Fuzzyness Eye + Stream Status 19th March 2018

The past 3-4 weeks I switched back to normal glasses due to my sight getting worse and the gunnars I had didn't have a correct focus point. I have been experiencing eye strain and pressure to a horrible point, and the thing that sucks is its the worst when using my monitors.

At ESA Winter it calmed down due to barely using any technoogy with screens. But after coming back and using my pc it got worse and worse to the point where I had to stop and avoid my pc completely.

So my streams been mostly down sadly and all I want to do is stream right now. Instead Ive just been going for a lot of walks and looking for jobs in the meantime so i can cut down on pc hours during daytime. Which means i could still stream after work if things improve. My normal lifestyle has been completely shut down and im out of my comfort zone. Its difficult to find things to do and avoid being bored (normies reeeeee)

I went to the best eye hospital in London for an emergency appointment and they found my eye pressure was borderline.  They couldn't wxplain the monitor issue and said to use eyedrops (but didnt specify what ones so that hasnt helped mucb so far) and wear gunnars agaun if it helps for pc use.

Whilst examining my eye they also found out that I was born with a different eye entry shape which leads to pigment dispersion syndrome, a conditon that leads to glucoma, damaging the nerve and becoming blind. I was told it's unrelated to whats happening right now, and soon i will see a glucoma specialist who will keep an eye on my pressure levels and in the future take special eyedrops + most likely need laser eye surgery to reduce chances (im scared).

I've been trying little changes here and there to see if i can find a solution to the the monitor issue. Flux settings, diff monitors, monutor settings, diff bulb, lamp behind monitors, moved my desk against a diff wall away from the windows. Still i get the strain because monitors are too harsh. Im only able to use my mobile right now for some reason and can irl stream lol (no gaming hype)

Maybe I need gunnars again for pc use? I'm clueless but this'll set me back around $400 and maybe be able to stream again. My sight is -8 -9 so its not easy for them to make.
Ill put my paypal link in the meantime since funding websites take about 10%, even if it doesnt get met ill probably buy them anyway to see. All support is appreciated.

Iamcomputermad@hotmail.com

So all I can do now is wait for the specialist and hope things are ok, for all stream watchers and supporters thank you all and I'll try my best to get back on track, health comes first.

- Fuzzyness