THE BROKEN HEARTS CLUB ; HWANG SOOCHAE

①【 ❝ READY OR NOT ❞ 】①

► username ; ROSIEKYUN
     ✎ password ; namjoon (bts), changkyun (mx)
► slot ; last piece
     ✎ backup ; corduroy dream

②【 ❝ BEAUTIFUL ❞ 】②

► name ; Hwang Soochae [황수채]
    ✎ other name ; -
    ✎ nickname ;
🍡 | Soo-Soo ; "Soo-Soo, where are you?" Her younger sister: Hwang Seochae calls her this as a shorter and simple way to say Soochae. Her sister is only 6 years old, and is still trying to pronounce her older sister's name correctly.

🍡 |  Nurse Soo ; "Nurse Soo, could you come here for a second?" Her teachers and fellow students call her this, since she's studying in the nursing department at Starship University. She also goes to a medical school as a part of it, and gets called Nurse Soo a lot.

► birthdate ; July 14th, 1997
    ✎ age ; 22 (k), 21 (i)
► birthplace ; Jeonju, Jeonbuk, South Korea
    ✎ hometown; Jeonju, Jeonbuk, South Korea

③【 ❝ INCOMPARABLE ❞ 】③

► face claim ; Hayoung (Fromis_9)
    ✎ backup ; Yoohyeon (Dreamcatcher)
► ethnicity ; Korean
► nationality ; Korean
► height ; 165cm

④【 ❝ NEED U ❞ 】④

► personality ;

🍡 | Mature ; "you seem very mature looking, soochae" soochae has a very mature like personality. seochae acts her age, and always dresses maturely. she'd never want to act childish and immature because she always wants to look serious.

🍡 | Mom-like ; "don't cry, i'm here now.. shh." soochae has the mom type personality. so, when someone's having issues, they'll always go to soochae for comfort. she'll always be there with open arms and with words that will make someone cheer up in a heartbeat. but sometimes it's tough for her because she can't say no to everyone..

🍡 | Protective ; "i'll protect myself, whether if it's for my sake or not" ever snince soochae's first abusive, she's been protective of herself. the reason being is because she doesn't want others to harm her whether if it's a boy or a girl. everytime someone tries to attack her, she'll either flinch or just hide.

🍡 | Sensitive ; "i just need to be hugged right now" now, soochae is very sensitive and emotional. she can basically get emotional about anything. whether it's watching a sad movie, or she's just on her period. when she does feel this way, she'll need a hug from jooheon to be protective and safe, to make sure no one will attack her, physically and emotionally.

► backstory ;
Hwang Soochae was born on July 14th, 1997 to her mother and father, Hwang Hyungseo and Hwang Chaesoo. Growing up, she'd lived in a decent household. Her parents were making money normally and everything ran smoothly for them. When growing up, her mother worked as a nurse at a hospital. So, when Soochae was in middle school, she would go with her mom down to the hospital and volunteer there. This was when Soochae decided that becoming a doctor or a nurse would be her future. Also, in middle school Soochae's mom got pregnant again and Hwang Chaeseo gave birth to a healthy daughter, Hwang Seochae. Soochae was very happy that her parents had another child, that was Soochae has someone with her.

Fast forward to high school, high school was very rough for Hwang Soochae, especially her junior year. Sophomore year of high school is when she got her first boyfriend. Soochae thought he was pretty caring. He'd had good manners around you and other boys. Her parents knew about her first boyfriend, and approved the relationship of the two of them. They'd always hung out together during lunch, even though they'd didn't have any classes together. But.. when junior year came around.. things took a turn in their relationship.

Soochae found out that that her boyfriend was starting to get addicted to alcohol and drugs, and used money for girls to have sex with him. This broke Soochae's heart. So, she'd told her parents about it and told you to go over to his house and talk it through. Soochae went over to his house that day and saw him. Soochae demanded for an explanation as to why he's doing this to himself and that he needs to change immediately because he was still in high school. He said he wouldn't. Soochae snapped at him and told them that they're breaking up because she didn't want to deal with a psychopath like him. But.. her boyfriend stopped her from leaving. Soochae got so scared and terrified. Then, her boyfriend had took her to his bedroom and physically and sexually assaulted her. Her boyfriend had forced to her to have sex with him and she'd said no, several times and that soochae wanted to call the police. Oh boy, her boyfriend was so mad. He'd hit her, slap her, scratch her in any way possible. He'd even used sex toys on Soochae.

The next day, she'd came home in so much pain. Her parents were worried so much about her. Soochae told her parents about what had happened to her and oh boy her parents were mad. They'd immediately called the police and asked to file a police report against her boyfriend. A couple of days later, she'd developed some very weird signs of pregnancy. Soochae did tell her mother about these signs and told Soochae to take a pregnancy test. Turns out, Soochae had gotten pregnant. Her parents weren't too happy about it because Soochae's ex boyfriend, who basically tore her apart, got her pregnant. After she'd found our she was pregnant, Soochae told her parents that she'd wanted an abortion. So, Soochae did get an abortion and basically killed the baby.

After all of this chaos had happened to Soochae, she'd tried to find her way back to happiness. But she'd just felt so protective. Soochae had put up a burden for herself. Soochae would lock herself in her room for weeks. Oh her parents were so worried about her. Weeks later, Soochae did found out that her ex-boyfriend did get arrested for sexual assault. Soochae was pretty relieved that he did get arrested because it what he deserved.

A month or so later, she's went back to school and everyone was asking her what had happened to her and things. Soochae kept it a secret and just told her fellow classmates that she'd went out of town with her family because one of her family someone passed away. All throughout the rest of high school, her recovery from this was slow and steady. Soochae was still able to graduate from high school and move on to college, where she would go to get her degree in nursing.

► family ;
🍡 | Hwang Chaesoo [황채상] | Mother | 48 | Doctor | 4
🍡 | Hwang Hyungseo [황흥서] | Father | 43 | Culinary Chef| 1
🍡 | Hwang Seochae [황서계] | Younger Sister | 6 | Elementary School Student | 5

⑤【 ❝ OI ❞ 】⑤

► likes ;
🍡 | comforting others ; she doesn't like seeing others down, so soochae comforts people with words and body language

🍡 | writing ; growing up, soochae always had a journal with her, so she'd would write in it about random things, whether if it was about her day or just news

🍡 | boba tea ; this girl cannot live without boba tea. it's one of soochae's favorite drinks, and if she doesn't drink at least once a week, she isn't herself

🍡 | day6 ; soochae's a huge fan of their music! she buys their albums, and goes to their fansigns, whenever she has time! her bias is sungjin!

🍡 | school ; believe or not, soochae actually likes school! she's always focused on her school work and is always at her dorm, studying up for exams or quizzes in her classes

► dislikes ;
🍡 | talking about her past relationship ; she doesn't like opening up about her past abusive relationship with her first boyfriend, unless she's required or forced to.

🍡 | seafood ; seochan cannot eat seafood! she's allergic to seafood and has actually ended up in the hospital once because of an allergic reaction to shrimp

🍡 | metal music ; she can't stand the sounds of loud guitar, messy drums, or screaming into a mic. to her, metal music sounds like nonsense noise being playing and she doesn't know why people enjoy this type of music

🍡 |  pineapples on pizza ; to her, pineapples on pizza is disgusting and to whoever came up with the idea, should go get their life reevaluated

🍡 | complaining ; soochae hates complaining about random things. soochae just rolls with the flow and if she doesn't like it, she'll just tell the person or whomever.

► hobbies ;
🍡 | writing
🍡 | studying

► habits ;
🍡 | flinching at everything ; this is one of soochae's habits. after her first relationship, she always gets terrified or scared because either someone or something might hurt her

► trivia ;
🍡 | her role model is her mother. her mother is the main reason that got her into nursing/doctoring career. she's even very close with

🍡 | soochae is claustrophobic. she'd gotten this fear after she'd locked herself in a tight room for days without water or food. she'd actually did call 911 on the final day she'd was lock in the room and firefighters had to come rescue her.

🍡 | even though soochae was never diagnosed with anxiety, she does have modern to severe anxiety. soochae first developed it when she was living with her first boyfriend, who basically tore her world apart

🍡 | soochae loves anime! she's been watching anime since her first year of college and is obsessed with it! she even claims her favorite anime is Your Lie In April

🍡 | her favorite types of music is alternative and indie! one of her favorite bands is coldplay and her favorite songs by them are everglow, up and up, and fix you! she also likes 30 seconds to mars, twenty one pilots, panic! at the disco, and matchbox twenty

🍡 | fix you by coldplay is one of her anthems. when she'd first listened to the song, it made her cry for almost an hour straight, because it reminded her of the abuse she had gotten from her ex-boyfriend.

► extracurricular activities ;
🍡 | writing club ; at starship university, she goes to an after school writing club. writing is one of her hobbies, so soochae likes to take the time out of her day and just write because it helps her relax. she's only a member of the club, but is working on becoming vice president of it.

⑥【 ❝ MISS YOU ❞ 】⑥

► love interest ; lee jooheon!
    ✎ suggested scene(s) with li ;
🍡 ; when jooheon meets soochae's family for the first time
🍡 ; soochae opens up to jooheon about her first relationship after jooheon and soochae got into a fight
🍡 ; soochae having a panic attack after seeing her ex-boyfriend in public and jooheon comforts her through it
🍡 ; soochae and jooheon's first kiss
🍡 ; jooheon singing her to sleep

    ✎ suggested li quote(s) ;
🍡 ; "listen soochae, i promise you that i will not hurt you in any way like your last boyfriend did. we'll take things slow if we have to. i'll be very calm and gentle around you, because i don't want you to have those triggering flashbacks to what happened with you in the past"

⑦【 ❝ CALM DOWN ❞ 】⑦

► suggested scene(s) ;
🍡 ; the slots just sitting together at lunch, chit chatting
🍡 ; maybe something happens to one of the slots (maybe one of them gets into a car accident or something) and each of the slots comfort their way through it

► suggested quote(s) ;
🍡 ; "do you believe that you could walk on water? do you believe that we can win this fight tonight?"

► anything else ;
this is just a suggestion, but if i do get the slot, can you make fix you by coldplay the soochae x jooheon theme, since the song is pretty relateable to this slot?

► message to rian ; hi. hello. annyeong. so, here's my first form for the apply fic! hopefully it's pretty good and detailed enough. the backstory and personality took me about an hour to write oof, and plus this is probably the longest form I've written in my entire life on wattpad lmao