dark day

(Verse 1)





I been blind..

I been blind

all this time

and my death wish. Yes

it's, already been resigned

out of force of habbit.

Whether it's true

or fake remember appearances

ain't always what they seem.

Forget being cautious

it's smarter to be naieve.

To rapidly not knowin'

it's better to pretend

my hearts really closed

not open. I feel like

the omen. Can't sleep

and hope I can't see.

Plan A got fucked up.

But luckily I still got a plan B.

I'm making a mockery out of me.

The stress is building up

and I cant, I cant beleive

I wanna leave with every breath

If I left, promise me..

not to extinguish those memories

when I rest upon my death.

This time is fucking theft.

And tempations lure

So much shit I had to endure

and I'm still here waiting

waiting for my fuckin cure.

So is this really what you call life?

Make no mistake

the devils got his way.

Always hunting for a

bigger peice of fucking bait.

And the catch were all trapped

no you can't fucking escape.

I satisfy my only hunger

and wonder is this my only fate?

Nothing but a fucking

blank future in my way

So those who say

nothing matters..

Welcome to my..

motherfucking madness!























(Chorus)





I try to keep my head but my conscious is dead

it's a dark day, it's a dark day.



                                       (Repeat) x2











(verse 2)







My will if not

already killed

any minute now

be that it will.

So sick, of typical bullshit

goes quick but never quit.

Nonstop and always spinnin'

why I wonder, must it always

fucking include me in it?

Already hit boiling point

100c and sitting.

See I'm living in a dream

waiting for something

to bite, pinch me.

Wake me from this

sleep walking reality

which apprently

Everytime I cross over.

It's always my idea.

Shit.. now I stumbled

onto something

what we got here?

Got secrets like I'm Da Vinci.

And this be regular routine

Like a wife real bitchy

this is life real risky.

Day after day

I guess you could say

my stubborn ways

got me punished.

Ain't it funny

always asking dad for money

when he'd rather give me, life.

I'm the stubborn type

and I never really had a major concern.

My enemy was always to learn.

And those excuses, still useless.

Now getting pushed

between stupid or crazy.

What the fuck gone save me?

How would I know? My hope

slowly being ambushed daily.

I can't, I can't think

My instant instinct

numb this depression

with another fucking drink.

See shit can change quicker then you can blink.

You only got one roll of the dice

and you don't play twice

so what's the point in playing fucking nice?















(Chorus)





I try to keep my head but my conscious is dead

it's a dark day, it's a dark day.



                                       (Repeat x2)













(Verse 3)







This goes out

to all victums

fuck the withdrawl symptoms

to the lovers of weed

to the lovers of liqour.

To the lovers who

like to mix the two

to get you fucked up quicker

You heard.

No bullshittin'

on occasions I live fiction.

cruising through life like a turd

waiting on my extinction.

I'm a bad habbit

my flaw thinking

I got nothing to live for.

Daily liven compromised

of just sitting sittin'.

Behind Criminal decsions.

I'm driven by crooked thoughts

and all else illegal ofcourse.

Can't trust myself

To many bad memories

Withheld, repelled.

Cancel the help

it's to late

can't you fucking tell?

I can't change it

was already promised.

To be honest all

I ever fucking wanted

was never guranteed

so fuck this shit.

Shit could never

be planned to be

100% accuratly.

Everythings already given

up on me. So, so fuck it

I'm gonna continue to hate.

Am just wait to kick the bucket.