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- [1/2/2016 9:09:05 PM] Sarah: Sorry for disappointing you.
- [1/2/2016 9:09:40 PM] Andrew: In what?
- [1/2/2016 9:09:47 PM] Sarah: I had another episode on chat.
- [1/2/2016 9:09:55 PM] Andrew: Oh yeah I know
- [1/2/2016 9:10:05 PM] Andrew: Jesus
- [1/2/2016 9:10:24 PM] Sarah: Sorry I just get really pissed over stupid shit and just.
- [1/2/2016 9:10:30 PM] Sarah: I don't know, I need to see a therapist.
- [1/2/2016 9:10:38 PM] Andrew: Probably.
- [1/2/2016 9:10:48 PM] Sarah: There's something wrong with me and I need to go get it fixed.
- [1/2/2016 9:11:11 PM] Sarah: I don't know I'm just, really sad right now.
- [1/2/2016 9:11:13 PM] Andrew: You could take a break from the wiki. It seems to drive you mad.
- [1/2/2016 9:11:22 PM] Sarah: That just makes the problem worse.
- [1/2/2016 9:11:28 PM] Sarah: I don't got other shit to do outside the wiki.
- [1/2/2016 9:11:36 PM] Andrew: I'm perfectly fine with having a strong stance for ideals but you were going at it like someone was kidnapping your baby.
- [1/2/2016 9:12:17 PM] Sarah: I don't go hang out with friends, I don't go outside at all really, and I just get really depressed whenever I'm away from Wikia cause it's really the only thing I know where I'm at least somewhat liked.
- [1/2/2016 9:12:44 PM] Sarah: I'd quit if I could, I really would, Wikia always leads to these episodes and shit.
- [1/2/2016 9:12:52 PM] Sarah: But I just don't got nothing else to do.
- [1/2/2016 9:13:18 PM] Sarah: And all the episodes are driving away people, I know four of my really good friends from last year that just.
- [1/2/2016 9:13:22 PM] Sarah: Stopped talking to me.
- [1/2/2016 9:14:01 PM] Sarah: I guess ever since I was demoted and blocked on CPW I've just had this obsession with getting people on Wikia to like me.
- [1/2/2016 9:14:22 PM] Andrew: That's something I didn't know.
- [1/2/2016 9:14:38 PM] Andrew: You always act very aggressively.
- [1/2/2016 9:14:49 PM] Sarah: I know.
- [1/2/2016 9:15:07 PM] Sarah: I wanna try to seem cool, to tell you the truth. That's why I've developed this kinda bitch persona.
- [1/2/2016 9:15:48 PM] Sarah: And I always snap at mods and insult them and shit cause well, I'm jealous.
- [1/2/2016 9:16:00 PM] Sarah: They're all liked and respected and that's all I want on Wikia.
- [1/2/2016 9:16:02 PM] Sarah: And they have it.
- [1/2/2016 9:16:07 PM] Sarah: That's why I gave Navid shit.
- [1/2/2016 9:16:15 PM] Sarah: That's why I still give some of the mods shit.
- [1/2/2016 9:16:48 PM] Andrew: Well... this was enlightening.
- [1/2/2016 9:17:21 PM] Sarah: Yeah.
- [1/2/2016 9:17:31 PM] Sarah: And now I fucked up my chances at getting mod cause of my stupid ass episode.
- [1/2/2016 9:17:36 PM] Sarah: Which keeps fucking happening.
- [1/2/2016 9:17:47 PM] Sarah: So, I don't know what to do.
- [1/2/2016 9:17:52 PM] Sarah: The cycle's just gonna repeat itself.
- [1/2/2016 9:18:00 PM] Andrew: Honestly I can't give you any advice that's not generic as fuck.
- [1/2/2016 9:18:10 PM] Sarah: Nobody can.
- [1/2/2016 9:18:15 PM] Sarah: Otherwise I'd have taken it already.
- [1/2/2016 9:18:33 PM] Sarah: I don't know how to get the problem to stop.
- [1/2/2016 9:19:03 PM | Edited 9:19:10 PM] Andrew: Well, solving it on your own could be possible, just exceptionally difficult.
- [1/2/2016 9:19:26 PM] Sarah: I don't have any idea how to possibly do that.
- [1/2/2016 9:19:42 PM] Andrew: And therein lies the problem.
- [1/2/2016 9:19:44 PM] Sarah: I want to take a break from Wikia, hell I want to quit it altogether really.
- [1/2/2016 9:19:55 PM] Sarah: But at the same time I want to like, get mod there and be well respected.
- [1/2/2016 9:20:02 PM] Sarah: And I don't know which one is easier.
- [1/2/2016 9:20:07 PM] Andrew: There is no punishment to your behavior.
- [1/2/2016 9:20:30 PM] Sarah: There's no punishment yes but I know you all will be considering it whenever you talk about promoting new mods.
- [1/2/2016 9:20:43 PM] Andrew: That's not what I meant.
- [1/2/2016 9:21:11 PM] Andrew: What I meant was that the problem is there is no way you can get punished or you can punish yourself for your behavior.
- [1/2/2016 9:21:52 PM] Andrew: The only way you can change is if you have a strong incentive that could forcefully direct you to it, but at the moment there doesn't seem to be a solution, at least from an outsider's perspective like mine.
- [1/2/2016 9:22:12 PM] Sarah: I have no idea what a strong incentive would be.
- [1/2/2016 9:22:17 PM] Sarah: Is the thing.
- [1/2/2016 9:22:18 PM] Andrew: Sure, you could get banned from chat or blocked entirely, but that's your second plan - to quit the wiki.
- [1/2/2016 9:22:27 PM] Andrew: That's the problem I'm addressing.
- [1/2/2016 9:22:32 PM] Sarah: Oh.
- [1/2/2016 9:22:36 PM] Sarah: Yeah, I have no idea.
- [1/2/2016 9:23:03 PM] Andrew: And honestly, there is no way I could suggest you how you can force yourself with an incentive.
- [1/2/2016 9:23:17 PM] Andrew: You know your own weaknesses best.
- [1/2/2016 9:23:23 PM] Andrew: Exploit them.
- [1/2/2016 9:23:44 PM] Sarah: I don't know I might just.
- [1/2/2016 9:23:57 PM] Sarah: Try for mod again March or something.
- [1/2/2016 9:24:01 PM] Sarah: Cause I ain't getting it soon now.
- [1/2/2016 9:24:45 PM] Sarah: But the thing is the longer I want, the more likely it is for me to have an episode.
- [1/2/2016 9:24:49 PM] Andrew: The other thing is, and you probably heard this a lot and know it, you earn your respect.
- [1/2/2016 9:24:49 PM] Sarah: See what I mean about a cycle.
- [1/2/2016 9:25:38 PM] Andrew: The best I can suggest is that your punishment for when you have a episode is a huge delay in you getting a consideration for chat mod.
- [1/2/2016 9:25:49 PM] Andrew: You want chat mod but the thing that's stopping you is your outbursts.
- [1/2/2016 9:25:59 PM] Sarah: But the thing is the longer I want, the more likely it is for me to have an episode.
- [1/2/2016 9:26:06 PM] Sarah: That's not gonna work.
- [1/2/2016 9:26:09 PM] Andrew: And that's what I was gonna mention too.
- [1/2/2016 9:26:37 PM] Andrew: You did promise to me that you'll behave this time so you can have a shot at getting cmod, but you just totally blew it, so self control isn't your forte.
- [1/2/2016 9:26:55 PM] Sarah: Well it's not my fault I'm not mentally stable Cal.
- [1/2/2016 9:27:14 PM] Andrew: And that's why I'm powerless to suggest anything.
- [1/2/2016 9:27:23 PM] Sarah: I guess.
- [1/2/2016 9:27:35 PM] Sarah: I don't know what to do.
- [1/2/2016 9:28:05 PM] Sarah: I don't think the chat mod delays will help though.
- [1/2/2016 9:28:13 PM] Andrew: You suggested seeing a therapist earlier.
- [1/2/2016 9:28:15 PM] Sarah: I think if anything that'll make the problem worse.
- [1/2/2016 9:28:37 PM] Sarah: I could go see a therapist sure, but in the end I don't know if they'll just tell me stuff I already know.
- [1/2/2016 9:28:42 PM] Sarah: And money's the big issue there.
- [1/2/2016 9:28:56 PM] Andrew: True.
- [1/2/2016 9:29:13 PM] Andrew: I honestly can't help you.
- [1/2/2016 9:29:59 PM] Sarah: I know.
- [1/2/2016 9:30:19 PM] Sarah: I'll probably be fine once I get mod, but even then I'm not sure.
- [1/2/2016 9:32:24 PM] Sarah: Plus I don't know when that'll happen either so, I don't know.
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