I can not help

I can not help (by Raven)

I remember the nights we stayed up together.
Your laugh was the sweetest to hear.
You always knew what to say
and you made me love you.
Right now my heart feels shattered
and some pieces holding up by a strand of light.
I wait to till that you leaving is all a bad dream
I know I will never be able to move on
even though that's what u might want me to do.
It's hard to continue when all my love is with you.
I can not help the tears that fall down my face
I can not help how you make my pulse race
I can’t say i didn’t see it
I tried to pretend
Tried to hide
But i let my heart be my guide
I cant push out emotions,
on to the surface, i cant focus.
It’s hard to say dont go,
because our time wont slow.
time is not a friend to me
and patience will not try for me.
It’s hard to say don’t leave,
when you would never say it to me.
i have to let you leave
yet my heart screams DON’T GO
My voice has been spoken on how I feel
Yet words fell on deaf door
I can not help you are my soul
I can not help you are my heart
I can not help you are my light
I can not help you are my anchor
I can not help you are my world
I can not help you are everything to me
I do not want to say goodbye.
I do not want to let you go
I can not deal with the pain I feel
To loose you is ripping me apart
My heart is shattering to pieces
One shred of light hangs on with hope you change your mind
You are my key to my heart
Say you love me back and I am yours
Tell me you will stay with me
tell me you want me back