Last Talk

1. ektu kotha chilo, tumi ki free acho?
ektu phone a bolle valo hoy

2. normal gesture
3. jeta bolar chilo j ami eivabe thakte partechi, sei eid er aager theke amar kharap lagtese, recent koyekdin dhore amar khubi kharap lagtese, ato tai kharap lagtese j ami khaite pari na, ghumaite pari na, poralekha tow ekdomi hocche na. tumi jotobar amar sathe zisan er kotha bolo, tokhon amar buk ta fete jay. ami atodin boli nai karon amar mone hoise j tomar zisan er proti ja ashtesilo ta sympathy theke ashtechilo, guilt theke ashtechilo, r ami vabsi j over the time amar sathe egulo share kore tomar dhire dhire thik hoye jabe, ei jonno tomake support dichi jate tomar kharap na laage, amar kharap lagleu ami kichu boli nai, vabsilam support dile tumi amar dikei puropuri ashba. kintu recent koyekdin a tomar kotha-barta achar-achoron dekhe bujhte parchi j amar proti tomar ashole valobasha chilo na, just emnei tomar mone hoise dekhe relation a ashcho, just ekta phase chilo. kintu amar tow erokom chilo na, ami amar sob tai tomake diye gechi, tomar proti amar jei level er emotional investment diye gechi seita ami sarajibon kauke dei nai, r future eu kauke dite parbo kina jani na. ami vabsilam j amar ato kharap lagtese eita tumi bujhba, kintu oirokom mone hocche na. amar kono kichur blame tomar nite hobe, eita niye vabte hobe na tomar. amar ta ami dekhbo. tumi tomar life ta sort out koro. r tumi chaccho j amra friend hoye thaki, ami expectation chara tomar sathe thaki, ami eivabe thakte partesi na, amar onek kosto laage.
akhon tumi ki chao?
if(amake chere jaiyo na)
{
kintu ami tow oivabe thakte parbo na. expectation tomake na dekhaileu amar vitore expectation tow thakbei. r tumi o amar sathe theke onno karor proti emotionally involved thakbe, eita ami nite partesi na. evabe tow ashole bepar ta kono dike agacche na.
akhon tumi ki korte chao? tumi zisan k vule amar kache ashte parba ki parba na? (ami tow ashte chai) kintu tumi jodi amar kache ashte chaita tahole tomar kotha theke bujha jaito. kintu tumi tow try korteso na, tumi chao na ashte, oke vule thakte. ei jonno tomar valor jonno boltesi, tumi jodi chao j ami thakbo na, tahole thakbo na ami tomar life a. (friend hoye thakte chai) ami thekeu na thakar moto thakte parbo na, partesi na. tumi amar jaigai thakle thakte parta eivabe?
kintu ami partesi na thakte. ami chai ami jaake valobashi seo amake tar sompurno ta diye amake valobashuk.
}
else
{
accha, tahole tow r kichu bolar thaake na. tumi tomar moto thako, time nao, nijeke time dao. tomar jodi kokhono mone hoy j ashole tumi amake valobashcho, amader beparta just kono phase chilo na r tumi sudhu amakei chao, tomar emotional affection at a time sudhu amar jonno kaaj kortese, tahole amar kache back korte paro. ami tomake firaye dibo na. tahole valo thako.
(tahole tumi ki amake chere diccho)
ami tow chere dite chacchi na, kintu tumi tow amar kache ashteso na. r tumi jevabe chaccho sevabe tomar life a amar kono existence thaktese na ashole. tai ami nije thekei sore jacchi tomar jibon theke.

 (totodin valobashte parbo kina jani na, kintu tomar valo cheye jabo, kosto niye beche thakbo) (keno bashbo na?) (ami tow aagei bolchi amar kache past matter kore na) (past tow matter kortese na, tumi past k tene niye ashcho, tumi past k present banaccho.) tahole tumi valo thako.
}