An Affinity With the Sun: Act I: Chapter IX

~An Affinity With the Sun~
{Act I}
[Chapter IX]
|Psychiatric Evaluation |
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>The two of you reside in your chambers
>You run through the last weeks of your life
>Trying to find what caused you to fall head over heels with your captor
>This must be what they call the stockholm
>"Can you believe her? She thinks she has the right to tell me who I can, and cannot marry? The nerve of her!"
>Celestia raves up and down the room
>You merely sit there, trying to collect your thoughts
>You don't know if the love you feel for her real or not
>Could she had casts a spell on you?
>Has she just been manipulate you the entire time?
"Celestia"
>She stops mid-sentence to focus all of her attention on her Sunshine
"Is it true what Cadance said? Did you really cast some sort of spell on me?"
>She is insulted
>How can you doubt her that much
>The fact that you doubt your own feelings is enough to almost send her spiraling into sadness
>"Do you have so little faith in me..?"
>She trots over to you, staring you in the eyes
>The gate way to your soul
"Answer the question."
>You see her composure completely fall apart
>Tears begin to well in her eyes and her muzzle scrunches slightly
>"You wouldn't love me Anon...."
>You listen intently
>Keen on what she has to say
>"You wouldn't love me. Even though I promised to give you everything. I made sure that I was the only thing in your life, but you still denied me. How could you? I have a long, and lonely life. I've never had anyone to call my own. I would lie awake at night, wondering why love was so elusive for me. And then I saw you Anon, and became obsessed with you. You were so..'otherworldly'. You instantly drew me in and I couldn't control myself. I found myself following you, watching you everyday with my telescope. And when you did notice me, you denied me in the most painful way possible. How could you do that to me Anon!?"

>Anger
>That's all you feel
>Not only has she taken everything from you
>But brainwashed you into living a lie
>She lead you to believe you were in love
>She changed your entire psyche to suit her own needs
>You can't control the anger you feel
>Your original ambition of revenge roots itself completely in your brain
>You were dead set on making her pay
>You would rip her heart out and stomp it into the ground
>But how?
>How would you make the most evil being in the world pay for her crimes against Equestria's humanity?
>But you still had feelings for her
>Whether they be real or fake, they were there and very much alive
>You will bide your time
>Wait for the perfect moment, when she is so enthralled in her love for you
>That is when you will strike

"Celestia, forget the wedding. I think, we are going to need time to sort things out."
>Celestia's eyes never leave you
>Neither do your eyes escape her's
>".....Very well. Will you forgive me..?"
>Her eyes pleads
>Her head is leveled with yours and she's mere inches from your face
>An unknown force drives you to her lips
>You take her by surprise as you fill her with passion, and vice versa
>She pushes against you and you recline onto the bed
>You don't hesitate
>You have no control of your body as it's temperature rises to an inferno
>You don't feel any foreign influences playing tricks on you
>Whether this is a trick of her magic or not is something you'll have to debate in the morning
"Stop."
>You stop her before she presses any further
>She looks at you with mournful eyes
>Begging you to make her yours, to make love to her
>But you're too full of doubt to proceed
>She kisses you again and tries to force herself on top of you
>But you deny her once more
"No!"
>You manage to push her away, physically and emotionally
>She finally backs off
>"You confuse me Anon. You are playing with my heart and I don't appreciate it."
>Playing with -her- heart?
>Who is she kidding
"I said we need to sort things out before we do anything else. I just don't want to feel I'm being controlled, or forced. You understand?"
>Celestia is hesitant but resigns to the idea
>"Very well, I will give you time. Hopefully you'll realize what's right."
>She turns away from you and heads toward the door
>"I won't be sleeping her tonight. I need to recollect on the day's events. Goodnight Anon."
>She exists before you can so much as wave goodbye
>The door clicks shut and you fall onto the bed staring at the ceiling
"What was that just now?"
>You contemplate on the reason why you kissed her, it felt genuine and real
>But you can't fathom why
>You retire into bed when the clock strikes twelve