Dear Jenna,
	I wanted to apologize for lying, cheating, and manipulating you the entire time about it. It was shitty and it makes me a shitty person, and I’m sorry for putting you through that. You don’t deserve that, and I’m an idiot for not realizing that sooner.
	It’s important to me that you know this was a one-time thing and I have been 100% committed to you since then, and will be for as long as we’re together. Going forward, I will communicate with you more often, and I plan to rebuild a better foundation than what we had before.
	I acknowledge that I’ve hurt you and scarred your mental health. Hurting you in this way was an insult to all of the things you’ve done for me, and I have trouble forgiving myself for it. I can’t apologize enough for putting you through this. I’m aware that doing this to you has made your family and friends hate me and not trust me as well, and I’m ready to face that adversity and try to move forward anyway.
	I never wanted to hurt you, which is why I tried to hide it. A better solution would have been to not do any of it in the first place, and I’m sorry I didn’t see that at the time. Even now, lying about the Costco girl net me nothing. You deserve better, you deserve nothing but the truth as a baseline.
	I can’t expect you to forgive me, though I definitely hope for it. I truly want things to be better between us, and I want you to feel happy around me. I want to earn back the wonderful relationship we had.