her mouth-to-mouth.
  4814.  
  4815. 1119
  4816. 01:38:29,070 --> 01:38:30,936
  4817. I'm sorry. I didn't have any other choice.
  4818.  
  4819. 1120
  4820. 01:38:31,030 --> 01:38:32,146
  4821. You saved her life, Will.
  4822.  
  4823. 1121
  4824. 01:38:32,240 --> 01:38:34,402
  4825. If she has B. cepacia,
  4826. we'll deal with it, okay?
  4827.  
  4828. 1122
  4829. 01:40:30,733 --> 01:40:32,520
  4830. Bacterial cultures came back.
  4831.  
  4832. 1123
  4833. 01:40:33,945 --> 01:40:36,733
  4834. I don't know how, but she's clean.
  4835.  
  4836. 1124
  4837. 01:40:37,532 --> 01:40:38,818
  4838. She didn't get it.
  4839.  
  4840. 1125
  4841. 01:40:42,537 --> 01:40:44,199
  4842. But that doesn't mean she won't.
  4843.  
  4844. 1126
  4845. 01:40:48,751 --> 01:40:49,992
  4846. What about Will?
  4847.  
  4848. 1127
  4849. 01:40:51,671 --> 01:40:53,128
  4850. Is the treatment working?
  4851.  
  4852. 1128
  4853. 01:40:58,135 --> 01:40:59,296
  4854. No.
  4855.  
  4856. 1129
  4857. 01:41:01,681 --> 01:41:03,092
  4858. No, it's not.
  4859.  
  4860. 1130
  4861. 01:41:11,649 --> 01:41:12,765
  4862. I'm sorry.
  4863.  
  4864. 1131
  4865. 01:41:15,111 --> 01:41:16,397
  4866. - For all of this.
  4867. - No.
  4868.  
  4869. 1132
  4870. 01:41:16,487 --> 01:41:18,524
  4871. No, no, no, no, sweetie.
  4872.  
  4873. 1133
  4874. 01:41:20,241 --> 01:41:21,698
  4875. It's not your fault.
  4876.  
  4877. 1134
  4878. 01:42:25,348 --> 01:42:26,964
  4879. Mom. Hey.
  4880.  
  4881. 1135
  4882. 01:42:27,683 --> 01:42:28,799
  4883. Hey.
  4884.  
  4885. 1136
  4886. 01:42:28,893 --> 01:42:30,759
  4887. What? What is it? What is it, honey?
  4888.  
  4889. 1137
  4890. 01:42:31,937 --> 01:42:33,644
  4891. Could you help me with something?
  4892.  
  4893. 1138
  4894. 01:42:38,194 --> 01:42:39,480
  4895. Are you guys in?
  4896.  
  4897. 1139
  4898. 01:42:39,570 --> 01:42:41,152
  4899. - Absolutely.
  4900. - Mm-hmm.
  4901.  
  4902. 1140
  4903. 01:42:42,114 --> 01:42:43,275
  4904. Barb?
  4905.  
  4906. 1141
  4907. 01:42:45,159 --> 01:42:46,650
  4908. Hell, yeah, I'm in.
  4909.  
  4910. 1142
  4911. 01:42:47,912 --> 01:42:49,995
  4912. She's sedated. We have a few more hours.
  4913.  
  4914. 1143
  4915. 01:42:50,623 --> 01:42:51,909
  4916. We have time.
  4917.  
  4918. 1144
  4919. 01:42:52,249 --> 01:42:54,286
  4920. It's done. They said yes.
  4921.  
  4922. 1145
  4923. 01:42:56,212 --> 01:42:57,328
  4924. Okay.
  4925.  
  4926. 1146
  4927. 01:42:57,755 --> 01:42:59,337
  4928. - Let's do this.
  4929. - Let's do it.
  4930.  
  4931. 1147
  4932. 01:43:10,643 --> 01:43:14,353
  4933. I've done all I'm doing
  4934. with this, Will. I'm done.
  4935.  
  4936. 1148
  4937. 01:43:17,692 --> 01:43:19,274
  4938. Thank you.
  4939.  
  4940. 1149
  4941. 01:43:20,486 --> 01:43:21,897
  4942. She's waking up.
  4943.  
  4944. 1150
  4945. 01:43:26,575 --> 01:43:27,986
  4946. Hey, honey.
  4947.  
  4948. 1151
  4949. 01:43:33,082 --> 01:43:35,540
  4950. - Hey, sweetie, you did great!
  4951. - Hi! You really did.
  4952.  
  4953. 1152
  4954. 01:43:35,626 --> 01:43:36,912
  4955. - You did great.
  4956. - You did!
  4957.  
  4958. 1153
  4959. 01:43:40,923 --> 01:43:43,381
  4960. - You did wonderful, baby.
  4961. - Yeah.
  4962.  
  4963. 1154
  4964. 01:43:43,467 --> 01:43:44,674
  4965. You did good.
  4966.  
  4967. 1155
  4968. 01:43:45,886 --> 01:43:47,127
  4969. It's okay.
  4970.  
  4971. 1156
  4972. 01:43:54,395 --> 01:43:56,307
  4973. We have something for you.
  4974.  
  4975. 1157
  4976. 01:44:01,902 --> 01:44:04,144
  4977. My beautiful, bossy Stella.
  4978.  
  4979. 1158
  4980. 01:44:05,197 --> 01:44:07,689
  4981. I guess it's true,
  4982. what that book of yours says.
  4983.  
  4984. 1159
  4985. 01:44:08,659 --> 01:44:10,651
  4986. That the soul knows no time.
  4987.  
  4988. 1160
  4989. 01:44:12,621 --> 01:44:14,578
  4990. My drug trial's not working.
  4991.  
  4992. 1161
  4993. 01:44:16,083 --> 01:44:18,826
  4994. I want you to know that this past month
  4995.  
  4996. 1162
  4997. 01:44:18,919 --> 01:44:20,535
  4998. will last forever for me.
  4999.  
  5000. 1163
  5001. 01:44:21,547 --> 01:44:24,335
  5002. My only regret
  5003. is that you didn't get to see your lights.
  5004.  
  5005. 1164
  5006. 01:45:19,647 --> 01:45:21,388
  5007. I finally got you speechless.
  5008.  
  5009. 1165
  5010. 01:45:26,195 --> 01:45:27,464
  5011. You know, people are always saying
  5012.  
  5013. 1166
  5014. 01:45:27,488 --> 01:45:29,946
  5015. if you love something,
  5016. you have to learn to let it go.
  5017.  
  5018. 1167
  5019. 01:45:31,617 --> 01:45:33,358
  5020. I thought that was such bullshit.
  5021.  
  5022. 1168
  5023. 01:45:35,788 --> 01:45:37,825
  5024. Till I watched you almost die.
  5025.  
  5026. 1169
  5027. 01:45:38,874 --> 01:45:40,706
  5028. In that moment, Stella,
  5029.  
  5030. 1170
  5031. 01:45:43,546 --> 01:45:45,128
  5032. nothing mattered to me.
  5033.  
  5034. 1171
  5035. 01:45:46,924 --> 01:45:48,256
  5036. Except you.
  5037.  
  5038. 1172
  5039. 01:45:52,888 --> 01:45:54,254
  5040. I'm sorry.
  5041.  
  5042. 1173
  5043. 01:45:58,477 --> 01:45:59,809
  5044. I don't wanna go.
  5045.  
  5046. 1174
  5047. 01:46:02,898 --> 01:46:04,890
  5048. All I want is to be with you.
  5049.  
  5050. 1175
  5051. 01:46:09,071 --> 01:46:10,312
  5052. I can't.
  5053.  
  5054. 1176
  5055. 01:46:12,616 --> 01:46:14,152
  5056. I need you to be safe...
  5057.  
  5058. 1177
  5059. 01:46:15,536 --> 01:46:16,868
  5060. from me.
  5061.  
  5062. 1178
  5063. 01:46:20,249 --> 01:46:21,865
  5064. I don't know what comes next,
  5065.  
  5066. 1179
  5067. 01:46:22,877 --> 01:46:25,620
  5068. but I don't regret any of this.
  5069.  
  5070. 1180
  5071. 01:46:30,593 --> 01:46:32,129
  5072. Could you close your eyes?
  5073.  
  5074. 1181
  5075. 01:46:33,512 --> 01:46:36,676
  5076. I just don't know if I can walk away
  5077. if you're still looking at me.
  5078.  
  5079. 1182
  5080. 01:46:44,523 --> 01:46:45,684
  5081. Please.
  5082.  
  5083. 1183
  5084. 01:47:03,083 --> 01:47:04,449
  5085. I love you...
  5086.  
  5087. 1184
  5088. 01:47:05,502 --> 01:47:06,868
  5089. so much.
  5090.  
  5091. 1185
  5092. 01:47:35,950 --> 01:47:37,691
  5093. He left this for you.
  5094.  
  5095. 1186
  5096. 01:49:09,209 --> 01:49:10,689
  5097. Human touch.
  5098.  
  5099. 1187
  5100. 01:49:11,962 --> 01:49:13,999
  5101. Our first form of communication.
  5102.  
  5103. 1188
  5104. 01:49:14,089 --> 01:49:17,708
  5105. - Say, "Hi, Auntie Stella."
  5106. - Safety, security, comfort,
  5107.  
  5108. 1189
  5109. 01:49:18,510 --> 01:49:21,173
  5110. all in the gentle caress of a finger.
  5111.  
  5112. 1190
  5113. 01:49:22,306 --> 01:49:24,889
  5114. Or at the brush of lips on a soft cheek.
  5115.  
  5116. 1191
  5117. 01:49:24,975 --> 01:49:26,932
  5118. Hey, Stella. You can't record that. No.
  5119.  
  5120. 1192
  5121. 01:49:27,352 --> 01:49:29,184
  5122. It connects us when we're happy...
  5123.  
  5124. 1193
  5125. 01:49:31,231 --> 01:49:32,938
  5126. Abby, no.
  5127.  
  5128. 1194
  5129. 01:49:33,025 --> 01:49:34,665
  5130. ...bolsters us
  5131. in times of fear...
  5132.  
  5133. 1195
  5134. 01:49:35,986 --> 01:49:37,727
  5135. - Can you turn that off?
  5136. - Stella!
  5137.  
  5138. 1196
  5139. 01:49:38,447 --> 01:49:40,564
  5140. ...excites us in times of passion...
  5141.  
  5142. 1197
  5143. 01:49:41,408 --> 01:49:44,321
  5144. Ah. No. Stella, no. Stop!
  5145.  
  5146. 1198
  5147. 01:49:45,079 --> 01:49:46,320
  5148. ...and love.
  5149.  
  5150. 1199
  5151. 01:49:49,666 --> 01:49:53,376
  5152. We need that touch from the one we love
  5153. almost as much as we need air to breathe.
  5154.  
  5155. 1200
  5156. 01:49:55,714 --> 01:49:58,422
  5157. But I never understood
  5158. the importance of touch,
  5159.  
  5160. 1201
  5161. 01:50:00,052 --> 01:50:01,384
  5162. his touch...
  5163.  
  5164. 1202
  5165. 01:50:03,764 --> 01:50:05,130
  5166. until I couldn't have it.
  5167.  
  5168. 1203
  5169. 01:50:09,770 --> 01:50:11,807
  5170. So, if you're watching this,
  5171.  
  5172. 1204
  5173. 01:50:13,023 --> 01:50:14,514
  5174. and you're able,
  5175.  
  5176. 1205
  5177. 01:50:17,569 --> 01:50:18,901
  5178. touch him.
  5179.  
  5180. 1206
  5181. 01:50:19,780 --> 01:50:20,941
  5182. Touch her.
  5183.  
  5184. 1207
  5185. 01:50:23,450 --> 01:50:25,487
  5186. Life's too short to waste a second.
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