Jack14:02
-_-
Panda14:02
just !@#$ off.
Jack14:02
Yes sorry I guess
Panda14:02
I'm not doing this.
You have hurt me badly, so you've probably got what you wanted.
Jack14:03
It really wasn't my intention to harm you
Panda14:03
Leave me alone, find a new victim
Jack14:03
I won't message you again
Sorry Alex, I really dont understand or mean it
Panda14:03
It's gonuig to take me a very !@#$ing long time to move on from this
also www.steamcommunity.com/id/notneededanymore
ring any bells?
Jack14:03
Yeah
I posted a while ago
I don't understand why that's relevant
I've been depressed over other things in the past
Panda14:04
you'll get over it.
You played on certain parts of my emotions
there's no going back from it
Jack14:04
yeah I was thinking and spam calling you last night
I didn't mean to I guess
Panda14:05
After this, there's no way I could ever trust you again
even if I wanted to
Jack14:05
I don't understand though
Panda14:05
You don't need to.
Jack14:05
is it because I deleted you? I can't really apologize for that
Panda14:05
I don't understand a lot of your behavoir either
Jack14:05
I didn't say anything about you to my friends I just asked them to add you
to see if you'd unblock
Panda14:05
Mate
Jack14:05
Yes we mutually agreed at the start that we're both "mentally ill"
Panda14:06
yes and I agreed I'd accept your !@#$,m if you accept mine
but you never did
Jack14:06
whilst most of the attention was on you I have volatile emotions
me accept yours? huh???
Panda14:06
goodbye
Jack14:06
oh
Panda14:06
this is going nowhere
Jack14:06
I see
Panda14:06
this is pointless
Jack14:06
yeah I guess I'm very stupid
Sorry I get it now
Panda14:06
you are a scary person.
very scary.
I can't be around you.
good luck
Jack14:06
Sorry
Panda14:06
Yeah, me too
I thought
we had something really good
I thought I was finally going to be happy
Jack14:07
It's my fault, yeah I'm not able to be straightforward with how I feel
Panda14:07
especially with oyu being so close
I was excited
but no
Jack14:07
Sorry. I won't post again
Panda14:07
it's too late, maybe next person you meet, if you actually really are genuine, you'll treat them better
but I'm trying to sor tmy life out and you're detrimental to that
Jack14:08
Okay. Sorry
Panda14:08
I cut my sim card up so I can't recieve any calls or texts
just stop, please
this is hard enough as it is
Jack14:08
Yeah there's nothing special there, I just sent about 20 sorry texts and called a lot
Sorry then
Panda14:08
you sent about 20 "idiot" texts too
Jack14:08
I meant myself
Panda14:08
"one sorry is sufficient"
Jack14:09
I had this same problem with the last person I felt for so I can't say I'm not surprised, I'm quite autistic too
Sorry for everything
Panda14:09
you said that before
except, you were referring to me at that point
you never even explained the last bull!@#$ act you dide
"lol" "no thanks!!"
right when we were gonna play
you do that bull!@#$ all the time
you think its funny
Jack14:10
I was feeling depressed, but yeah I can't explain that
Panda14:10
you hack in csgo???
Jack14:10
or deny it
I dont
Panda14:10
you and your friends are weird scary people
Jack14:10
I havent cheated once
Panda14:10
why so many csgo alt accounts then
Jack14:10
smurfs
Panda14:10
yeah
right
Jack14:10
to play with friends
I can post them all
none are banned wtf
Panda14:11
I don't care
as much as I !@#$ing hated this
its too late
I wanted something with you
badly
I was falling hard for you
You will get over it.
Jack14:11
okay well in terms of me randomly refusing to do things, I had that problem before too and I do it with everyone
Panda14:11
Yeah well, I can't deal with that
You're likely to get over it faster than me, trust me.
Goodbye.
Jack14:11
thats okay
New messages
Jack14:12
umm okay
bye then