sigh I’m frustrated
and it’s dumb
but Oliver’s working a shit ton
jamal
why?
so when we do get time together it’s like
really superficial and surface level
jamal
yeah he disappeared how are things with you guys
hmm
he’s just hella busy
and trust me like i appreciate him and all he does
this isn’t that
jamal
right it's just
a little lonely
and boring
like i want to have good talks and be challenged you know
and im just like

our entire conversation for a day
jamal
oh damn
i feel you
like you wanna like
gossip and also challenge each other intellectually
and talk about shit going on in your life and his work
and your firends and personal lives
more texture and interaction
i feel myself getting bored
which isn’t good

 Every word we have said to each other today
jamal
 that's not good
it feels like he's just
responding
but not engaging
exactly
it’s scary tbh
jamal
is it just this week?
maybe it's just a lull, relationships have that sometimes
kind of? Not really
we used to talk all day every day
and now it’s like
idk
jamal
when did it start being idk
i can’t put my finger on it
like
he can’t figure out when I need him to listen or challenge me or just let me vent
like he cannot figure it out
and like
idk
jamal
hmmm i feel you
me and ash run into that too
i feel like he rarely talks to me about his life
like it’s me talking about everything
jamal
oh yeah that's an issue
and him being supportive and good
jamal
there has to be a balance
But i think he doesn’t really have like
idk people to talk about