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- Lesta Nediam LNC2016-02-25 0155 +Brian Hill
- https://plus.google.com/+LestaNediamHQ/posts/PuQ1bxZRSZh
- https://pastebin.com/qctvu45v
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- +Brian Hill __ Well - thank you for at least writing something. *I don't believe you are making any sense and I believe you are wrong about everything.*
- I must power down and so I ask that other people read over what you have written and give some kind of opinion on it.
- I want to know whether others are able to make sense of what you've written.
- It is clear to me that you are stunningly misguided. You couldn't be more wrong about me.
- The kind of things you are suggesting about me are insane.
- Just a day or two ago I had come up with a pretty wild theory about "Peekay". That he was using a clone YouTube site. I came up with that theory because it fit all of the evidence I believed the be true. However - the instant I realised some of the evidence was not true *I immediately abandoned the theory.*
- The idea of a clone YouTube site is very appealing and it isn't falsifiable. *But I abandoned it the instant I became aware of evidence I thought was genuine turned out to be false.*
- If you ask Terran - I was genuinely convinced that a clone YouTube site HAD to be responsible. Nothing would have deterred me. *Except finding out something that hinged on it was not true.*
- As soon as I realised it cannot be true - the alternative theory won. That "Peekay" simply misrepresented a number - that's all.
- I went from an elaborate "conspiracy theory" to something very simple - very mundane. Something I had suspected - but wanted to think was complicated.
- If I were insane I would not have abandoned the elaborate theory. I would cling to it and make the theory more and more elaborate!
- I seek true things for true reasons. I cannot accuse "Peekay" of something that I know cannot be true. He still misrepresented something. It is still grounds for dismissal in the "truther game". But there was no sneaky clone YouTube website. *As much as I liked that idea and wanted it to be true.*
- As Terran is my witness - he alone knows that I so badly wanted that to be true. But it's not. And the instant I realised it wasn't - everything changed.
- *But each time you are wrong about me you just go and invent an even wilder theory. You are now saying that I am in cahoots with "NASA"!*
- That is insane.
- You have lost your way. You are not grounded - you need to be grounded or you become prone to wishful and magical thinking.
- You have sabotaged everything all by yourself. You alone have ruined your previous good standing with me. *I never had a problem with you.* All problems you have had with me were in your head only. I never thought any less of you until you flipped out and did an "Eddie J".
- You have f_kced it all up "Brian Hill". *You NEED me to be some kind of "con artist" to justify your reckless abuse (of me AND others).* But I am no such thing.
- You can't see me any other way because of "secret research" which you say you have done but can't talk about.
- You seem to think that you are making good points about me but you're not. *You seem to think that the only reason no one is agreeing with you is because they are under my spell.* That just isn't the case.
- You have lost touch with reality. It may not be too late to return to sanity but not if you carry on with the way you're going.
- I'll deal with this later.
- *In the meantime please don't cause any more disruption.* Please be considerate. Please keep everything to this thread.
- I really will delete any disruptive comments you write elsewhere. That's a promise. In the end you are only going to waste your own time.
- I do want to know what +Terran Downvale and +cabadejo have to say about all of this.
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- Who will you listen to? Is there anyone here that you will listen to? If +PartizaneProductions were to respond and tell you that you're not making sense - would you believe him?
- *Or are you going to dismiss everyone as being under my spell?*
- If you won't listen to me or anyone you perceive to be "under my spell" - then *who will you listen to?*
- Would you listen to "Jeff C" ("NWA" / "New World Agenda")?! If I asked him to read over this thread would you listen to what he had to say?
- Of course I am only joking about "Jeff C" giving you some guidance (he'll only confirm your paranoia!) but that's my point: *who are you prepared to listen to?*
- I rely on the people around me. If I didn't have Terran, cabadejo and now the others - I would be f_kced.
- *If not for Terran I'd still be convinced the scrolling glitch was due to a clone website.*
- I need other people to balance me out and give me perspective. *You are meddling with that and I cannot allow you to continue doing that.*
- You need people like I have people. If you don't have people like that then you're screwed. You will bounce from one wild theory to another - increasingly more insane.
- Until you flipped out at me you DID have good people to balance you. *You had us!* We were ALL on your side. We ALL listened to you - we ALL helped you where we could. You had a good thing - a rare thing. I don't think you'll get that anywhere else.
- Which means you're now on your own. And you're saying some really crazy things.
- If it were me - *I'd take a break.*
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- If anyone else wants to say something - go for it. I'm not asking anyone to hate on you. *I want to know whether your words make as little sense to them as they do to me.*
- I want to know what points you have made that have merit.
- I want to know how to avoid this kind of drama from happening again. First there was "Eddie J". Now there's you. *I don't want there to be a third so I need to learn from this.*
- This place on YouTube is toxic. This is not a healthy place. These subjects attract crazy people and drive sane people nuts. *It is not a good place for weak and unstable people.*
- You can't do this for very long on your own. You need other people. *You've turned your back on that.*
- >>> I am none of the things you have accused me of. <<<
- If you ever figure that out and can drop the relentless BS then let me know. *Everyone gets the Lesta that they deserve.*
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- Here is an annotated text file with links to all of Lesta Nediam's posts, comments, videos and discussions:
- https://pastebin.com/Bfr5RMSg
- Here is Lesta Nediam's Google Plus posts (i.e., blog) - this is where Lesta is most active:
- https://plus.google.com/+LestaNediamHQ
- Here is an annotated text file with links to all of Lesta Nediam's video uploads:
- https://pastebin.com/WV42jUb1
- Here is Lesta Nediam's YouTube channel - for videos about the lie system:
- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3DalBOEZ6RqSyHk8_mGV7w
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