after they had my sister my dad became a full fledged alcoholic and started having regrets with his life because apparently he is a genius and should be rich, the fact that he isnt eats at his soul .  started getting into argruments with my mom and then his grandmother died which put him in even worse of a depression , he would not leave his room or anything really , while this happened my mom got fed up with it and started doing harder drugs again ( well my dad included but he wont tell me ) . then my mom cheated on him with someone after getting really badly back into meth. lied to cops about my dad hitting her and got a restraining order on him for a year and custody of me and my sister. after this she moved down the florida (the state below mine around 300ish miles south) with her dad and stepmom. they eventually kicked her out after she had a meltdown and broke the entire kitchen because my grandad was being mean to me in her eyes by telling me to go to my room . with nowhere really to go she eventually let my dad take me and my sister back up to georgia higher up in the state with his long lost highschool lover who legit schizo . while this happened i went from going to a magnet school with all a's to not going to schoool for a year because she simply would not take me . i guess my brain was sorta fucked after all the shit though ive blocked a lot of it out i guess without trying . my dad was in an EVEN worse state than he was previously and barely came out of his room,  i would see him maybe once a week at tops if i was lucky .
because of that crazy schizo became caretaker and instantly tried testing me for autism and adhd, was somehow able to get me on 120 mg vyvance at age  7 weighing 60 pounds lmao . lets just say it didnt help out with school at all. because of this she just grounded me , eventually the weekend groundings became week long , i acted out more in school , got grounded for another month, etc etc for 4 years , by the end of my staying there i seriously never went into the upstairs of the house we were in for 6 months just because i was never allowed out of my room . being on vyvance and all i just geeked out alone and did origami / learned how to play guitar for 4 years . when my dad started getting back into my life it was only to yell at me because my stepmom hated me and would just(edited)
complain about how bad a kid i was . oh yea while this was happening my mom went back up to old home and used her chemistry degree to become a meth kingpin .right after this her dad died and she completely spiraled further than she already was , eventually got busted and put in prison for what was supposed to be 20 years in 2008, was let back out in 2011 on good behavior. while in prison she really had nothing to do but think and get her shit straight, realise her mistakes with it . the second she got out she saw me and the state i was in and tried taking me out anytime she could be the tables turned completely with custody, eventually after my dad had a meltdown at me for being a failure he "kicked " me out to my moms without choice (who at the time was living with her great uncle in a single room ) which was kinda knife coated in candy, the second i went into her custody she ripped me off of vyvance which put me into withdrawl for two weeks off of a drug that at that point was irreversibly making all the dopamine in my body
( i had beeen on it for 5 years by now ) . never have been the same after that really motivation wise, went into a really bad depression in turn and kinda mehed through the first few years living with her, she eventually started having to work fulltime and got a place with just me and her so i would just stay home and neet it up really. by the time i was 16 i realised how far back i was , straight up gave up and decided i was just going to get some shit job and support my mom the second i could. got a part time job as a lifeguard and saved up all the money from that to just get me started bank wise, by the end of the job i had around 4k saved up (didnt spend a dime of it really) . after the summer was over i went back to being a neet and then literally out of nowhere she passes away in her sleep at 49 on january 13 2016 leaving me at the house alone with nothing to do but try and piece together what the hell happened, tried cpr for an hour thinking i would bring her back dont think that was the best decision for me mentally  (lsnt the best thing to wake up to ). after that i was forced to move back with my dad and stepmom who were more room mates that hated each other than anything , went full depression stuck my head in a computer most of 2016, my dad finally got out of the house with crazy stepmom and then she fucking passes away not even 4 months afterwards . not really knowing what to do and having barely any school done on any grade level above age 14 i just got a job and tried my best to move out , finally did and thus concludes life story , after this is just edating garbage which is in itself much longer than this.
just kids having kids yknow