AddMLast Saturday at 00:37
I think you’re actually really pretty and cute and I really fucking love your personality and I feel to grateful to have you as a friend
And for River I could literally talk to her for hours about how much I love her
But I really fucking love you
You as a person
Not in a romantic way
But completely platonic

SleppyLast Saturday at 00:41
words fail me at the worst timing i swear

AddMLast Saturday at 00:41
Jdjdj
I feel like I just friend zoned you

SleppyLast Saturday at 00:42
no lmao
i just hate that i cant even speak when i need to the most bruh
i just want to show u and river how much i appreciate u both but when i have the opportunity i can’t even do it out of fear ills ya something wrong
i’ll say

AddMLast Saturday at 00:44
Really
I do
I really fucking do platonically love you
And so because of that
Nothing you do or say or even have done will change that

SleppyLast Saturday at 00:46
bruh i need to get out of the mindset of being mute and unable to contribute to anything kjfnifnjkf
idk what to say

AddMLast Saturday at 00:46
that’s fine
You don’t have to say anything
I can’t get this fucking image out of my head

SleppyLast Saturday at 00:47
what image

AddMLast Saturday at 00:48
Fucking
Fuck
Djjddjjdjdjjjdjddjddjdjd
I can’t say
It would sound terrible
I have so many disgusting thoughts at time I hate myself Jeff
Jeff
Jfc
Istg brooo
It won’t go
FUCKING HELL
I miss river so much

SleppyLast Saturday at 00:50
rip

AddMLast Saturday at 00:50
I can’t tell if I’m now projecting that on you or whether I actually feel like that
I can’t

SleppyLast Saturday at 00:50
can relate on disgusting thoughts

AddMLast Saturday at 00:50
This is too fucking
Much for me

SleppyLast Saturday at 00:50
jbjkbjkbjh
idk how to even help
but i want to help so fucking bad bro

AddMLast Saturday at 00:51
ok but I doubt your thoughts are like mine
You might have disgusting thoughts about killing someone

SleppyLast Saturday at 00:51
LOL

AddMLast Saturday at 00:51
But right now I replace the ll’s with ss’s

SleppyLast Saturday at 00:51
f

AddMLast Saturday at 00:51
And I can’t stop thinking about doing that with you when we meet
And I feel so fucking dirty
I feel so ducking dirty saying that

SleppyLast Saturday at 00:52
aaaaaaaaaaaaa

AddMLast Saturday at 00:52
I’m sorry

SleppyLast Saturday at 00:52
look

AddMLast Saturday at 00:52
Jdjdj
I

SleppyLast Saturday at 00:52
sometimes people have dumb thoughts

AddMLast Saturday at 00:52
Fuck

SleppyLast Saturday at 00:52
and that’s ok jdjdjdjdjdjd
i have stupid thoughts that i always instantly regret

AddMLast Saturday at 00:53
yeah

SleppyLast Saturday at 00:53
but not generally in that
category

AddMLast Saturday at 00:53
I just can’t get this fucking SERIES OF THIUGHTS OUT
I can’t ducking stop
This is a nightmare
I don’t want to think this
I don’t want to imagine this
And I certainly don’t want to do this
I certainly don’t want to fucking kiss you on the lips passionately and I DONT WANT TO FUCKING FUCK YOU SO WHY IS THIS SO TRAUMATIC RIGHT NOW
AAAAAAAAGHHH
Fuck fuck fuck fuckkk whhyyy

SleppyLast Saturday at 00:55
i

AddMLast Saturday at 00:55
Not now
Not fucking now
Not after I say that
Now I can’t get these thoughts out of my head
I became emotionally numb to river in a day