Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:23 AM
I think so too. Why am I here?
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:23 AM
Ok, so I'll preface this with you're not going to enjoy what I have to say. I want to thank you for your time and effort, but I think that at this moment we won't be moving forward with your track as mod
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:23 AM
Oh. Alright. Can I know why?
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:25 AM
the reasons being: over exuberance in the public channels that is not consistent with the tone presented by the team and overly quick actions
I think that maybe at another point this could work tbh
but the way that the team is now it isn't effective
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:25 AM
Over exuberance?
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:25 AM
like, being kind of "loud"
so to speak
i'm not sure how to word it exactly
just kind of like i don't feel i can predict your actions
that's the main point i think
(this isn't fun for me either)
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:26 AM
Yeah.
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:27 AM
you're a great person, don't doubt that
and this isn't about your abilities
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:27 AM
I mean I think you'll say no but I'd like another chance if possible. I can quiet down.
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:27 AM
I'll compromise -- a demotion now, and another shot at intern in a few weeks
would that be interesting?
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:28 AM
Uh yes I just need a minute
I'm kinda over reacting
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:28 AM
i'm really sorry hon
try to take deep breaths
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:28 AM
I know. It's just sad.
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:29 AM
I know
and I am sorry
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:29 AM
Can I know what instance(s) gave you this opinion of my behavior?
Just so I can learn what not to do~
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:30 AM
let's see -- taking action in a public channel before finishing a discussion in biz, examining the roles and giving yourself mod bc you could made me very nervous, and generally getting hyped up in the channels, -- at one point you modded in all caps
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:31 AM
The first and last ones I agree with. Can I explain myself on the second one?
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:31 AM
i mean it makes sense to me, it just concerns me
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:32 AM
I was trying to double check if I couldn't do it. I was looking to give myself the 3 month role and saw the moderation role there.
I wanted to see if moderation was restricted or not so that I could inform you of the loophole
And so that it could be fixed
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:33 AM
yeah i get it but when you see it you tell me, you don't test it
yknow?
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:33 AM
I might misremember, but I thought you were there in voice chat and I immediately told you
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:34 AM
yeah, honestly it's really that as much as it is the other stuff
that was just a you made me nervous moment
not that i think you would abuse
just like,. oh no
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:36 AM
There's nothing I can do? I really want to do better, I promise. I've been trying to use venting channels more when something upsets me in the public channels, that has helped.
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:36 AM
Not at the moment, but like I said I think we can consider this again in a few weeks
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:37 AM
Okay.
I guess? To my friends in the Haven I can say I'm on hiatus?
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:37 AM
Sure
that is ok with me
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:37 AM
Can I have like...
A specific date that we discuss reconsidering? Like in a few weeks we have a meeting or something to talk about me coming back or not?
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:39 AM
yeah, how about around easter
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:39 AM
So April 21st ish?
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:39 AM
yeah
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:39 AM
Okay.
One question:
Is it my loudness and excitement in addition to my reactions when I'm frustrated with users, or just the latter.
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:40 AM
it's a bit of both
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:40 AM
Ok.
God this is embarrassing
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:41 AM
oh hon, i mean you can always tell people that something came up irl and you needed to take a break
i will back that story
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:41 AM
Ugh I dislike being dishonest
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:41 AM
would you like to do something like guides in the interim?
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:42 AM
Maybe. This is a bit much at once.
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:42 AM
ok, you let me know
door is open
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:42 AM
That sounds nice though but insecurities be like "what if I fuck that up too"
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:42 AM
i doubt it
like, really really doubt it
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:43 AM
I hope you don't feel responsible for my upset
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:44 AM
I do and I don't
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:44 AM
It's just disappointing, not ur fault. You're just doing your job uwu
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:44 AM
I have boundaries :))
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:44 AM
Yeah.
I could say I'm working on calming down to be a better mod
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:44 AM
i mean that's accurate
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:45 AM
Which is true but also makes it seem like my decision which is less embarrassing :eyes:
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:45 AM
word
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:46 AM
Okay. I don't think I'll be a guide. That's a different set of responsibilities and tbh I'm not in a space to learn a whole new role in the Haven.
But thank you for the offer. Would I be okay to change my mind on that in a couple days?
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:46 AM
Yeah of course
option is there
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:47 AM
Okay. Thank you.
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:47 AM
Npnp
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:47 AM
I think I'm okay, unless you have more to say?
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:47 AM
Nope I'm good
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:47 AM
Alright
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:47 AM
want me to change your name?
or you can before i demote
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:47 AM
Nah I'll do it. Thanks.
❀ ȥҽɳ ❀Last Sunday at 11:47 AM
ok, just ping me when you're ready
Redacted For Privacy (Reda)Last Sunday at 11:48 AM
@❀ ȥҽɳ ❀