Untitled Alp Greentext Part 1

Is this the alp advice thread now? I’ve got something I want to get off my chest too. Post-alping, I think I’ve had some… mental changes. And I'm not talking about the urges I'm getting to have sex with men. I think I’m about to have some Jekyll/Hyde situation.

>Be an introvert

>Didn’t have a whole lot of friends, just a clique of maybe 4 people. We were nerds like that.

>Was always a giant pervert. So much so that me becoming an alp one day wasn’t shocking at all

>Still wish I wasn't so hooked on those prisoner fruits, though. I think the prisoner fruits were responsible for everything.

>First thing I had to do was convince my parents it was me, since I looked so different now. Succubi had max charisma so this would be easy right?

>Wrong. They couldn’t believe their meek and timid son could turn into some silver tongued devil. I said something right as they were about to call the police to calm them down. I think I used a suggestion spell on reflex there. Kind of fucked up, maybe I should’ve seen that something was wrong with me there.

>School let me take a few days off so I could prepare for post-monsterized life. First I bought new clothes, girly shit for girls, mana pots to keep my libido/hunger at bay, explored my body, the list goes on

>Then I went and researched succubi again, and what they(and I) were capable of. Not going into details but it sounded awesome.

>Something that did weird me out though was how much my thinking and speech changed. It’s hard to describe. As a boy, everything was so muddled with doubt and neuroses. As a succubus, my thoughts felt like poetry. Everything came to me so strong and direct and clean.

>I’ve heard stories about this before. Bitchy dominant girls turning into subby kikimoras or cockatrices. Shy nerdy girls turning into amazons or ushi oni rape trains.

>And now me, a shut-in and a loser turning into the embodiment of lust and temptation. Succubi aren’t known for spilling spaghetti, are they?

>First day back in school was better than expected.

>The girls were the most interested in me after I reintroduced myself

>They asked questions like what kind of boys I was interested in, how I should best do my hair, what kind of clothes would look best on me, how jealous they were of the size of my breasts, and so on. The groping was especially fun.

>I think they were just hazing the new alp. My novelty is going to wear off quick though if I continue to not “Kyaa!” or stutter for them, though.

>I was always open with my friends to begin with, so they easily accepted me back into the group even if I’m the token chick now

Up next: The part where I realize I may have a problem.

>Fast forward a few days later. It’s lunch time

>I’m glad I can still eat people food because I’m still not ready to switch to a protein diet yet

>Go to the table in the corner of the lunchroom where all of my friends usually sit. After fifteen minutes of morose chatter, ask about the one in our circle that’s currently missing from the table

>Oh god not again

>There’s always someone making us miserable.  Maybe we deserved it for being weak and spineless. We accepted that. We usually just let it happen until they move on. So why am I so livid about this *now*?

>I can’t take it anymore. I ignored the looks on their faces as I left. I didn’t know how I’d deal with it yet, I figured it’d come to me naturally

>There he was with last member of our crew, I could hear what Mr. Chad Thundercock Motherfucker was saying now.

>”I heard your friend turned into a whore recently. When were you going to let me break her in? Better yet, which one of you is next? I knew you guys were a bunch of sissies, but this is rich! Are you going to alp next, faggot?”

>What happened next surprised me

>I remember tapping him on the shoulder. “Um, excuse me…”

>”Do my eyes look purple to you?”

>He saw me and froze. His eyes glazed over. He looked like a dumb statue now. I circled around him until I was behind him again.

>I saw the other monstergirls in the hallway as I did. The succubi were the first to divert their attention to me. They must have felt the pulse of magic as I casted Dominate. The less magically inclined mamono joined them next as they realized what was going on.

>To them it looked like the new alp just made her first catch, and from the whispers and hushed giggling they must be eager to see what I'll do next.

>One part of me wanted to just rape him right there and establish my newfound dominance. The rest of me hated his guts and had something even lovelier in store.

>”Can you see how silly it is, to mess with boys when there’s so many girls around that would like to play with you? Look at them. The swell of their breasts, the ample curve of their hips. Their bodies were meant to please you, and they all want to be yours. Wouldn’t obliging them all be more satisfying than this?”

>”Couldn’t you just go and do that forever?”

>He nods at each sentence. Then, with a gentle push from me, he shuffles off like a zombie into the girl’s bathroom, every word I said now ingrained into his soul. Who cares what happened to him after that? He’s not bothering us anymore.

At least, that’s what I was thinking to myself at the moment anyways. That was just the power trip and the mamono mana talking. At the end of the school day I stopped feeling that smug sense of satisfaction and realized I just mindfucked and possibly ruined the life of some schmuck for the crime of being a jerkass and a bully. Maybe he dropped out of school after that. Maybe he married a Beelzebub and is spending his days as a communal cum pump. My buddies were okay with me getting a guy like him off their backs, but did he deserve that? Would I have taken it that far if I were still human and had the chance? Am I still me?

Afterwards, succubi have been getting in touch with me more. Not like I was an alp, either, more like I was one of them. The other day an ogre said she appreciated me helping boys “loosen up”, and was wondering when I’d do the noble thing again and give another offering to the community.

And me, I’m wondering if I should cut my ties with my old friends before I start proactively dating them next, and just associate with other monstergirls from now on.