vaggie anon talk about personal beliefs

from /hhg/ Helluva Hotel general #826
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h ttps://desuarchive.org/trash/thread/41381759/#41382681
>this many (you)'s
>this much seething
Hope I could make your day just that bit worse mura
Toodles :/\)
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>Projecting still
>Y-You're seething!
I am laughing. How much did you spend on beenverified to dox Mura, Waffle and Kruton? Do you know literally everyone thinks you are a faot? Do you still think Mura is going to possess you with the occult?
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Wait lmao what?
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Mura will be able to explain it better, when he gets on. Doc actually was schizo and believed Mura would become a satanist that wanted to harvest his soul or some sht.
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>doc thinks I planned to harvest his soul for le epic satan worship
This is fking news to me
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Swear on my life I saw you in the server say he was paranoid schizo over rumors of you guys getting involved in the occult or something. I do believe I even was in the official discord for a few. I replied about the echo chamber that was his server.
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I've said on a few occasions that if he rode the fence between jw on a stick worshipper and wiccan apprentice he'd have to have it surgically removed. He's about as knowledgeable in both as a preschooler. I do remember the time he went full fking rtard because I brought up tulpas mostly as a joke and a conversation piece. Nia unironically thought I was trying to get him to let demons live in his head.
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>so yes he's full schizo and got paranoid over some occult sht and thought you were putting monsters in his head.
Holy mother of god. I genuinely laughed at that.
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From what little I know about Doc (from a different guy who actually tried to help the poor sod), he's something of a fatalist. I wouldn't have peged him to be superstitious, though.
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h ttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X--Ly7pL8aw
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Nah. I did chat with him a couple times, both here and elsewhere (he's also the Frolloposter, in case anyone missed out on that). He's something of a doomer, honestly. We didn't talk much about religion, although he did mention the "church mafia" when politics was brought up.
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It would help if he actually believed in anything at all, instead of piddle pising back n forth between ideology. One day you could have a introspective conversations about the inner mechanisms of the universe, the next your a demon worshipping stanist. Not trying to have a dck measuring contest, my occult knowledge fledgling at best, but at least I have a general belief of the universe that I hold firmly to.
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I think that comes with the whole "being a doomer" thing. He doesn't have much to believe, except a bitter, recalcitrant nationalism.
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There important reality of understanding the ideology of realis the ideology of religion and the universe is to understand that both are connected. Are connected. There is also a very important comment to make about this, now I know you're going to think I'm a gigantic idiot but being a nordic pagan there is the belief in being humble you know much and know little at the same time. You're to know what you NEED in order to survive. Not to simply think you know all. You can't be half ass when subscribing to religon. You are either all in or aren't. It's like the Vandals when they followed the blacksun and the thule society. Really it comes down to actually believing. I'd say I know a bit but wouldn't say I'm a grand Master wizard from some middle earth movie.
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That holds true whether or not you prescribe to a mainstream religion, an ancient cult, or your own personal beliefs shaped around your life and experience. You can't find mental peace in something you don't actually believe, but pretend to as a form of self preservation. Whole reason I never bothered getting too involved with the church when I grew up, I couldn't convince myself to believe in anything other than the moral philosophy that made up its backbone. Clinging to whimsical belief after belief in some vain attempt to find meaning in life only helps to further sink someone into confusion if they never bother to justify it to themselves. I wouldn't classify myself as any one religion, more so taking pieces from here and there to form a coherent idea of the universe that makes sense to me. It's not all logic, there's a good bit of intuition and gut feeling that goes into it, something most people refuse to actually use. I could go into a whole fking tirade about how there's a core truth at the bottom of every religious well, but I know full well I can't justify it to anyone other than myself.
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Sometimes a personal own philosophy can be considered a true belief and a religion amongst itself. I would always like to state that no matter what religion and politics are always the same thing come to think of it and the universe always is connected through it. Most religions always tend to kill all of others in the sense that if you kill everyone else's opinion but yours, then to them it becomes the correct and factual opinion. However I despise that kind of theory. But I will say this regardless if someone subscribes to religion or not it doesn't matter. It's better to believe in something rather than nothing in my books.