People don't understand me, They don't fucking understand that my father gets abusive without smokes, My mother is constantly trying to start a fight with everybody in the house. My brother does not know how to take a joke and I'm a fucking emotional wreck. nobody understands that day on the trip why I looked so depressed was because I was at the point of committing suicide I was tired of everything. So many times have I seen my brother life a knife up to his chest. So many times have I cried because I will never have a normal family. So many times have I known what it is to starve for days on end.