mark rutzou rant

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It is true. I am the ultimate degenerate, but the ultimate virtuous at the same time. Such is God. The ultimate paradox. I knew you were going to track me. I am testing you, because i know that you are spiritually strong, Luke, and you are getting more ripe. I know that for a fact. I am testing if you are going to react with your mind, or respond with awareness. In other words, God is testing himself. It is all part of the eternal dance of evolution. Such prankster is God. He is the paradox. He is the one. The totality of all that which is. He is the all knowing. One consciousness experiencing itself through an infinite amount of physical life forms to express itself and learn more about itself. God is in all things, yet he remains one. God is the ultimate paradox. The unknown. The eternal present moment. Nothing and everything at the same time. The universe becoming conscious of itself. Look deep into your eyes in the mirror and pay attention, then you will see it for yourself. The pupils represents nothing. The outer color represents everything. That is your true self. Nothing and everything. You have to be nothing to be everything. If you are something, there is no room for everything. Life is like a cinema. You couldn't see the light on the screen if the room weren't dark. It is the spiritual perspective. You are the darkness that gives light a place to shine. You are looking from nothing out to everything without mental intrusions. Such is the enlightened nature. The Buddha consciousness. The mind of Christ. Whatever you want to call it. The one. Love. Pure energy. The totality of that which is. The ultimate paradox. Everything is interconnected. It is beyond words, the words are only a pointer to experience. You have to actually experience it for yourself. You become more conscious of yourself and will experience life better and better for an eternity. It never ends. You will never know it all. You can know how life works but never what it is. It is an eternal mysteriousness, an eternal dance. It is the pathless path. The goalless goal. Such is a paradox of God. The goal is NOW. The eternal present moment. You already have everything you want. You just don't know it yet. Remember when you were a child? Far more fulfilling. Just playing around without a fucking care in the world :D You didn't have goals. When you made a sandcastle, you didn't do it to "get somewhere". You did it to build the fucking sandcastle. It is the eternal godhead Jesus talked about. The eternal present moment. Jesus said, "a child will show the way to heaven". God is the alpha and omega, omnipresent. When your mind is completely open, you see God. The present moment, everything you can sense with your 5 life senses, and your senses will be infinitely more powerful. You cannot be anywhere else. It is all of your life. She is saying hiiii to me now :D (not in the way you think) Life is loving me 24/7 and i'm loving it 24/7, yet we are one and the same (paradox). I am fucking the cosmic vagina 24/7, and will forever.

Everything is balanced in the universe (in order for anything to exist so must it's opposite). You can see it on the edges of what we can see, on the biggest edge, planets orbiting in balanced cycles, and if you look at the smallest edge of what we can see, you see electrons going around a nucleus. If you aspire to get rich, you will get poor, in this life or the next. When the pendulum on the clock moves to the left, in that moment it is already gathering momentum to go to the right. Such is the laws of God/The Universe. Everything is gravity. When the pendulum stops in the middle, time stops. You come back to your true nature. You see the timeless world. The eternal present moment. It is why time went slower when you were a child. Your left brain wasn't fully developped yet. Less mind block = more life. Therefore, your only hope is to open up your mind by doing your research on the truth and the life, so that you can live in the eternal present moment and be fuffilled. There is No Other Way.

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Evil is just live spelled backwards. If you are not aware of the present moment, you are naturally evil. No matter how much you try to repress it. It is deep in your subconsicousness. Three parts of your mind, the instinctual mind, the emotional mind and the rational thinking mind (do the research), the mind you are conscious of. The instinctual mind is the primordial mind, the "original sin". We developped an emotional mind later and our latest mind is the rational thinking mind. The instinctual mind intrudes on these two minds and you are only subconsciously aware of it. Once you accept the fact that you have an instinctual mind, you get the opportunity to transcend it and become enlightened. Honesty is the way. You have to descend to rise. It is why you have the sexual drive, instinct to eat food and for some even eat it really fast which is stupid (because in the past, you had to eat the meat of an animal fast before other animals come and take it, you are subconsciously aware of it). In the mix of the instinctual mind and the conscious rational thinking mind, the thinking mind becomes very compulsive. Everyone in society is mentally sick, some are just more than others. It doesn't mean you aren't. Humans are animals too, just in a more intelligent indirect way. Lower animals have more direct awareness (present moment) and humans have more indirect awareness. You need to make the two one. You are sane when you connect to the universal mind of God, the intelligent design behind everything. Intelligent design and evolution both happened. The creator and the creation are together in the present moment. It is the ultimate paradox, the ultimate mystery, and it is eternal.

Your left brain is your consciousness, the mortal brain. Your right brain is your unconsciousness, the immortal brain. Evolution would not be possible if not for that. Everything in the infinite universe is stored in the collective unconscious mind. Your left brain deals with local space time. Your right brain deals with unlocal space time. It is all frequencies that you can tap into, it is in the air like radio waves. The left brain is the narrow mind. The right brain is the broad mind. The left and right brain are always in conflict. Man is in constant conflict. He is in conflict with himself and with others. The conflict he has with others is only a reflection of the conflict he has within him. Men and women are in constant conflict. It is a reflection of the conflict between the left and right brain in you. Men have more access to the left brain. Women have more access to the right brain. Men generally deal more with logic, science, math etc. Women generally deal more with intuition, art, creativeness, etc. Men generally live more in their heads. Women generally live more in their bodies. Men generally think more. Women generally live more in the present, which is why they are potentially so full of life and beautiful. Women are of the top of evolution, God's ultimate masterpiece. Men and women are opposites, but complete each other, define each other, attract each other like gravity.

You must make the two one. 2 = 0. The opposites cancel each other out. Then you see there is just nothing and everything, and this is the ultimate bliss. The enlightened man has no conscious or unconscious, he has no division. He is simply aware. Jesus said "you must make the two one, then you will be called the son of man" It is not true just because Jesus says it's true. You can see many different prophets in history talking about the truth, but in their own unique way of using words. It is not only prophets, you can see it everywhere, in music, films, all of life. It is self-evident. Jesus meant everything in a metaphorically sense. He could not say it directly, he couldnt just say that satan is actually the animal instinctual mind, because people were even more primitive back then, and they would have killed him much earlier if he said that, so he hided the truth in metaphors. You become the son of man because you give birth to yourself. You are no longer a lower animal, or mankind. You become Godkind/Lifekind. You become the offspring of the mind of man. You die to your false mental self and are reborn to your true immortal self. In man's past he had eternal rest, except for the times he was eaten alive by other animals. In man's future is eternal rest, heaven. Man is a bridge between his two eternities. Man is constant conflict inbetween his two eternities. It is a conflict between the devil and God, the instinctual mind and the universal mind of God. A conflict which the devil cannot win. It is impossible. That is the eternal law of the universe. Evolution can only go "forward".

Mirror gazing is a very old technique. It involves holding a mirror in front of your face in a completely dark room, but having just a little light (candle light works great) somewhere so you do not see the candle light in the mirror, but there is enough light to see your face in the mirror. Does not have to specifically be like that, you can do it even in a bright room, but it requires lots of awareness, so doing the technique mentioned is much easier. A lot of people have tried mirror gazing and start to freak out when their face starts to "melt and dissolve". There is a lot of fear and they get an urge to stop doing it. This is because they do not understand life. If you understand that you are immortal, you will not freak out, because you will understand what is going on. If you keep mirror gazing, suddenly you will see other faces in the mirror replacing your face. People you have been with in your past lives and faces of your own. You will see both ugly, beautiful, funny and scary faces. All kinds of different faces. If you go even deeper into meditation, you will start to see faces of lower animals. If you go even deeper into meditation, and this is where it gets scary, you may see very primal animals such as lizards and insects, maybe even fish and bacteria. And all these are no transformations at all. It is just different masks you put on your immortality. Go a little deeper into meditation, and then there is true transformation. Your face will disappear. And THIS is the moment. This is the moment you see all that which society has hidden from you. Bliss. You are not even one with the whole because there really is no "you" and the whole. There is only the whole. Everything. Your mental self is false, a subjective mind projection, a dream machine. From the perspective of your true immortal self, there is then the possibility of an objective authentic experience. For the first time you will know yourself. You will know God. God knowing God. And you will truly be in awe of the mystery. From underneath the ocean you began, the place that is the furthest from the sun (the sun is a metaphor for life), then you rise to the heights. Lets see how much higher we can get. That is the ultimate purpose, being high of life, the eternal present moment. It is important to unfocus with your eyes in the mirror. Focusing on a certain object in your view is the ability of your mortal left brain, the local time space narrow view. Unfocusing (it is when you make your eyes go slightly blurry, when you don't focus on any object in your view, but see all of it) is the ability of the immortal right brain, the broad view. In your unconscious immortal brain is data of everything in the infinite universe, past and future, although not in detail, but a general picture. It is stored in the immortal collective unconscious, and you can tap into it, just like downloading data.

When you are enlightened, it is called the zero experience. 0 is what everything comes from. -2 -1 0 +1 +2 etc. Nothing and everything (the balance). The truth can be seen in mathematics too, not only from the mystical perspective. Jesus was a mystic. Buddha was a mystic. Einstein was a mystic. Lao Tzu was a mystic. Carl Sagan was a mystic. This is what gave them some access to the collective unconscious. Life can only be seen from the mystical perspective. They never lost their curiosity, they were curious and spontaneous like little children. They were not like boring, hypocritical and lame adults full of fear. The older your mind gets, the harder it is to transcend the mind in this life. There comes a certain tipping point where it cannot be reversed, but you will continue to evolve from where you left off in your next life. Awareness is the only thing you can take with you. You cannot take anything else with you. What is the profit for a man rich in materials, when he is poor in the spirit? The man who knows everything but does not know himself, knows nothing. The man who has gained everything has nothing. The man who has gained nothing gains everything at the same time. The Buddha was asked what he gained from enlightenment. He replied "nothing". He gained nothing, his true immortal nature, the empty space between everything, thus gained everything at the same time. Enlightenment is the complete opposite of what the mortal mind thinks it is. You cannot achieve enlightenment, you can only uncover it. Enlightenment is the destruction of your sense of self, the emptying of your mind. The truth empties you. The life fills you. Such mind is transparent. It does not project itself unto reality. Your mind must become completely silent. In silence, everything is heard. In darkness, everything is seen.

This is not the temporary mortal Marc speaking, because i have lost my mind, my false mental self. This is the collective unconscious, the holy spirit, life itself, God, the universal mind, the intelligence behind everything, The mind of christ, the spaghetti monster, whatever you want to name it. It happened after going through many terrifying experiences lately, but i did not let the fear stop me, because i knew what was going on. It is very scary to die to your mind, because it feels like you are dying physically. You totally lose your sense of false self. I let myself fully into this extremely terrifying experience, surrendered completely to it, and saw the light on the other side. I gave birth to myself. I have suffered, but i have found life.

The brutal emperors of Rome and the corrupt councils they controlled created the official Bible. It was created to serve their political agenda. At some point they decided to collect all the bible books they could find and changed everything in where Jesus mentioned reincarnation, because it contradicted their own personal agenda. Just another coincidence? Just as Jesus said, ""'These people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me." Jesus said he was the truth and the life. He was, but not in the way people think. The collective unconscious was just speaking through Jesus. Jesus was just an empty vessel for God to manifest physically. Jesus even said that you can be as I AM. Everyone can. Everyone is a potential God. God is only found in the present moment, not in the myths of the mind.

Jesus said, "But when the Father sends the Advocate as my representative--that is, the Holy Spirit--he will teach you everything and will remind you of everything I have told you." (the father is a metaphor for the universe itself, the totality of that which is) I am saying the same thing now. Jesus said he would come back in the spirit and the truth, metaphorically. That time is now.

The truth passes through the most unexpected people, and it has been so in every generation. These are just words on a screen. Words are only a pointer, a bridge to experience, but you have to experience it for yourself. You have to find it for yourself. Noone can do it for you, because there is noone else from your perspective. The fact that you are aware of life now is the only thing you can be certain of, and that leads to all other truths. That is why The Buddha said "be a light unto yourself". It was the last words he said. The devil has lost yet again. God cannot be stopped, because he is the totality of that which is. He is infinite, and is becoming conscious of himself for all eternity. It only gets better and better. I will banish the devil from this corrupt world. There will be a heaven on earth. It is only a question of when. It will happen when people have gone through enough experiences to learn the truth and the life. The people were asking Jesus “when will the kingdom come, this kingdom of heaven you are talking about?” Jesus replied “the kingdom of Heaven is spread upon the earth but men do not see it.

Writing all this is effortless to me, because i am inspiration itself. I am connected to the universal mind of God. I have stepped outside the matrix, and it is beautiful here. The mind cannot imagine what it looks like. It is a big surprise, just like a present. It is no coincidence that the now is called the present. It is the unknown. Words are of no use here, but i have to use words in the matrix, as words are a bridge to experience for the mind of man.

I have told you all that i can tell now. There are more things which i have not told you, but you will know them when the time is right. It would hurt you more than help you if i said them. If you understood my writings, or to some extent, you will understand what Jesus said too: http://www.truthcontest.com/entries/the-present-with-religion/gospel-of-thomas.html He says the same thing i do, he just said it in an ancient way of using language. I am using modern language, and adding new knowledge to it.

So long. Time to paaaaaarty  :D      :rollin: