《PART ONE; CHERRY BOMB 》

Wattpad username—— @CrystxlRxses

passwords—— BOSS // The First


                                           《PART TWO;

WHIPLASH》

chosen slot—— LIMITLESS

full name—— Bellatrice Eun-Byeul Barteau

nickname—— Byeul

username ( of the slot)—— itsthequeenofhell

nickname you use in the blog—— Belle

*face claim—— Irene Bae

backup face claim—— Rose Park

ethnicity, nationality—— Korean-French // French

place of birth—— Paris, France

birthday— November 19, 1997

height and weight—— 158 cm // 44 kg

special physical features—— a black crescent moon on her wrist, faint/old cuts on her left wrist and thighs


                                         《PART THREE;

YESTODAY》

personality——
-When you first meet her, She's this super serious girl but once you get to really know her, she's this smol child that needs to be protected from this horrible world.

-She's very protective and reliable but it can sometimes escalate to pure obsession

-She's very harsh on herself, always pushing herself to her limit and puts high expectations on herself. A B+? disappointing.

-Has a short temper and will either explode in anger or break down in tears when things don't go her way, she just wants things to be perfect and in order, okay?

-Has a very dark and edgy tumblr humor, out of all the girls, she's the one who always posts suicidal jokes

-Is obsessed with Aesthetics, everything has to be pleasing to the eyes. Her closet, her room, her workspace, her journals, even her homework and essays have to be aesthetically pleasing.

-She is very wary of the games that other people try to play and she is very aware of it, she knows how to read people, she knows when they're trying to use her for clout and she knows exactly when they're about to snap in anger or leave/abandon her.

-She's like a delicate flower, even the slightest wind can break her.

-Usually drowns herself in her work and homework

-She's very shy, even if she's already about to graduate college, she still hasn't made that many friends and talking to professors still gives her intense panic attacks

-She loves memes so much, she cannot go through a day without quoting vines or pull out a Kermit meme.

-She has an annoying Princess complex because of her upbringing and high social class. Always thinks she's right and a stubborn little brat.

-A prideful little hoe

-She sometimes cares too much about her friends and has attachment issues due to her past. She also has a difficult time making friends because of her Social Anxiety Disorder and ADD.

-She hates going outside (except for when it's sunset or night) and has panic attacks at just the thought of going outside, so she's usually seen inside her room or her Father's office.

-When she's around her parents, she goes from edgy teenager to an eloquent Lady in 0.001 seconds, she knows full well what the consequences to her unladylike actions are--especially when they're in public.

-Even if she is a problematic bitch herself, she puts others first, often being the one number one person people go to, to tell them their problems.

-Is known for being the most brutally honest and straightforward girl in the blog whenever a topic pops up that makes her absolutely furious.

-They say intelligent people are the most likely to be mentally fucked up, well, I guess they're right because Belle aces every one of her class (except for Math) but still feels like shit. She wonders how dumb people still manage to be...unapologetically happy even though their chances of graduating are 1/1000000.

-Since she's always been known for either being too serious or being too shy, no one has ever heard her laugh or seen her smile in years, even she doesn't know what her own laugh sounds like.

-One of her many useless hobbies are editing and photography, so almost half of the aesthetic pictures on tumblr and pinterest are from her.

-When she's mad, she's going to automatically be in a 'fite me' mode, even if she's small and has a shitty immune system.

-even if she is terribly shy, caused by her anxiety, she still has one heck of a glare and a silver tongue, causing people -- mostly men -- to be scared of her.

trivia/fun facts——
-She doesn't know when this started and why but she starves herself often, "forgetting" to eat and drink water.

-her IRL best friend, Kyo, is also depressed but is very cheery, almost like My First And Last

-She swears a lot, like A LOT.

-She's been diagnosed with Clinical Depression, Social Anxiety, and ADD since childhood

-she often composes and writes her own songs to let out her feelings

-she has panic attacks at seemingly random moments

-she often lays down on the carpet whenever she has an existential crisis

-as previously said, she has a weak immune system and anaemia

-She cannot look people straight in the eyes

-she cannot watch horror movies alone

-hates the press but they always follow her around, waiting to see if the 'depressed heir of Barteau Corporations will successfully kill herself this time.' she wished.

-has resting bitch face syndrome

-often dyes her hair dark colours or a rose gold/pink shade or just keeps it black

-enjoys being associated with Satan or demonic symbols. she owns hundreds of shirts, accessories, and onesies that have demonic symbols on them.

-when she's feeling exceptionally depressed, she
goes through 7 books a day

-Is banned from going near knives because of her previous suicidal attempts

-if not inside her home or her father's office, she's often seen on her mother's beautiful garden that she always takes photos of

-she has anorexic like habits

-she either doesn't it at all or she eats too much

-She actually has her own punk rock band, The

Lonely Hearts Club

blog post examples——
"I wonder if I die -- would Apollo make the sunset this beautiful? would Artemis make the moon glow just a little bit brighter and would she let as many stars as possible appear?" *insert an aesthetically pleasing sunset in the city*

"I want to throw myself under a bridge" *insert photo of Kermit*

"Okay, whoever the fuck hacked into our blog is a horrible person -- why are there no doge memes, you assholes? and really, rainbow? fuck off."

"I will hunt whoever you are -- yoU JUST RUINED MY BLACK AND WHITE AESTHETICS WITH THAT SHITTY RAINBOW UNICORN PICTURES, THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE THE SAME SHADE OF COLORS"

*insert VHS edits and retro-inspired pictures*

"Who are these Neo Neighbourhood motherfuckers? the girls in my class have been talking about them all week"

"@Paradise, I might be short but at least I'm not a fucking alcoholic slut"

"@Firetruck, they're teasing me about my height again uwu"

"My best friend dragged me to this cute cafe..." *insert another aesthetically pleasing pic*

"Hey @Joy...you should really tell us your problems, you know? idgaf if the other's don't fucking care but I do"

"I'm about to murder this Taeyong hoe, he brought a puppy to class and it's all everyone can talk about"

"w hO IS THIS MOFO?? WHY IS HE SO CUTE?? I MUST PROTECT??? MY SON???" *insert stolen pic of Taeil*

#tags for asks in the blog—— #askSatan

likes——
-Music
-Books
-Cute stuff
- Quiet places
-Dark Humor
-Piano
-Violin
-Ukulele
-Swearing
-procrastinating
-bands
-Netflix
-Tumblr
-memes
-AESTHETICS

dislikes——
-Dolls
-Failing
-Excessive noise
-Hot Weather
-Stress
-too much work
-Horror Movies
-paparazzi

suicidal attempts——
-Drank bleach
-cut too deep and let herself bleed out
-jumped from a bridge
-Drank rat poison
-almost starved herself to death
-she has a box of black and white rubber bands that she wears around her left wrist and whenever she feels like cutting, she just pulls on the rubber band to hurt herself

background——
A graduating business student, she's also now helping her father to run Barteau Corporation.  Her family is not a very religious one, but she is a hellenic pagan.

Because of the money her family has, she has started her own clothing line, Lunar Mode, with of course, tumblr, retro, and grunge aesthetic inspired outfits. She's also just recently signed to DCD2 records with her band and is in the process of writing their first album but because of how busy everyone is with college, they're putting it off for a year.

She's actually Pansexual and a part of the LGBTQIA+ community and because of that, she's had quite the rough high school years but she's already numb to that and just retaliates hate with self-deprecating jokes.

Her parents are very harsh on her, often insulting her and mentally abusing her, but Belle is already used to all this, she is so used to it that she just tunes them out. But most people think that's why she's suicidal, because of her parents' mental abuse but that's just a part of the reason, it's also because of her dead twin brother. Nobody questions it, nobody even knows why he died. All they know is that Belle deeply misses him and wants to see him again.

family——
Ronald Barteau // 59 // Father // CEO of Barteau Corporations // Alive
Chaeyoung Moon-Barteau // 47 // Mother // Director of Barteau Cosmetics // Alive
Damien Barteau // 21 // Twin Brother // (former) student & (former) heir to Barteau Corporations // Dead
Lilah Barteau // 15 // Sister // student // alive
James Barteau // 11 // brother // student // alive

how did you join this club—— At first, Belle owned a solo blog but as time went on, the edgy blog that she started at 16 was becoming inactive, she felt too lonely. She was also known as a therapist blogger, helping out anons with their problems and suicidal thoughts. She then met Back 2 U who messaged her, asking if she could join and become a co-admin of The Suicide Girls' Club. Back 2 U knew Belle was a mix of a suicidal girl and a therapist, so why would she invite a person who would stop people from attempting suicide? well, because in Back 2 U's words, "Some people deserve help, don't you think? some people have those who love them while the rest don't, so I need YOU to help those who still have hope because I know the pain a person can go through when they lose the person they love"

And without hesitation, she accepted, even if she can't help herself, she might as well try to save others, right? Oh, how cruel can faith be?


                                              《PART FOUR;

BLACK ON BLACK》

love interest—— Taeyong

backup love interest—— Ten

personality of love interest—— Introverted, socially-awkward, shy, caring, emotional and overly-sensitive, mature but has a cute childish side, can be mischevious when he's with certain members like Johnny or Doyoung, he loves animals, he has good nurturing instincts, artistic, introspective, he's a good leader, likes to cook, he's a neat freak. He's a wannabe Tsundere but he just can't stand being mean to the person he likes.

closest slot(s)—— Firetruck, Back 2 U, Joy

requested scenes with love interest—
“It’s three in the morning…” She groaned quietly, rubbing her eyes as she gazed at the boy sitting on her window sill

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“you have no idea how hard it is to force myself to stop thinking about you, sometimes,” Taeyong whispered, his eyes full of tears, his lips quivering, and his hair messier than Belle's entire existence.

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“Cher, Lee Taeyong, je vous aime beaucoup et je prie dieau que vous ne connaissez pas le francais." Dear, Lee Taeyong, I love you a lot and I'm praying to god you don't know French.

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Taeyong: your smile is literally the cutest thing I have ever seen in my life
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Belle: I promised myself I would never fall in love with you. but it was 4am, and we were laughing way too hard, and I felt happy for the first time in a long time, and I knew I was screwed
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"It didn't literally hurt...it was just a numb feeling" Belle's eyes were locked at the beautiful sunset, Taeyong's eyes though, were locked on her face, he could hear his heart breaking at her words.

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"I won't give up on you like everyone else did!" Taeyong buried his face in her neck, breathing in her scent as tears involuntarily escaped his eyes.

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“You’re never gonna let that go, are you?” Byeol groaned glaring at Taeyong who was watching a clip of a Belle playing with puppies, a smile on her lips with a few giggles escaping them.

----

Taeyong: What you're doing is illegal
Belle: I'm not taking advice from you. You pronounce the 'g' in 'Lasagna.'

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"When I tell you I love you, I don't say it out of habit. I say it to remind you that you're the best the thing that ever happened to me" Belle looked up from her camera, sending Taeyong a loving smile.
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"I'm supposed to be mad at you because you're breaking my heart but...I'm impressed, impressed at how you're so honest with me -- instead of cheating on me, you...you told me the truth, you told me your true feelings and that you've fallen for another -- how could I be mad at that?"
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"Please stop being so nice to me -- stop caring so much! it's making it harder for me to forget you!"
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"To the moon and back, remember?" Taeyong whispered, gazing at the pale face of the girl he loved. The only response he got was the beeping of the heart monitor.

requested scenes with the closest slot——
"He's not mine anymore, so why am I jealous?" Belle managed to tear her gaze away from Taeyong and his new girl to find comfort in Firetruck's rare motherly expression.

"Because you're still his"
-----

"if you still love him so much, then why don't you try to get him back?" Firetruck passed Belle a can of soda, "because he's already happy and my pride is too big to chase after a guy who's already in love with another"

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"Why did you manipulate everyone into hating me?" Belle tearfully asked Back 2 U.

"You and your little boyfriend are too perfect."

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Back 2 U: Good morning.
Firetruck: Good morning
My First and Last: Good morning
Joy: you all sound like robots, why don't you spice it up a bit?

Belle: MORNING MOTHERFUCKERS!
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“We should get arrested for this” Belle commented but still continued to destroy Back 2 U's boyfriend's car.

"I am not gonna fucking leave you behind with that asshole and you god damn well know that" She held Back 2 U's cheeks, forcing her to look Belle in the eyes.

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Belle: Hey Joy, are you free on Friday? like, around 8pm?

Joy: yes?

Belle: what about you?

Joy's L.I: yes, I am.

Belle: Great! because I'm not. you two go out without me. enjoy your date.

Joy: did she just-

requested scenes——

"they told me that to make her fall in love  I had to make her laugh. but everytime she laughs, I'm the one who falls in love" Taeyong confessed to Firetruck.
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Belle: Taeil, you always need to be kind to people

Paradise: Hey-

Belle: fuck off

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Paradise: It's against my moral compass.

Belle" Your fucking moral compass is a ROULETTE WHEEL!
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Dunk shot: *ordering cake over the phone*

Employee:: and what would you like your cake to say?

Dunk shot, covering the phone to look at the

others: do we want a talking cake?
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Belle: wHERE THE FUCK IS MY PHONE
Taeyong: there are children around, say it nicer, please
Belle: may i ascertain the whereabouts of my fucking phone?
                                                 《PART FIVE; GO》



messages——
Hello Joelle! I worked hard on this form and I hope you take the time to read it! :D
I am very veryyyy interested in this book and the aesthetics are just A+++++
I'm an awkward teenager, so, I don't have any much more to say but thank you for considering me!

asks——
I currently don't have anything to ask but maybe in the future, I might have a few questions.

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