Twilight X Anon Stargazing

>Be Anon
>Second year in Equestria
>Place is hell
>Random monster attacks?
>That you can live with
>Most ponies still looking at you as if you are a monster?
>Hurts, but you can manage
>Complete lack of friends?
>you were always a bit of a loner
>Memories of home?
>You thought you could handle it
>And to be far you did
>For a whole year
>But it slowly sunk in
>things aren't going to get better
>you hardly even leave your house unless you have to
>you wonder why you tried so hard to get away from Earth in the first place
>well all that stops tonight
>you knew a place
>quiet
>secluded
>A place where they wouldn't find your corpse
>they may not like you. but some part of you likes them still
>It's well past midnight
>you wander around the empty streets of Ponyville under the full moon
>Past all the places you used to go
>The places that they would stare at you
>The places that they would ignore you
>The places that they would whisper behind your back about how strange you were
>....
>if you had any doubts before, they are gone now
>With a heavy heart you head into Everfree
>To the place you first came here
>To the cliff side that you will leave by
>placing one foot in front of the other you head towards the end
>It's funny
>you always thought that walking to what you knew would be imminent death would be terrifying
>but this wasn't
>this was going to be freedom
>Freedom from Earth's hypocrisy and bigotry
>Freedom from Equestria's all consuming loneliness
>you didn't care what lay ahead
>all you knew was that you would-
>who's that...?
>it's the one that found you
>Twilight Sparkle
>you don't want her to see what you are planning to do
>you don't want her to hear your bones crack as you land
>"Anon...? Is that you?"
>shit
>should you try and just walk away like you didn't hear her?
>"Anon, I can see you. Come sit with me for awhile."
>lame excuses aren't gonna work
>you head over and sit down beside her
>on the very cliff you wanted to jump from
>Twilight smiles at you, oblivious to the turmoil in your mind
>"Anon, it's so nice to see you. You hardly ever come to visit me at the library anymore."
>you freeze momentarily
>why did you stop going?
"I've just been busy..."
>you reply half halfheartedly
>"Are Sweet Apple's finances that bad that you can't spare a few minutes to see a friend?"
>She seems a little upset
>Friend? Since when?
"Well... you know AJ. Not very good with mathematics and all."
>Twilight narrows her eyes at you
>"Anon, I don't need to be Applejack to know you are lying to me."
>fuck
>"What are you doing out here tonight anyway? You never once took up my offers to go star gazing with me."
>here her face falls and her voice cracks
>"Do you... do you just... not like me?"
>you swear you can see tears in her eyes
>what did you do?
"It's not that..."
>"Then what is it?!"
>Tears stream down her face
>"I tried for months to get you to come around and spend time with me. I even sent you letters because I didn't want to intrude."
>she did
>she sent plenty of letters
>you never read them
>"You hardly leave your house except near sunset so there is no way any of the girls can see you and now I come out to this place and I just happen to casually stroll by?! What are you here to do Anon? It certainly wasn't because of my latest letter and don't lie to me this time."
>She is incredibly distraught
"You don't want to-"
>"Yes, I do! Why won't you just answer me?"
>you hit your boiling point
"To leave Twilight!"
>she looks at you confused
>"Leave... Ponyville?"
>you sigh
"I came to this cliff to jump."
>She looks shocked
>"B-but Anon! You don't have wings! You can't fly! What if you hurt yourself or worse!?"
>you drop it
"That was the plan actually"
>Twilight's tears start again in earnest
>"But Anon-"
"I came here tonight so I could die alone. I can't take it anymore. I can't take being watched all the time like I am some kind of monster. I can't take feeling so alone anymore. That's why I tried so hard to come here in the first place! Amongst billions of humans, I WAS STILL ALONE!!"
>Twilight cried harder
>"B-uut what about me? I don't look at you like a monster... am I not good enough? I tried to be your friend but you pushed me away! I want to spend time with you but you ignored it. You CHOOSE to be this way Anon! Just like you choose that you want to leave without telling anypony."
>you didn't want her to be right
"I am alone! When was the last time you saw a human besides me?"
>your resolve is breaking
>"I haven't..."
"The memories are the worst part..."
>your voice dies out
>what memories
>you had no family
>you had no friends
>you left the home you had because you were alone
>Twilight's small voice breaks your train of thought
>"Make new ones... Most ponies avoid you because you are so reclusive.They aren't trying to hurt you, and they don't know what to say to you."
>You knew Twilight was right
>The ponies didn't have a bad bone in their bodies
>You were pushing them away
>you started to cry
>your whole body wracked with sobs
>something warm presses against you
>Twilight moved beside you to nuzzle you
>On instinct you pull her to your chest
"I'm sorry.."
>"Shhh"
"I'm so sorry.."
>"It's okay Anon."
>you just pull her closer
>"Everything is going to be just fine."
>you look down at her and she smiles
>"I promise."

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>Things after that faithful night had changed
>you sold your little place for a modest sum of bits
>you moved into the library basement at Twilight's request
>you knew at first it was to make sure you wouldn't try to hurt yourself again
>after a your heart-felt confession, you had no need to do that
>You began to talk to all the ponies around town
>they stared at you less
>life was good
>all save for one little thing
>Your feelings for Twilight have been growing over the past few weeks
>She helped you get out of your shell
>as time rolled on, you found yourself wanting to be around her more and more
>you had an idea for how to do that

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>"Anon, where are we going?"
>You have Twilight blindfolded up in your arms
"Trust me, you'll understand once we get there."
>you walked this path with Twilight plenty of times since that night
>You get to the cliff side once more
>A small blanket that you prepared earlier lays away from the edge
"Ready Twilight?"
>She smiles and nods
>you sit down on the blanket and place Twilight beside you
>You take off her blindfold
>She giggles
>"Here again? Not that I'm complaining but..."
"This was the place that I started my new life, and where I started a new chapter in mine."
>she blushes
>"So... why are we-"
>you pull her close
"Maybe it's time to start another."
>Twilight gasped
>"Are you saying what I think you are?"
"I am. Will you be my special somepony?"
>She squees and jumps on to your chest and knocks you over
>"OF COURSE! I have been waiting for you to ask, oh Anon it-"
>You silence her with a kiss
>She blushes as you both lay together under Luna's night
>you watch her as looks at the starts
>"Aren't we supposed to be star-gazing?"
>She doesn't turn to you when she speaks
>you chuckle
"I am."