My Financial Situation

In English
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SO, Lot's of people coming to stream or playing with me asking what's that story about the budget electricity metter.
I'll be very specific and that's why i'm writing in both language that way i have an easier way to translate.

Basically, the company managing the electricity network(ORES) made a HUGE mistake when doing the math for the index and we got a end of year bill of 1500€(1561$). We have been forced to pay back this but we were unable to pay that and the actual monthly bill.

Several Months later, ORES Realised they made a mistake of 800€(832$). That money is being used to pay back what was left. But the issue is that we are now with 3 late bill ; two of 300€(312$) and one of 200€(208$). Wich put us with (832$) late + the monthly bill of 200€ what we are going to pay, obviously.

Essent, the electricity provider which my mom subscribed to sadly( they tricked her because she is a bit naïve, I LOVE my mom but that's what it is), made here sign documents with MY NAME while i was not home. But that's not really the issue anymore. Essent ALSO made a mistake with their numbers and we are completely in the dark now.

We are trying to find a solution my town's CPAS (CPAS = Centre Public Action Social i'm pretty sure you guessed what it stand fore in english) but it's not guaranteed that they'll help us.

And i just can't find a job. The last one i got refused was in a gas station.

This situation is not the first time it occures. The first time i got the luck to find a job. Do you know what i did? With 3500€(3643$) as salary i used 150€(156$) for the stream, 50€(52$) on dota 2, 40€(41,6$) into a pokémon game and 50€(52$) into Steam Winter Sales, so around 300€.EVERYTHING ELSE went into paying back debts, pay back late bills and food. All of that to finally be in a healthy situation i sacrificed all my economy while i could buy a bycicle, run my driver licence again, rebuy glasses that are broken since 2 years now and now i have to buy special boots because of a Fracture of Fatigue (not sure about that one) i have both feet. I have to say i'm living with my mom and my niece. Ma niece was gaining 1200€ a month when she was working and was just giving 400€ and now she gains 1000€(maybe more but she won't tell) and she gives 250€ and buy food for let's say 100€ when it's necessary.
And then she complains because we ask her to give more because we might end up in a situation we can't out of.
It's the first time i'm in a situation that actually pains me because it's hurting my passions and the only tool i have to live those passions ? My computer.

I really needed to write down something, i don't really want help, i just needed write it down because i need to breath lately, which explains why my stream is all over the place at the moment.

I hope i'll have clarified the situation for those who were wondering why i might stream less or stop completely.