what went wrong

*vap0r*
a lot of things been on my mind im feelin fine i never whine
i feel my spine begin to bind im feelin blind to my own kind
when i rewindi seem to find that i aint kind between the eyes
so then i fly up in the sky before i die with all you guys
i put the safety on until im safely gone so i dont end it
put ur head into a box and send it right after i blend it
things i wish and dream about watch u twist and scream and shout
because the pressure in my skull is something i cannot surmount
the path i took is blurry curvy fuck ur god for what he served me
never do it all again id rather die inflamed with scurvy
both the people that made me are dead
that'll tend to fuck with your head
take the good with the bad they all said
so im laying down in my made up bed
noone said it would be easy she would rather kill me than please me
but ill get her first nah my love im only teasing


you're not alone when you're inside the zone
in a place of pure distaste hesitate to blow off your dome
cause me, my name is V and he, his name is E
we hate our lives too but we dont hate you so stay alive for us please

*eraser*
i been working out some dark shit in my mind
how i feel inside, sometimes i want to die
sometimes no reason at all, but sometimes, most times
it creeps in from the side, i try my best to hide
so i don't inflict collateral damage
i got a girl at home, and she got two kids
got a dog, got a job, but still my head slips
i wonder what went wrong, what i left undid
was it the girl i left with the addiction
who had a love for cocaine, and then prescriptions
and from there to the needles, to a deep sickness
that left her dead in her bed, lifeless and rigid
went from carrying her home, to carrying casket
flowers in baskets, food for the maggots
what could i have done different, could it have lasted?
i guess it doesn't really matter, cause it's the past, kid.

you're not alone when you're inside the zone
in a place of pure distaste hesitate to blow off your dome
cause me, my name is V and he, his name is E
we hate our lives too but we dont hate you so stay alive for us please

*vap0r*
your life sick, well mine a-lil-sicker
my wife gonna ru-in my-ticker
the end of my tunnel, it dont flicker
shits a complicated web wo-ven like wicker
pick her up then drive away
to another place another state
another fate than what she had chozen
do i burn her body or leave her ass frozen

*eraser*
i tell myself all the time i really love this life
but feeling empty inside, i'm tired of the strife
i would rather feel nothing than to feel the knife
from the stress and depression of just getting by
should i have stayed in school, should i have kept the friends
that always used me as a tool to help meet their ends?
i'm always feeling alone, and always stuck in my head
always wishing i had done something more instead.

you're not alone when you're inside the zone
in a place of pure distaste hesitate to blow off your dome
cause me, my name is V and he, his name is E
we hate our lives too but we dont hate you so stay alive for us please