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- zig: yknow
- zig: one day
- zig: im just gonna pack my shit up
- zig: and you'll never hear about me again
- strast: u don't just
- strast: leave the gamer life behind my friend
- strast: it's not that easy.....
- zig: yeah it is
- zig: its called you delete everyone on steam
- zig: and work on maps in isolation
- strast: why would u
- strast: do that though
- strast: what's the point
- zig: because frankly i cant take a lot of you people anymore
- zig: the madness
- zig: i stopped having fun
- zig: i dont mean to sound edgy either
- strast: u mean on
- strast: gmod
- strast: or
- zig: yes, on gmod
- strast: yeah i mean fair enough
- strast: it's never been a fun game for me yet i still always come back to it like a retard
- strast: maybe we should just..
- strast: leave it behind.......
- zig: because you guys all have stockholm syndrome or some shit
- zig: the only reason
- zig: the _ONLY_
- zig: reason
- zig: I sitll play this game is because i work on things
- strast: LOL
- strast: STOCKHOLM SYNDROME
- strast: i think you're like somewhat right
- strast: i had a really good time on this game like 3 years ago on tnb
- strast: for like a single month
- zig: you guys all sit back
- strast: and now whenever i return to it i expect the same thing
- zig: and wait
- zig: for the time you'll get something good
- strast: and it
- strast: never actually happens
- zig: literally always, you wait and you wait
- zig: and it never happens
- strast: holy fuck ur
- strast: so righ
- strast: t
- zig: ive watched it for years
- strast: ur actually so fucking right
- zig: particular with vukovar
- zig: it reminds me of the feeling of cocaine actually
- zig: not to be gay
- zig: but when people first do that shit
- zig: they say its the best feeling of their lives
- zig: and they never get it again
- zig: its the same deal with first time rping
- zig: you think its the shit then you become over critical and needy and your quality and standards go up
- zig: so high up to the point where you stop finding servers you can play on and enjoy
- zig: then you either get stuck in a loop of trying to find the new "best server ever"
- zig: or you end up like me and you simply start to operate the curtains that pull and close
- zig: frankly im getting bored of making things, i dont feel like theyre very high in quality nor very entertaining yet theyre fetishized because people are that lacking
- zig: of that experience they once felt
- zig: they think because im actually putting the effort in, and because i'm not running a generic run of the mil hl2rp server im somehow going to save serious roleplay
- zig: what they need to realize that just like any kind of wave of people, the meta changes and people develop different interests, and the wave that holds your own interests and interactivity in roleplay has passed.
- strast: you've literally just
- strast: redpilled me so fucking hard
- strast: fuck im such a retard
- zig: thats because ive been watching this happen over and over for the past half of a decade with vukovar who has simultaneously joined well over a dozen servers thinking that it was going to be good or that it was going to be one and eventually ended up quitting due to the server actually being toxic/repulsive or simply not good enough-- or the entire thing just collapsing because nobody knows how to run communities anymore.
- zig: then people ask me why i dont join any servers but my own, and it's been critiqued in the past that I never finish or release projects
- zig: The main reason I never finish or release projects is due to the idea that my own servers will never have the capability to be completely what I want them to be in absolute
- zig: And I'd rather not release a project than have it be potentially slandered because it's not perfect
- strast: man you're
- strast: so fucking right
- zig: so after sitting around for nearly half a decade and watching all of this, im really rather tired of it
- strast: holy fuck
- zig: people aren't interested in what i think roleplay is anymore and that's just how it is now and i have to accept it
- zig: fetishized works like alex grist's nebulous have ruined roleplay as a whole, and formulated it into an MMO experience, which in it's own right is fair, but is now marketed as the sole, and only acceptable experience that one can have. People fetishize that server for a multitude of reasons, but it's the last pocket of players who have scrounged themselves to play there. Not once on Nebulous did I ever have an interesting or critical roleplay experience. I watched my friends slowly dwell deeper into some kind of quality hell where they now lick the dirt off of the floor because they don't have anything else to lick.
- zig: people add me on steam and look at my shit like kids looking at candy through a window, thinking it's the best shit ever
- zig: simply because of how mundane and ritualistic it's all gotten
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