scumbag 39

app tl. not that accurate

fmc sad cause she expected smth more/else and how she was a fool to wait for it/him for 10 years. she prbly calls fucker who is all concerned and agrees to go to her. she kinda remembers mc's words how prbly fucker will wait for her and if she thinks that way and kinda disses mc's opinion there, in how she knows that. fmc thinks that she knows it's one sided for fucker, but it's her selfishness cause fucker listens to her better than mc. fucker comes and stuff about fmc showering, drinking and he changing his hair color. he kinda asks about ex of wife/blonde and wife and she kinda tells him she hasn't seen them. he kinda tells her how they try to open a cafe or smth. she asks why did he not call her or picked up her calls and he goes 'damage avoidance'. he asks why did she cry and call him and she goes how she had a long hard day and met with mc. how they had a fight and he left and how they had that: if we are both free when i return, let's date. here the guy tells her how he kept waiting and hopping hat if they don't have bf/gf's why not give it a try, but mc came back. fmc denies it being like, how she /mc had a small chat and simply thought about fucker. that and she kinda calls it like he's her backup guy with this kind of talk. fmc tells him that she's angry and kicked out mc and it's hard asf but when she thinks about it she gets angry and how mc might have been right about smth. fmc kinda tells him how he may not be her backup guy, but she called him nonetheless(more but ..app tl). here she wanted to tell him sorry for being so nice and good to her and how she wanted to lean on him and keep him next to her. how he was there for her, how she was selfish and caused troubles for him and kinda tells him that she likes him more than she thought. how she realized what she was doing and wanted to tell him sorry. he asks why is she crying and if she likes him that much to cry. here she kinda goes 'yeah' and how he is her favorite person/one she likes the most(notsure if romantically..). but if she told him that, she would be too selfish and he'd hate her. how she was afraid that he will go away from her life(notsure). hug and here she remembers mc's words how: if he likes her so much and how to him, she is his fav girl in the world(might be from fmc asking mc and answering herself back. or how fmc asks if he likes her that much, and he goes 'you're my fav girl in the world') and breaks the hug going 'ah' and 'ha ha'. she asks if he still likes her and is told 'yeah' and fmc is all 'really?'. tbc..