Femanon in Equestria - Chapter the Second

Femanon in Equestria - Chapter the Second

>Your dreams weren't easy.
>They never had been ever since you had arrived here in Equestria.
>Something about the night maybe.
>Either way.
>Your dreams weren't easy.
>Your old home was one of violence.
>Your mother died giving birth to you, and your father blamed you for 'killing her.'
>Your father drank constantly.
>When he wasn't drinking, he was passed out.
>You were barely scraping by from the money on your mothers insurance.
>And that money was quickly running out.
>Your father was in one of his... moods again.
>He was screaming, ranting and raving in the living room.
>Throwing chairs before collapsing to the ground and breaking into tears.
>You had moved your dresser in front of the door to your bedroom and slid your bed behind it.
>You just hoped it would be enough.
>But it never was.
>He always got through.
>And when he did....
>He beat you.
>But after every hit, he would cry again, pulling you close into a hug.
>Sobbing into your hair, telling you that he was sorry and that it would never happen again.

>You knew better than that though.
>It was just like all the other times.
>As he held you to his chest, sobbing and saying that you looked just like your mother.
>Your hand wrapped around the hilt of the knife you had hidden in your sheets.
>You brought your hands up behind your father.
>The man who raised you.
>He loved you at one point, but that point was long gone.
>With a final gulp, and intake of breath....
>You pull your hands in.
>The knife slid in too easily.
>It was like you were cutting butter.
>Your father tightened his grip around you and you lost your grip on the knife.
>"You little bitch!"
>His right hand connected with your face and sent you sprawling.
>"I feed you, clothe you and raise you! And this is how you thank me?"
>He quickly rips the knife from his shoulder meat.
>"By stabbing me in the back?"
>He levels the knife at your chest and slowly advances towards you.
>You scramble away.
>His eyes are different.
>He had never gone this far before....
>Then again....
>Neither had you.

>You knew what was coming, but you couldn't stop him.
>You had to get out of your room.
>You look around you, trying to find anything that you could use.
>Rolling onto your stomach you attempt to crawl under your bed.
>You feel him grab your leg and slide you back.
>A burning pain opens along your spine as he slash's your back with the knife.
>Your body locks up and you can't even scream in pain.
>Before you know it, he has you flipped over and the knife is descending towards your chest.
>Your vision starts to go white around the edges as you see him spring away from you.
>The last thing you see is him crying over you.
>Cradling your head to his chest and tears streaming down his face.
>You smile and lift a quickly weakening hand to his face and rest it on his cheek.
"D-da-daaa...."
>Your hand falls to the floor, limp and lifeless as your father's crying turns into uncontrollable sobs.
>It's strange this... feeling.
>Almost like you are falling.
>You feel yourself come to a gentle stop, grass pressing against your naked back and legs.
>With a gasp you open your eyes and scream.
>Your claw at the air as you scream, your body not even registering what was happening around you.
>You run out of breath to scream with and start crying.
>Sobs rack your body as you gasp for air.
>Your limbs twist and writhe as you cry, muscles knotting up.
>You eventually manage to curl into a ball, arms holding your legs to your chest.
>Meanwhile...

>Celestia lifted into the sky.
>Her powerful wings easily propelling her into the sky.
>Her horn aglow with magic, the sun seeming to follow her ascension.
>At her peak she stopped, throwing her hooves above her head.
>The sun peaked, sunlight becoming near blinding as it silhouetted her.
>She held that position for a moment, the gathered ponies cheering for her.
>With a smile she returned to the ground.
>"Thank you My Little Ponies. If you will excuse me I ha-"
>Celestia's ears twitched as they heard something... almost like someone was screaming.
>"Ahem. I must return to Canterlot, there is much work for me to do today."
>Saying her goodbyes rather quickly, Celestia disappeared in a brilliant flash.
>The gathered ponies talked amongst themselves for a few minutes before dispersing.
>Celestia saw who was screaming, an... alien... curled into a ball and crying uncontrollably.
>She could see everything her glorious sun touched.
>She appeared on the edge of the clearing, watching for signs of... something before clopping her way to the ball of flesh.
>"By Faust... how?"
>A smile on her face she gently placed her hoof on your shoulder.
You woke up with a start, your breathing quick and shallow, as Celestia gently placed her hoof on your shoulder.
>With tears streaming down your face you quickly reached out and wrapped your arms around her neck burying your face in her neck.
>"It's okay, it's okay."
>She started humming to you as she wrapped her wings around you, encasing you in soft warmth.
>Your sobs started to subside, you were able to take full breaths again.
"Th-thank *hic* you."
>She looks at you, her eyes half lidded before kissing you on the forehead and releasing you.
>With a sigh you squeeze her tighter than release her, returning to bed.

>The covers floated up above your shoulders and wrapped around you, tucking you in their warmth.
>"Good night... My Little Hoomun."
"Night, Tia."
>She left your room, the door clicking softly behind her.
>You pulled your legs to your chest and curled into a ball.
>You absentmindedly ran your fingers along the 3 inch scar above your heart.
>You close your eyes and press them tight, trying to hate him.
>Bout no matter how hard you try.
>You can't.
>You loved him....
>You still love him.
>You wrap your arms around your legs and pull them into your chest.
>You had no idea that Celestia stood outside your door.
>A single tear ran down her face, she didn't know why you were crying, but it made her cry that she couldn't help you.
>She turned around and pressed her forehead against the door.
>"I only hope that one day you will be able to love again."
>Celestia didn't know how long she stayed like that, but it was like that that Twilight Sparkle found her.
>"Princess!"
>She bounced with joy at the sight of Celestia, her brother Shining Armor close behind her.
>"Test day! Test day! I'm ready for my test!"
>Celestia quickly composed herself before turning to her favorite pupil.
>"Well.... Somepone sure is excited about her test. Shall we?"
>Celestia turned and started down the hall, Twilight Sparkle hopping along behind her, her body practically vibrating with joy at the thought of a test.
>"Shining Armor, be a dear and knock on that door and tell them breakfast will be a bit later than normal."
>"Not a problem Princess."

>Shining Armor detached himself from the entourage and started heading back towards the door Celestia had mentioned.
>Sometimes he didn't get his sister.
>Test bucking sucked.
>He lifted his hoof to the door and knocked softly.
>You were brought out of your self hating rituals by a knock at your door and a muffled voice calling from the other side.
>"Princess Celestia wanted me to tell you that breakfast would be a bit later than normal today."
>You responded with a grunt.
>Shining Armor shook his head at the response he got and took off down the hall after his sister.
>You rolled out of bed and stood up, running a hand through your disheveled hair.
"Time for a shower...."
>You groggily made your way to your private bathroom and turned the knob on the shower.
>While the water warmed up, ponies could acquire running water but not instantly hot water even with their magic, you grabbed your towel and placed it next to the shower.
>With the flick of a knob the water turned on and came out the shower head.
>You smiled to yourself, inhaling the steam through your nose as you stepped inside.
>You rinsed yourself off, standing directly under the stream, letting it wash your troubles away.
>It was impossible to feel bad in a shower.
>You reached for your shampoo, but instead grabbed the bottle of 'Mane and Tail' that Twilight left in here last night.
"Well.... I'm sure she wouldn't mind."
>It was a rather expensive brand, and it did make your hair luxurious.
>A smile spread across your face as you lathered up your hair before washing it away.
>As you stepped from the shower you quickly grabbed your towel and dried off.

>You wrapped the towel around your hair as you walked into your room the tile floor cold underfoot, but not unbearably so.
>You opened your standing closet and opened it, deciding what to wear that day.
>There it was.
>Ponies couldn't really into Human fashion, but they listened to what you wanted and followed it as best they could.
>You pulled it out of the closet and lay it on your bed with a smile before you opened your drawers and dug out a pair of panties and the closest thing to a bra that ponies could make.
>You giggle slightly as you described the purpose of a bra.
>The mare who had been put in charge of making your clothes just stared at you like you were crazy.
>You dressed quickly, the baby blue dress was one of your favorites.
>Simple and elegant.
>The perfect match for the perfect girl.
>You made a duck face into the mirror.
"Damn, that girl looks pretty good. Almost as good as me."
>You giggled to yourself before you grabbed a pair of matching baby blue slippers and put them on, quickly leaving your room.
>But not before stopping in front of the mirror again and brofisting yourself.
>The halls were quiet and empty as you made your way through them.
>You didn't do anything to your hair, preferring it to hang down to the small of your back.
>You mussed it up slightly as you entered the dining room.
>As per the usual, you were the first to arrive.
>You prided yourself on being punctual.
>Taking your regular spot, the chair had been custom made for you.
>"Twiley, that's great!"
>You turned around, that voice... so familiar.
>Shining Armor walked around the corner before he looked up.
>His eyes locked onto yours, the both of your faces turning slightly red.
>"Oh.... Uhhh... H-hello."
"H-hi."

Continued in Chapter the Third.