leave

THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT.
you can't afford to make any mistakes. don't fuck up.
the plan
1. starve. only take meds and supplements and drink water. goal weight: 85 lbs by february.
2. get learner's permit. this is your ID and proof of age.
3. save up as much money as possible. try to make at least $500.
4. buy drugs and supplies and shit. fans, ket, dxm, strong sedatives, booze, etc.
5. pack a bag.
6. set a date. any day after february 3rd works. you must be seventeen.
7. print out maps. study the areas around every bus station.
8. turn off find my iphone. disable anything that would let anyone track y our location. turn off cell data, don't connect to any wifi networks, don't make any calls. your sim card can be tracked, so avoid using your phone.
9. dress warmly. wear lots of layers--tights under jeans, cami under a shirt, comfy shoes, and socks.
10. leave.