I finally got my hands on x2 tabs after ~4 months of no psychedelics due to lack of supply. The first ~2 hours went great with great visuals. I was lying in bed relaxing when I started getting slightly peckish. I opened up my phone's delivery app and ordered a souvlaki meal (I think they're called 'gyros' in the US). I was starving by the time it arrived and I hoed straight into it. It was about 30-45 minutes later I began feeling pains in my torso.

Immediately I began thinking something was going wrong with the trip itself as I had never had a feeling like this before on my numerous other trips.

I hoped that the feeling would go away if I ignored it (which is hard to do while tripping) and sat on my front porch. The feeling didn't go away but rather kept getting worse causing me to become more anxious. I think the tipping point was when I thought if these stomach pains and feelings of anxiety were the start of/were going to cause a bad trip.

The world around me collapsed into nothingness. I got lost in a sea of vivid horrific hallucinations, some relating to aspects of my life and some being simply nightmare-like. The most vivid memory of the trip was occasionally my mind would break back into sanity temporarily, only to either get me to urinate, vomit or to take a giant liquid shit. Afterward (and a couple times during) my consciousness would slip back into nothingness. I remember that I felt like I was going to die and If I was ever centered enough to make non-paranoid thoughts I felt like I wanted to die to end the trip.

I know this seems like something that wouldn't happen on only 2 tabs but they may have been much stronger as it was the most intense trip I ever had next to DMT.

It was about 8-9 hours into the trip I finally flushed the last of the wretched souvlaki out of my system and once I realized the torso pains were gone I slowly broke out of the bad trip. At this point I was feeling pretty good so I went to a friend's house to play Street Fighter.

I guess in the future it teaches me to be more careful with lady Lucy and to avoid doing it alone without taking the proper precautions to prevent something like this ever happening again.