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ValerianLycidas: yes love
AleynaLycidas: I love you more than you know ♥
ValerianLycidas has left the chat
AleynaLycidas: *sigh*
AleynaLycidas: I've been having an odd felling..
AleynaLycidas: maybe it's just me..
VincentDrevis: hm?
VincentDrevis: tell me whats up sweetie
AleynaLycidas: Has me a bit emotional though
Covet: O.O everything alright?
VincentDrevis: oh well if you want to talk about ill listen to you
VincentDrevis: it*
AleynaLycidas: I think.. I'm somehow
AleynaLycidas: making Val feel unwanted
VincentDrevis: oh
VincentDrevis: thats not good
AleynaLycidas: Over the last week.. Every time
AleynaLycidas: I try to tell him of my ideas.. he brushed it off with ''Alright lovey" or "ok my love"
AleynaLycidas: but also
AleynaLycidas: During rp, as he brushes Aleyna off
Covet: :/
AleynaLycidas: I could be over thinking it, but
AleynaLycidas: I'm afraid of what happened in the past.. when he said nothing and ended our relationship
AleynaLycidas: I'm not as open of a person
AleynaLycidas: and I have not been sleeping
AleynaLycidas: So much my mind has been far off somewhere
AleynaLycidas: Though the thing about Val and Aleyna in the rp
AleynaLycidas: have been a constant
AleynaLycidas: even more so than before
VincentDrevis: looks like to me we might have to sit down and talk about thi and try to settle this
AleynaLycidas: and it has me thinking
VincentDrevis: this*
AleynaLycidas: that maybe...
AleynaLycidas: It would be best
AleynaLycidas: if things should be placed on hold for us...
VincentDrevis: aleyna..
AleynaLycidas: He works soo hard
AleynaLycidas: and because of that, I've given him
AleynaLycidas: space to deal with it
AleynaLycidas: and not attack him with so much
AleynaLycidas: I feel like
VincentDrevis: i see this is very diffcult situation
AleynaLycidas: because of seeing this other side of me
VincentDrevis: a*
AleynaLycidas: He's rethinking his choice to be with me
VincentDrevis: ill do whatever i can to help you aleyna
AleynaLycidas: It hurts
AleynaLycidas: I don't want to lose him
VincentDrevis: dont you worry hun ill help you with this
VincentDrevis: if i need to explain to him how you are that it cant be helped aleyna
AleynaLycidas: Sometimes like him with me.. I don't know whats going through his head
VincentDrevis: you have not been sleeping well and when that happens your out of it drained
VincentDrevis: you always try to push your self to do what needs to be done
AleynaLycidas: If so.. it is what it is... I guess
AleynaLycidas: It would be just another chapter for Aleyna
VincentDrevis: no hun ill do whatever i can to save your relationship with him
AleynaLycidas: and for me..
VincentDrevis: i mean it with all my heart i dont want you to have a broken heart
AleynaLycidas: still would hurt
VincentDrevis: yea because you love him very myuch
AleynaLycidas: Thank you Rey
VincentDrevis: much*
AleynaLycidas: I don't know, what I'd do without you by my side...
VincentDrevis: np hun your my sis ill do anything for you
VincentDrevis: i want you to be happy
AleynaLycidas: But maybe, it's for the best
AleynaLycidas: I wouldn't want to lose the rp
AleynaLycidas: and that would mess me up a bit
VincentDrevis: ill do whatever i can aleyna me and val will have guy to guy talk ok
AleynaLycidas: what can I do to
AleynaLycidas: Make him see me like he used to?
VincentDrevis: aleyna that is never gone hun when you truly love someone its always there it just
AleynaLycidas: I'm so tired Rey...
VincentDrevis: needs to have more spark
VincentDrevis: i know sweetie
AleynaLycidas: Soo damn tired
VincentDrevis: im not giving up on you though im going to do what i must in my power to keep you happy
VincentDrevis: if i have to talk sense into val i will
VincentDrevis: because let me tell you something aleyna there i no other girl like you exactly like you
VincentDrevis: your a good woman
VincentDrevis: very loyal
VincentDrevis: beautiful inside and out
VincentDrevis: he would be a fool to let you go someone as good as you
VincentDrevis: and if he does that he will realize to late what choice he has made which he will regret
AleynaLycidas: You're sweet.. Sometimes I have to question your judgment though
VincentDrevis: all your exes feel the same
AleynaLycidas: . . . . . . .
VincentDrevis: there is nothing to be questioned im speaking the truth
VincentDrevis: your every type of man type of woman they wish to have someone with a big heart like yours
AleynaLycidas: I can't stop crying... I must be drained..
AleynaLycidas: Unusal
AleynaLycidas: for me to cry so easy
VincentDrevis: fuck i cant even write right ugh
AleynaLycidas: I'm sorry guys.. I should not
AleynaLycidas: be bringing my emotions into it
VincentDrevis: nothing to apologize
AleynaLycidas: You both are good people in my eyes
VincentDrevis: thats what we are here for right covet
AleynaLycidas: probably better than I am
VincentDrevis: nah no oe is better
VincentDrevis: than anyone
VincentDrevis: one*
VincentDrevis: you taught me that remember
VincentDrevis: i was such a selfish broken lil girl
VincentDrevis: when we have met
VincentDrevis: you changed me alot
AleynaLycidas: I always just thought.. he was tired from working so much
AleynaLycidas: I convinced myself of it for the longest
AleynaLycidas: I feel so far away from him...
VincentDrevis: dont you worry aleyna ill fix this ok
AleynaLycidas: Must be that.. we've just finsihed the honeymoon stages of the relationship...
VincentDrevis: so please *takes out a handkerchief and wipes her tears away with it*
AleynaLycidas: :) thank you Rey
AleynaLycidas: But maybe.. it's just the way things have to happen..
AleynaLycidas: I should be used to it
VincentDrevis: ill take care of the problem dont you worry *smiles at aleyna and slaps my chest trying to be all tough*