Insomnia 18

app based summary. not very accurate.

Recap of last ch's last part. FMC tells stalker that she's okay. Thoughts how she discovered for the first time feelings she never felt before, how she was getting closer to him and how back then she was very happy knowing the small and simple pleasures life had to offer.
Stalker telling her that now they are together and he will take her out of that hellhole. Thoughts how the feelings she never received, smth that wasn't comparable with the dirty love that money offered her. Stalker telling her he loves her. Thoughts how it was real love and how she gave him everything she had, and how if that was really it.

Text from the bank how there's an unpaid debt and card will get suspended. Turns out it was stalker's debt and that and FMC asks him what's the matter and why the sad face and he wonders what to do and tells her how it's nothing or nothing works to himself(not sure here). Thought how their happiness didn't last for long. Stalker asking her if he can borrow 5 mil won and thoughts how he was a degenerate gambler. Thoughts how she thought he could turn it around with her help(not sure) and she going 'okay' to his request for cash but thoughts how contrary to her expectations their relationship got worse and worse.

Stalker asking for cash again how this is the last time and how it won't happen again and she telling him off how he always said this and what the hell is going on and she then refuses him telling him she's out of money too. Stalker then tells her that she can make that amount easy if she goes ad sleeps with a few guys and she goes 'WHAT?' and calls him trash. Stalker gets pissed that he was called trash and calls her a whore and tells her how he took pity on her and helped her out and how dare she treat him like this and hits her. Stalker goes how he's sorry and doesn't know what came onto him. She going how until know he has always seen her like that and how she was such a  fool, how she was such a fool to believe in him, and she tells him they are over cause she's too tired of it.

Back to present and MC goes how he was such a shitty guy and she goes how till now that wasn't out of the ordinary if you think about it and how the real problems started after she broke up with him, and MC asks what happened after that.

Thoughts how he came by every night and banged on her door and yelling how he was wrong. For her to open the door and calling her a bitch and to open the door faster. Thoughts how whenever she met a new guy he always go in the way. Next a guy asking her if she enjoyed it and then if she wants to go steady with him and then stalker comes and goes how he dares lay hands on his girl, insults to him and that.

Thoughts how he was obsessed and stalked her daily and him asking her what is she doing, why so late by phone. How she was worried to go home early. Back to present and MC tells her how it must have been very scary and she tells him back that until that moment it was on an understandable level. But the problem again was after that and it got even worse and the most fucked up thing that happened was what came next.

Thoughts how with time he disappeared and she thought it was over. A text from stalker and he tells her how they haven't been in touch in a while and wants to apologize for all the things he did to her and if it's possible to meet him at his place for a minute and if she comes he wont bother her ever again.

She goes to his place and he welcomes her and she asks him why did he wanna see her and what does he wanna talk about. He tells her that he was wrong and asks for another chance and goes how he will do better this time. She asks him what is he doing trying to get back and for him not to do this. He tells her to think about it one more time, and that he cant live without her and she goes how she's really sick of a trashy bastard like him. She then stands to leave, he grabs her hair and calls her a whore and asks her where does she think she's going. Tbc ..

OChe: prbly rape next ch ..ugh