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- Page 139
- Chapter 12: Satsuki's memories
- Page 141
- Higashi: You...
- Higashi: Knew everything?
- Higashi: S...
- Higashi: Sin...
- Higashi: Since when?
- Satsuki: Since the beginning...
- Page 142
- Everything started in 2005...
- When we were still a couple.
- Page 143
- We were still both studying Clinical Psychology.
- Satsuki: Let's drink to this long day's work!
- Higashi: Cheers!
- You were then a medical student at Narasawa Hospital.
- Higashi: Currently...
- Higashi: We have a really interesting kid among our patients.
- Satsuki: Interesting in what way?
- Higashi: Look...
- Higashi: It's her.
- Satsuki: Uh?
- Page 144
- Satsuki: No way!
- Satsuki: The one all medias are talking about?
- TV: Shichiôji Murder Case. What happened to this girl?
- It was when everyone was talking about the murder that happened because of this girl.
- Satsuki: How is that girl?
- Higashi: Hmm...
- Higashi: As ordinary as possible...
- Higashi: And moreover, very cute.
- That day, you didn't really want to expand on this matter.
- You were then collecting all the magazine and paper articles about her in a binder.
- Page 145
- Satsuki: Here, a coffee.
- Higashi: Thanks.
- Satsuki: You're thoroughly deep in your investigations.
- Satsuki: I'd love for you to do research on me too.
- Higashi: Ha ha, so naughty.
- I was really happy...
- Satsuki: All right, let's do it...
- Higashi: In the middle of the afternoon?
- Satsuki: Yes, so what?
- I was dreaming every day of a brilliant future at your side.
- Page 146
- Satsuki: What?
- Satsuki: You're going to be a high-school teacher?
- Satsuki: What's gotten into you suddenly?!
- Higashi: Well, you know, I already have this passion for teaching.
- Higashi: And... I don't know how to say, I suddenly felt this need.
- But one day, it suddenly got into you to become a high-school teacher.
- This abrupt change in you that I didn't see coming caused a huge anxiety in me.
- Page 147
- Satsuki: I know!
- Satsuki: It's because you want to cheat on me with a high-school girl, is that it?
- Higashi: BADUMP!
- Higashi: Hey, stop!
- Higashi: No!
- Higashi: Let me save...
- I tried to repress this anxiety as much as I could...
- And to believe in you.
- I tried... But...
- Page 148
- Satsuki: After the change of career, now you're moving?
- Satsuki: What's up with you, Haruto?!
- Satsuki: I need to change pace.
- Overnight, I learned you were moving...
- Far from my place, in the Nitaka district.
- Satsuki: Oh wow...
- Satsuki: What a nice studio...
- Dog: Woof (x2)
- Page 149
- You choose a building accepting pets, so you could buy a German shepherd.
- Dog: Woof... (x2)
- Higashi: Ha ha!
- Higashi: Stop it, John!
- I was then convinced you were cheating on me.
- Higashi: Zzzz (x4)
- Page 150
- I had a guilty conscience to do it, but I then went on to search for proofs on your mobile...
- To finally find absolutely nothing suspicious.
- Satsuki: An USB key?
- I decided to secretly copy its content on my PC.
- Page 151
- It was for the most part filled with patients data and research reports.
- Satsuki: Wow...
- Satsuki: When he works, it's not half-assed...
- That day, I must have opened hundreds of folders, in vain.
- Curious, I dug in your folders again for hours, after having made visible the hidden folders in the options, to finally find a Word file named "8.8". And when opening it...
- I Want To Be Killed by a High School Girl
- Page 152
- Satsuki: What...
- Satsuki: What the hell is this...
- It was a novel you wrote.
- "I'm a pervert... my urges are torturing me inside.
- Autassassinophilia
- A paraphilia in which a person is sexually aroused by the risk of being killed.
- Differs from other suicide practices.
- One day, I discovered
- By chance this term and this definition in a library.
- Knowing there was a word and an explanation attached to my urges more than relieved me: It saved me..."
- In this novel, the hero "Haruhiko", is possessed by the urge to be killed by a high-school girl.
- This girl was named Mai.
- "What a wonderful young girl..."
- Haruhiko, clinical psychologist student in an hospital, meets an 8-years-old girl, Mai, who just committed a murder.
- I was looking for certainties.
- I wanted to be sure this Catherine was still living deep inside her.
- My wish turned into a certainty
- Inside this young girl, who progressively changed into a real beauty, was actually living a terrifying demon
- I knew she would be the one to kill me...
- Haruhiko also chose to become a teacher at the high-school he thought Mai would join later.
- Page 153
- On Mai's first year, Haruhiko resigns, gets rid of his personal belongings...
- In short, this novel had the taste and flavor of a perfectly developed criminal project...
- Satsuki: What the hell is this...
- Satsuki: What the hell is this...
- I then knew everything...
- All the reasons for you to suddenly change field, move out, buy a dog... everything!
- Page 154
- I first was overwhelmed by a powerful feeling of disgust...
- Learning that the man I loved so much was able to imagine his future that precisely, and especially such a future...
- I started to cry...
- And doubt several times...
- To finally come to the painful conclusion...
- Page 155
- Higashi: What?
- Higashi: But why this sudden decision, Satsuki?
- Satsuki: I lost all my feelings toward you ...
- Satsuki: I'm sorry.
- I broke up with you.
- I wanted to forget you and your novel, as fast as possible.
- Page 156
- And the best way to do it was to dive more thoroughly in my studies.
- After obtaining my Clinical Psychologist diploma...
- (On the panel, her diploma, obtained on March 20, 2007)
- I found a job as a psychotherapist.
- Little by little, I built my career and expanded my professional network as well.
- Page 157
- Nevertheless...
- There was still deep inside me an emptiness I couldn't fill.
- I could help daily several people rebuild their destroyed lives.
- But I had literally sent packing the man I loved.
- Why didn't I take the time to listen to him and tried to bring light to the darkness that was lurking in him?
- Page 158
- Geegle: Haruto Higashiyama (She's ego-searching him and the page is showing some search results)
- Web Page: Haruto Higashiyama's good fortune: decisions according to name and first-name.
- Haruto Higashiyama: You'll know everything about your good fortune! We check for free if you were born under a lucky star! You will regret a lot missing out on what we can unveil about your daily life!
- Your Higashiyama name's Kanjis (162 references)
- Satsuki: !
- Satsuki: Haruto...
- Satsuki: He now teaches at Nitaka's High-school.
- Page: Nitaka's Public High-school
- Page: Teachers profiles
- Page: Haruto Higashiyama
- Page: "Let's enjoy each day as if it was the last!"
- Page: Teaching subjects: Geography - History - Physical Education
- Page: Club Advisor: Nitaka Ruins Research club
- Page: Hobbies: Tennis, Video Games
- Page: Current obsession: Photos
- Satsuki: It looks like everything is going as expected for him.
- Page 159
- I started to make more detailed searches on a well-known forum on the Net
- Anonymous: Maho Sasaki
- Anonymous: This girl is my neighbor and she's a bombshell!
- Anonymous: Maho HAA HAA
- Satsuki: Sasaki Maho...
- I found her name for the first time that day.
- I hired the services of a detective agency...
- Satsuki: She's really cute...
- And at last obtained information about her.
- Page 160
- Satsuki: She's currently in 8th grade and has excellent results, but since her mother raises her alone...
- Satsuki: She will probably won't have the money to enroll elsewhere than Nitaka's Public High-school.
- Satsuki: Nitaka's High-school...
- Satsuki: So Haruto really wants to go through with his plan!
- I once went to her middle-school to observe her.
- Page 161
- Satsuki: Ah...
- Satsuki: Here she is!
- Satsuki: She's even cuter in person...
- Page 162
- Satsuki: !
- Satsuki: Haruto...
- Page 163
- I was suddenly overwhelmed by a wave of indescribable emotions.
- Nostalgia... Guilt...
- But the disgust I felt previously had disappeared.
- It's when I decided to act to help you.
- Page 164
- It was during the time that absenteeism was starting to become a problem.
- Chart: Absenteeism in Tokyo
- Chart: Evolution
- Chart Bottom: Primary School - Middle School - High School
- The city of Tokyo decided to reinforce its high-schools with a higher consulting capacity for the students, by hiring more school psychologists...
- Man: Do you know about the evolution of absenteeism in Tokyo's high-schools the last three years?
- Satsuki: Yes.
- Satsuki: During the last three years, it was stable.
- And quickly, the hiring started.
- Page 165
- After having strongly defended my wish to be assigned to Nitaka's High-school, it was accepted.
- Satsuki: Pleased to meet you, I'm doctor...
- Satsuki: Satsuki Fukagawa, Clinical Psychologist.
- Higashi: Uh?
- You now know: I joined this high-school with the sole goal to keep you from carrying out your plan.
- Page 166
- Higashi: No way...
- Higashi: You knew everything...
- Higashi: Shit...
- Higashi: Shit...
- Page 167
- Higashi: After having...
- Higashi: Prepared everything painstakingly for years!
- Higashi: What are you going to do to compensate me, uh?
- Higashi: What then?
- Yukio: Higashi!
- Page 168
- Higashi: Catherine! (x4)
- Yukio: Stop!
- Higashi: I beg you, appear!
- Higashi: Come out!
- Higashi: Catherine (x2)
- Page 169
- Satsuki: Stop it!
- Satsuki: It's useless!
- Satsuki: Catherine will never come out again!
- Higashi: !
- Satsuki: This girl...
- Satsuki: Hasn't the strength to call on her anymore.
- Page 170
- Satsuki: She already...
- Satsuki: Started to merge herself.
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