[20:31] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): do you have time to talk
[20:31] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I can, but slow replies
[20:31] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I'm doing work for cmc
[20:31] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): it wont take long lol
[20:32] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): Okay
[20:37] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): basically the reason i havent been speaking to you for the last couple of days is, youve kinda changed since youve met new people to hang out with...i see you are on the sim but you dont even im me much less come hang out. When mikes dog died you were so busy hanging out that you never even once checked on me until i said i was going to bed...same thing with me and mike breaking up yesterday...probably two of the most shitty moments i was going thru and both recently that you didnt even think to ask me if i was okay or check in or even come just be her eto keep me company
[20:39] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I messaged you yesterday about your break up. But I didn't think you'd want me around because you'd not read my messages before. It's hard to know what to say also when I thought you were mad at me. I hold my hands up to the first one, that was a complete dick move I just didn't even think. But I did discuss that with you at the time too.
[20:39] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): even prior to this all happening i noticed a change that you werent around anymore...and i had to join that school to hang out with you
[20:40] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): i get you and ohce are like hanging out and all this new new new around you but, forgetting the ones who were here before doesnt make sense
[20:40] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): the class was only on for an hour or so there was plenty of opportunities to hang out. You were also busy with your work, I know you get distracted easy so I didn't wanna keep asking for you to come away from your work
[20:40] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): i didnt get a message about my breakup from you
[20:40] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I haven't forgotten the ones before, I hang out with mira and briar every day. But you stopped replying to my messagese
[20:40] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): yes you did o.o
[20:40] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): on facebook
[20:40] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): you said I was the first person you told
[20:40] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): last we spoke i told you i wasnt in the right mindset to discuss things going on with me and you
[20:41] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): right
[20:41] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): but after that nothing
[20:41] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): you were even here last night on the sim
[20:41] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I said just up why I didn't message you
[20:42] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I actually stayed offline all day because I didn't have any idea what to say to you to make you feel better when you already had ignored my messages. I thought every minute I'm online is another minute for you to say I didn't do anything. But I don't know what to say it's a lot of pressure trying to say the right thing
[20:42] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): you didnt have to say anything though is my point, you could have came here
[20:42] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): with ohce
[20:42] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): with presely with whoever
[20:42] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): but you didn't reply to my messages I didn't wanna show up and you not want me there
[20:43] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): but you just left me alone at a time i needed people who are supposed to be close to me
[20:43] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): because you've been ignoring me?
[20:43] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): the only message i didnt reply to was the one you said you were sleepy the night before
[20:43] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): yes after that i did ignore you bc you have been doing the same thing
[20:43] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): you were clearly mad at me me just showing up with a load of people would of just made you wors
[20:43] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): worse*
[20:43] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): youre missing the point
[20:43] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I feel like whatever I did in this situation it would be wrong
[20:44] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): the entire reason i was mad is bc you havent been here or talked to me
[20:44] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): and this wsas before the whole ignoring you thing and me getting upset
[20:44] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): the last time we hung out, you tp to me and we sat in silence for a long tmie then you said you're going
[20:44] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): most of the times you don't reply to my messages
[20:44] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): unless it's something interesting
[20:44] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): you are always going afk
[20:44] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): and I'm not allowed to go on my xbox
[20:44] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): so I'm sat on a platform waiting for you to come back
[20:44] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): how am i always afk when i literally just made an entire gacha for roselline??
[20:44] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): bad anxiety and thoughts building up, I can't just stand and do nothing
[20:45] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I have to keep my mind occupied or it starts thinking of bad thoughts and I end up having a melt down
[20:45] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): before that
[20:45] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): okay so thats obviously the past
[20:46] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): since ive been online rfor the last 1-2 months i dont go afk
[20:46] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): but you do
[20:46] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): if i do it is to run get food or feed my animals
[20:46] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): so do you?
[20:46] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): or youre tabbed out?
[20:46] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): when we're together you're either afk or just don't reply to my messages
[20:46] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): that makes me feel like I'm just boring
[20:46] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): if im working in PS its easier for me to be on voice
[20:47] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I feel like the only time I can get your full attention is if I have some gossip to tell you
[20:47] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): gossip?
[20:47] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): news
[20:47] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): the only gossip youve had to tell me lately waqws abut rissa and tbh
[20:47] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): i didnt want to keep hearing about it
[20:47] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): thats all you talked to me about for like 2 days
[20:48] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): because thats the only thing you would reply to
[20:48] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): thts the only way I can hold a convo with you
[20:48] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): i half assed replied to that nbc after the first time hearing it i already knew and didnt want to keep hearing of it
[20:48] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I feel like I'm always trying to hard to keep the convo going because if I don't you wont
[20:48] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): so that makes no sense
[20:49] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): and none of this is true actually bc you told me about ohce and about being manager at cmc and i was legit happy for you over all of 6that
[20:49] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): everytime you invited me to watch a movvie
[20:49] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): i went eventhough i had deadlines i was falling behind on
[20:49] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): and talked in the chat there too
[20:51] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): the last time we hung out was the day rissa came to cmc and all of that damn drama happened
[20:51] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): you were afk i waited on you for the longest time to come back
[20:52] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): It's not like I knew you were there
[20:52] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): and didn't come back early on purpose
[20:52] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): soon as you did you got on voice and was like wtf and hopped in my box trying to chew my ass bc she was there when i had no clue what was going on or that we were at cmc
[20:52] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): so then i had to ask f0r a tp bc you left me there
[20:52] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): and when i did you didnt have anything to say
[20:52] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): left you there
[20:52] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): so i went to work
[20:52] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): you were with everyone
[20:52] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I left alone
[20:52] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): i came there to see you?
[20:52] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): then why is Rissa there
[20:53] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): i asked mira if you were with her
[20:53] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): you went there with rissa
[20:53] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): nobody else there liked rissa
[20:53] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): i went there with rissa??
[20:53] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): so you were the one with her
[20:53] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): so I didn't leave you there alone
[20:53] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I left you there with Rissa
[20:53] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): because I don't like her
[20:53] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): she didnt come til a while after i was already there so how did i come there with her??
[21:02] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I'm sorry you feel like that, but I really need you to acknowledge my feelings too because it's making me feel like you don't care about mine. Most of the time I hung out with you before, it was just me and you standing on a platform not talking. I looked for new friends because I felt discarded. I wanted someone I could feel close with again. Everyone has close bonds with others apart from me. I a lot of them time feel like I do have to work hard to keep the convo going, and try to say things to keep you interested in talking to me. And lately it's just become too much. That I'm sat here getting worked up because I don't know what to say, and then I'm left thinking if you wanted to talk you would make conversation too. And I know you'll say but last week you didn't do that. But it's not all about just last week. It's about all of it, feelings don't go away because some time passes.
[21:07] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): i dont know what else to say about all of this....no one else but you has some kind of issue with being around me or talking to me or keeping conversation going.....me and mira talk all thruout the day every single day....rogue has been here eventhough she has arcade items due on october 6th bc she didnt want me alone, audrey checked on me several times yesterday...past feelings about us not talking on a platform when you were literally always on xbox or tabbed out doing other things makes no sense....the fact that every single time you get upset about karen leaving you out or your dad being mean to you or some guy being a douchebag.... im always there to talk you thru it and then the couple times recently i needed that returned to me over my dog dying and a serious relationship of 2 1/2 yrs ending and you were nowhere to be found seriously baffles me
[21:08] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): im not online for all day everyday, i have to go to work and do other things as well....just like anyone eles who has a schedule outside of sl, people make time for one another according to when they are online
[21:10] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I don't know thats maybe your issue that you just subconsciously don't want to talk to me, because I don't have problems having conversations with anyone else either. I've already said twice I didn't come to you to comfort you about Mike because you'd just ignored me for ages and I didn't think you'd want me around. I don't care that you're not online all day. It's about quality not quantity. I feel like I'm telling you my feelings and you're completely disregarding them and saying yours are worse.
[21:13] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): you are legit talking about things that happened months ago...months ago as in the time you basically lived on Ark, as in the same time period we would all be on the land on voice and youre yelling at your xbox over us...months ago as in when you werent online you were on your alt with your bf in your skybox....we were always around and always doing somethng....i decorated our land how many times, me, you, dalton and sabine were always on the land....where is all of this time i was afk? the only time i ever went afk was to talk to mike on the phone and then id come right back...everyone else understands that but somehow you look at that as you are boring, arent interesting and we arent close because of it...when literally thats me dealing with my rl
[21:15] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): we went to that water park several times a couple months back, took pictures...threw sabine a bday party...helped mira thru her ordeal
[21:15] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): how was i afk all this time??
[21:20] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I didn't even have a boyfriend. I hung out with patrick for maybe an hour like once a week. You decorated the land but you never did anythign with me. You decorate this house I'm excited thinking we can take pictures and roleplay and before I get chance to you take it all down again. So I leave you to do your decorating because I know it's what you enjoy. You may not of been afk ALL the time, but you didn't reply to my messages. and you still do it now, I'll try and make conversation and you'll just not reply. So it gives me anxiety when we do have conversations becaues I know I need to work to keep the convo going so you don't stop replying again. I wasn't involved in Sabines birthday party, all of these activities you did when I was in bed. I literally stay up until 7am in the morning now because if I don't, I never get to see anyone. Nobody else understands because you don't treat them like you treat me, you don't leave them on read, or you don't choose to not read their messages when you've been online. Because I don't feel important, I feel like I'm last.. like if nobody else is replying then you will make a convo with me. And all those times with sabine you and aiden on mic, I would go on mic too and try and make convo, and everyone wouldn't reply to what I said so I just stopped because I felt like an idiot.
[21:21] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): when do i leave your ,messages on read??
[21:21] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): facebook
[21:21] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): a lot of the time
[21:21] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): omg if im on sl, talk to me on sl!
[21:22] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): or sometimes you will not read it, but I see you online and offline all day, and commenting peoples status and sharing things
[21:22] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): if im on fb during the day its bc im logged in always thru my phone and im at work
[21:22] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): no, when you're not online
[21:22] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): when you're not on facebook
[21:22] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): it's happened quite a few times, but I feel like every time I try to tell you my feelings it ends badly for me and I regret it
[21:22] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): so any time I've felt sad it's easier to just not tell anyone
[21:22] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): or I'll just end up regretting it
[21:22] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): bc this is legit left field for me
[21:23] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): the only time ive ignored you was when you went to sleep the other day without speaking to me or even saying bye
[21:23] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): because everytime I tell you my feelings you disregard them and say yours are worse!
[21:23] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): and at that point it was enough for me bc you had already started spwending all your time with your new friends
[21:23] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): Also thats no huge deal
[21:23] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): you do it to me also
[21:23] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I was shocked the first time you did it
[21:23] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I even spoke to mira I hope she's not mad at me
[21:23] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): but then you did it again
[21:23] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): YOU DIDNT SPEAK TO ME THE ENTIRE NIGHT
[21:23] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): its different if we have talked and we just go to sleep
[21:23] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I hadn't spoke to you in hours the night I lopgged off without saying goodnight
[21:24] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): but unless i message you first
[21:24] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): you never say hello to me
[21:24] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): ever
[21:24] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): You know what I'm like I get drowsy type I'm going to sleep in local and just close my lid
[21:24] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): you know I wouldn't do that maliciously
[21:24] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): And I always did
[21:24] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): just not this past week because you've been off with me
[21:24] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): you've not even been adult for weeks
[21:25] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): no it started before this past week
[21:25] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): not that it's a huge deal
[21:25] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): but I don't feel like I have a mom
[21:25] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): this has been building for a bit
[21:25] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): everyone is being held by their moms
[21:25] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): and I can't
[21:25] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): because my mom is a baby next to me
[21:25] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I don't care if you're a baby
[21:25] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): HOW CAN I WHEN YOU ARENT NEXT TO ME?
[21:25] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): omg i have to be small to do my work
[21:25] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): but sometimes I just wish you would be big
[21:25] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): this is seriously crazy
[21:25] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): You haven't been solidly working for 2 weeks
[21:25] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): i havent???
[21:25] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): this isn't even a big deal we're getting off topic I'm just adding this in
[21:26] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): because it's another thing that makes me feel less close to yo
[21:26] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): you*
[21:26] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): then maybe this situation isnt solveable
[21:26] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): youre saying im disregarding your feelings
[21:26] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): but legit all you have done this entire conversation is say how everything makes YOU feel
[21:26] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I don't want to keep having arguments every month, I just want things to go smoothly. I feel like there is always something you're upset at me for and I can't do anything right, and it's making me doubt myself
[21:27] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): because I was never strong enough to do that before
[21:27] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): we argue every month??
[21:27] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): okay suki
[21:28] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): you are literally the only one who has issues with me in this entire family
[21:28] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): nobody in this entire family is me
[21:28] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): apart from me
[21:28] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): and i have legit done so much for you but when you recall it i never do shit with you or acknowledge it
[21:28] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): you have different relationships with them depending on how you act with them
[21:28] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): youre extremely ungrateful
[21:28] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): and im out of fuel with this
[21:28] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): im terrible
[21:28] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): okay cool
[21:29] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): then we can go our seperate ways, you seem to recall things way different than they actually happen
[21:29] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I'm ungrateful?
[21:29] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): and im not taking the fall for it anymore bc you have insecurities assuming how i feel about you
[21:29] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): its not fair
[21:29] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): and im drained
[21:29] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I'm not imagining anything
[21:29] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): youre literally telling me how i feel
[21:29] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): thats imagining
[21:29] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): ok
[21:29] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): "maybe you subconsciously dont want to talk to me"
[21:29] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): ^
[21:30] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I never told you thats how you feel I suggested that could be the cause
[21:31] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): but you clearly aren't going to listen. The one time I'm strong enough to tell you how I feel and stick to it and you're getting rid of me
[21:31] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): you cant suggest to someone what they feel
[21:31] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): cool
[21:31] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): in the middle of them TELLING YOU how they feel
[21:31] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): strong enough?
[21:31] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): ihave literally stood up and went to bat for you i dont know how many times
[21:31] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): against lily
[21:31] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): against all the rumors about you
[21:31] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): and done so much shit for you its unthinkable
[21:32] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): but at the end of the day IM always the one afk
[21:32] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): we're not talking about any of that
[21:32] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): why are you dragging shit up that literally was half a year ago
[21:32] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): we're on about now
[21:32] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): and youre draggingin shit up that was literally 3-4 months ago
[21:32] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): no we are not on about now at all
[21:32] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): your time scale is way off it was nowhere near 3-4 months ago
[21:33] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): okay cool story
[21:33] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): if were on about now
[21:33] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): real mature
[21:33] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): stop talking about months ago when i was afk to talk on he phone
[21:33] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): but yet forgetting you were always tabbed out on your xbox
[21:33] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): you really need a dose of reality
[21:33] Sᴜᴋɪ Wɪɴɪғʀᴇᴅ LᴀBᴇʟʟᴇ (princesspaesh): I've not been on my xbox whilst with you since you told me it was a problem
[21:33] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): and im done
[21:33] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): okay
[21:34] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): lets keep things as they are
[21:34] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): you do your things and ill do mine
[21:34] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): with people who actually care about me
[21:34] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): and maybe thats why youre treated differently actually
[21:34] Sᴇᴘʜᴏʀᴀ Hᴇᴀʀᴛʟʏɴ Eᴠᴇʀʟᴇɪɢʜ Mᴏᴏɴ (corruptedbeauty): so theres my subconcious taoking