[You]
1:45am
:o:o
cancer?
[Jon]
1:46am
Yes Cancer.
*Yes. Cancer.
[You]
1:46am
why cancer?
[Jon]
1:46am
it's slw
*slow
[You]
1:46am
how angry were you?
[Jon]
1:46am
and painful
at the guy she's dating? Pretty angry.
Hell, listen to Unused Score From 'The Bellringer'
that's fucking angry
at both of them
[You]
1:47am
:(:(
why are your lyrics so straightforward though?
why aren't you more subtle? sometimes it seems like you're directly attacking someone
[Jon]
1:48am
because I am.
I used to be very subtle
my old prog band shit
I was like... curtains and shrouds of symbolic this and that
when all that I really wanted to say back in grade 9 was FUCK YOU, AMANDA SCHNEIDER, YOU HOOK NOSED JEWISH OVEN MITT CUNT!
but I didn't have the confidence back then to be so direct.
[You]
1:49am
:O:O
who is Amanda?
[Jon]
1:50am
Oh, she was this girl I had a crush on from grade 6 throughout all of high school
I asked her out by a note on the last day of grade 8
and she never talked to me again
I was consumed by desire
She was everything I wanted back then.
Skinny, big tits, gorgeous ass, uniquely attractive face, virginal as utter fuck
I think it was only the eighth boyfriend that she started being sexually involved with at all
also, she was like... 'concerned about autism'
[You]
1:51am
was she a bitch?
[Jon]
1:51am
and 'saving the trees'
Oh, well, clearly she was considering that she stopped talking to me - which she hardly did anyhow - because I had feelings for her
which naturally only made the pain malignant
which made the feelings seem more integral
But she's... she matters nothing
She was a good tool for developing my songwriting.
[You]
1:52am
:O:O
[Jon]
1:52am
The point is, I've found a way to be both direct
[You]
1:52am
did you ever fuck her?
[Jon]
1:52am
and strong
lyrically
Oh, God no
lol
I touched her shoulder once
November 19th, it'll be NINE YEARS
since I touched her shoulder
lol
I don't even give a rat's ass
I came in Amber like hundreds of times
we said we loved each other.
That's what matters to me.
[You]
1:53am
wait
you counted the days of touching her shoulder?
[Jon]
1:53am
lol, I remembered it
and November 19th is a catchy sounding day
otherwise I'm sure I would have forgotten it
[You]
1:54am
it's also my birthday
lol
[Jon]
1:54am
Well, happy birthday soon.
[You]
1:54am
what's your birthday?
[Jon]
1:54am
August 13th
it was a friday this year
so naturally I got dumped on the 19th
cuntbag/love of my life