Krystal (2018)

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There are really only two things
you need to know about me.

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First, I am a son
of the low country,

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a child of the south.

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I’m polite, courteous, chivalrous,

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I open doors,
I respect my elders,

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I "Yes, sir" and "No, ma’am"
all the livelong day.

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That’s a long-billed curlew,
just in case you’re curious.

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The second thing is,
I have a very weird heart.

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And I don’t mean that
in a metaphorical English major sense.

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I mean physically.

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I have a condition.

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Paroxysmal atrial tachycardia.
PAT.

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I have a racing heart which just gallops
up to 200 beats a minute

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whenever it feels like it.

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The doctors think my PAT
might be caused by stress,

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which is something doctors
say when they’re stumped.

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So that’s why I’m a walker of dawn beaches
and a watcher of birds,

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to keep as far away
from this exhausted and silly

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and heartbreaking world
as possible,

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to stay calm, very calm,
and barely alive.

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The first time I got it, the PAT, I mean,
was in front of my house.

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Remember when you were a little kid
and you ran for the sheer joy of running

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and you never, ever got tired?

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That was my last morning
of forever running.

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Please don’t die.

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Please.

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I waited to die too,
and in waiting, I converted,

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a quasi-medical term that means
my heartbeat returned to normal.

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My second episode
happened a year later.

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Essentially,
what all great religions teach us

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is transformation of one’s self.

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To lie down on the summer grass...

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That’s my father giving
one of his famous home Saturday seminars

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in Comparative Religions.

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He’s a professor at Emery.
He’s brilliant.

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...and a lie. Wake up!

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Well, you can imagine.

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The Devil is in the attic!

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Look, son,
you didn’t see Satan.

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You were simply
overwhelmed with guilt

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about peeking into places
you really shouldn’t,

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and finding magazines that I should
feel guilty about but don’t.

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And hopefully, you’ll understand later,
when you’re married

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and lassitude has lassoed the galloping
priapic pony of your sexuality.

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- Pony? What pony? I’m getting a pony?
- No.

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There’s no pony. Jesus.

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Then I don’t think...
What are you talking about?

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I’ll make it simple, okay?
There is no Devil.

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But there’s no Santa either.
That’s the trade off, Tay-Tay.

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Santa and Satan
are just symbols for...

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My father’s book,
The History of Om,

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is about the redemptive power
of prayer and meditation.

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I tried reading it last summer.
I couldn’t.

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If a cartoon in a titty magazine
just about killed me,

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a normal life was totally
out of the question.

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College, forget it.

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Sex, drugs, and rock and roll,

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a death sentence.

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And love...

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Hey.

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Hi.

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Are you here by yourself?

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- Do you have a car?
- Um...

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Did you drive here? Do you have,
like, a phone or something?

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I need to call a cab
or Lyft, or whatever.

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Um...

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What?

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You okay?

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What?

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- I said are you--
- No, not re... not really.

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Well, you don’t
look so hot.

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I have a kind of... condition.

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You’re sweating a lot,
do you know that?

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I’m having
kind of a hard time.

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Having a hard time what?

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Just breathing, actually.

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Shit.

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Fuck!

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- Name, please.
- Krystal Bryant.

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- No, I meant him.
- I have no idea.

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Look, man, I don’t even
know him, okay?

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He was just sitting
on the beach, on his ass,

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and all of a sudden,
kid has a heart attack.

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See if we have anything
on a Taylor Ogburn.

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We need the EKG--

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Miss Bryant,
I have to ask you to leave.

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-Tell him that. He won’t let me go.

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Taylor Ogburn, history of
paroxysmal atrial tachycardia.

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- Age?
- 18.

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- God, remember 18?
- IV’s in.

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- Maybe a pulse reading would be in order?
- Great, get a pulse reading.

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Two hundred.

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Miss Bryant, that’s not helping.

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210, 215.

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- He’s not converting.
- That's bad, right?

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You’re amazing.

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- Just gonna put this on.
- 240.

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- 250.
- We’re gonna have to induce conversion.

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- Get me four CCs of ATP.
- God. Shot, Jesus. Needles.

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Well, Miss Bryant, I’m not
giving you the shot, now am I?

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- You can just eat me, all right?
- Miss Bryant, you’re fantastic.

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- 260, 280.
- ATP.

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Adenosine triphosphate.

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Taylor, you’re gonna feel a kind of warmth
spreading up your arm, yes.

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Something’s wrong.

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- No, you’re fine.
- He’s not fine!

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- Miss Bryant, shut up.
- 1-80.

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Yep, see?
You’re converting. You’re fine.

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My heart is bleeding.

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I can feel it opening
and bleeding.

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Fuck bleeding. I’m going down.
I swear to God, I’m fucking going down.

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Nurse, can we get a couple
of Valium for this crazy broad?

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- Get her the hell out of here.
- I can’t take Valium. I’m in the program.

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- Somebody do something!
- Okay.

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Somebody help her!

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Jose,
we need a little help in here!

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...roll you over.

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Yeah, just get her head.
She’s in the program.

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- What program?
- AA.

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It’s okay.

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My brother Campbell
is a hot-shit artist.

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I don’t know if his paintings
are good or bad.

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I do know they’re big.

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So big, in fact,
that when I stand before them,

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I can literally feel myself shrinking.

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- No thanks.
- Right. Sorry.

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How many times you
faked the PAT thing?

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- How do you know I ever faked it?
- I would.

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At my piano recital,
at your show in Charleston.

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I knew it.

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I think there are more
but shame dulls my memory.

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Have you ever been in love?

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Negative.

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Well, what about Mary Elizabeth?

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I brought Mary Elizabeth to dinner
a couple of weeks ago.

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So before dessert, Dad and I went out
onto the porch to smoke a joint.

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When did Dad start smoking pot?

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He says, "You ever notice,
Mary Elizabeth has a bit of a beak?

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Imagine if she had a little mustache,
she’d look just like Larry Bird."

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My God. He’s right.

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Yep.

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Some things
you just can’t unsee.

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So I dumped him.

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Her.

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Was there a point
to this story, or--?

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The point is, I think love
is just a trick God plays on us

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so we don’t feel ashamed
of ourselves all the time.

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Weird to hear you talk about God.

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I mean, do you,
you know, believe?

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Only marginally.

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And only when it’s convenient.

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What about Satan?

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- What about him?
- Do you believe in him?

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Hell no! Who needs Satan
when we have Republicans?

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Morning, Mr. Spencer.

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And a good morning to you,
my lady of ladies.

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Good morning, Taylor.

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Has our kingfisher
arrived from New York?

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Not yet.

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Shoot a monkey...

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Well, all in good time, I suppose.

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Vera is the Belle

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of the Honeysuckled
Sunny Southern Aphorism.

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"All in good time.
God works in mysterious ways.

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Everyone is doing
the best they can."

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Vera, you know
what I admire about you?

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I have no idea,
but I’m dying to hear it.

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Your resolute cheeriness,
which flies in the face

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of the world’s marauding armies
of tragedy and darkness.

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I think some young southern boy
has been reading too much Faulkner.

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If it’s not one thing, it’s another.

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There are dust devils
everywhere.

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And our kingfisher is somewhere
between here and New York.

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Well, we’ll muddle through somehow.

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- Vera, when you were a girl...
- Dear.

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...what singers did you listen to?

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The same ones I listen to now:

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Frank Sinatra, Tony Bennett,
Miss Joni Mitchell.

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And when they sang love songs,

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did you ever get the feeling
that they were singing about something

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that you knew
absolutely nothing about?

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Of course.

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Did you ever find out?

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Of course, and so will you.

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All in good time?

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You’re young.
Have faith, sweetness.

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Well, I’m late.

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Right. It’s Tuesday morning.

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Yes, my little group.

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Vera, you wanna know
what I imagine?

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Imaginings of an 18-year-old?
Darling, I’m not sure I do.

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Well, hello, dear.

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Hi. My name’s Taryn,
and I’m an alcoholic.

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Hi, Taryn.

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Is this your first meeting?

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Yes.

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I mean, I think
I may have made a mistake.

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Honey child, if you’re here,

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it’s no mistake.

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...and the wisdom
to know the difference.

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Welcome.

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First, I’d like to thank Susan
for bringing the coffee and snacks today.

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And do we have
any first-timers this morning?

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Bravely into the breach.

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I don’t think...

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Yes, you in the back.

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Hi. My name is Taylor...

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Fuck.

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...and I’m an alcoholic.

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- Hi, Taylor.
- Welcome, Taylor. And...

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Keep coming back.

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All right, so we don’t have
any birthdays today,

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and those of you
that got your chips this week

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got them Tuesday night.
Congratulations.

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So, I guess it’s time to introduce

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our speaker for this morning,

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Krystal.

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Hi. My name is Krystal.

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Hi, Krystal.

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And I’m an alcoholic
and an addict.

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Okay.

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I did the stripper thing,
I did the hooker thing,

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I did the heroin thing,

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because something inside of me

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couldn’t stand
the light of day.

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Everybody all normal,

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in shorts,

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throwing Frisbees,

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suckers.

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Why didn’t they know what I knew?

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Sunlight is bullshit,

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darkness is king.

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And drugs and booze
were like the rain.

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But after the rain,

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I was left bone dry,

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and praying for the stranger
lying next to me

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to have the decency to go away
before I open my eyes.

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Since I got clean,

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my eyes are open all the time.

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And the light

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is the truth that God is love.

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And the rain
that washes me clean

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is the love that pours
down on me in this room.

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Hi.

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Hello. Remember me?

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Yeah, you’re that kid
with the fucked-up ticker.

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- Yeah, and you’re--
- Late.

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I liked your speech.

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- My speech?
- Yeah.

250
00:16:25,818 --> 00:16:27,738
Man, I’m not exactly running
for class president.

251
00:16:28,446 --> 00:16:30,114
Right, well, I liked your whatever.

252
00:16:32,533 --> 00:16:35,369
So, I was wondering if I could
buy you a cup of coffee.

253
00:16:35,661 --> 00:16:36,661
No.

254
00:16:45,171 --> 00:16:47,131
- It’s happening again, isn’t it?
- What?

255
00:16:47,590 --> 00:16:51,260
- The heart thing, it’s happening again?
- No. Absolutely not.

256
00:16:52,470 --> 00:16:55,389
Look, man, I am not taking you
to the hospital again.

257
00:16:55,765 --> 00:16:57,600
That was a one-time shot.

258
00:16:58,059 --> 00:17:00,686
Fucking needles
and tweaked out interns.

259
00:17:02,438 --> 00:17:03,564
You’re not dying, are you?

260
00:17:03,940 --> 00:17:06,150
No. No, I’m not dying.

261
00:17:06,734 --> 00:17:08,986
Then, if I were you,
I’d consider this a pretty good day.

262
00:17:20,873 --> 00:17:22,542
I’m so proud of you.

263
00:17:22,917 --> 00:17:24,168
Do you have a sponsor?

264
00:17:31,634 --> 00:17:35,304
Only when we were young,
our toes wiggling in evening dew...

265
00:17:35,429 --> 00:17:37,306
Whenever my mother
writes a new poem,

266
00:17:37,390 --> 00:17:39,809
we have a family get-together
to celebrate.

267
00:17:40,726 --> 00:17:44,230
...streetlights were old friends
and the breath of eve's side.

268
00:17:44,313 --> 00:17:45,856
No regretting, no regretting.

269
00:17:46,524 --> 00:17:49,819
The stars were lanterns, hung just for us,

270
00:17:50,528 --> 00:17:52,947
while once in a blue, blue moon,

271
00:17:53,322 --> 00:17:55,449
who wept as we slept

272
00:17:55,533 --> 00:17:59,245
and awoke too soon, too soon.

273
00:18:02,498 --> 00:18:04,578
I have an announcement.

274
00:18:06,961 --> 00:18:07,961
I’m in love.

275
00:18:08,004 --> 00:18:10,089
You? Get the fuck out of here.

276
00:18:10,172 --> 00:18:12,091
- Honest to God, Campbell.
- I met her at AA.

277
00:18:12,174 --> 00:18:14,278
- When did you start going to AA?
- You don’t even drink.

278
00:18:14,302 --> 00:18:16,345
Well, no, I’m not
really an alcoholic.

279
00:18:16,429 --> 00:18:19,974
I just went to a meeting, by accident,
because Krystal was there.

280
00:18:20,057 --> 00:18:21,897
- Krystal?
- Sounds like some kind of stripper.

281
00:18:21,976 --> 00:18:23,686
Well, she is. Was.

282
00:18:23,769 --> 00:18:25,521
Now, can I have a drink?

283
00:18:25,605 --> 00:18:27,857
Where’s this Krystal from?

284
00:18:27,940 --> 00:18:30,401
- Who cares. I love her.
- No, you don’t.

285
00:18:30,818 --> 00:18:33,529
How the hell do you know?
Can I have that drink now?

286
00:18:33,613 --> 00:18:35,573
No, your heart and all, no.

287
00:18:35,656 --> 00:18:38,034
My heart is fine.
My heart is in love.

288
00:18:38,117 --> 00:18:40,620
I don’t like this.
I don’t like this one bit.

289
00:18:40,745 --> 00:18:42,997
Love is... I don’t know.

290
00:18:43,080 --> 00:18:45,833
- What is love, Wyatt, dear?
- Dangerous.

291
00:18:45,958 --> 00:18:48,461
But--
Exactly, very dangerous.

292
00:18:48,544 --> 00:18:51,631
Good. I could use a little danger,
with a Jack Daniel’s chaser.

293
00:18:51,881 --> 00:18:54,800
You can tell a good bit about someone
by where they’re from.

294
00:18:54,884 --> 00:18:56,802
- Did I ask you where she’s from?
- You did.

295
00:18:56,886 --> 00:18:58,054
And what did you say?

296
00:18:58,137 --> 00:19:00,097
I didn’t,
because I don’t know.

297
00:19:00,181 --> 00:19:01,307
Now can I have one of those?

298
00:19:01,390 --> 00:19:02,391
Give Romeo a shot.

299
00:19:02,475 --> 00:19:04,518
No. No.

300
00:19:05,394 --> 00:19:09,690
She thinks I’m a drunk. How can I
be a drunk if I’ve never had a drink?

301
00:19:10,107 --> 00:19:13,069
It’s one drink, big deal.
What could happen?

302
00:19:13,152 --> 00:19:15,404
Whoo-hoo-hoo!

303
00:19:15,488 --> 00:19:17,615
Yeah! Whoo!

304
00:19:17,698 --> 00:19:20,618
Faster! Faster!

305
00:19:21,827 --> 00:19:23,496
Where is she?

306
00:19:24,121 --> 00:19:26,957
Tay-Tay, you’re not
gonna find her out there.

307
00:19:27,249 --> 00:19:29,877
Well, not with that attitude.

308
00:19:30,086 --> 00:19:31,837
You don’t understand, man.

309
00:19:31,962 --> 00:19:33,130
I’m in love.

310
00:19:34,256 --> 00:19:36,175
With a stripper junkie.

311
00:19:36,258 --> 00:19:37,635
She’s more than that.

312
00:19:37,718 --> 00:19:38,886
Aren’t we all?

313
00:19:40,846 --> 00:19:44,558
Me, in love, instantly.

314
00:19:45,434 --> 00:19:46,434
Madly.

315
00:19:47,186 --> 00:19:49,230
Head over heels... ly.

316
00:19:49,355 --> 00:19:52,358
Tay-Tay,
this is so sad, really.

317
00:19:52,483 --> 00:19:56,612
You have a near-death heart
thing, you come out of it and,

318
00:19:56,696 --> 00:20:00,282
bingo, enter Slutina, Queen of the South.

319
00:20:00,366 --> 00:20:02,326
Now you’re in love?

320
00:20:02,410 --> 00:20:04,078
You just don’t understand.

321
00:20:09,291 --> 00:20:11,752
What the fuck’s going on
with this red SUV?

322
00:20:12,420 --> 00:20:14,171
They’ve been following us
all night.

323
00:20:16,132 --> 00:20:17,466
Hey, you know this guy?

324
00:20:17,550 --> 00:20:19,135
Where are you?

325
00:20:25,725 --> 00:20:26,851
There.

326
00:20:43,242 --> 00:20:45,202
Greenwood Gallery.
How may I...?

327
00:20:46,370 --> 00:20:47,370
No!

328
00:20:47,830 --> 00:20:49,915
Actually, I feel like shit.

329
00:20:50,875 --> 00:20:54,295
Okay, I accept that.
However, the marijuana was your idea.

330
00:20:55,671 --> 00:20:56,672
Opium?

331
00:20:57,882 --> 00:21:00,342
You are fucking-A, Tweety Bird right,
I want some more,

332
00:21:00,426 --> 00:21:03,429
and it’s all your fault,
so goodbye and fuck you!

333
00:21:04,847 --> 00:21:07,183
Hello.

334
00:21:07,349 --> 00:21:10,352
I guess our fucking-A Tweety Bird
has arrived from the Bronx.

335
00:21:11,896 --> 00:21:14,648
Vera, I have something
to confess.

336
00:21:14,940 --> 00:21:16,192
I’m sure you do.

337
00:21:16,525 --> 00:21:18,486
I’m not really an alcoholic.

338
00:21:18,569 --> 00:21:20,362
Well, God knows,
you don’t smell like one.

339
00:21:20,446 --> 00:21:22,239
I’ve decided
to become your sponsor.

340
00:21:22,782 --> 00:21:24,074
You should be thrilled.

341
00:21:24,450 --> 00:21:28,037
Now, listen carefully,
sweet, sweet boy. Step one:

342
00:21:28,204 --> 00:21:31,290
...to admit that I am
powerless over alcohol

343
00:21:31,373 --> 00:21:33,584
and that my life
has become unmanageable.

344
00:21:33,667 --> 00:21:36,253
You don’t have enough of a life
for it to be unmanageable.

345
00:21:36,337 --> 00:21:38,172
And you’re not an alcoholic.

346
00:21:39,340 --> 00:21:40,341
This heroin hooker,

347
00:21:40,841 --> 00:21:43,135
chicks like her don’t fall
for guys like you.

348
00:21:43,260 --> 00:21:44,470
What’s wrong with me?

349
00:21:44,553 --> 00:21:46,514
What’s really wrong with you
is you’re a good guy.

350
00:21:47,306 --> 00:21:50,518
Chicks marry good guys. They fall
fuck-happy in love with bad boys.

351
00:21:51,227 --> 00:21:52,478
My God.

352
00:21:53,312 --> 00:21:54,688
You’re absolutely right.

353
00:21:55,439 --> 00:21:58,234
She looks at me
like I’m a small jar of Miracle Whip

354
00:21:58,317 --> 00:22:00,152
wearing Dockers
and penny loafers.

355
00:22:00,236 --> 00:22:02,154
What can I do?

356
00:22:02,404 --> 00:22:05,115
Nothing. Your essential goodness
dicks you completely.

357
00:22:08,661 --> 00:22:09,912
I can be bad.

358
00:22:11,872 --> 00:22:14,083
Go easy on that joint, rook.

359
00:22:14,834 --> 00:22:15,835
Fuck easy.

360
00:22:15,918 --> 00:22:17,169
That’s not bad.

361
00:22:20,881 --> 00:22:22,007
All right.

362
00:22:27,638 --> 00:22:30,850
Jesus. Okay, let’s go.

363
00:22:30,933 --> 00:22:34,353
No, thanks. I’m going to go
to Frenchy’s for a frosty.

364
00:22:34,436 --> 00:22:37,189
- But you said that you would--
- I’m too high.

365
00:22:37,273 --> 00:22:39,483
Jesus. Me, too.

366
00:22:41,694 --> 00:22:42,814
Do you think they’ll notice?

367
00:22:42,862 --> 00:22:44,780
Just sit in the back,
pretend you’re invisible,

368
00:22:44,905 --> 00:22:46,073
just like school.

369
00:22:47,116 --> 00:22:48,284
All right.

370
00:22:49,994 --> 00:22:51,120
Pull.

371
00:22:52,204 --> 00:22:53,289
Right.

372
00:22:54,498 --> 00:22:57,459
God grant me the serenity

373
00:22:57,543 --> 00:23:00,379
to accept the things
I cannot change.

374
00:23:00,462 --> 00:23:03,674
The courage... I don’t think
she’s here, sweetheart.

375
00:23:03,757 --> 00:23:05,217
Perhaps she’s at
the gallery.

376
00:23:05,718 --> 00:23:08,178
You work at the gallery,
don’t you? If memory serves.

377
00:23:08,262 --> 00:23:10,556
We have quite
the crowd today.

378
00:23:10,639 --> 00:23:13,809
And there is no mystery
as to why.

379
00:23:13,893 --> 00:23:18,522
Um, unfortunately,
our speaker has been delayed.

380
00:23:18,606 --> 00:23:21,025
So in the meantime...!

381
00:23:21,108 --> 00:23:22,318
Well.

382
00:23:22,443 --> 00:23:23,861
Here he is now.

383
00:23:34,830 --> 00:23:36,582
My, my, my.

384
00:24:00,147 --> 00:24:01,273
Hi. I’m Bo.

385
00:24:02,149 --> 00:24:03,984
And I’m an alcoholic
and an addict.

386
00:24:04,234 --> 00:24:05,653
Hi, Bo.

387
00:24:06,862 --> 00:24:08,697
When I first joined AA,

388
00:24:08,948 --> 00:24:10,741
I was hoping that the men
would fear me

389
00:24:10,824 --> 00:24:12,368
and the women would love me.

390
00:24:13,452 --> 00:24:15,871
Now the men love me
and the women fear me.

391
00:24:20,125 --> 00:24:22,586
I started smoking pot
when I was 12.

392
00:24:22,670 --> 00:24:25,631
My parents used to tell me
every time I got high,

393
00:24:25,714 --> 00:24:28,008
I was welcoming Satan
into my soul.

394
00:24:28,133 --> 00:24:29,259
Satan?

395
00:24:29,426 --> 00:24:31,011
He’s being metaphorical, dear.

396
00:24:31,804 --> 00:24:33,889
And it took 30 years
of using,

397
00:24:34,932 --> 00:24:37,101
and a million miles
of bad road

398
00:24:38,644 --> 00:24:40,145
to realize they were right.

399
00:24:40,646 --> 00:24:42,523
Satan was in my soul.

400
00:24:42,606 --> 00:24:45,651
- I guess he’s not being metaphorical.
- Satan became my best pal...

401
00:24:45,943 --> 00:24:47,528
I have something to confess.

402
00:24:47,778 --> 00:24:49,029
Again?

403
00:24:49,405 --> 00:24:51,740
The devil has been in my soul
since I was seven,

404
00:24:52,032 --> 00:24:54,118
and I am very, very stoned.

405
00:24:54,284 --> 00:24:56,829
Fear, the fear
that woke me in the morning.

406
00:24:57,871 --> 00:24:59,206
Fear of the dark.

407
00:24:59,498 --> 00:25:00,749
Too much light.

408
00:25:01,250 --> 00:25:02,960
My reflection in the mirror.

409
00:25:04,336 --> 00:25:05,336
Girls.

410
00:25:06,380 --> 00:25:07,464
Clowns.

411
00:25:07,631 --> 00:25:08,799
My father.

412
00:25:09,341 --> 00:25:10,509
Silence.

413
00:25:10,801 --> 00:25:12,481
And just about everything else in between.

414
00:25:13,762 --> 00:25:15,556
But with my best friend Satan,

415
00:25:16,974 --> 00:25:18,475
I was never afraid.

416
00:25:20,519 --> 00:25:21,979
And I was never alone.

417
00:25:22,521 --> 00:25:26,900
And then one afternoon,
I woke up in Motel Hell.

418
00:25:27,693 --> 00:25:28,944
We’ve all been there.

419
00:25:32,031 --> 00:25:35,325
Empty bottles of Thunderbird
all over the place, roaches.

420
00:25:36,243 --> 00:25:37,243
Both kinds.

421
00:25:37,619 --> 00:25:39,371
Weird shit written
all over the walls.

422
00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:42,916
Flies buzzing around a syringe.

423
00:25:44,793 --> 00:25:46,879
And something really sticky in my hair.

424
00:25:48,839 --> 00:25:49,840
And then a voice.

425
00:25:51,508 --> 00:25:53,510
"Welcome to the end
of the line."

426
00:25:56,430 --> 00:25:57,556
Whose voice?

427
00:25:59,767 --> 00:26:02,269
And then I’m praying. To who?

428
00:26:03,562 --> 00:26:04,855
Then I’m on my Harley.

429
00:26:07,274 --> 00:26:08,275
Who’s driving?

430
00:26:10,611 --> 00:26:14,239
Then I’m in a meeting.
Who brought me here?

431
00:26:15,282 --> 00:26:16,408
We know who.

432
00:26:17,034 --> 00:26:18,327
We all know who.

433
00:26:18,619 --> 00:26:20,120
God as we understand him.

434
00:26:20,204 --> 00:26:22,748
I think God brought us.

435
00:26:24,124 --> 00:26:25,334
All of us together.

436
00:26:26,335 --> 00:26:29,004
And I think faith
keeps us coming back.

437
00:26:32,591 --> 00:26:34,301
The faith that gives us wings.

438
00:26:35,177 --> 00:26:37,638
Or at least a soft place
to land.

439
00:26:57,616 --> 00:26:59,910
In my father’s book,
The History of Om,

440
00:27:00,494 --> 00:27:03,914
all the major guys, you know,
Buddha and Christ and Muhammad,

441
00:27:03,997 --> 00:27:06,708
all talk about how you must be reborn.

442
00:27:06,792 --> 00:27:08,669
Thou must be reborn.

443
00:27:09,002 --> 00:27:11,421
But I’d always get bored
and stop reading,

444
00:27:11,505 --> 00:27:13,924
so I never knew exactly
why you had to be reborn.

445
00:27:22,391 --> 00:27:23,392
Until now.

446
00:27:47,749 --> 00:27:48,749
Hey, sport.

447
00:27:51,003 --> 00:27:52,212
What happened to you?

448
00:27:53,172 --> 00:27:56,675
He not busy being born
is busy dying, y’all.

449
00:27:59,219 --> 00:28:02,431
- You want a ride?
- My back of the bike days are long gone.

450
00:28:04,183 --> 00:28:05,267
Now why is that?

451
00:28:05,517 --> 00:28:07,019
I get the wind in my hair

452
00:28:07,102 --> 00:28:09,062
and I start feeling a little too free,

453
00:28:09,146 --> 00:28:10,314
if you follow me.

454
00:28:11,231 --> 00:28:12,566
So I walk.

455
00:28:13,066 --> 00:28:14,151
One step at a time.

456
00:28:28,916 --> 00:28:31,960
The boy... in the penny loafers

457
00:28:32,044 --> 00:28:33,670
and the sport coat on the beach?

458
00:28:34,046 --> 00:28:35,422
What about him?

459
00:28:35,505 --> 00:28:36,590
A lie.

460
00:28:38,467 --> 00:28:40,385
In a coat and tie.

461
00:28:42,679 --> 00:28:44,514
I was thinking that if I looked normal...

462
00:28:45,140 --> 00:28:46,433
I get the picture.

463
00:28:46,516 --> 00:28:48,477
Inside I was a zoo parade of fear.

464
00:28:49,895 --> 00:28:51,355
Fear of everything.

465
00:28:51,855 --> 00:28:53,023
Fear of the dark,

466
00:28:53,523 --> 00:28:55,275
my reflection in the mirror...

467
00:28:56,693 --> 00:28:57,693
girls,

468
00:28:58,237 --> 00:29:00,906
my father, clowns,

469
00:29:01,490 --> 00:29:05,619
thunder, my shadow,
the sound of my heartbeat,

470
00:29:06,370 --> 00:29:07,370
life,

471
00:29:08,288 --> 00:29:09,331
death,

472
00:29:09,790 --> 00:29:11,208
and everything in between.

473
00:29:12,292 --> 00:29:14,294
I guess that would explain
the whole heart thing.

474
00:29:17,506 --> 00:29:18,799
I guess it would.

475
00:29:20,634 --> 00:29:22,511
I think God got us here.

476
00:29:24,471 --> 00:29:25,722
All together.

477
00:29:26,556 --> 00:29:29,184
And I think faith keeps us coming back.

478
00:29:30,811 --> 00:29:32,521
The faith that gives us wings...

479
00:29:33,730 --> 00:29:35,607
or at least a soft place to land.

480
00:29:37,985 --> 00:29:39,194
How old are you?

481
00:29:39,987 --> 00:29:41,154
Eighteen.

482
00:29:42,656 --> 00:29:44,366
You sure don’t talk 18.

483
00:29:46,618 --> 00:29:48,662
I have a very old soul.

484
00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:53,917
Hey, Mom!

485
00:29:55,168 --> 00:29:56,168
I got math.

486
00:30:09,266 --> 00:30:10,517
Hey, baby.

487
00:30:35,834 --> 00:30:37,336
Evening, son.

488
00:30:38,337 --> 00:30:42,090
And what a lovely evening it is.
Am I right?

489
00:30:42,924 --> 00:30:45,093
Soft. You know what I mean?

490
00:30:45,177 --> 00:30:46,177
Like velvet.

491
00:30:47,012 --> 00:30:48,889
Like that part of a woman.

492
00:30:49,056 --> 00:30:50,140
Can I help you?

493
00:30:50,599 --> 00:30:52,267
You know, a night like this

494
00:30:52,351 --> 00:30:55,896
makes a man wish he was
big enough to fuck it.

495
00:31:00,317 --> 00:31:01,317
And I am.

496
00:31:06,948 --> 00:31:10,202
You don’t believe me, ask her.

497
00:31:24,591 --> 00:31:26,593
- Holy shit.
- Yeah.

498
00:31:26,927 --> 00:31:29,805
Your PAT thing must have gone crazy.

499
00:31:29,888 --> 00:31:32,099
That’s the strange part. It didn’t.

500
00:31:32,265 --> 00:31:33,558
Why do you think?

501
00:31:33,850 --> 00:31:35,477
I think it’s 'cause I was being Bo.

502
00:31:35,852 --> 00:31:37,020
Who’s Bo?

503
00:31:37,813 --> 00:31:39,893
You know, I think I could
be really good at being Bo.

504
00:31:39,940 --> 00:31:41,380
What the fuck are you talking about?

505
00:31:41,566 --> 00:31:43,151
Bo is my paint brush.

506
00:31:43,735 --> 00:31:47,322
Henceforth, I paint myself in Bo.

507
00:31:47,406 --> 00:31:48,990
Who the fuck is Bo?

508
00:31:49,491 --> 00:31:51,576
And why are you walking
like that?

509
00:31:52,244 --> 00:31:53,244
It’s my Bo walk.

510
00:31:54,287 --> 00:31:55,956
- Yeah.
- You know. Cool.

511
00:31:56,206 --> 00:31:58,125
With an undercurrent
of tragedy.

512
00:31:58,208 --> 00:32:01,378
Detached from the worldly bullshit
but in touch with the pain.

513
00:32:03,130 --> 00:32:04,423
There she is.

514
00:32:07,509 --> 00:32:11,596
Dude. She is too much
for your little life, Tay-Tay.

515
00:32:13,557 --> 00:32:14,766
Not for Bo’s.

516
00:32:19,229 --> 00:32:21,481
All right.

517
00:32:24,734 --> 00:32:26,820
- Son of a bitch!
- What happened?!

518
00:32:26,903 --> 00:32:28,864
My kid, he got into a fight.

519
00:32:29,030 --> 00:32:30,991
What kind of sick fucker
would start a fight

520
00:32:31,116 --> 00:32:32,325
with a kid in a wheelchair?

521
00:32:32,409 --> 00:32:34,870
My kid started it. Bobby.
Bobby always starts it.

522
00:32:34,953 --> 00:32:37,122
The boy has stones.
Does he ever actually win?

523
00:32:37,205 --> 00:32:40,542
Bobby always wins. He runs them down
and then he runs them over.

524
00:32:40,667 --> 00:32:42,043
Lots of anger, your boy.

525
00:32:47,382 --> 00:32:48,467
You know what?

526
00:32:48,633 --> 00:32:51,633
Pardon my fucking French, but exactly
what the fuck are you doing in my car?

527
00:32:51,845 --> 00:32:54,764
Just riding shotgun,
trying to be your pal,

528
00:32:54,848 --> 00:32:59,436
and searching the horizon for the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change.

529
00:33:02,355 --> 00:33:03,732
He’s got a lot to be angry about.

530
00:33:05,609 --> 00:33:07,068
His father was driving.

531
00:33:07,152 --> 00:33:09,821
He was so loaded he backed over
him in the driveway.

532
00:33:10,071 --> 00:33:11,573
Didn’t come back either.

533
00:33:15,410 --> 00:33:17,746
This is usually where
my gentleman callers get out.

534
00:33:18,455 --> 00:33:19,455
Yeah?

535
00:33:19,664 --> 00:33:23,335
Well, fuck ’em
if they can’t take a joke.

536
00:33:47,776 --> 00:33:48,776
Which?

537
00:33:49,027 --> 00:33:50,862
Just suspended,
because I didn’t start it.

538
00:33:51,863 --> 00:33:53,503
- Give me the cigarette.
- What cigarette?

539
00:33:53,907 --> 00:33:56,034
Why don’t you give your mother
the cigarette?

540
00:33:56,368 --> 00:33:57,827
Why don’t you eat my ass?

541
00:34:02,374 --> 00:34:03,833
Who the fuck is this dude?

542
00:34:07,546 --> 00:34:09,881
Can I, help?

543
00:34:14,135 --> 00:34:15,135
Nope.

544
00:34:17,806 --> 00:34:19,808
You trick that thing out yourself?

545
00:34:20,642 --> 00:34:21,642
Trick?

546
00:34:40,745 --> 00:34:42,205
Guess who I think I saw today?

547
00:34:42,289 --> 00:34:44,249
- I have no idea.
- I bet you do.

548
00:34:44,958 --> 00:34:47,127
- He went back to Savannah.
- Says you.

549
00:34:47,210 --> 00:34:49,629
I saw him outside the window
in Biology, lurking.

550
00:34:49,713 --> 00:34:51,464
- No, you didn’t.
- Yes, I did.

551
00:34:51,548 --> 00:34:53,693
I know lurking when I see it
and that fucker was lurking.

552
00:34:53,717 --> 00:34:56,195
Freaking me out while I was in the middle
of dissecting a frog.

553
00:34:56,219 --> 00:34:59,055
What the fuck is he doing here anyway?
Lurking like a motherfucker.

554
00:34:59,139 --> 00:35:02,475
Can we watch the language
for one fucking second, please?

555
00:35:15,488 --> 00:35:17,240
Who’s the kid lurking
in the back seat?

556
00:35:18,033 --> 00:35:19,033
Hi.

557
00:35:19,075 --> 00:35:20,869
Did my mom tell you
about Lurker Number One?

558
00:35:21,036 --> 00:35:24,998
I guess your mom will tell me
all about whomever when the time is right.

559
00:35:27,125 --> 00:35:29,753
What makes you think you’re going
to be around long enough?

560
00:35:32,505 --> 00:35:35,675
I have to get back to work
or the manager will fire me.

561
00:35:38,678 --> 00:35:40,180
Keep fucking smiling.

562
00:35:42,390 --> 00:35:44,076
Could you get this dimwit
home for me, please?

563
00:35:44,100 --> 00:35:45,810
No, that’s okay, Mom.
I can walk.

564
00:35:46,144 --> 00:35:47,144
Yeah.

565
00:35:54,361 --> 00:35:56,738
I feel bad that you’re in a wheelchair,

566
00:35:57,530 --> 00:35:58,907
but not that bad.

567
00:35:59,199 --> 00:36:01,660
I got enough shit
to keep me awake at night.

568
00:36:02,327 --> 00:36:05,955
And if you think that
I’m going to act like I feel bad for you

569
00:36:06,039 --> 00:36:08,458
in front of your mother
just so I can get in her pants,

570
00:36:08,541 --> 00:36:10,752
well, you got your head up
your young ass.

571
00:36:11,711 --> 00:36:13,088
And know this...

572
00:36:13,922 --> 00:36:18,051
I’m not just another guy that's out of
your life before you know his last name.

573
00:36:19,552 --> 00:36:20,679
Kid.

574
00:36:22,055 --> 00:36:23,640
How old are you, man?

575
00:36:23,973 --> 00:36:25,058
Eighteen.

576
00:36:29,354 --> 00:36:32,273
You’re hitting on my mom
and you’re two years older than me?

577
00:36:32,482 --> 00:36:34,526
Fucking beautiful, 18.

578
00:36:35,151 --> 00:36:37,862
I have a very old soul.

579
00:36:38,321 --> 00:36:40,699
I hope you didn’t try
that tired old line on my mom.

580
00:36:53,670 --> 00:36:56,840
I would’ve thought only old bags
would work in a joint like this.

581
00:36:57,298 --> 00:36:58,591
Or gay guys.

582
00:36:58,967 --> 00:37:00,343
Fucking birds?

583
00:37:01,094 --> 00:37:03,972
I’m running the joint while the old bag
is having a procedure.

584
00:37:05,140 --> 00:37:06,140
Cancer?

585
00:37:06,850 --> 00:37:10,687
No, not cancer, a procedure. Jesus.

586
00:37:15,358 --> 00:37:17,068
Hey, what’s this one?

587
00:37:18,445 --> 00:37:20,029
The Trumpeter Swan.

588
00:37:21,573 --> 00:37:22,574
You like it?

589
00:37:22,657 --> 00:37:23,825
I don’t know.

590
00:37:24,951 --> 00:37:28,538
It’s my favorite. I’ve never
seen one in real life.

591
00:37:30,540 --> 00:37:32,292
Its song is supposed to be amazing.

592
00:37:33,835 --> 00:37:35,128
It only sings when it flies.

593
00:37:36,504 --> 00:37:37,589
I get that.

594
00:37:38,840 --> 00:37:40,341
Somebody painted this?

595
00:37:40,884 --> 00:37:42,093
Somebody did.

596
00:37:43,511 --> 00:37:46,306
- I think I’m going to cry.
- Willie?

597
00:37:47,849 --> 00:37:48,850
Bobby.

598
00:37:49,476 --> 00:37:51,144
Didn’t get to catch your name.

599
00:37:54,022 --> 00:37:55,022
Taylor.

600
00:37:55,356 --> 00:37:57,317
Shit?

601
00:37:57,901 --> 00:37:58,985
Taylor?

602
00:37:59,694 --> 00:38:02,614
Name like that, sweet face like yours.

603
00:38:03,198 --> 00:38:05,992
Where I’ve been,
you’d be fucking Prom Queen.

604
00:38:08,536 --> 00:38:10,955
I’m going to have to ask you
to put that cigarette out.

605
00:38:12,040 --> 00:38:15,084
Sucking up to the boy
to bone my old lady.

606
00:38:15,668 --> 00:38:19,214
You’re obvious, sir,
like balls on a tall dog.

607
00:38:21,216 --> 00:38:22,717
Let’s take a ride.

608
00:38:24,177 --> 00:38:25,303
Come on.

609
00:38:29,057 --> 00:38:31,017
One more step, motherfucker!

610
00:38:37,398 --> 00:38:39,359
You got me all shook up.

611
00:38:50,703 --> 00:38:52,330
Now, you see here,

612
00:38:53,039 --> 00:38:55,375
I’m going to take the boy
back to his mama.

613
00:38:55,458 --> 00:38:58,461
Then I’m going to fall on my knees
and beg her to forgive me

614
00:38:58,545 --> 00:38:59,546
and take me back.

615
00:39:00,004 --> 00:39:02,191
Then, we’re going to go back
to Savannah where we belong.

616
00:39:02,215 --> 00:39:03,675
And she’ll thank me too.

617
00:39:03,758 --> 00:39:06,928
As you should, for being a gentleman

618
00:39:07,095 --> 00:39:11,015
and not turning your fucking lights out
right here and now.

619
00:39:18,898 --> 00:39:21,609
- Let’s go!
- I’m kind of stunned it doesn’t hurt more.

620
00:39:23,278 --> 00:39:24,278
Get on.

621
00:39:26,865 --> 00:39:28,366
All right, go!

622
00:39:29,117 --> 00:39:30,117
Whoa!

623
00:39:32,787 --> 00:39:33,872
Keep going, come on.

624
00:39:34,497 --> 00:39:36,183
He’s not getting up,
I think we’re all right.

625
00:39:36,207 --> 00:39:37,876
My God!

626
00:39:39,168 --> 00:39:40,295
You’re heavy!

627
00:39:40,420 --> 00:39:42,922
Thanks a lot.
Tell me something I don’t know.

628
00:39:43,006 --> 00:39:45,508
- Do you see him?
- No, I don’t see him. I don’t see him.

629
00:39:45,592 --> 00:39:48,272
- I think he’s following us.
- I think I need to go to the hospital.

630
00:39:48,303 --> 00:39:49,303
Shit.

631
00:39:51,806 --> 00:39:53,016
My God!

632
00:39:53,892 --> 00:39:55,059
God.

633
00:39:55,435 --> 00:39:57,020
God!

634
00:40:00,231 --> 00:40:01,524
Shit.

635
00:40:03,276 --> 00:40:05,445
Yes! Yes! Yes!

636
00:40:05,528 --> 00:40:06,654
All right, go. Come on!

637
00:40:06,821 --> 00:40:09,782
This thing can go faster than that,
I know it can, come on! Whoo!

638
00:40:10,074 --> 00:40:11,284
Fuck you, Willie!

639
00:40:12,619 --> 00:40:13,619
Whoo!

640
00:40:15,038 --> 00:40:16,122
Dr. Farley?

641
00:40:18,541 --> 00:40:20,710
- Another episode of--
- No.

642
00:40:21,461 --> 00:40:23,671
But apparently, I’ve been stabbed.

643
00:40:23,880 --> 00:40:26,883
- Whoa! Get back, Loretta!
- Okay.

644
00:40:28,051 --> 00:40:31,638
I’m afraid I’m going to have to ask you
to leave. Immediate family only.

645
00:40:31,971 --> 00:40:33,556
İt’s all right,
this is my cousin.

646
00:40:34,724 --> 00:40:36,643
- Once removed.
- Who did this to you?

647
00:40:37,602 --> 00:40:38,728
The Devil.

648
00:40:39,062 --> 00:40:40,480
I don’t have any gloves.

649
00:40:40,563 --> 00:40:43,149
Don’t be such a pussy.
Willie isn’t the Devil.

650
00:40:43,232 --> 00:40:46,110
- Should I still be bleeding this much?
- I don’t have any damn gloves.

651
00:40:46,319 --> 00:40:49,364
Anybody who believes in the Devil
should give people more credit.

652
00:40:49,781 --> 00:40:50,698
Right on.

653
00:40:50,782 --> 00:40:52,408
Maybe some stitches.

654
00:40:52,742 --> 00:40:55,244
You can’t believe the people
that I see in here.

655
00:40:55,328 --> 00:40:56,621
Stupid people.

656
00:40:56,704 --> 00:40:58,373
People who smell really bad.

657
00:40:58,581 --> 00:41:00,333
People without proper insurance.

658
00:41:00,416 --> 00:41:01,876
People that are just really sick

659
00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:06,005
and they’re just going to die,
no matter what I do.

660
00:41:07,090 --> 00:41:09,425
You can’t smoke in here!

661
00:41:09,717 --> 00:41:11,344
Fuck it. Give me a drag?

662
00:41:11,719 --> 00:41:13,805
Honest to God, I think
I just need some stitches.

663
00:41:15,515 --> 00:41:16,391
You are a pussy.

664
00:41:16,474 --> 00:41:17,600
It’s just a flesh wound.

665
00:41:19,227 --> 00:41:20,937
- You know...
- Bobby.

666
00:41:21,771 --> 00:41:25,274
You know, Bobby, sometimes
I wonder why I do what I do.

667
00:41:25,483 --> 00:41:29,696
Well, maybe before you try to cure
the sick, you ought to forgive them.

668
00:41:35,034 --> 00:41:36,327
You’re right.

669
00:41:37,870 --> 00:41:38,871
Of course.

670
00:41:41,416 --> 00:41:44,043
- I’m just a terrible doctor.
- Yeah.

671
00:41:44,127 --> 00:41:47,964
Dr. Farley,
please report to Admitting, Dr. Farley.

672
00:41:50,133 --> 00:41:51,133
My leg?

673
00:41:57,015 --> 00:41:58,182
Jesus Christ!

674
00:41:58,516 --> 00:42:01,477
"You ought to forgive them."
You’re pretty smart.

675
00:42:01,728 --> 00:42:02,854
Here’s how smart I am.

676
00:42:03,271 --> 00:42:05,332
I know that now that old Willie
is back in the picture,

677
00:42:05,356 --> 00:42:07,066
you have no shot with my mom.

678
00:42:07,233 --> 00:42:08,317
No shot at all.

679
00:42:08,443 --> 00:42:10,945
Not that you ever did, Mr. Old Soul.

680
00:42:12,196 --> 00:42:13,239
Does she love him?

681
00:42:13,448 --> 00:42:15,450
My mom has cleaned up her act, a lot.

682
00:42:15,783 --> 00:42:18,262
But there’s one last thing
she’s addicted to that she’ll never shake.

683
00:42:18,286 --> 00:42:20,371
- What’s that?
- Misery.

684
00:42:21,497 --> 00:42:22,915
Think you can walk?

685
00:42:23,583 --> 00:42:24,667
Much obliged.

686
00:42:27,670 --> 00:42:30,923
You should forget it. Willie eats
white boys like you for breakfast.

687
00:42:31,007 --> 00:42:32,568
Dr. Martin,
please report to...

688
00:42:32,592 --> 00:42:36,387
After a million miles of bad road,
I can handle a guy like Willie.

689
00:42:36,512 --> 00:42:37,889
Yeah, yeah fuckin’ Willie.

690
00:42:37,972 --> 00:42:40,516
Taylor? Is that you?

691
00:42:45,063 --> 00:42:46,856
What the hell happened to you?

692
00:42:48,191 --> 00:42:49,484
I’ll meet you outside.

693
00:42:50,693 --> 00:42:51,736
Um...

694
00:42:52,779 --> 00:42:54,322
It’s kind of complicated.

695
00:42:54,405 --> 00:42:57,200
Is it all right if I lie now
and tell you the truth later?

696
00:42:57,408 --> 00:42:58,910
- Of course.
- I fell.

697
00:42:59,368 --> 00:43:00,828
I’m so sorry.

698
00:43:01,746 --> 00:43:03,414
This is a new look for you.

699
00:43:04,082 --> 00:43:06,250
Yes, it’s very Bo.

700
00:43:07,168 --> 00:43:09,545
My, my, my.

701
00:43:10,671 --> 00:43:12,298
It wasn’t just a "procedure", was it?

702
00:43:14,008 --> 00:43:15,259
Of course not.

703
00:43:15,426 --> 00:43:17,345
You know us old southern belles.

704
00:43:19,305 --> 00:43:22,141
- Is it--?
- Cancer? Of course.

705
00:43:22,225 --> 00:43:23,351
Fuck.

706
00:43:23,434 --> 00:43:25,311
My sentiments exactly.

707
00:43:26,270 --> 00:43:28,564
If I may ask, where?

708
00:43:28,689 --> 00:43:31,984
Here, there, everywhere.

709
00:43:34,487 --> 00:43:35,487
Are you scared?

710
00:43:36,155 --> 00:43:37,448
I’m not afraid.

711
00:43:38,324 --> 00:43:40,451
Dear heart, my soul is an old pro,

712
00:43:41,369 --> 00:43:44,914
but my body is a rookie
who can’t seem to hit a sliding curve.

713
00:43:46,415 --> 00:43:48,835
However, as your sponsor--

714
00:43:48,918 --> 00:43:52,046
No, Vera, don’t worry about that.

715
00:43:52,130 --> 00:43:53,756
I want to make sure...

716
00:43:56,092 --> 00:43:57,969
we got through all 12 steps

717
00:43:58,052 --> 00:44:00,930
before I set sail for The Great Perhaps.

718
00:44:02,306 --> 00:44:06,519
So, taking three or four
giant steps at a time,

719
00:44:06,686 --> 00:44:08,729
here’s basically the idea.

720
00:44:09,897 --> 00:44:12,483
So don’t drink. Don’t use.

721
00:44:13,526 --> 00:44:14,902
Don’t lie,

722
00:44:15,695 --> 00:44:18,030
ever, to anyone,

723
00:44:18,322 --> 00:44:20,032
especially to yourself.

724
00:44:21,534 --> 00:44:23,077
Be kind.

725
00:44:24,245 --> 00:44:25,371
Be fearless.

726
00:44:26,539 --> 00:44:27,707
Be gentle.

727
00:44:28,958 --> 00:44:30,084
Find God.

728
00:44:31,169 --> 00:44:32,670
Talk to Him daily.

729
00:44:34,088 --> 00:44:36,007
Then keep coming back.

730
00:44:40,553 --> 00:44:42,430
What if I keep coming back...

731
00:44:43,514 --> 00:44:46,851
and all of a sudden,
I find myself getting in way...

732
00:44:47,643 --> 00:44:49,270
way too deep?

733
00:44:50,771 --> 00:44:53,316
That’s my favorite place
in the whole world,

734
00:44:53,983 --> 00:44:55,026
too deep.

735
00:44:56,986 --> 00:44:58,863
Lordy day,

736
00:45:00,239 --> 00:45:02,950
to be young and in too deep.

737
00:45:06,495 --> 00:45:08,956
You keep coming back, too. Okay?

738
00:45:09,123 --> 00:45:12,335
Darling, I’ll keep coming back
until I get it right.

739
00:45:25,014 --> 00:45:29,268
So after the accident, my father took off.
Six months later,

740
00:45:29,393 --> 00:45:32,146
they found him in a motel room,
and I’ll spare you the details.

741
00:45:34,273 --> 00:45:35,942
I can’t walk, and he kills himself.

742
00:45:36,859 --> 00:45:38,444
What’s up with that?

743
00:45:39,695 --> 00:45:40,821
That’s fucked up.

744
00:45:41,364 --> 00:45:44,158
I guess somewhere along the line,
I decided to live.

745
00:45:44,242 --> 00:45:48,120
But my mom, she didn’t really
decide one way or the other.

746
00:45:49,038 --> 00:45:51,999
So she just lives
and dies at the same time.

747
00:45:53,292 --> 00:45:56,379
Then Willie showed up.
And, you know, the other stuff.

748
00:46:00,466 --> 00:46:01,801
Let’s get you home.

749
00:46:04,679 --> 00:46:07,723
Listen, I just want you to know
before you jump into our lives, man,

750
00:46:07,807 --> 00:46:10,476
this might be a good time to reconsider.

751
00:46:18,276 --> 00:46:20,611
- Whoo!
Yo, faster! Come on!

752
00:46:20,695 --> 00:46:21,696
- What?
- Go!

753
00:46:25,408 --> 00:46:27,910
- Yeah! Come on! Whoa!
- All right. Here we go!

754
00:46:29,161 --> 00:46:30,161
Yeah!

755
00:46:31,163 --> 00:46:32,999
Whoa.

756
00:46:34,375 --> 00:46:35,960
Whoa!

757
00:46:38,254 --> 00:46:39,338
That was excellent!

758
00:46:39,463 --> 00:46:40,881
Whoo!

759
00:46:41,507 --> 00:46:43,926
- Are you all right?
- Yeah.

760
00:46:45,052 --> 00:46:46,052
What the hell?

761
00:46:48,097 --> 00:46:50,558
Where’s the van? What the hell
happened to your leg?

762
00:46:50,808 --> 00:46:51,808
Willie.

763
00:46:53,853 --> 00:46:54,853
Shit.

764
00:46:59,525 --> 00:47:00,609
What?

765
00:47:01,986 --> 00:47:02,987
Him.

766
00:47:15,583 --> 00:47:17,936
- ...I thought you were saying--
- Yeah.

767
00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:20,314
Yeah, that’s what I thought
you were saying the whole time.

768
00:47:20,338 --> 00:47:22,048
You was just waving your arms.

769
00:47:22,173 --> 00:47:24,813
How in the hell was I supposed to know
what you were trying to say?

770
00:47:24,884 --> 00:47:28,095
When I looked back to stop,
I hit the curb, and I swear to God,

771
00:47:28,179 --> 00:47:31,349
I saw you go ten feet
like a ballistic missile or something.

772
00:47:31,432 --> 00:47:33,392
That doesn’t look so hot.

773
00:47:33,476 --> 00:47:36,687
Yeah. Well,
it is what it is.

774
00:47:37,813 --> 00:47:39,148
Take off your pants.

775
00:47:39,231 --> 00:47:42,401
Well, an exit line if there
ever was one. Good night, kids.

776
00:47:42,485 --> 00:47:45,654
Thanks for not killing me, bro.

777
00:47:55,873 --> 00:47:58,209
Whoa. We need to take you
to the hospital.

778
00:47:58,292 --> 00:48:00,378
We went, but your son there

779
00:48:00,503 --> 00:48:03,506
sent Dr. Farley
into an existential tailspin.

780
00:48:04,340 --> 00:48:05,591
He was useless.

781
00:48:12,807 --> 00:48:13,933
Am I hurting you?

782
00:48:14,558 --> 00:48:15,558
Not in a bad way.

783
00:48:19,688 --> 00:48:21,273
Why is a guy like Willie...?

784
00:48:21,899 --> 00:48:24,499
I mean, why is a guy like that
even in your world? I don’t get it.

785
00:48:24,568 --> 00:48:27,196
You don’t know anything
about my world. You’re too--

786
00:48:27,321 --> 00:48:30,157
Young? I know. Blah, blah, blah.

787
00:48:30,241 --> 00:48:31,241
Why?

788
00:48:36,872 --> 00:48:39,041
There is a kind of guy...

789
00:48:40,501 --> 00:48:44,839
a kind of guy who figures out
exactly where you live.

790
00:48:47,258 --> 00:48:48,884
And then he just moves in.

791
00:48:52,012 --> 00:48:53,222
I got sober.

792
00:48:53,556 --> 00:48:55,141
I did some house cleaning.

793
00:48:55,641 --> 00:48:57,977
And out with the bad air went Willie.

794
00:48:58,561 --> 00:49:00,646
But Bobby says
that you’ll go back to him...

795
00:49:02,398 --> 00:49:03,524
whenever he wants.

796
00:49:05,067 --> 00:49:07,319
I guess that’s the kind
of mother I’ve been.

797
00:49:12,199 --> 00:49:13,367
All right.

798
00:49:17,079 --> 00:49:18,289
Sorry.

799
00:49:25,045 --> 00:49:26,213
Um...

800
00:49:26,505 --> 00:49:28,466
What?

801
00:49:28,549 --> 00:49:30,718
I think I should put my pants back on.

802
00:49:31,093 --> 00:49:33,012
Right. Sorry. Okay.

803
00:49:33,137 --> 00:49:35,181
No. No. Don’t apologize.

804
00:49:35,264 --> 00:49:37,141
Don’t ever apologize.

805
00:49:44,565 --> 00:49:46,108
He’s going to show up here.

806
00:49:46,734 --> 00:49:49,612
Tonight, tomorrow, sometime.

807
00:49:50,988 --> 00:49:52,656
And he’s gonna come for me.

808
00:49:54,241 --> 00:49:56,619
And he’s not gonna
like the sound of "no".

809
00:49:57,578 --> 00:49:59,830
And he’s not gonna like
the sight of you.

810
00:50:03,167 --> 00:50:05,169
I wouldn’t worry too much about Willie.

811
00:50:06,921 --> 00:50:08,839
I eat guys like Willie for breakfast.

812
00:50:13,010 --> 00:50:15,679
I haven’t heard Bobby laugh
like that in a long time.

813
00:50:22,728 --> 00:50:23,896
Beautiful.

814
00:50:25,731 --> 00:50:26,731
Yes.

815
00:50:26,774 --> 00:50:30,444
I was talking about the...
that bird’s song.

816
00:50:30,528 --> 00:50:31,612
A Savannah Finch.

817
00:50:34,573 --> 00:50:36,075
I like that you know that.

818
00:50:41,622 --> 00:50:43,165
I’ve had to give up...

819
00:50:44,416 --> 00:50:46,752
just about everything
there is to give up.

820
00:50:49,922 --> 00:50:52,716
But if you don’t kiss me right now,
I think I’ll go crazy.

821
00:51:04,979 --> 00:51:07,147
You have to be quiet.

822
00:51:17,992 --> 00:51:20,262
- What time is she coming?
- Actually, it’s her and her son.

823
00:51:20,286 --> 00:51:22,926
I’ve made a lovely quiche with ham.
She’s not a vegetarian, is she?

824
00:51:23,163 --> 00:51:25,666
- No.
- Just an ex-hooker and a stripper.

825
00:51:25,749 --> 00:51:27,126
No, she’s not a vegetarian.

826
00:51:27,251 --> 00:51:30,296
- Where is she from again?
- Who cares where she’s from?

827
00:51:30,504 --> 00:51:32,423
Savannah. There. Christ.

828
00:51:32,506 --> 00:51:34,675
I’m going to have a mimosa.
Anyone care to join me?

829
00:51:34,758 --> 00:51:36,343
- No!
- Why not? It’s after one.

830
00:51:36,427 --> 00:51:38,446
I told her we’re all alcoholics
and that we can’t drink.

831
00:51:38,470 --> 00:51:40,514
- I’m not an alcoholic.
- Neither am I.

832
00:51:40,598 --> 00:51:44,643
And neither am I. The only one
in this family who is an alcoholic is you!

833
00:51:44,727 --> 00:51:46,812
And you’re just pretending
to be an alcoholic

834
00:51:46,895 --> 00:51:48,790
- so you can keep getting into her pants.
- Fuck you!

835
00:51:48,814 --> 00:51:51,400
- Taylor!
- Hey, Dad, come on. Listen to me, please.

836
00:51:51,483 --> 00:51:54,903
- I told her we were all in the program--
- Why would you tell her that?

837
00:51:54,987 --> 00:51:55,988
Well...

838
00:51:56,739 --> 00:51:59,158
I can’t remember but I’m sure
I had a very good reason.

839
00:51:59,241 --> 00:52:01,428
- That is because you’re pussy whipped.
- Pussy whipped?

840
00:52:01,452 --> 00:52:03,370
Well, that’s news, don’t you think, Wyatt?

841
00:52:03,454 --> 00:52:05,473
- All these years wondering if he was gay?
- God!

842
00:52:05,497 --> 00:52:06,641
- This calls for a drink!
- No!

843
00:52:06,665 --> 00:52:08,208
- Perhaps a doobie?
- No!

844
00:52:08,334 --> 00:52:10,103
- You’re being an asshole.
- No, you’re being an asshole!

845
00:52:10,127 --> 00:52:13,339
- Boys.
- Tay-Tay, you can put on a wife beater

846
00:52:13,422 --> 00:52:15,758
and hobnail boots
but I can still kick your ass.

847
00:52:15,841 --> 00:52:17,384
Why are you dressed like that?

848
00:52:17,468 --> 00:52:19,511
Like some kind of, I don’t know what.

849
00:52:19,595 --> 00:52:21,513
- A biker.
- But-- Precisely, a biker.

850
00:52:21,597 --> 00:52:23,307
Big deal. I bought a bike.

851
00:52:23,432 --> 00:52:24,224
- What?
- You what?

852
00:52:24,308 --> 00:52:26,393
It’s all right.
Look, it’s right there.

853
00:52:26,477 --> 00:52:29,271
That’s my hog. Ain’t she sweet?

854
00:52:29,355 --> 00:52:31,899
Do you have a hernia?
Why are you walking like that?

855
00:52:31,982 --> 00:52:33,192
- Bo.
- Bo?

856
00:52:33,275 --> 00:52:35,069
- He’s just being Bo.
- I’m lost.

857
00:52:35,152 --> 00:52:37,696
All right, look.
Bo is this guy who...

858
00:52:39,531 --> 00:52:42,743
This is pointless.
Look, Mom, you have your poems.

859
00:52:42,826 --> 00:52:45,329
Campbell, you have your paintings.
Dad, you have your books.

860
00:52:45,412 --> 00:52:50,042
I have nothing except for my
horseshit heart, until now.

861
00:52:50,125 --> 00:52:53,837
Now I have Bo. Bo is my work of art,
and I am in love.

862
00:52:53,921 --> 00:52:55,297
You sound insane, boy.

863
00:52:55,381 --> 00:52:58,509
Yes, I’ve gone mad.
I have become, at long last,

864
00:52:58,592 --> 00:53:00,886
an Ogburn, and you all should
be very proud.

865
00:53:00,969 --> 00:53:02,763
I am. Chivas, anyone?

866
00:53:03,347 --> 00:53:05,933
And by the way, you’re all
a bunch of drunks and stoners,

867
00:53:06,058 --> 00:53:09,311
and the only reason that you get away
with it is because you’re all so fabulous

868
00:53:09,520 --> 00:53:11,105
and brilliant
and good-looking.

869
00:53:11,230 --> 00:53:15,317
Well, I think I told Krystal you were all
in AA because you should be!

870
00:53:15,401 --> 00:53:18,153
And if you call me Tay-Tay
in front of her, I swear to God...

871
00:53:18,237 --> 00:53:19,446
Okay, Tay-Tay.

872
00:53:19,905 --> 00:53:21,448
You son of a bitch!

873
00:53:21,532 --> 00:53:23,242
- My God!
- That’s enough!

874
00:53:23,325 --> 00:53:24,576
Stop it!

875
00:53:24,660 --> 00:53:25,953
Taylor! Campbell!

876
00:53:26,036 --> 00:53:27,705
- Get away from him!
- That’s enough!

877
00:53:28,122 --> 00:53:30,582
Stop it! No more! Stop!

878
00:53:30,666 --> 00:53:33,252
Get up! Get up! Get up!

879
00:53:33,335 --> 00:53:35,170
- She’s here. She’s here!
- Get up! Get up!

880
00:53:35,254 --> 00:53:37,172
God. Hi.

881
00:53:37,256 --> 00:53:38,841
Hi.

882
00:53:38,924 --> 00:53:40,092
This is so crazy.

883
00:53:40,342 --> 00:53:43,595
Come on in. They’re just
dying to meet you. Come on.

884
00:53:46,473 --> 00:53:48,559
- Welcome.
- Excuse us.

885
00:53:48,642 --> 00:53:51,687
Tay-Tay just made a mess.
I’m picking it up.

886
00:53:51,770 --> 00:53:53,564
- I am so sorry.
- Hello.

887
00:53:53,647 --> 00:53:56,150
- Hi. Hi.
- I’m gonna check on the quiche.

888
00:53:56,233 --> 00:53:59,069
Dad, this is Krystal
and her son, Bobby.

889
00:53:59,153 --> 00:54:01,029
Welcome, welcome.

890
00:54:01,280 --> 00:54:03,073
Krystal, is it?

891
00:54:03,157 --> 00:54:05,033
Yes, it is. Krystal.
Krystal, it is.

892
00:54:05,117 --> 00:54:07,703
- Krystal. Welcome.
- Krystal it is.

893
00:54:08,245 --> 00:54:13,709
Well, can I get anyone an iced tea
or perhaps a lemonade?

894
00:54:14,126 --> 00:54:16,211
- An iced tea would be lovely.
- I’ll get it!

895
00:54:16,295 --> 00:54:18,756
- Me too.
- Yeah. Two, Wyatt. Two.

896
00:54:18,839 --> 00:54:21,550
Well, why don’t we all sit down.

897
00:54:21,633 --> 00:54:23,260
Let me take your coat.

898
00:54:23,552 --> 00:54:24,552
Yeah.

899
00:54:35,063 --> 00:54:37,357
You have a lovely home, Mrs. Ogburn.

900
00:54:37,441 --> 00:54:39,401
Please. Poppy.

901
00:54:43,155 --> 00:54:45,073
Can I get you something
to drink?

902
00:54:45,866 --> 00:54:49,203
I think your husband’s...

903
00:54:53,957 --> 00:54:58,420
What in the world is keeping
my husband so long? Excuse me.

904
00:55:04,927 --> 00:55:06,720
- Campbell. Um...
- Hey.

905
00:55:06,804 --> 00:55:08,324
Taylor tells me that you’re a painter.

906
00:55:08,680 --> 00:55:12,226
He told you I’m a painter because...

907
00:55:13,894 --> 00:55:16,772
I am a painter, I am, that’s right.

908
00:55:17,981 --> 00:55:19,817
What a charming coincidence.

909
00:55:21,443 --> 00:55:23,904
Wyatt? Wyatt!

910
00:55:23,987 --> 00:55:27,658
What are you doing?
We promised no drinking!

911
00:55:27,741 --> 00:55:31,245
Seems I'm forced into what someone weaker
than myself would call a "confession".

912
00:55:31,411 --> 00:55:33,622
Stop flapping your lips, tell me.

913
00:55:34,915 --> 00:55:35,999
I know her.

914
00:55:38,377 --> 00:55:39,586
Bobby.

915
00:55:41,672 --> 00:55:44,174
Your eyes are so deep,
I’m drowning in them.

916
00:55:48,470 --> 00:55:50,806
- That was too much, wasn’t it?
- Just a bit, sport.

917
00:55:50,889 --> 00:55:53,475
Yeah, I’m gonna go to the...

918
00:55:53,559 --> 00:55:54,643
I’ll be right back.

919
00:55:57,354 --> 00:55:58,522
He’s so shy.

920
00:55:58,647 --> 00:56:02,109
Yeah, he’s just the...
the King of Shy.

921
00:56:02,192 --> 00:56:03,360
I need to use the restroom.

922
00:56:03,694 --> 00:56:06,321
- Let me show you where it is.
- Bro. I can handle it.

923
00:56:06,405 --> 00:56:08,699
- Just tell me where.
- Right, right.

924
00:56:08,782 --> 00:56:11,910
- Down the hall and to the left.
- All right.

925
00:56:18,500 --> 00:56:19,626
Fuck.

926
00:56:21,545 --> 00:56:24,756
Hey, you wanna
shoot that puppy my way, ace?

927
00:56:32,848 --> 00:56:34,308
I’m getting kind of a bad feeling.

928
00:56:34,558 --> 00:56:37,394
In your heart?
Do we have to go to the hospital?

929
00:56:37,477 --> 00:56:38,854
- Do we have to go right now?
- No.

930
00:56:38,979 --> 00:56:41,440
- Maybe we should go now. Just in case.
- No, I’m fine.

931
00:56:41,523 --> 00:56:43,233
Fuck you, Wyatt!

932
00:56:44,151 --> 00:56:47,029
Fuck you!
Fuck you! Fuck y...!

933
00:56:48,405 --> 00:56:49,865
I bare you no ill will, darling.

934
00:56:49,948 --> 00:56:51,992
We women do
what we have to do to survive.

935
00:56:52,075 --> 00:56:53,911
However, fuck you, Wyatt!

936
00:56:55,454 --> 00:56:57,748
That’s just her way of...

937
00:57:01,501 --> 00:57:03,754
I don’t know. Mom?

938
00:57:03,921 --> 00:57:07,841
I gotta go. Where’s... Bobby?

939
00:57:09,092 --> 00:57:11,511
How would you like it if I said
I had the hots for your mom?

940
00:57:12,346 --> 00:57:13,805
Which I think I kind of do.

941
00:57:13,889 --> 00:57:16,350
Maybe we can work something out.

942
00:57:17,184 --> 00:57:18,435
What the hell?

943
00:57:19,937 --> 00:57:21,313
Goddamn it.

944
00:57:21,897 --> 00:57:24,608
Sh...

945
00:57:25,567 --> 00:57:26,568
It...

946
00:57:27,361 --> 00:57:28,403
Shit.

947
00:57:30,364 --> 00:57:33,659
Whoa, whoa, whoa.
Take it easy!!

948
00:57:35,035 --> 00:57:36,703
What...? What the fuck?

949
00:57:36,787 --> 00:57:38,107
I didn’t do anything.
I was just--

950
00:57:38,163 --> 00:57:39,831
- Shut up, Campbell. Wait!
- All right.

951
00:57:39,915 --> 00:57:41,083
What happened?

952
00:57:41,208 --> 00:57:43,669
You know,
I thought maybe, just maybe,

953
00:57:43,752 --> 00:57:46,254
I could have one normal day
in my life...

954
00:57:47,172 --> 00:57:48,757
with a normal family,

955
00:57:48,840 --> 00:57:51,551
in one of those houses
you drive by and dream about,

956
00:57:51,843 --> 00:57:54,763
just a normal fucking day,
with my son.

957
00:57:55,389 --> 00:57:59,267
Today can still be normal,
I swear to God. Right, Bobby?

958
00:57:59,351 --> 00:58:01,019
I can’t remember
what we’re talking about.

959
00:58:01,103 --> 00:58:03,313
That’s because your brother
got him stoned.

960
00:58:04,564 --> 00:58:06,692
And your father... Jesus!

961
00:58:06,775 --> 00:58:08,986
Just when I think
I’ve got my life turned around,

962
00:58:09,987 --> 00:58:11,655
my past comes and jumps up

963
00:58:11,905 --> 00:58:14,408
and bites me in the ass
like a junkyard dog!

964
00:58:14,491 --> 00:58:17,285
Wait, wait, wait.
Just... just one moment.

965
00:58:17,369 --> 00:58:19,121
I think there are some situations that--

966
00:58:19,204 --> 00:58:21,373
Normal? I’m an idiot.

967
00:58:21,456 --> 00:58:24,751
You’ve just gotta learn to accept
the things you cannot... Fuck!

968
00:58:28,714 --> 00:58:29,714
Shit.

969
00:58:31,133 --> 00:58:32,843
Thanks a lot!

970
00:58:33,385 --> 00:58:35,178
- What happened?
- Ask your father.

971
00:58:35,595 --> 00:58:37,723
- Dad?
- Monkish silence is in order.

972
00:58:37,806 --> 00:58:39,516
Fuck. Getting the kid high?

973
00:58:39,599 --> 00:58:41,435
What is the matter with you people?

974
00:58:41,518 --> 00:58:43,729
"You people" is your people.

975
00:58:43,895 --> 00:58:44,938
Not anymore!

976
00:58:45,522 --> 00:58:48,525
No, I renounce you!
I renounce you totally!

977
00:58:48,650 --> 00:58:50,736
You all have everything,
and for the first time,

978
00:58:50,819 --> 00:58:52,029
I had someone who was mine!

979
00:58:52,112 --> 00:58:53,488
She wasn’t yours.

980
00:58:53,572 --> 00:58:55,157
In my heart she was!

981
00:58:55,532 --> 00:58:57,409
In my heart
I was not alone anymore.

982
00:58:57,492 --> 00:58:59,092
- Baby, you’ve never been alone.
- Alone?

983
00:58:59,119 --> 00:59:00,912
I have always been alone!

984
00:59:01,038 --> 00:59:03,040
Ever since finding Satan in the attic!

985
00:59:03,123 --> 00:59:05,625
- Satan...?
- In the attic? Dude.

986
00:59:05,751 --> 00:59:08,462
And I run to tell you, and all you did
was promise me a pony.

987
00:59:08,545 --> 00:59:10,172
Pony? What pony?

988
00:59:10,672 --> 00:59:12,174
And now you do this.

989
00:59:15,010 --> 00:59:16,845
I never promised him a pony.

990
01:00:05,560 --> 01:00:06,560
Hey.

991
01:00:06,853 --> 01:00:08,438
My God.
I told you to fuck off.

992
01:00:08,522 --> 01:00:10,899
I tried. It didn’t work.

993
01:00:11,858 --> 01:00:13,898
Now listen, I know that you
don’t want to hear this.

994
01:00:14,778 --> 01:00:16,113
But I really love you.

995
01:00:16,696 --> 01:00:19,157
And there’s nothing you can do
and nothing you can say

996
01:00:19,241 --> 01:00:21,076
that will ever, ever make me stop.

997
01:00:21,159 --> 01:00:22,786
Try this on for size...

998
01:00:23,954 --> 01:00:25,622
I know your father.

999
01:01:00,282 --> 01:01:01,575
That’s my car.

1000
01:01:02,576 --> 01:01:04,536
Right? Right?
That’s, that’s my car.

1001
01:01:04,911 --> 01:01:06,913
You think you’re freaked out?

1002
01:01:07,330 --> 01:01:10,709
I walk into your house,
with my son, and there he is!

1003
01:01:11,001 --> 01:01:12,961
- Spanky!
- Spanky?

1004
01:01:13,044 --> 01:01:14,421
Your father.

1005
01:01:14,629 --> 01:01:17,799
He told us he was a roadie
with the Allman Brothers.

1006
01:01:17,883 --> 01:01:18,884
Us?

1007
01:01:19,092 --> 01:01:20,635
You know, the girls.

1008
01:01:20,927 --> 01:01:22,053
Shit.

1009
01:01:23,013 --> 01:01:24,639
Why did you call him Spanky?

1010
01:01:25,974 --> 01:01:26,975
You are young.

1011
01:01:32,606 --> 01:01:35,066
Well, well, well.

1012
01:01:37,319 --> 01:01:38,737
Here’s the irony of the thing.

1013
01:01:38,820 --> 01:01:41,448
Irony and spanking in the same story.

1014
01:01:41,531 --> 01:01:44,701
Your father gives me this book.

1015
01:01:45,076 --> 01:01:46,870
The History of Om.

1016
01:01:46,953 --> 01:01:49,497
And man, that book knocked me out,

1017
01:01:49,748 --> 01:01:51,917
right off of my feet!

1018
01:01:52,209 --> 01:01:54,336
"To catch a raindrop on your tongue.

1019
01:01:55,462 --> 01:01:58,590
To be alive in the dawn
of your new skin."

1020
01:01:59,132 --> 01:02:02,594
How was I supposed to know
that Spanky was Dr. Wyatt Ogburn?

1021
01:02:02,677 --> 01:02:05,680
You just assumed he was a well-read roadie
for the Allman Brothers?

1022
01:02:06,306 --> 01:02:08,892
Hi, folks.
Um, please remember

1023
01:02:09,392 --> 01:02:11,871
to not park in the front of D&D
on the Parkway after 10 p.m...

1024
01:02:11,895 --> 01:02:13,855
I just started praying.

1025
01:02:14,397 --> 01:02:15,732
I started chanting.

1026
01:02:16,399 --> 01:02:20,195
During the actual spanking sessions
or would you take breaks?

1027
01:02:20,487 --> 01:02:22,697
And we’ll do birthdays
next Monday.

1028
01:02:23,740 --> 01:02:25,659
Sir, we have
a no smoking policy.

1029
01:02:28,912 --> 01:02:30,705
- I can’t believe this.
- Everyone.

1030
01:02:31,831 --> 01:02:34,542
Lord, grant me the serenity

1031
01:02:34,626 --> 01:02:37,003
to accept the things
I cannot change,

1032
01:02:37,379 --> 01:02:39,965
the courage to change
the things I can,

1033
01:02:40,298 --> 01:02:43,138
- and the wisdom to know the difference."
- Why don’t y’all have a seat?

1034
01:02:44,261 --> 01:02:47,555
All right, for those of you
that had the great misfortune

1035
01:02:47,639 --> 01:02:49,266
of missing last week’s speaker

1036
01:02:49,391 --> 01:02:52,394
and for those of you who have
clamored for his return,

1037
01:02:52,477 --> 01:02:54,062
Bo, everyone.

1038
01:02:54,145 --> 01:02:57,357
- Yeah!
- Bo!

1039
01:02:59,609 --> 01:03:01,569
Yeah, he’s good, he’s good.

1040
01:03:03,071 --> 01:03:05,740
Hi, I’m Bo, and I’m an alcoholic
and an addict.

1041
01:03:05,824 --> 01:03:07,325
Hi, Bo.

1042
01:03:09,828 --> 01:03:11,746
When I first joined AA,

1043
01:03:12,289 --> 01:03:14,874
I wanted the men to fear me
and the women to love me.

1044
01:03:15,125 --> 01:03:17,919
But now the men love me
and the women fear me.

1045
01:03:19,296 --> 01:03:22,132
I smoked my first joint when I was 12.

1046
01:03:22,215 --> 01:03:24,718
My parents, they were devout Baptists

1047
01:03:24,801 --> 01:03:26,761
so they took me to the minister

1048
01:03:27,262 --> 01:03:30,181
and he said to me
every time I smoked marijuana,

1049
01:03:30,473 --> 01:03:33,226
- I was letting the Devil in my soul.
- The Devil!

1050
01:03:33,476 --> 01:03:34,769
That’s right.

1051
01:03:34,894 --> 01:03:36,730
Satan became my best friend.

1052
01:03:37,188 --> 01:03:40,275
’Cause Satan’s fuel
is nothing more than fear,

1053
01:03:41,318 --> 01:03:44,112
the fear that danced
around in my dreams.

1054
01:03:44,696 --> 01:03:46,573
Fear of the dark.

1055
01:03:46,990 --> 01:03:48,533
Too much light.

1056
01:03:48,825 --> 01:03:50,535
My reflection in the mirror.

1057
01:03:50,994 --> 01:03:53,288
My father’s eyes.

1058
01:03:53,913 --> 01:03:54,914
His silence.

1059
01:03:54,998 --> 01:03:56,458
His voice.

1060
01:03:57,917 --> 01:04:01,171
After a million miles of bad road,

1061
01:04:01,254 --> 01:04:03,548
I... I woke up to flies,

1062
01:04:03,631 --> 01:04:05,342
buzzing around the syringe.

1063
01:04:07,177 --> 01:04:09,929
Empty bottles
of Thunderbird everywhere.

1064
01:04:10,847 --> 01:04:12,932
Weird shit written all over the walls.

1065
01:04:13,600 --> 01:04:15,643
And something really sticky in my hair.

1066
01:04:18,605 --> 01:04:20,106
And then a voice:

1067
01:04:20,774 --> 01:04:23,360
"Welcome to the end of the line."

1068
01:04:25,278 --> 01:04:26,529
Whose voice?

1069
01:04:27,989 --> 01:04:30,992
I think God got us here.

1070
01:04:31,534 --> 01:04:34,454
And I think faith keeps us coming back.

1071
01:04:35,246 --> 01:04:37,248
The faith that gives us wings,

1072
01:04:37,749 --> 01:04:39,959
or at least a soft place to land.

1073
01:04:42,712 --> 01:04:43,963
Happy landing, Bo.

1074
01:04:44,422 --> 01:04:47,342
So now, you gotta ask yourself,

1075
01:04:48,676 --> 01:04:50,845
- why are you here?
- Let’s get out of here.

1076
01:04:50,970 --> 01:04:54,099
And what’s chasing you?
Who’s chasing you?

1077
01:04:55,308 --> 01:04:57,769
And why do you think
he can’t get you in this room?

1078
01:05:50,447 --> 01:05:52,323
Boy, am I glad to see you.

1079
01:05:52,824 --> 01:05:55,076
There, there, dear heart.
I’m not dead yet.

1080
01:05:55,702 --> 01:05:58,163
I am, however, moving to Detroit.

1081
01:05:58,580 --> 01:06:02,459
To live with my son. He insists.

1082
01:06:02,542 --> 01:06:04,919
Detroit’s a little better than being dead,
don’t you think?

1083
01:06:06,838 --> 01:06:08,923
Vera, I don’t think I can keep
coming back anymore.

1084
01:06:09,632 --> 01:06:10,758
Dear.

1085
01:06:12,844 --> 01:06:14,637
I just don’t know
what I’m coming back to.

1086
01:06:14,721 --> 01:06:16,389
You’re leaving, the gallery’s closing,

1087
01:06:16,473 --> 01:06:19,434
my family is blowing up
right in front of me and...

1088
01:06:20,310 --> 01:06:21,561
she’s gone.

1089
01:06:21,895 --> 01:06:23,938
She.

1090
01:06:29,819 --> 01:06:33,531
You know, Taylor, sometimes
coming back over and over again

1091
01:06:33,615 --> 01:06:35,366
is just plain embarrassing.

1092
01:06:35,950 --> 01:06:39,120
And foolish, because the more
you keep coming back,

1093
01:06:39,204 --> 01:06:42,540
the farther and farther away
whatever you’ve been coming back for gets.

1094
01:06:44,125 --> 01:06:46,044
It’s a corollary to this:

1095
01:06:47,253 --> 01:06:49,839
the more desperately
you think you want something,

1096
01:06:50,298 --> 01:06:52,342
the more you’re never,
ever going to get it.

1097
01:06:56,262 --> 01:06:57,639
So what do you do?

1098
01:06:57,889 --> 01:06:58,890
You wait.

1099
01:07:00,683 --> 01:07:02,310
Be still and wait.

1100
01:07:04,479 --> 01:07:05,522
For what?

1101
01:07:06,606 --> 01:07:08,942
For whatever you’ve been coming back to

1102
01:07:09,025 --> 01:07:10,693
to come back to you.

1103
01:07:11,319 --> 01:07:12,779
And what if it doesn’t come back?

1104
01:07:14,072 --> 01:07:15,907
I don’t have time for what-if’s.

1105
01:07:25,041 --> 01:07:27,210
Here. This should help.

1106
01:07:30,838 --> 01:07:32,257
I’m really going to miss you.

1107
01:07:35,260 --> 01:07:36,427
Now go on.

1108
01:07:37,053 --> 01:07:39,222
Be young, for both of us.

1109
01:08:01,035 --> 01:08:04,872
♪ I can’t give any more ♪

1110
01:08:06,666 --> 01:08:08,918
No!

1111
01:08:09,002 --> 01:08:12,171
If he plays that song again,
I’m gonna blow my fucking brains out.

1112
01:08:12,255 --> 01:08:13,255
God.

1113
01:08:13,423 --> 01:08:15,883
How long do you think
he’s gonna be up there?

1114
01:08:15,967 --> 01:08:17,093
Well, it’s been days.

1115
01:08:17,218 --> 01:08:19,387
- What do you think he’s doing?
- He’s wallowing.

1116
01:08:19,846 --> 01:08:22,265
- On a theoretical level...
- For God’s sakes.

1117
01:08:22,348 --> 01:08:24,767
...do you think parents are
responsible for everything?

1118
01:08:24,851 --> 01:08:26,060
Generally? No.

1119
01:08:26,227 --> 01:08:27,895
- Specifically?
- Yes.

1120
01:08:29,981 --> 01:08:32,567
In that case, shall we?

1121
01:08:37,614 --> 01:08:41,659
♪ I can’t live ♪

1122
01:08:41,743 --> 01:08:44,746
♪ If living is without you ♪

1123
01:08:44,829 --> 01:08:47,915
♪ I can’t live ♪

1124
01:08:48,416 --> 01:08:52,170
♪ I can’t give anymore ♪

1125
01:08:52,253 --> 01:08:54,964
♪ I can’t live ♪

1126
01:08:55,048 --> 01:08:57,425
Son? Son?

1127
01:08:57,508 --> 01:08:59,218
We just... We’ve been talking,

1128
01:08:59,302 --> 01:09:02,472
and we just want to, as a family,

1129
01:09:02,555 --> 01:09:04,807
apologize if we in any way--

1130
01:09:04,932 --> 01:09:07,060
Stop.

1131
01:09:11,856 --> 01:09:13,650
It occurs to me, Dad...

1132
01:09:15,902 --> 01:09:18,422
that I never would have met her
if you hadn’t written that book.

1133
01:09:19,322 --> 01:09:20,990
It occurs to me, Mom, that...

1134
01:09:21,908 --> 01:09:23,868
her beauty would have sailed
right over my head

1135
01:09:23,951 --> 01:09:26,037
if I had never read one of your poems.

1136
01:09:27,705 --> 01:09:31,250
And it occurs to me, Campbell,
that I never would have been bold enough

1137
01:09:31,334 --> 01:09:35,380
to paint myself in Bo if it hadn’t been
for the boldness of your brush.

1138
01:09:38,424 --> 01:09:40,134
What have you
been doing up here?

1139
01:09:41,052 --> 01:09:42,804
- Waiting.
- For what?

1140
01:09:48,768 --> 01:09:50,103
Hey, man!

1141
01:09:50,728 --> 01:09:52,647
Okay. It’s okay. Where?

1142
01:09:53,147 --> 01:09:55,483
Okay. Got it. I’m on the way.

1143
01:10:13,835 --> 01:10:17,630
♪ I can’t live ♪

1144
01:10:17,714 --> 01:10:21,092
♪ If living is without you ♪

1145
01:10:21,175 --> 01:10:24,679
♪ I can’t live ♪

1146
01:10:24,762 --> 01:10:28,224
♪ I can’t give anymore ♪

1147
01:10:28,307 --> 01:10:32,603
♪ I can’t live ♪

1148
01:10:32,687 --> 01:10:35,606
♪ If living is without you ♪

1149
01:10:35,690 --> 01:10:39,318
♪ I can’t live ♪

1150
01:10:39,402 --> 01:10:44,240
♪ I can’t give anymore ♪

1151
01:10:47,410 --> 01:10:50,747
♪ If living is without you... ♪

1152
01:11:00,798 --> 01:11:02,842
- Is she here?
- No.

1153
01:11:04,010 --> 01:11:05,011
Are you okay?

1154
01:11:05,136 --> 01:11:06,512
Yeah, but I’m glad you’re here.

1155
01:11:06,596 --> 01:11:08,431
Willie has completely lost his shit.

1156
01:11:08,514 --> 01:11:10,892
He says he went to some meeting
and they voodoo’d his ass.

1157
01:11:10,975 --> 01:11:13,269
He doesn’t sleep,
he just draws like a madman

1158
01:11:13,352 --> 01:11:15,772
- and screams at my mom that she’s a witch.
- Where is she?

1159
01:11:15,855 --> 01:11:18,399
I’m stuck here in this fucking chair
watching the days die

1160
01:11:18,483 --> 01:11:21,527
and listening to the flies buzz
and I got a bad case of the dreads.

1161
01:11:21,611 --> 01:11:23,404
The only dude
I could think of was you.

1162
01:11:23,488 --> 01:11:24,822
Where is she?

1163
01:11:27,909 --> 01:11:28,909
This oughta be good.

1164
01:11:34,332 --> 01:11:37,543
Gee. Hi. Mom. Nice to see you again.
Glad you’re still breathing.

1165
01:11:37,627 --> 01:11:40,546
I’m fucking thrilled.
Do you remember Taylor?

1166
01:11:41,047 --> 01:11:44,884
What the fuck are you--
You know what, it doesn’t even matter.

1167
01:11:45,009 --> 01:11:46,844
Jesus, are you high?

1168
01:11:48,346 --> 01:11:50,056
- Yeah.
- All right.

1169
01:11:50,139 --> 01:11:52,266
Pack up your shit.
We’re getting out of here.

1170
01:12:02,777 --> 01:12:05,238
What the fuck are you doing?
Give me my shit!

1171
01:12:05,321 --> 01:12:08,121
Hey, no! I’m taking you, and I’m
taking Bobby, and I’m taking you home.

1172
01:12:08,199 --> 01:12:10,159
You’ve gotta
be fucking serious.

1173
01:12:10,284 --> 01:12:12,703
Are you kidding me with this shit?
Fucking sterling!

1174
01:12:12,787 --> 01:12:16,016
Okay, don’t look in my bag if you don’t
wanna find something you don’t wanna find!

1175
01:12:16,040 --> 01:12:16,916
You promised!

1176
01:12:16,999 --> 01:12:18,626
- Hey!
- No! No!

1177
01:12:18,709 --> 01:12:21,003
Get down! Stay there!
Come on, I’m helping you!

1178
01:12:21,337 --> 01:12:22,755
We are helping you!

1179
01:12:23,172 --> 01:12:26,008
- You said you weren’t using anymore.
- I’m not using.

1180
01:12:28,177 --> 01:12:31,013
I’m just tired. Okay?

1181
01:12:31,389 --> 01:12:35,226
- You’re gonna help. That’s gonna be great.
- Mom! Stop your bullshit!

1182
01:12:36,060 --> 01:12:39,397
Every time you get into this shit,
I get fucked!

1183
01:12:42,358 --> 01:12:43,860
I’m, I'm so-- I'm done!

1184
01:12:44,819 --> 01:12:46,863
Why do you keep doing this to me?

1185
01:12:48,197 --> 01:12:49,490
You’re supposed to be my mother!

1186
01:12:54,495 --> 01:12:56,664
Please, just listen to Taylor.

1187
01:13:29,739 --> 01:13:30,865
Taylor, where are we going?

1188
01:13:31,866 --> 01:13:32,867
Home.

1189
01:13:37,038 --> 01:13:38,372
That’s a good idea.

1190
01:13:40,333 --> 01:13:42,209
Boy, am I glad to hear you say that.

1191
01:13:59,560 --> 01:14:02,647
Me and your dad can explain the whole
spanking thing to your mom.

1192
01:14:02,730 --> 01:14:05,107
- I’m sure she’ll get past it.
- You think?

1193
01:14:05,191 --> 01:14:08,653
Sure. Women get over stuff
like that in a heartbeat.

1194
01:14:08,778 --> 01:14:10,071
They do?

1195
01:14:10,196 --> 01:14:13,199
Then, and, um,
I’ve been giving this a lot of thought,

1196
01:14:13,824 --> 01:14:18,371
You and I should just get it over with
and get married already.

1197
01:14:19,747 --> 01:14:21,165
I’m serious.

1198
01:14:21,666 --> 01:14:24,418
You know, guys like you don’t
come down the pike every day, you know.

1199
01:14:24,502 --> 01:14:25,502
Right. Thanks.

1200
01:14:25,544 --> 01:14:28,130
I don’t have all the time
in the world to sit around

1201
01:14:28,255 --> 01:14:30,341
waiting for the older version of you.

1202
01:14:30,925 --> 01:14:32,593
And you’ve really proven yourself.

1203
01:14:33,386 --> 01:14:36,389
I know you can take care of Willie
when he comes looking for me.

1204
01:14:44,105 --> 01:14:45,105
She gone.

1205
01:14:54,073 --> 01:14:55,658
Where do you reckon she went?

1206
01:15:12,842 --> 01:15:14,927
Fuck it. Let’s do it.

1207
01:15:15,678 --> 01:15:20,474
I was thinking maybe we move
on down to Clearwater.

1208
01:15:21,017 --> 01:15:22,018
Clearwater?

1209
01:15:22,101 --> 01:15:23,101
Yeah.

1210
01:15:24,228 --> 01:15:26,480
You can get a job, you know,

1211
01:15:26,564 --> 01:15:29,025
working on, like, a boat,

1212
01:15:29,108 --> 01:15:31,694
which is pretty low stress,
what with your ticker and whatnot.

1213
01:15:31,777 --> 01:15:35,948
Right, a boat, whatnot.

1214
01:15:36,032 --> 01:15:37,158
And then we have a baby.

1215
01:15:37,241 --> 01:15:38,117
Wow.

1216
01:15:38,242 --> 01:15:39,785
And right away.

1217
01:15:39,910 --> 01:15:42,621
Like I say, I don’t have
all the time in the world.

1218
01:15:42,705 --> 01:15:44,999
Right, like you said.

1219
01:15:45,082 --> 01:15:48,335
Now, a baby can really
do a number on your finances.

1220
01:15:48,502 --> 01:15:51,047
But I think I’ve got that covered.

1221
01:15:51,380 --> 01:15:54,175
I know a couple of guys
from the old days

1222
01:15:54,258 --> 01:15:55,718
who live down in Clearwater.

1223
01:15:55,801 --> 01:15:57,553
And one of them has a club

1224
01:15:57,636 --> 01:16:00,389
and, you know,
I could do a little dancing.

1225
01:16:02,558 --> 01:16:04,977
- A few lap dances every now and then.
- Dancing.

1226
01:16:05,061 --> 01:16:07,313
You know, just to help pay for the rent.

1227
01:16:14,278 --> 01:16:16,739
Are you okay?

1228
01:16:16,822 --> 01:16:19,033
I don’t think I can drive.

1229
01:16:19,116 --> 01:16:21,077
Okay. Okay.
Okay, don’t panic. Bobby!

1230
01:16:21,160 --> 01:16:22,328
Bobby, wake up.

1231
01:16:22,453 --> 01:16:23,653
- What?
- It’s happening again!

1232
01:16:23,704 --> 01:16:25,456
What? What’s happening?

1233
01:16:25,581 --> 01:16:27,851
- It’s his heart!
- What’s wrong with his heart?

1234
01:16:27,875 --> 01:16:29,936
- Slow down. I’ll drive.
- I’m having kind of a hard time.

1235
01:16:29,960 --> 01:16:31,128
Pull over, pull over.

1236
01:16:31,212 --> 01:16:32,838
Okay.

1237
01:16:32,963 --> 01:16:35,007
Slow down. Stop right
here. It’s fine.

1238
01:16:35,591 --> 01:16:36,759
All right.

1239
01:16:36,842 --> 01:16:39,237
- Taylor! What’s wrong with him?
- He’s having--

1240
01:16:39,261 --> 01:16:41,656
I thought you were friends.
You haven’t talked about this?

1241
01:16:49,146 --> 01:16:50,606
Hey. My God.

1242
01:16:51,065 --> 01:16:53,317
Come on. You’re gonna have to help me.

1243
01:16:53,651 --> 01:16:56,153
This is a really... really bad one.

1244
01:17:16,382 --> 01:17:18,968
All right, goddamn it!
Where is she? Krystal!

1245
01:17:19,051 --> 01:17:21,446
Bitch, you better get your
motherfucking ass down here right now!

1246
01:17:21,470 --> 01:17:23,597
All right now.
You just turn right around--

1247
01:17:24,431 --> 01:17:26,058
- Willie?
- Spanky?

1248
01:17:26,142 --> 01:17:28,769
- Man!
- Ain’t this a bitch?

1249
01:17:28,853 --> 01:17:31,313
You are a sight for sore eyes.
Look at you!

1250
01:17:31,480 --> 01:17:34,209
Shit! What the goddamn hell you doing
in a fancy place like this, Spanky?

1251
01:17:34,233 --> 01:17:35,818
- Yeah, well.
- Yeah.

1252
01:17:35,901 --> 01:17:36,901
Excuse me?

1253
01:17:36,986 --> 01:17:39,572
- Darling, this is Willie.
- A friend of Spanky’s.

1254
01:17:39,780 --> 01:17:41,699
- Who’s Spanky?
- Well, he is.

1255
01:17:41,824 --> 01:17:44,368
Right, of course.

1256
01:17:44,451 --> 01:17:46,036
Spanky, I ain’t seen you in...

1257
01:17:46,120 --> 01:17:48,247
Hey! Fuck you, Spanky!

1258
01:17:48,330 --> 01:17:50,416
You’re the one gave my girl
that old fag book!

1259
01:17:50,499 --> 01:17:51,917
I beg your pardon?

1260
01:17:52,042 --> 01:17:55,379
Yeah, the one about praying and fuck-all.
She done up and ran off.

1261
01:17:55,462 --> 01:17:57,298
Fag book?!
Now see here, Willie!

1262
01:17:57,381 --> 01:17:58,632
I dare you to read it!

1263
01:17:58,716 --> 01:18:01,010
Why don’t you double dare him, Spanky?

1264
01:18:01,093 --> 01:18:03,693
- Everybody, shut the fuck up!
- My God!

1265
01:18:03,815 --> 01:18:05,806
I am going to
cut the shit out of you, Spanky!

1266
01:18:05,890 --> 01:18:09,476
And then I’m gonna take this here fine,
sexy piece of elder-trim out to my ride,

1267
01:18:09,560 --> 01:18:12,563
and I got the Devil with me,
and I hear he likes to watch.

1268
01:18:16,192 --> 01:18:17,651
Man, what the hell?!

1269
01:18:17,776 --> 01:18:20,070
You’re gonna make me lose
my damn temper, Spanky!

1270
01:18:22,740 --> 01:18:23,740
You cut off my toe!

1271
01:18:26,744 --> 01:18:29,079
You cut off
my motherfucking toe!

1272
01:18:29,163 --> 01:18:30,163
God!

1273
01:18:30,289 --> 01:18:32,499
- Shit!
- My God!

1274
01:18:32,583 --> 01:18:35,169
Look what you’ve done!
You cut off my damn toe!

1275
01:18:35,252 --> 01:18:38,047
I’m sorry. Willie,
I didn’t have my glasses on.

1276
01:18:38,130 --> 01:18:40,775
You got that goddamn samurai sword!
What did you think was gonna happen?!

1277
01:18:40,799 --> 01:18:42,551
Well, you were attacking my family.

1278
01:18:42,635 --> 01:18:44,511
You've ruined walks on the beach, man!

1279
01:18:44,637 --> 01:18:47,264
I got it! I got the toe!

1280
01:18:48,182 --> 01:18:49,892
Hold on!

1281
01:18:52,394 --> 01:18:55,773
That was the attorney.

1282
01:18:55,856 --> 01:18:57,274
Here we go!

1283
01:19:01,528 --> 01:19:03,864
- Why don’t you come over and grab--
- I got you.

1284
01:19:05,199 --> 01:19:07,284
- God.
- Willie?

1285
01:19:07,368 --> 01:19:08,619
- Taylor?
- Krystal?

1286
01:19:08,702 --> 01:19:09,870
What happened?

1287
01:19:09,954 --> 01:19:11,705
Holy shit! There’s more of them?

1288
01:19:11,789 --> 01:19:14,124
- We have his toe.
- Fuck his toe. Where’s my Escalade?

1289
01:19:14,625 --> 01:19:18,921
Nurse, get that carjacker into OR.
Can I get an orderly out here?

1290
01:19:19,004 --> 01:19:21,483
Jesus Christ, am I the only effing doctor
in this whole effing--

1291
01:19:21,507 --> 01:19:22,383
Hey!

1292
01:19:22,466 --> 01:19:23,466
Krystal!

1293
01:19:24,885 --> 01:19:26,887
Hey! What’s going on?

1294
01:19:28,639 --> 01:19:29,639
Okay.

1295
01:19:31,767 --> 01:19:32,810
Excuse me!

1296
01:19:37,189 --> 01:19:39,608
- Set up the ATP.
- He’s not converting, is he?

1297
01:19:39,692 --> 01:19:41,151
240.

1298
01:19:43,696 --> 01:19:44,947
Jesus Christ!

1299
01:19:45,030 --> 01:19:46,240
- 250.
- Six CCs.

1300
01:19:46,323 --> 01:19:47,825
Just breathe.

1301
01:19:48,951 --> 01:19:50,911
- No. I don’t want ATP!
- Hold.

1302
01:19:51,453 --> 01:19:55,124
Taylor, take a breath. Are you
listening to me? Let’s go now. Come on.

1303
01:19:55,207 --> 01:19:57,501
Let’s get that AT rolling, all right?

1304
01:19:57,584 --> 01:19:58,919
Let’s go. You got it.

1305
01:19:59,003 --> 01:20:00,546
You’re in trouble.

1306
01:20:00,629 --> 01:20:01,629
God...

1307
01:20:07,303 --> 01:20:08,846
No, no. Wait, wait, wait!

1308
01:20:08,929 --> 01:20:11,390
You can do this, Taylor.

1309
01:20:11,473 --> 01:20:13,559
I swear to God.

1310
01:20:13,642 --> 01:20:15,019
You don’t need that.

1311
01:20:17,354 --> 01:20:19,356
It’s your heart, baby.

1312
01:20:22,860 --> 01:20:23,860
You can.

1313
01:20:25,821 --> 01:20:26,864
You can.

1314
01:20:28,157 --> 01:20:31,744
Just breathe and listen to me. Okay?

1315
01:20:34,038 --> 01:20:36,457
It’s just fear.

1316
01:20:41,962 --> 01:20:43,380
I know you can.

1317
01:20:44,590 --> 01:20:46,300
Just keep breathing.

1318
01:20:56,602 --> 01:20:58,312
That’s right, breathe.

1319
01:21:04,651 --> 01:21:05,819
Ninety.

1320
01:21:09,948 --> 01:21:12,117
- Eighty and dropping.
- That’s right, baby.

1321
01:21:12,701 --> 01:21:14,536
Nicely done, Miss Brennan.

1322
01:21:14,620 --> 01:21:16,330
We’re out of the woods.

1323
01:21:40,604 --> 01:21:42,284
Is every day
in the Ogburn house like this?

1324
01:21:42,356 --> 01:21:45,401
This is nothing.
You oughta see the holidays.

1325
01:21:45,484 --> 01:21:47,986
Well...

1326
01:21:59,289 --> 01:22:00,289
Hey.

1327
01:22:01,125 --> 01:22:02,125
Hey.

1328
01:22:04,253 --> 01:22:05,754
I need to tell you something.

1329
01:22:07,381 --> 01:22:10,175
I feel sort of ashamed
about that whole Bo charade.

1330
01:22:10,259 --> 01:22:12,052
That’s all right.

1331
01:22:12,177 --> 01:22:13,637
I like you a lot better than Bo.

1332
01:22:16,140 --> 01:22:17,140
Hi.

1333
01:22:17,724 --> 01:22:19,351
My name’s Taylor,

1334
01:22:20,185 --> 01:22:21,645
and I’m an alcoholic.

1335
01:22:23,689 --> 01:22:26,275
You actually sound
proud of that.

1336
01:22:28,944 --> 01:22:32,990
What if a guy took a couple of Xanax
every now and then if he couldn’t sleep.

1337
01:22:34,575 --> 01:22:36,660
How old are you?

1338
01:22:37,077 --> 01:22:38,638
A bottle of red wine with dinner?

1339
01:22:38,662 --> 01:22:42,040
I’m a very old soul.

1340
01:22:42,332 --> 01:22:44,626
A Vicodin or two
with my Sunday paper.

1341
01:22:44,751 --> 01:22:46,545
I’m always gonna love you.

1342
01:22:47,671 --> 01:22:48,671
Always.

1343
01:22:52,426 --> 01:22:53,635
In Clearwater?

1344
01:22:54,887 --> 01:22:55,762
What do you think?

1345
01:22:55,846 --> 01:22:57,639
I think I might have a problem.

1346
01:22:58,223 --> 01:23:01,268
It occurs to me that falling
in love is a lot like dreaming.

1347
01:23:03,812 --> 01:23:06,315
And I don’t want
to wake up in Clearwater.

1348
01:23:09,276 --> 01:23:10,444
I’m sorry.

1349
01:23:11,778 --> 01:23:13,363
I’m really, really sorry.

1350
01:23:33,509 --> 01:23:35,260
- Doctor.
- Yeah?

1351
01:23:35,344 --> 01:23:36,803
- Our son?
- Who?

1352
01:23:36,887 --> 01:23:38,430
- Taylor.
- Taylor Ogburn.

1353
01:23:39,056 --> 01:23:40,682
Everything is just peachy.

1354
01:23:40,766 --> 01:23:43,185
"Peachy"? Is that, like,
a medical term?

1355
01:23:43,560 --> 01:23:45,270
He’s okay. He’s sleeping.

1356
01:23:45,395 --> 01:23:47,189
We just need to watch him overnight.

1357
01:23:47,356 --> 01:23:50,692
Y’all should get some rest.
He’s being discharged in the morning.

1358
01:23:50,776 --> 01:23:51,944
Well?

1359
01:23:53,070 --> 01:23:56,198
- Shall we?
- Yes, yes, yes.

1360
01:24:19,388 --> 01:24:20,722
You all right, dear?

1361
01:24:31,316 --> 01:24:32,442
No.

1362
01:24:41,868 --> 01:24:43,036
I need help.

1363
01:25:00,429 --> 01:25:01,805
I do have a problem.

1364
01:25:01,888 --> 01:25:03,890
I most definitely have a problem.

1365
01:25:04,683 --> 01:25:07,060
I think I might need to go to a meeting.

1366
01:25:07,728 --> 01:25:09,771
Tonight we’re gonna party.

1367
01:25:09,855 --> 01:25:12,774
And tomorrow, we’re gonna go
to a meeting, first meeting.

1368
01:25:12,858 --> 01:25:15,652
Tomorrow or the next day, one of them.

1369
01:25:16,570 --> 01:25:19,406
But I’ll go there.
I’m gonna go to two meetings.

1370
01:25:19,489 --> 01:25:21,283
Yee-haw!

1371
01:25:35,756 --> 01:25:37,257
Well, I’ll call y’all.

1372
01:25:40,052 --> 01:25:43,013
I’m not sure when they’re gonna
let me use a phone, so don’t wait by it,

1373
01:25:43,096 --> 01:25:44,973
but I’ll check in.

1374
01:25:54,107 --> 01:25:55,150
Hey.

1375
01:26:01,615 --> 01:26:03,492
Look, I never said this
out loud because...

1376
01:26:04,618 --> 01:26:06,745
I didn’t want it to seem more true.

1377
01:26:07,913 --> 01:26:10,165
But I’m sorry I’m the one
that you got stuck with, baby.

1378
01:26:11,166 --> 01:26:12,167
I’m not.

1379
01:26:14,795 --> 01:26:15,879
I’m not.

1380
01:26:18,215 --> 01:26:19,424
Come here.

1381
01:26:34,523 --> 01:26:35,565
I love you.

1382
01:26:36,358 --> 01:26:37,901
I love you, too.

1383
01:27:02,008 --> 01:27:04,761
It’s really cool that Bobby stays
with you guys for a little while?

1384
01:27:05,846 --> 01:27:09,933
For a little while,
for a lot of while, whatever.

1385
01:27:14,813 --> 01:27:16,148
Thank you.

1386
01:27:19,860 --> 01:27:21,528
I’ll be back in six weeks.

1387
01:27:24,281 --> 01:27:25,782
You take care of Bobby for me.

1388
01:27:26,658 --> 01:27:27,784
I swear.

1389
01:27:31,830 --> 01:27:34,458
You take care of that heart
of yours too, okay?

1390
01:28:08,950 --> 01:28:10,368
Down the lane,

1391
01:28:10,452 --> 01:28:12,913
a million or so thrushes

1392
01:28:13,413 --> 01:28:16,708
are bursting into sweet demented song,

1393
01:28:17,042 --> 01:28:20,504
and there are cattails
on the willow bushes.

1394
01:28:21,004 --> 01:28:24,049
And evenings are green again,

1395
01:28:24,132 --> 01:28:27,093
are green and long.

1396
01:28:27,177 --> 01:28:29,429
And wouldn’t you think I’d be used

1397
01:28:29,513 --> 01:28:33,600
to hearing all the noisy
clamorings of spring?

1398
01:28:34,059 --> 01:28:38,522
And would have
learned by now this April veering

1399
01:28:38,605 --> 01:28:42,818
of wings and buds,
of hours lengthening?

1400
01:28:43,985 --> 01:28:46,446
I know it well

1401
01:28:46,530 --> 01:28:48,490
With ears and eyes

1402
01:28:48,740 --> 01:28:50,075
It’s my old heart

1403
01:28:50,492 --> 01:28:53,829
That still stammers with surprise.