[NSFW] Choose Denial [M4F version]

Welcome... Just to be clear, this instructional audio will not conclude with you getting off - just edging and denial. Further to that, it will attempt to put your mind in a deep haze of subbiness and horniness, which may have adverse effects on your capacity to think clearly, and it will touch on mind break and mantras.... Well, it goes fairly hard on the mantras actually. -chuckles-

If this does not appeal, please, do feel free to stop here.

You will also need to be stripped down to your panties - socks or stockings are also encouraged as these can enhance the experience. Be warm. Should you have a blindfold or scarf that can be used as one, grab that as well. Being in bed is suggested, but laying down and being able to spread your legs is all that's really needed, and if you wish to lay on a sofa, or even on the floor, that is your choice.

You will not need any toys, just your fingers, though you may wish to have a coin to hand for the end.

If you're ready, we can begin.

Lay back for me, legs together, hands at your sides, eyes closed or blindfolded, and breathe, deep and slow, deep… and slow...

There's a good girl.

Now, let us consider what you're here to do... You're here to pleasure yourself, to play with yourself, but you will not cum. You will not be granted permission to do so... But then, you've chosen this. Whether this is your first time listening or second or third or... Whatever. You have chosen this. Chosen denial. Say it. Say the words, "I have chosen denial. I choose to be denied"

Say it again.

Remember it.

Bring your hands up to your neck now - lay one on either side, rub the muscles, really massage each side... Such a wonderfully sensitive part of the body, the neck. A perfect place to start, a perfect to tease. To slightly scratch with a beard, to tantalise with hot and humid breath, to graze with lips, with tongue, with teeth. To kiss from behind while you tilt your head, while you offer your soft skin to those ministrations.

-chuckles-

Can you imagine the warm breath moving up to your ear, as I speak these words to you, so close... Yet so far.

Move one hand up from the side of your neck now... Put the tip of your index finger to your lips, and drag it along them, to the corner of your mouth, and back along. Slowly... Feel the tingle, that slight catch and pull...

Push it into your mouth now, feel the warmth, the pressure rolling up your finger... Sensation, that's the other thing we're here for. Slowly pull it out, feel the reverse process, in lips and in finger.

Add your middle finger, drag them along your lips, then push them in, slowly.... -smile-

Suck on your fingers, focus on the sensation, allow your mouth to respond to the intrusion... Sucking, tonguing, not entirely deliberately -chuckles-

Focus on the sensation, lose yourself in it, lose control. There's a good girl...

Slowly pull your fingers out, slide them in, perhaps bob your head a little.

Pull them out entirely this time, and return your hand to the side of your neck. And say after me.

"I choose sensation. I choose to be lost." Say it.

Again.

Say after me "I choose sensation. I choose to be lost. I choose to be denied"

Again.

Good girl.

Drag your hands down, slowly, draw out every bit of sensation, the strange pressure of fingers over your collar bone, the difference between dry and damp finger tips, as your hands move onto your breasts. Cup them. Squeeze.

And release the pressure, but don't move your hands. Not yet. Instead, imagine a warm chest pressing against your back, arms reaching around you, cupping you, holding you close, a chin pressing into your shoulder, something hard pressing against the base of your spine. Can you feel it?

Feel those hands, my hands, squeeze your tits, just a little. Feel the right palm part with your skin, the fingers moving over you, while the heel digs in, and then, the fingertips arrive at your nipple, pressing it against the heel of that hand.

Did your hand move? Is your right nipple now trapped between fingers and the heel of your palm? -smile-

Squeeze it, firmly. Focus on it. Sense nothing else.

Squeeze harder.

And release. Rub it in little circles.

And now rub the left nipple as well.

Stop.

And focus on your nipples, do they feel uneven? Does the left one need something? Some gripping treatment of it’s own?

Hook your left index finger around your left nipple for me, and put the pad of your thumb against it as well, but hold, don’t squeeze it yet. Focus on the nipple. It knows what’s coming for it, does it want it, does it choose it?

Does it want the pressure, the squeeze… Do you want it?

Squeeze it now. Hard. And hold.

Say after me

“I choose the pressure. I choose sensation. I choose to be denied.”

Again.

And release, and rub your nipples for me. Well done.

Cup your breasts again, and breathe, slow and deep. Slow, and deep.

“I choose sensation. I choose to be denied.” Say it.

Again.

Again.

Squeeze.

Say it again.

Release. Breathe. Slow inhale, slow exhale.

Now drag your hands lower. Feel them move over your stomach, feel the waistband of your panties, your hips, and guide your hands to rest on your thighs.

Good girl.

Let your legs part a bit now, and drag the fingers on one hand onto your inner thigh, to that crease on the inside, onto the fabric of your panties.

Onto the fabric over your cunt. Lay your hand down, press your palm into the fabric, into your flesh.

Feel the heat, feel the dampness coming through, feel the pressure.

Rub. Through the fabric. Rub for me. But remember, no cumming. If you get close, ease off, but don’t stop.

There's a good girl.

Focus on your fingers now, don’t stop rubbing, but focus on the feeling of the warm, soft skin of your upper thigh, how pliant it is, the way that it yields to your fingertips as you press them into the muscle… -chuckles-

Focus on the others now, the feel of fabric, of flesh even softer, even more yielding to you as you rub firmly, feeling the heat, the wet…

Focus on your pussy, your clit, at last, bathe in the sensation of pressure, of movement, at last where you want it.

Keep rubbing, and say the words: “I choose sensation. I choose denial.”

Good girl. Say it again.

And again.

And again.

There’s a good girl.

Stop rubbing. Just press into yourself. Such a good girl.

Now, I want you to take those panties off, and lay back, legs spread, hands on your inner thighs, and focus. Feel the slightly cool air on your hot pussy, focus on how wet you are for me, know how exposed you are, how vulnerable, how inviting.

Do you ache? Do you need to be touched? Do you need to be used? Taken? Fucked?

-chuckles-

You do make for such a picture right now.

Good girl.

-pause then chuckle-

I’m sorry, sometimes I am too much of a tease. You want to touch again?

Go on. Rub yourself for me. Don’t be afraid to moan, it’s okay… I like it when you moan for me.

But know that you’re not going to have too long to just rub. I do want to tease you some more after all… So when I reach zero, I want you to put you hand back on your inner thigh.

Ten… Nine… Eight… Seven… Six… Five… Four... Three... Two... One…

Stop.

-pause, then laugh when you feel like it-

Sorry, sorry... I am just being mean with my teasing now aren't I? -more laughter- You do make a lovely picture though, all flushed and needy like that.

Now, cover your pussy with your hand, palm over your mound and fingers over your slit. Do not rub, or even press. Just rest it there. Be aware of it. Bring the other hand up to your mouth, fingers resting on your lips… And slip just the tip of each middle finger between the lips they’re touching. Focus on the similarities and the differences. Slowly now… push in, feel warm wetness engulf your digits, all the way. And slowly withdraw… Feel.

Add a second finger now, starting with just the tips between the lips… And then pushing in, all the way in. Start sliding them in and out… If both pairs of fingers are too much to co-ordinate, focus on the ones in your cunt.

Fuck yourself for me. There’s a good girl.

Enjoy it. Imagine if you will that those fingers aren’t yours, that they’re mine, that the ones in your mouth, are a way to pin you down… Maybe you’re even sucking on them to try and pull me in, or maybe it’s an automatic reaction to having some hard and warm and alive in your mouth. And the fingers below, the ones thrusting into your pussy, they’re getting your ready. They’re the prelude to you getting properly filled, the forerunner of a much hotter and thicker guest inside you.

Such a shame that all we actually have to fuck you with right now are fingers.

But then… This is about denial isn’t it?

-chuckles-

But atleast it does feel good, doesn’t it? The physical sensations… The satisfaction in obedience… And the knowledge that there will be no crash. No harsh come down… Just sensation, just pleasure, just need… until you’re done edging for today, and the sensation will cease… But the ache, the need, the want, the fire will remain.

Take your fingers out of your mouth.

Say the words “I choose sensation. I choose denial”

Again, keep fucking yourself.

Again.

Stop. Take your fingers out. Suck them clean, taste your need…

Rub your clit with the other hand now… and if you like, fuck yourself with your finger again as well.

This time, I want you to get close to falling over the edge. Feel it so close, but so far.

Know that you aren’t going to go over the edge. Know that you have chosen not to.

Know that you don’t want to cum. Know that you want to be a good girl.

I am going to count down. At the end of the count, you will hit the edge and take your hands away.

Ten… Nine… Eight… Seven… Six… Five… Four... Three... Two... One.

Stop. Hands on your thighs. Good girl.

Catch your breath a moment. Say the words “I choose sensation. I choose denial”

Good girl.

Focus on your pussy now. Feel it ache… Feel your need. I wonder, can you feel how wet you are? Can you feel your need, your desire dripping from you? Heh… Maybe more than just your need? Perhaps your mind as well? Leaking from your pussy in a haze of hormones… -chuckles-

Say the words.

Good girl.

Touch yourself for me again now. Rub your clit, or finger your cunt, or both, and imagine… -smile- Imagine being fucked senseless, imagine being used again and again. Feel those strong hands over your body, over your tits, a hard cock at your lips, a thick one driving into you, filling you. Perhaps a collar around your neck, or even a gripping hand. -more chuckles-

Get back to the edge for me.

Again I will count you down. You will continue to play with your needy little cunt, you will not cum, and at one, you will edge and take your hands away.

Ten… Nine… Eight… Seven… Six… Five… Four... Three... Two... One.

Stop. Hands on your thighs. Good girl.

Say the words.

Good girl.

Obedient girl, obedient little slut, good girl…

Say the words.

Touch yourself for me again now. Rub your clit, or finger your cunt, or both. Say the words.

Again I will count you down. You will continue to play with your needy little cunt, you will not cum, and at one, you will edge and take your hands away.

Ten… Nine… Eight… Say the words…
Seven… Six… Five… Say the words…
Four... Three... Two… Say the words…

One. Stop. Hands on your thighs. Good girl. Catch your breath.

Say the words...

Very good girl.

One more do you think? -chuckles-

Touch yourself for me again now. Rub your clit, or finger your cunt, or both. Say the words.

Again I will count you down. You will continue to play with your needy little cunt, you will not cum, and at one, you will edge and take your hands away.

Ten… Nine… Eight… Say the words…
Seven… Six… Five… Say the words…
Four... Three... Two… Say the words…

One. Stop. Hands on your thighs. Good girl. Catch your breath.

Say the words...

Very good girl. That’s two… one more time.

Touch yourself for me again now. Rub your clit, or finger your cunt, or both. Say the words.

Again I will count you down. You will continue to play with your needy little cunt, you will not cum, and at one, you will edge and take your hands away.

Ten… Nine… Eight… Say the words…
Seven… Six… Five… Say the words…
Four... Three... Two… Say the words…

One. Stop. Hands on your thighs. Good girl. Catch your breath.

Say the words...

Very good girl… That’s three. I think that’s enough… Though of course, you could choose more, and listen to the next audio... on repeat.. Or perhaps, you elected to grab a coin. If so, flip it. Heads you’re done for now. Tails, you keep on edging.

Either way, I’m proud of you. You, are a very good girl. A good little edging slut. Which is why I know you’ll be back.

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Part 2

One more then.

Touch yourself for me again now. Rub your clit, or finger your cunt, or both. Say the words.

Again I will count you down. You will continue to play with your needy little cunt, you will not cum, and at one, you will edge and take your hands away.

Ten… Nine… Eight… Say the words…
Seven… Six… Five… Say the words…
Four... Three... Two… Say the words…

One. Stop. Hands on your thighs. Good girl. Catch your breath.

Say the words...

Another go? Or another coin flip? -chuckles-

Good girl.