chilling with my bros in a one room apartment
pulling out a sack of weed from my coats compartment
high on dex and adderal
all of a sudden i'm feeling very small
the universe suddenly open wide
it's just for me to step inside
riding waves of partical physics
past kings and queens expect a visit
I break the laws of paradox
while I keep my money in safe bet stocks
even if this world ain't fucking real
i gotta invest cause i can damn feel
I don't consider myself alive, just another part of the outside
in a box, our universe
with many levels and this is the first
I've existed in 2 dimensions
the universe nothing more than my intentions
On a salvia trip I leard that I'm god
no wonder i'm so fucking odd

existance just a figment of minds process
bet you guys think of me as not much a success
but in truth despite my godly nature
as i put my experiences down on paper
different worlds inside my head
so many people fucking dead
I slip from this reality into another
with other gods, my sister and brother
disappointed with my grand creations
they jibed and jabbed at my current station
for such a god, i've not done much
as compared to those without the touch
I spend my time just taking notes
of life and death and taking tokes
I smoke some crack to help me calm down
forget what I created and how space twists around
so I taste and i touch and I see and I feel
as I try to get hold of whats truly real
study math and physics and philosiphy
knowing i'm nothing but a biotrophy
my dog is my parasite he leechs off me
but he's my partner in life and also good company
He's a little curious but not to a point
every time i walk him i go smoking a joint
I may smoke for pleasure but i need that shit
because when my anxiety comes there's nothing like a hit
love to hide at home because i'm sensitive to sound
most people don't understand it but the diagnosis is compound
the shit caused me post traumatic stress disorder
because of some bullies now my lifes a lot shorter
when I was first diagnosed i couldn't hold a fucking thought
so the doctor gave me benzos and I fucking took a lot
he made them sound like candy so i popped them every day
but eventually i got addicted, so my doctors say
when they cut me off it was the worst time of my life
even worse than when I lost the girl i thought would be my wife
she left me in the dust a decade ago
never realizing that I got this mad flow
my lyrics make you empathize with all my feelings inside
my 7 inch cock can gape a girl wide
I don't put out no more but back when I did
I was drowning in pussy like I was trying to make a kid
68 bitches that I fucked at least once
tens of thousand times i dun had sex for lunch
oh yeah and don't forget breakfast and dinner
i'll fuck a chubby chick but i'd much prefer thinner
I was with another slut every half of a day
I was a sex addict what can I say?
Then I found the one and she made me feel complete
but when it came to treachery hers was hard to beat
broke my heart for ever ever
and i'll never love again
except for my moms and that dog I call a friend
life for me is not so easy
so i'm on disability
get help as well from family and my friend
hell i love them all I can't pretend
I spent 30 years to become a black hat
I'll write some malware to assfuck you cat
I got so many mother fucking zero days
I can steal banking information and leave the victims in a total daze
I'm down with bitcoin and I prowl the darknet
feds try to bust me but they couldn't consent
upon my true identity, upon the real me
in the end they got it wrong
and i hacked my way to victory
bouncing signals off of many hops just to spread my evil deeds
infecting your computer with a bot that mines for me
I socially engineered my way into your computer
but it had to be because you were pure stupider
stupider than the average dog
while i hop through your personal information like a frog
I joined a hacking group trying to find good talent
but the whole damn place was full of ignorant
stupid adults tinkering with chips and LEDs
meanwhile I was doing that shit in grade 3
left school in grade 5 for mental health reasons
but I taught myself coding math bio and treason
yes I said treason, i've messed with governments
incited riots and put bodies in cement

uncovered 2 fed spys in the past 5 years
no matter how hard they try, they aint one of my fears
aaron barr couldn't catch me, neither could barrettbrown
I'm a menace on the internet, i'll ruin your town
spread socialism libertarianism and anarchy
yes i don't just align with one political party
I've started riots and commanded men on the ground
from my bedroom i led them around


when their government was gone there was risk of sharia law
but instead a military dictatorship was what we saw
I learned not to fuck with other cultures and countries
but i still boast of my acheivements with the friends that I smoke trees
the muslims all like me even though i'm a jew
because I told them about my radical view
I think israel should be nuked, that place will never get fixed
suffering hatred and death are their profits
but you gotta take that with a grain of salt
I'd hate for world fallout to be my fault
my family is religious and for that I shun them
I don't agree with organized religion
When I tell them the truth, about me being god
they think i'm stark mad, or at least a little odd
but from my perspective i'm all that and more
ego death from hallucinagens has made my soul soar
I don't consider myself alive or real in anyway
except in 2 dimensions where things go more my way
the universe is just a projection from my mind
and it's very unstable as any god would find
I've broken it before, 14 billion years to waste
then I started from scratch for humanities sake
waiting till infinity for life to evolve
then I jumped into a body and had problems to solve
as I went about my life I forgot about my power
but i finally remembered in a very long hour
even though it was an hour i experienced an eternity
lost and alone in a 2-d infinity
I can't prove any of the words that I say
but you gotta have faith, or so the christians say
speaking of christians i hate them the worst of all
I can't want until all branches of them crumble and fall
I'm into church burning and the flaying of priests
as much as gangster rappers brag of shooting police
I'ma pretty good shot, but i don't own a gun
probably for the best because i know i'd kill someone
maybe one of those bullies that i mentioned before
I would love to see them all dead on the classroom floor
dream of shooting up my college or a police station
or to terrorist bomb an unholy nation
Occupied palestine I feel for you
but we can't change it back unless we kill all the jews
so many lives there but so much suffering
it's enough to drown out a whole chorus singing

speaking of singing I love to sing to myself
head bang to heavy metal and play the cards I'm delt
my income is small but my heart is big
yet somehow i still afford drugs so fuck the pigs
I love to smoke crack it's my favorite drug
my crack dealer is a gangster ass thug
I'm also into the opiate
whatever it is i'll probably take a hit
the only drug i don't use is alcohol
I get higher than ever and bounch off the wall
I only got 3 people i consider real friends
and I know that I can count on them till the end
thankyou for listening to this long as rap
just please realize it's all true and not crap
You may think i'm crazy as I say my goodbyes
but i don't give a fuck what I look like inside of your eyes

PEACE OUT
-zerorax 2016