I Still Believe (2020) eng

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Jeremy is leaving!

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- Hey, bud. - Jeremy is leaving!

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Hey, not my head... phones, Josh.

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Jeremy is leaving!

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- What's with him today? - I don't know.

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Have you seen my shoes?

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- He has my shoes? - Yes.

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Josh!

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- Josh! - Jeremy is leaving!

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We know. Stop!

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Jared, stop chasing your brother!

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- Give me my shoes. - Jeremy is leaving!

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Tom. Do something!

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Jared, stop chasing your brother.

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Jeremy is leaving.

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That... That's it? Really?

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- Jeremy is leaving. - We know. Stop.

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Come on, dude. Give me a minute.

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Sit down, buddy.

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Give me the shoes.

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Here's your shoes.

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Listen.

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I know, I'm leaving,

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and you're upset and you don't know what to do.

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So just take a deep breath, okay?

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Jeremy is leaving.

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I know.

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Here. Listen to this.

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This is gonna cheer you up.

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Just like the show, right?

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Watch this.

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"Kirk to Enterprise."

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You try it.

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"Kirk to Enterprise. Hello?"

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Listen, I'm leaving for a while,

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but I want you to have this, okay?

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And I promise you I'm right on the other side.

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But that's your phone.

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I'll get another one. New life, new phone.

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- Sweet. - It's yours, buddy.

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I love you, okay?

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Okay, come on.

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Here we go. Let's do it.

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- Let's go. - Come on.

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- Thanks, Dad. - You got it.

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- Jeremy. - Yeah?

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Are you sure you don't wanna take the old guitar?

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Dad, it's yours.

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Yeah, I know,

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but you play it ten times more than I do.

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Dad, I'm not taking your guitar.

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That's your story.

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Let's get you to college.

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I love you, Mom.

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I love you, son.

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Be good.

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Okay, son.

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- Love you, Dad. - Love you.

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See you soon.

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Hey. Love you guys.

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- Bye. - Bye-bye. Love you.

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Jeremy.

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Come here.

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No way.

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It's a gift from all of us.

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How did you afford this?

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They took out a loan.

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And we all agreed to no Christmas gifts this year.

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We worked it out.

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- Sure. - Yeah.

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You gotta go.

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For me, music is a hobby.

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For you,

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it's a gift.

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So, go write your story.

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Go on.

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Hurry up.

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What would you have done if he took your old guitar?

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Well, I...

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I would've kept that one.

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Thank you so much.

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Thanks. Thank you.

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Welcome to Calvary Chapel College.

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Not a bad front yard, huh?

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Not bad at all.

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- Hi. - What's up?

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Wait up!

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Hold up.

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Hey, man. Uh, Norm sent me to help load in.

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- Norm did? - Yeah.

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Okay. Wait, who's Norm?

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Hey, man. You're Jean-Luc, right?

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Yeah. Are you in the crew?

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Jeremy. I'm Jeremy.

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I'm, uh... I'm a student here.

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I'm a freshman. I'm new. I play the guitar.

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Uh, cool.

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Dude, I love your music.

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You're, like, the reason I came to school here.

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- You're a legend. - Oh, don't know about that.

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Uh, anyway, I was wondering, if, uh,

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I could ask you some questions sometime about music?

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The industry, how to make it?

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"Make it?"

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Yeah.

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You're asking the wrong question.

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It's not about making it.

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It's about whatever our songs give people. You know?

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So, what do you wanna give people?

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- Figure that out first. - Yeah.

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Nice to meet you, man.

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Hey.

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Yes? Yes?

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Do you know how to tune a guitar?

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Yeah.

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Half a step down.

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♪ Take My hand and walk where I lead

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♪ Keep your eyes on Me alone

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♪ Don't you say why were the old days better

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♪ Just because you're scared of the unknown

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♪ Take My hand and walk

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♪ Take My hand and walk

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♪ Take My hand and walk

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That was so good. Love it.

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Hey, kid. Guitar!

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- Here you go. - Thanks, man.

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Excuse me. I'm so sorry.

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- Hi. - Hi.

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I, um ...

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I'm Jeremy.

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Melissa.

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"Melissa."

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Yep.

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I saw you tonight.

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I mean, I was watching you. "Watching?"

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Watched you.

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You were watching me?

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Okay.

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- Okay. - Melissa.

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I gotta go.

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Bye.

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- Well, I sing too. - Hmm?

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I sing. I saw you singing.

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Nice.

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Bye.

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A record deal

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two years after you graduated here.

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How?

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I just kept writing songs, man.

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It's all about the songs.

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Write what you care about, what you're afraid of.

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Whatever it is, it needs to be truth.

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Is that what you write about? The truth?

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Brother, I write love songs, to God.

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Mostly to God.

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Sometimes to a girl.

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I'm writing one right now for a girl,

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and this girl, man, she is...

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So, yeah.

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Write what you love, yeah? Get after it.

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Hasten the day.

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What does that mean?

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You know, a day with no more pain,

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no suffering, every tear wiped away.

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Our music pulls that closer.

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So...

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Hasten the day.

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♪ Why it has to hurt so much

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♪ Give Me all your sadness ♪

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So, you actually do sing.

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And?

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And...

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I have pretty high standards when it comes to music,

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but it's good.

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Like, very good, or...

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Yeah, pretty good.

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Oh, just "pretty good."

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Yeah, pretty good.

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Do you write your own songs?

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I'm working on some stuff.

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Can I hear it?

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- Can you hear it? - Yeah.

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Sure, if I can read your journal.

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What? No.

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- I should get to class. - Yeah.

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You keep singing, Jeremy.

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- Camp. - Hmm?

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- Jeremy Camp is my full name. - Okay.

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Jeremy Camp.

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Hey, what are you doing tonight?

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Tonight? Oh, that depends.

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There's lots of stuff I could be doing, really.

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A lot of things.

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Oh, okay. Well, if you find yourself free at 8:00,

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I'll be at the beach, Oceanside Pier.

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You know, stop on by.

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It's a date.

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What? No.

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It's not a date.

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Really? Because you literally just asked me out

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just right over here.

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We'll see.

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Oh, yeah, and you should, um, bring your guitar as well.

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Okay.

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- It's a date. - Not a date!

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Not.

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It's a date.

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It's definitely a date.

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Oh, hey.

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- Hi! You showed up. - Hey.

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See? Told you it wasn't a date.

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Yeah.

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- Hey. Good to see you. - Hey, man.

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Uh, you guys... I didn't know you guys were friends.

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Oh, yeah. He's my best friend.

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No, you just keep taking my food.

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Well, why won't you share these?

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How long have you, uh, been friends for?

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Oh, um ...

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Like, freshman year. I was working at Sunset Point.

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Right, at the restaurant.

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- Mmm-hmm. - And then we kind of started

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this, uh, tradition, I guess, here.

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Mmm-hmm. Oh, actually, though,

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you were truly my running partner

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- for my first year at school. - Well, not by choice.

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And then he decided to become a rock star

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and get lazy on me.

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Yeah. Here we are.

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You brought your guitar.

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I did. Well, you asked me to.

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Right, right. I did.

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Maybe you should, um, start us off with a song.

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We always start off with a song, so it would be nice...

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Oh, no. I'm not...

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No. Let's hear what you got. Come on.

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Hey, you guys, this is Jeremy Camp. Right?

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And he's going to, uh, sing for us.

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Except, no, I'm not going to.

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Please? Come on. Do you have a song that you like?

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All right. I guess I'm playing a song.

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Uh, Find Me In The River?

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Yeah. I love that song.

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All right.

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♪ Find me in the river

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♪ Find me on my knees

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♪ I've walked Against the water

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♪ Now I'm waiting if you please

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♪ We've longed To see the roses

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♪ But never Felt the thorns

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♪ And bought our pretty crowns

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♪ But never paid the price

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♪ We didn't count on suffering

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♪ We didn't count on pain

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♪ But if the blessing's In the valley

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♪ Then in the river I will wait

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♪ Find me in the river

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♪ Find me there

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♪ Find me on my knees With my soul laid bare

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♪ Even though You're gone And I'm cracked and dry

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♪ Find me in the river

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♪ I'm waiting here for you

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♪ I'm waiting here for you

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♪ I'm waiting here for you

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So nice.

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- Whoo. Hey. What are you... - Hey. What are you...

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What are you doing here?

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This is where I walk every morning.

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Uh...

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Huh. But, how did... What did...

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Nice view.

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Well, yeah. It is really nice.

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This is, like, my favorite place to run.

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Do you wanna join?

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Run?

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Yeah.

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00:18:48,570 --> 00:18:49,804
I'm not really dressed.

279
00:18:49,806 --> 00:18:52,507
Okay. Well, bet I could beat you.

280
00:18:53,608 --> 00:18:55,142
I bet you couldn't.

281
00:18:55,144 --> 00:18:56,444
Yeah?

282
00:18:57,379 --> 00:18:58,913
Better give it a try, then.

283
00:18:58,915 --> 00:18:59,980
I'm not running.

284
00:18:59,982 --> 00:19:01,717
Better run. Fast!

285
00:19:05,554 --> 00:19:07,554
You're huffing pretty hard back there.

286
00:19:07,556 --> 00:19:09,558
I'm fine.

287
00:19:12,695 --> 00:19:14,128
Hey, can I ask you something?

288
00:19:14,130 --> 00:19:15,562
Yeah.

289
00:19:15,564 --> 00:19:18,464
What's the deal with you and Jean-Luc?

290
00:19:18,466 --> 00:19:21,501
You guys, like, a thing? Or...

291
00:19:21,503 --> 00:19:22,569
Oh.

292
00:19:22,571 --> 00:19:24,138
It's, um...

293
00:19:26,408 --> 00:19:27,607
It's complicated.

294
00:19:27,609 --> 00:19:28,508
How so?

295
00:19:28,510 --> 00:19:31,611
He was my first friend here, actually.

296
00:19:31,613 --> 00:19:36,018
But, uh, I think this year, his feelings for me, um,

297
00:19:37,720 --> 00:19:38,886
have changed.

298
00:19:38,888 --> 00:19:42,690
And I never felt that way about him, so...

299
00:19:42,692 --> 00:19:45,460
So, uh, what do you feel about me?

300
00:20:02,078 --> 00:20:03,746
- This is last night? - Yeah.

301
00:20:04,780 --> 00:20:05,846
You want me to play it for you,

302
00:20:05,848 --> 00:20:06,981
give you a feel for the tempo?

303
00:20:06,983 --> 00:20:08,916
No. It's about the words.

304
00:20:08,918 --> 00:20:11,685
- Is there a bridge? - Yeah. It's...

305
00:20:14,623 --> 00:20:17,960
♪ So you will call And I will answer

306
00:20:18,928 --> 00:20:20,928
♪ Yeah

307
00:20:20,930 --> 00:20:24,566
♪ I hold you All through the night

308
00:20:24,967 --> 00:20:26,566
♪ Yeah

309
00:20:26,568 --> 00:20:30,873
♪ Yeah, you will make it All right

310
00:20:32,507 --> 00:20:34,474
♪ Yeah

311
00:20:34,476 --> 00:20:38,012
♪ And I will guard you Through the night ♪

312
00:20:43,585 --> 00:20:45,686
Thank you.

313
00:20:45,688 --> 00:20:47,154
Since we're all having such a great time,

314
00:20:47,156 --> 00:20:49,158
I'd like to do something a little different.

315
00:20:50,525 --> 00:20:52,793
I have a new friend,

316
00:20:52,795 --> 00:20:56,697
and this friend wrote a song that I think is pretty good.

317
00:20:56,699 --> 00:20:58,933
And I'd like to bring him out so he can sing it right now.

318
00:20:58,935 --> 00:21:03,569
So please welcome my friend, Jeremy Camp!

319
00:21:05,507 --> 00:21:06,941
- I'm not gonna... - Go!

320
00:21:06,943 --> 00:21:09,679
- I'm not gonna... Melissa! - Oh, my God, go. Go, go, go!

321
00:21:21,958 --> 00:21:23,757
Hello, everyone.

322
00:21:26,963 --> 00:21:29,832
This is kind of, uh, unexpected. Um...

323
00:21:33,668 --> 00:21:35,670
This song is basically just, um,

324
00:21:36,839 --> 00:21:40,040
just a bunch of questions that I have.

325
00:21:42,845 --> 00:21:44,512
So...

326
00:22:02,898 --> 00:22:06,867
♪ In only a moment Truth was seen

327
00:22:06,869 --> 00:22:09,303
♪ Revealed this mystery

328
00:22:09,305 --> 00:22:13,976
♪ The crown that showed No dignity, He wore

329
00:22:15,845 --> 00:22:19,246
♪ And the King was placed

330
00:22:19,248 --> 00:22:22,582
♪ For all the world To show disgrace

331
00:22:22,584 --> 00:22:28,057
♪ But only beauty flowed From this place

332
00:22:30,159 --> 00:22:33,829
♪ Would you take the place Of this man?

333
00:22:36,832 --> 00:22:41,003
♪ Would you take the nails From His hands?

334
00:22:43,605 --> 00:22:47,243
♪ Would you take the place Of this man?

335
00:22:50,146 --> 00:22:53,849
♪ Would you take the nails From His hands?

336
00:22:54,316 --> 00:22:55,885
♪ Oh, oh

337
00:22:59,155 --> 00:23:00,723
♪ Yeah

338
00:23:01,891 --> 00:23:04,060
♪ Oh

339
00:23:05,361 --> 00:23:06,727
♪ Yeah

340
00:23:10,166 --> 00:23:13,836
♪ Would you take the place Of this man?

341
00:23:16,772 --> 00:23:20,676
♪ Would you take the nails From His hands?

342
00:23:23,412 --> 00:23:27,883
♪ Would you take the place Of this man?

343
00:23:30,152 --> 00:23:33,655
♪ Would you take the nails From His hands?

344
00:23:35,091 --> 00:23:36,690
♪ Oh, yeah

345
00:23:45,301 --> 00:23:48,135
You were really amazing tonight.

346
00:23:48,137 --> 00:23:49,870
- Yeah? - Mmm-hmm.

347
00:23:49,872 --> 00:23:51,673
So, does this answer my question?

348
00:23:52,174 --> 00:23:53,175
What?

349
00:23:55,077 --> 00:23:58,011
You are a piece of work, you know that?

350
00:23:58,013 --> 00:23:59,079
And?

351
00:23:59,081 --> 00:24:01,215
And I made a promise

352
00:24:01,217 --> 00:24:03,250
that I wouldn't get distracted this year.

353
00:24:03,252 --> 00:24:06,687
And you're very distracting, potentially.

354
00:24:06,689 --> 00:24:08,122
A promise to who?

355
00:24:08,124 --> 00:24:09,323
God.

356
00:24:09,325 --> 00:24:13,093
And my sister, but mostly God.

357
00:24:13,095 --> 00:24:15,696
Actually, it's pretty equal between the two of them.

358
00:24:15,698 --> 00:24:17,032
You should meet my sister.

359
00:24:18,033 --> 00:24:19,835
So, I understand you now.

360
00:24:21,470 --> 00:24:23,403
What?

361
00:24:23,405 --> 00:24:25,372
You don't like to disappoint people.

362
00:24:25,374 --> 00:24:27,176
That's not true.

363
00:24:28,144 --> 00:24:30,045
Okay, it's sometimes...

364
00:24:30,913 --> 00:24:32,114
Okay, it's true.

365
00:24:33,115 --> 00:24:34,649
This is about Jean-Luc.

366
00:24:36,719 --> 00:24:37,853
I can't. I...

367
00:24:40,189 --> 00:24:41,857
I really don't wanna hurt him.

368
00:24:44,326 --> 00:24:47,794
So, yeah. That's why I should just

369
00:24:47,796 --> 00:24:48,931
never look at you again.

370
00:24:49,965 --> 00:24:50,966
Melissa.

371
00:24:53,002 --> 00:24:54,003
Okay.

372
00:24:55,037 --> 00:24:56,805
Permission to speak freely?

373
00:24:57,339 --> 00:24:58,340
Okay.

374
00:24:59,475 --> 00:25:01,243
What if this is destiny?

375
00:25:02,511 --> 00:25:04,978
What if we were supposed to meet

376
00:25:04,980 --> 00:25:07,047
and we were supposed to feel this way about each other,

377
00:25:07,049 --> 00:25:09,385
and God wants us to run towards it, not away from it?

378
00:25:11,287 --> 00:25:13,355
I think we wouldn't wanna miss that, right?

379
00:25:20,996 --> 00:25:22,398
Just promise me you'll think about it.

380
00:25:42,051 --> 00:25:43,317
Raj.

381
00:25:46,021 --> 00:25:48,021
Sleeping.

382
00:25:49,325 --> 00:25:50,492
Yeah?

383
00:25:52,361 --> 00:25:53,395
Hi.

384
00:25:54,463 --> 00:25:55,529
Okay.

385
00:25:55,531 --> 00:25:56,732
Oh.

386
00:26:01,036 --> 00:26:02,238
Hey.

387
00:26:04,206 --> 00:26:06,041
I thought about it.

388
00:26:06,809 --> 00:26:08,410
All night, actually.

389
00:26:09,912 --> 00:26:11,080
And okay.

390
00:26:11,981 --> 00:26:13,048
"Okay?"

391
00:26:14,516 --> 00:26:15,983
Yes.

392
00:26:15,985 --> 00:26:17,551
Okay.

393
00:26:17,553 --> 00:26:19,152
One date.

394
00:26:19,154 --> 00:26:20,322
Oh.

395
00:26:22,524 --> 00:26:24,891
Yep. Okay, yeah. All right.

396
00:26:24,893 --> 00:26:27,427
I mean, okay.

397
00:26:27,429 --> 00:26:29,331
Cool. Okay.

398
00:26:36,572 --> 00:26:37,973
Yes!

399
00:26:42,244 --> 00:26:45,547
It should be starting pretty soon.

400
00:26:47,416 --> 00:26:50,083
Here we are.

401
00:26:50,085 --> 00:26:53,253
This was always my favorite room when I was a little girl.

402
00:26:53,255 --> 00:26:55,355
You grow up around here?

403
00:26:55,357 --> 00:26:56,358
Mostly.

404
00:26:58,560 --> 00:27:00,560
What do you wanna do when you graduate?

405
00:27:02,498 --> 00:27:04,231
Everything.

406
00:27:04,233 --> 00:27:06,533
All of it, you know?

407
00:27:06,535 --> 00:27:08,268
But apparently,

408
00:27:08,270 --> 00:27:10,270
I'm supposed to choose just one thing,

409
00:27:10,272 --> 00:27:13,040
and I can't seem to do that.

410
00:27:13,042 --> 00:27:15,044
So, that's why I like to come here.

411
00:27:16,412 --> 00:27:18,345
The stars always seem to help.

412
00:27:21,116 --> 00:27:22,182
Enjoy the show.

413
00:27:22,184 --> 00:27:24,053
It's starting.

414
00:27:28,657 --> 00:27:29,658
Wow.

415
00:27:33,529 --> 00:27:34,963
Mmm-hmm.

416
00:27:40,336 --> 00:27:42,037
I love them.

417
00:27:45,374 --> 00:27:48,208
My dad used to take us sailing a lot,

418
00:27:48,210 --> 00:27:50,310
and you have not seen stars

419
00:27:50,312 --> 00:27:52,314
until you've seen them on the open ocean.

420
00:27:57,419 --> 00:27:58,454
Mmm.

421
00:28:00,456 --> 00:28:02,458
Do you see that right there?

422
00:28:04,560 --> 00:28:06,028
That little blob of light?

423
00:28:07,196 --> 00:28:09,998
That's right, the little blob of light.

424
00:28:12,601 --> 00:28:14,401
It's called Andromeda.

425
00:28:14,403 --> 00:28:17,037
That's the farthest thing visible to the naked eye, actually.

426
00:28:17,039 --> 00:28:18,171
What is it, a star?

427
00:28:18,173 --> 00:28:20,109
No, it's a galaxy.

428
00:28:21,477 --> 00:28:27,247
See, our sun is one star in the Milky Way galaxy.

429
00:28:27,249 --> 00:28:29,717
Do you know how many stars there are in the Milky Way?

430
00:28:29,719 --> 00:28:31,351
I have no clue.

431
00:28:31,353 --> 00:28:32,953
Three hundred billion.

432
00:28:32,955 --> 00:28:33,987
Yeah. Right.

433
00:28:33,989 --> 00:28:38,693
And Andromeda is a galaxy with one trillion stars.

434
00:28:38,695 --> 00:28:40,562
They all shine together.

435
00:28:42,030 --> 00:28:44,498
So, that, my new friend,

436
00:28:44,500 --> 00:28:46,502
is the definition of wonder.

437
00:28:50,973 --> 00:28:54,143
God is so infinitely vast,

438
00:28:55,177 --> 00:28:57,012
and this is His painting.

439
00:28:58,647 --> 00:29:00,981
We paint with brushes,

440
00:29:00,983 --> 00:29:04,319
He paints with a billion stars and a trillion galaxies.

441
00:29:07,523 --> 00:29:09,291
And He knows my name.

442
00:29:12,494 --> 00:29:16,265
The God of a trillion stars knows my name.

443
00:29:17,700 --> 00:29:20,068
And He has a destiny just for me.

444
00:29:22,504 --> 00:29:24,173
And I'm gonna figure it out,

445
00:29:25,240 --> 00:29:26,475
someday.

446
00:29:36,351 --> 00:29:38,320
So that's how I see the world,

447
00:29:39,354 --> 00:29:41,356
and myself in it.

448
00:29:48,731 --> 00:29:50,265
What are you thinking?

449
00:29:52,668 --> 00:29:55,037
That I've never met anyone like you before.

450
00:29:56,739 --> 00:30:01,109
Well, I'm just one star in an infinite galaxy.

451
00:30:06,315 --> 00:30:08,317
Some stars shine brighter than others.

452
00:30:22,064 --> 00:30:23,698
- This is you, right? - No, that's not me.

453
00:30:23,700 --> 00:30:25,365
- You sure? - Nope. No, no, no. Shh.

454
00:30:25,367 --> 00:30:27,067
It's late! You're gonna wake people up. This is me.

455
00:30:27,069 --> 00:30:28,168
This is me.

456
00:30:28,170 --> 00:30:30,439
- Okay. - This is me.

457
00:30:30,840 --> 00:30:32,040
A...

458
00:30:33,175 --> 00:30:34,677
So, Friday night?

459
00:30:35,477 --> 00:30:37,377
Yes.

460
00:30:37,379 --> 00:30:39,279
But, um, could we just keep it

461
00:30:39,281 --> 00:30:42,082
between us right now at first, you know?

462
00:30:42,084 --> 00:30:44,484
- Yeah. No, of course. Of course. - Right?

463
00:30:44,486 --> 00:30:46,319
I'm great at keeping secrets.

464
00:30:46,321 --> 00:30:48,121
Oh, I'm great at keeping secrets too.

465
00:30:48,123 --> 00:30:49,356
Great. It's a secret, then.

466
00:30:49,358 --> 00:30:50,359
Total secret.

467
00:30:54,797 --> 00:30:56,131
- Good night. - Good night.

468
00:31:12,548 --> 00:31:14,281
Hey, sis.

469
00:31:14,283 --> 00:31:17,419
So, I met someone.

470
00:31:18,620 --> 00:31:20,721
Joshua Tree. Perfect album.

471
00:31:20,723 --> 00:31:22,556
No way. I think I have it.

472
00:31:22,558 --> 00:31:24,792
His name is Jeremy. Jeremy Camp.

473
00:31:24,794 --> 00:31:28,295
He plays music. I love his songs.

474
00:31:28,297 --> 00:31:29,229
It's so good.

475
00:31:29,231 --> 00:31:30,399
Right. So, how do you play this?

476
00:31:32,401 --> 00:31:33,402
Okay, Prince?

477
00:31:36,171 --> 00:31:38,073
And I don't know, there's something about him.

478
00:31:39,541 --> 00:31:41,742
That is the dryer.

479
00:31:41,744 --> 00:31:44,446
You may wanna start with the washer.

480
00:31:45,782 --> 00:31:46,981
Right.

481
00:31:46,983 --> 00:31:48,615
But we're just gonna get to know each other.

482
00:31:48,617 --> 00:31:50,352
That's it.

483
00:31:51,888 --> 00:31:53,088
What?

484
00:31:54,323 --> 00:31:57,357
- I mean, come on. - That was amazing.

485
00:31:57,359 --> 00:31:58,658
Favorite place?

486
00:31:58,660 --> 00:31:59,829
Ocean.

487
00:32:00,897 --> 00:32:02,697
Definitely ocean.

488
00:32:38,300 --> 00:32:40,367
Community service.

489
00:32:40,369 --> 00:32:43,203
When you realize that life is bigger than you.

490
00:32:43,205 --> 00:32:44,638
- You grow when you see... - I don't care.

491
00:32:44,640 --> 00:32:45,740
Mr. Camp.

492
00:32:45,742 --> 00:32:47,675
Hmm? Yes?

493
00:32:47,677 --> 00:32:48,678
You wanna come back to Earth?

494
00:32:50,713 --> 00:32:51,912
Honestly, not really.

495
00:32:53,582 --> 00:32:54,915
Aw.

496
00:32:54,917 --> 00:32:56,650
You got a little girlfriend?

497
00:32:56,652 --> 00:32:59,854
So cute. No, really. It's really, really cute.

498
00:32:59,856 --> 00:33:01,321
- All right, you guys... - Sorry.

499
00:33:01,323 --> 00:33:02,658
...sign-ups are in the back.

500
00:33:05,895 --> 00:33:07,260
What's this?

501
00:33:07,262 --> 00:33:08,996
Right now, it's just a blank tape.

502
00:33:08,998 --> 00:33:10,664
Mmm-mmm. Tapes have soul.

503
00:33:10,666 --> 00:33:12,432
Why are you giving this to me?

504
00:33:12,434 --> 00:33:15,402
Well, our record label's paying for a new album.

505
00:33:15,404 --> 00:33:17,570
So I called the engineer. He's a friend of mine.

506
00:33:17,572 --> 00:33:19,707
If we hustle, we'll have an extra couple of hours.

507
00:33:19,709 --> 00:33:23,243
I can get you in there, and we can turn that into your demo.

508
00:33:23,245 --> 00:33:25,012
- No. - Two songs, maybe three.

509
00:33:25,014 --> 00:33:26,613
I'll send it off to some producers.

510
00:33:26,615 --> 00:33:28,550
I don't know what to say. Are you serious?

511
00:33:28,985 --> 00:33:30,417
Yeah.

512
00:33:30,419 --> 00:33:32,019
That's amazing.

513
00:33:32,021 --> 00:33:33,854
- That's... - Very cool.

514
00:33:33,856 --> 00:33:35,622
- You're invited too. - Hmm?

515
00:33:35,624 --> 00:33:38,658
- Yeah. - Oh, no. I don't need to go...

516
00:33:38,660 --> 00:33:40,293
No, no, no. Forget that.

517
00:33:40,295 --> 00:33:41,394
Forget that. I want you there.

518
00:33:41,396 --> 00:33:42,362
I don't wanna go.

519
00:33:42,364 --> 00:33:44,664
I have a song that I'd like to play for you.

520
00:33:44,666 --> 00:33:46,701
- It'll be fun. - Oh. Um,

521
00:33:46,703 --> 00:33:47,667
I don't think that's a...

522
00:33:47,669 --> 00:33:49,806
Hey, look, can I talk to Melissa for a minute?

523
00:33:52,909 --> 00:33:54,407
Yeah, yeah, sure.

524
00:33:54,409 --> 00:33:56,576
- Uh... Oh, okay. - I'll call you later.

525
00:33:56,578 --> 00:33:57,945
Yeah. I'll, uh,

526
00:33:57,947 --> 00:33:59,412
- see you later? - Yeah.

527
00:33:59,414 --> 00:34:00,817
- Yep. Bye. - Bye.

528
00:34:03,052 --> 00:34:04,921
You were out there for a long time.

529
00:34:07,322 --> 00:34:08,490
Did he ask you out?

530
00:34:09,424 --> 00:34:10,425
Sort of.

531
00:34:11,326 --> 00:34:12,860
Okay. And?

532
00:34:12,862 --> 00:34:14,494
Doesn't this all just bother you?

533
00:34:14,496 --> 00:34:15,963
Yeah, of course it bothers me, Melissa.

534
00:34:15,965 --> 00:34:17,031
You should just tell him.

535
00:34:17,033 --> 00:34:19,468
I can't tell him. I...

536
00:34:22,772 --> 00:34:23,940
Are you wearing his jacket?

537
00:34:26,508 --> 00:34:27,509
Yeah.

538
00:34:28,811 --> 00:34:30,144
You're wearing Jean-Luc's jacket?

539
00:34:30,146 --> 00:34:32,479
Yes. He gave it to me. He said I didn't have enough clothes.

540
00:34:32,481 --> 00:34:33,580
And I actually really like it.

541
00:34:33,582 --> 00:34:35,750
Wow. This is just... I, I...

542
00:34:35,752 --> 00:34:38,585
I really cannot look at you in the jacket.

543
00:34:38,587 --> 00:34:40,320
He gave me the jacket.

544
00:34:40,322 --> 00:34:41,490
It's not like I took it from him.

545
00:34:43,025 --> 00:34:44,424
Maybe...

546
00:34:44,426 --> 00:34:47,427
Maybe we should just rethink all of this.

547
00:34:47,429 --> 00:34:48,863
Rethink what, us dating?

548
00:34:48,865 --> 00:34:51,832
See, now you're mad and everyone seems to be mad.

549
00:34:51,834 --> 00:34:53,435
I'm not mad.

550
00:34:57,840 --> 00:34:59,639
Jeremy!

551
00:34:59,641 --> 00:35:01,643
- He's right there. - Hi!

552
00:35:04,046 --> 00:35:05,578
Hey!

553
00:35:05,580 --> 00:35:07,614
Is this your girlfriend?

554
00:35:07,616 --> 00:35:09,451
- Perfect. - Josh!

555
00:35:12,789 --> 00:35:14,420
So, how long you two been dating?

556
00:35:14,422 --> 00:35:16,690
A...

557
00:35:16,692 --> 00:35:19,894
It's... Not like that.

558
00:35:19,896 --> 00:35:23,398
Yeah. We're just trying to get to know each other.

559
00:35:24,700 --> 00:35:27,968
He's really told us all about you,

560
00:35:27,970 --> 00:35:29,671
- like a broken record. - Mom.

561
00:35:30,605 --> 00:35:32,072
- Jeremy. - What?

562
00:35:32,074 --> 00:35:33,808
I love Melissa.

563
00:35:33,810 --> 00:35:36,043
Jeremy has a girlfriend!

564
00:35:36,045 --> 00:35:37,612
Josh, that's enough. Come on.

565
00:35:38,080 --> 00:35:39,079
Eat your food.

566
00:35:39,081 --> 00:35:40,613
Jeremy has a...

567
00:35:40,615 --> 00:35:41,717
Jared, shut up.

568
00:35:44,754 --> 00:35:46,856
Okay, you're walking really fast.

569
00:35:47,957 --> 00:35:49,957
- Why are you so mad? - I'm not mad.

570
00:35:49,959 --> 00:35:51,658
Really? 'Cause you seem mad to me.

571
00:35:51,660 --> 00:35:53,794
Maybe it's because you're embarrassed by your family,

572
00:35:53,796 --> 00:35:54,929
and I don't get that.

573
00:35:54,931 --> 00:35:57,131
I wasn't embarrassed by them.

574
00:35:57,133 --> 00:35:59,967
So, you're embarrassed by me, then?

575
00:35:59,969 --> 00:36:01,836
I'm embarrassed by the fact

576
00:36:01,838 --> 00:36:03,737
that you don't want anyone to know that we're dating.

577
00:36:03,739 --> 00:36:06,506
It's... It's awkward.

578
00:36:06,508 --> 00:36:07,574
What are we doing here?

579
00:36:07,576 --> 00:36:08,709
What do you even want?

580
00:36:08,711 --> 00:36:10,878
Give Jean-Luc his jacket back.

581
00:36:14,951 --> 00:36:17,485
Oh, my gosh.

582
00:36:23,092 --> 00:36:25,761
♪ This is my desire

583
00:36:29,065 --> 00:36:31,968
♪ This is my return

584
00:36:35,570 --> 00:36:38,573
♪ This is my desire

585
00:36:40,877 --> 00:36:43,511
♪ To be used by You

586
00:36:49,118 --> 00:36:50,820
♪ Oh, yeah

587
00:36:52,487 --> 00:36:54,587
♪ Yeah

588
00:36:54,589 --> 00:36:57,093
♪ This is my desire

589
00:37:00,029 --> 00:37:02,999
♪ To be used by You

590
00:37:05,167 --> 00:37:06,635
♪ Yeah

591
00:37:12,108 --> 00:37:13,109
How was that?

592
00:37:14,509 --> 00:37:15,575
Really great.

593
00:37:15,577 --> 00:37:17,512
Look who it is. Look who's here.

594
00:37:18,546 --> 00:37:20,114
When did you write that?

595
00:37:20,116 --> 00:37:22,615
Uh, last night.

596
00:37:22,617 --> 00:37:23,920
After a conversation with a friend.

597
00:37:25,154 --> 00:37:27,254
All right, everyone. Let's take five.

598
00:37:27,256 --> 00:37:28,621
Gonna go work on something,

599
00:37:28,623 --> 00:37:30,523
but I'll see you in a bit.

600
00:37:30,525 --> 00:37:32,161
Can you hear me? Do you wanna come in here?

601
00:37:40,602 --> 00:37:42,171
- Hey. - Hey.

602
00:37:43,571 --> 00:37:44,740
That was a really nice song.

603
00:37:45,507 --> 00:37:46,574
I'm sorry.

604
00:37:47,509 --> 00:37:48,641
Yeah, yeah.

605
00:37:48,643 --> 00:37:50,880
I'm really sorry.

606
00:37:52,248 --> 00:37:54,083
I'm really sorry.

607
00:37:54,582 --> 00:37:56,516
A...

608
00:37:56,518 --> 00:37:58,919
I've been learning a new song, just the chorus.

609
00:37:58,921 --> 00:38:00,721
Oh.

610
00:38:00,723 --> 00:38:02,191
- Can I play it to you? - Sure.

611
00:38:07,296 --> 00:38:11,564
♪ I love you I love you, I love you

612
00:38:11,566 --> 00:38:16,072
♪ I love you, I love you I love you ♪

613
00:38:20,176 --> 00:38:21,744
Is that about God?

614
00:38:24,113 --> 00:38:25,513
Not entirely.

615
00:38:29,685 --> 00:38:30,786
Melissa.

616
00:38:31,586 --> 00:38:33,122
Yeah?

617
00:38:35,691 --> 00:38:36,993
I love you.

618
00:38:43,733 --> 00:38:45,565
Mmm.

619
00:38:45,567 --> 00:38:49,103
I don't think that I'm ready for that.

620
00:38:49,105 --> 00:38:50,106
A...

621
00:38:55,945 --> 00:38:56,946
Oh.

622
00:38:58,781 --> 00:39:00,347
Jean-Luc! Hey, hey.

623
00:39:00,349 --> 00:39:01,917
I'm so sorry.

624
00:39:03,285 --> 00:39:04,885
I did not want any of that to happen. I just...

625
00:39:04,887 --> 00:39:06,020
Dude, let me explain.

626
00:39:06,022 --> 00:39:07,587
Don't bother. There's nothing to explain.

627
00:39:07,589 --> 00:39:09,056
Hear me out. Dude, I wanted to tell you,

628
00:39:09,058 --> 00:39:10,290
I just didn't know what to say.

629
00:39:10,292 --> 00:39:12,592
The truth.

630
00:39:12,594 --> 00:39:14,230
You should've just told me the truth.

631
00:39:17,967 --> 00:39:19,135
Melissa, you...

632
00:39:35,684 --> 00:39:37,186
- Hi. - Hi.

633
00:39:38,220 --> 00:39:40,354
Um, can I come in?

634
00:39:40,356 --> 00:39:41,623
I...

635
00:39:42,992 --> 00:39:44,860
I don't think that's a good idea.

636
00:39:49,999 --> 00:39:51,167
This is for you.

637
00:39:52,201 --> 00:39:53,202
It's, uh...

638
00:39:54,203 --> 00:39:55,269
It's another journal.

639
00:39:55,271 --> 00:39:56,703
I figure, after what I've done,

640
00:39:56,705 --> 00:39:58,040
you could use a lot more pages.

641
00:39:59,041 --> 00:40:00,042
Mmm.

642
00:40:02,644 --> 00:40:03,846
Wait.

643
00:40:05,347 --> 00:40:06,882
I'm sorry that happened.

644
00:40:08,284 --> 00:40:10,017
Obviously.

645
00:40:10,019 --> 00:40:11,020
But

646
00:40:12,254 --> 00:40:14,156
I'm also kind of relieved.

647
00:40:14,990 --> 00:40:16,256
Relieved?

648
00:40:16,258 --> 00:40:17,224
Yeah.

649
00:40:17,226 --> 00:40:19,159
I don't even know what that means.

650
00:40:19,161 --> 00:40:21,261
I am not relieved.

651
00:40:21,263 --> 00:40:22,963
I don't think Jean-Luc is relieved.

652
00:40:22,965 --> 00:40:24,698
Okay. "Relieved" isn't the right word.

653
00:40:24,700 --> 00:40:27,103
I'm happy that this is not a secret anymore.

654
00:40:28,070 --> 00:40:29,970
I didn't wanna hurt him, okay?

655
00:40:29,972 --> 00:40:32,139
So, I'm sorry, I just really don't wanna see you right now.

656
00:40:32,141 --> 00:40:33,907
Hold on. What are you saying? We're breaking up?

657
00:40:33,909 --> 00:40:35,309
Call it what you want.

658
00:40:35,311 --> 00:40:36,712
Why, I call it breaking up.

659
00:40:38,714 --> 00:40:39,715
Okay.

660
00:40:45,921 --> 00:40:47,323
Then I don't wanna see you for a while.

661
00:41:27,930 --> 00:41:29,329
Hello?

662
00:41:29,331 --> 00:41:31,398
Kirk to Enterprise.

663
00:41:33,235 --> 00:41:34,301
Hey, buddy.

664
00:41:34,303 --> 00:41:36,270
It's almost Christmas.

665
00:41:36,272 --> 00:41:38,272
I'm coming home.

666
00:41:38,274 --> 00:41:40,007
I miss you.

667
00:41:40,009 --> 00:41:41,074
I miss you too.

668
00:41:41,076 --> 00:41:42,843
We put up the Christmas tree.

669
00:41:42,845 --> 00:41:43,846
Yeah?

670
00:41:52,855 --> 00:41:53,856
Thank you.

671
00:41:55,491 --> 00:41:56,692
All right.

672
00:42:05,901 --> 00:42:07,467
Hey, Mom.

673
00:42:07,469 --> 00:42:09,236
Merry Christmas.

674
00:42:25,020 --> 00:42:26,021
Son.

675
00:42:26,322 --> 00:42:27,387
Hmm?

676
00:42:27,389 --> 00:42:29,458
How are things with Melissa?

677
00:42:31,860 --> 00:42:33,829
Jeremy has a girlfriend?

678
00:42:34,463 --> 00:42:35,898
No, buddy.

679
00:42:37,833 --> 00:42:39,835
Jeremy doesn't.

680
00:42:52,014 --> 00:42:53,313
Hello?

681
00:42:58,520 --> 00:42:59,788
Jeremy.

682
00:43:02,124 --> 00:43:03,590
Jeremy.

683
00:43:03,592 --> 00:43:05,125
There's a call for you.

684
00:43:05,127 --> 00:43:07,062
Some guy with the name Jean-Luc.

685
00:43:08,264 --> 00:43:09,798
Sounds important.

686
00:43:11,300 --> 00:43:12,633
Jean-Luc?

687
00:43:12,635 --> 00:43:15,469
Sorry to just call. I didn't know if you'd heard.

688
00:43:15,471 --> 00:43:16,472
Heard what?

689
00:43:17,439 --> 00:43:18,974
Melissa's sick.

690
00:43:21,877 --> 00:43:23,210
Well, is everything okay?

691
00:43:23,212 --> 00:43:24,513
Jeremy, it's pretty bad.

692
00:43:25,281 --> 00:43:27,116
You should get here.

693
00:43:34,890 --> 00:43:36,859
Jeremy, there's a map on the seat.

694
00:43:41,864 --> 00:43:43,330
You sure this is okay?

695
00:43:43,332 --> 00:43:44,398
Yeah, fine. Go.

696
00:43:44,400 --> 00:43:46,333
Just be careful. It's a long drive.

697
00:43:46,335 --> 00:43:47,401
Call us when you get there.

698
00:43:47,403 --> 00:43:48,404
Yeah.

699
00:44:23,906 --> 00:44:25,205
Hi.

700
00:44:25,207 --> 00:44:27,309
Uh, I'm here to see Melissa Henning. I'm a friend of hers.

701
00:44:34,183 --> 00:44:36,151
Hey. Hey.

702
00:44:37,353 --> 00:44:39,319
- You're Jeremy, right? - Yeah.

703
00:44:39,321 --> 00:44:40,454
Okay.

704
00:44:40,456 --> 00:44:44,291
Hi. We're Melissa's family. She's told us all about you.

705
00:44:44,293 --> 00:44:45,561
Nice to meet you.

706
00:44:47,096 --> 00:44:49,129
Hi. You must be Heather.

707
00:44:49,131 --> 00:44:50,399
Mmm-hmm. Big sis.

708
00:44:51,467 --> 00:44:52,568
Uh, how is she?

709
00:44:54,036 --> 00:44:55,235
She's awake.

710
00:44:55,237 --> 00:44:56,670
Yeah.

711
00:44:56,672 --> 00:44:58,438
And I'm sure she'd love to see you.

712
00:44:58,440 --> 00:44:59,541
- Come on. - Yeah.

713
00:45:00,976 --> 00:45:03,011
Hey. Look who I found.

714
00:45:04,714 --> 00:45:05,981
Hi.

715
00:45:06,448 --> 00:45:07,449
Hi.

716
00:45:08,283 --> 00:45:09,585
When did you get here?

717
00:45:10,285 --> 00:45:11,286
Last night.

718
00:45:11,987 --> 00:45:13,253
I drove.

719
00:45:13,255 --> 00:45:15,455
You drove? From Indiana?

720
00:45:15,457 --> 00:45:16,525
Yeah.

721
00:45:17,226 --> 00:45:18,291
Huh.

722
00:45:18,293 --> 00:45:19,493
You know what? Let's...

723
00:45:19,495 --> 00:45:20,963
Let's give them a minute, okay?

724
00:45:29,739 --> 00:45:31,340
Thus, in order,

725
00:45:32,975 --> 00:45:34,476
what's going on?

726
00:45:35,177 --> 00:45:36,178
A...

727
00:45:36,746 --> 00:45:38,113
They...

728
00:45:40,115 --> 00:45:43,016
They removed a, um, tumor

729
00:45:43,018 --> 00:45:45,220
the size of an orange from my stomach,

730
00:45:46,522 --> 00:45:48,590
tested it,

731
00:45:50,559 --> 00:45:53,126
and it turns out

732
00:45:53,128 --> 00:45:55,097
it's Stage 3C cancer,

733
00:45:57,366 --> 00:45:58,967
whatever that means.

734
00:45:59,601 --> 00:46:00,703
And, um,

735
00:46:01,637 --> 00:46:03,172
it spread to my liver.

736
00:46:04,106 --> 00:46:06,275
So, the truth is,

737
00:46:07,309 --> 00:46:11,714
the odds are not altogether in my favor.

738
00:46:14,183 --> 00:46:15,716
Melissa, I'm so sorry.

739
00:46:15,718 --> 00:46:18,253
Don't be. It's okay.

740
00:46:20,456 --> 00:46:21,457
I'm okay.

741
00:46:23,292 --> 00:46:24,558
Somehow. I mean,

742
00:46:24,560 --> 00:46:26,195
I can't really describe it. It's, like,

743
00:46:29,264 --> 00:46:30,599
warm,

744
00:46:31,768 --> 00:46:33,268
like a blanket.

745
00:46:35,170 --> 00:46:39,506
I've been listening to this Ginny Owens song,

746
00:46:39,508 --> 00:46:40,509
If You Want Me To.

747
00:46:41,210 --> 00:46:42,442
Do you know it?

748
00:46:42,444 --> 00:46:43,543
Yeah.

749
00:46:43,545 --> 00:46:45,715
I just keep thinking, maybe God

750
00:46:49,051 --> 00:46:51,220
has chosen something bigger for me,

751
00:46:53,388 --> 00:46:55,725
something I wouldn't have chosen for myself.

752
00:46:57,593 --> 00:47:00,460
But to be honest with you,

753
00:47:00,462 --> 00:47:02,498
I am so scared.

754
00:47:05,601 --> 00:47:08,070
But I have to believe there's a reason.

755
00:47:10,472 --> 00:47:13,073
If one person's life is changed

756
00:47:13,075 --> 00:47:15,177
by what I go through,

757
00:47:17,646 --> 00:47:19,348
it will all be worth it.

758
00:47:29,124 --> 00:47:30,624
Look, man. I should've told you.

759
00:47:30,626 --> 00:47:31,826
Yeah.

760
00:47:31,828 --> 00:47:33,694
Yeah, you should've told me.

761
00:47:33,696 --> 00:47:36,565
It took me a while, but I see it now, you two.

762
00:47:38,367 --> 00:47:40,801
Oh, man. I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

763
00:47:40,803 --> 00:47:43,405
I mean, I wanna be there for her and I wanna help.

764
00:47:44,874 --> 00:47:47,274
I don't even really know what we are, you know?

765
00:47:47,276 --> 00:47:49,409
How she feels about me.

766
00:47:49,411 --> 00:47:51,113
We've talked about it,

767
00:47:53,348 --> 00:47:55,317
but if she really is that sick,

768
00:47:58,821 --> 00:48:00,522
it's just hard to know what's ahead.

769
00:48:02,692 --> 00:48:04,794
There's only one question you need to answer.

770
00:48:07,496 --> 00:48:08,831
Can you live without her?

771
00:48:30,887 --> 00:48:32,087
God,

772
00:48:34,256 --> 00:48:36,425
if she tells me she loves me...

773
00:48:40,228 --> 00:48:41,597
This is ridiculous.

774
00:48:43,565 --> 00:48:44,799
It's ridiculous.

775
00:48:56,946 --> 00:48:58,779
- Hi. - Hey.

776
00:48:58,781 --> 00:48:59,782
You came back.

777
00:49:00,783 --> 00:49:02,683
These are for you.

778
00:49:02,685 --> 00:49:06,286
Oh. They're so beautiful. Thank you.

779
00:49:06,288 --> 00:49:08,254
Yeah. I thought I'd add to the collection you got.

780
00:49:12,661 --> 00:49:14,628
You kept that.

781
00:49:14,630 --> 00:49:17,297
Oh, yeah. I've been using it for a while, actually.

782
00:49:17,299 --> 00:49:19,301
I never got to say thank you.

783
00:49:20,636 --> 00:49:22,569
Still, uh... Still can't read it?

784
00:49:22,571 --> 00:49:24,439
No, you cannot read it.

785
00:49:29,411 --> 00:49:30,579
Will you, um...

786
00:49:31,814 --> 00:49:32,947
Could you just help...

787
00:49:32,949 --> 00:49:34,815
Could you just help me up for a second?

788
00:49:34,817 --> 00:49:36,318
Yes. Yeah.

789
00:49:37,386 --> 00:49:39,386
Okay. All right.

790
00:49:39,388 --> 00:49:41,724
Yeah. There we go. There we go.

791
00:49:43,893 --> 00:49:44,927
This is...

792
00:49:46,428 --> 00:49:47,828
Okay. This is...

793
00:49:47,830 --> 00:49:50,731
What I'm about to say is gonna be...

794
00:49:50,733 --> 00:49:52,432
Might be weird.

795
00:49:52,434 --> 00:49:53,801
Could be weird.

796
00:49:53,803 --> 00:49:55,570
- All right. - Um...

797
00:49:56,706 --> 00:49:59,809
Okay, uh, so, I...

798
00:50:00,777 --> 00:50:03,576
Well, uh, the other day,

799
00:50:03,578 --> 00:50:05,880
when you came by,

800
00:50:05,882 --> 00:50:08,683
it just, uh... It just really...

801
00:50:08,685 --> 00:50:10,785
It meant a lot to me.

802
00:50:12,254 --> 00:50:13,388
After you left,

803
00:50:14,523 --> 00:50:16,891
I had this feeling,

804
00:50:16,893 --> 00:50:20,763
like God wanted me to pray for you.

805
00:50:22,330 --> 00:50:23,598
Okay.

806
00:50:25,001 --> 00:50:26,501
And for your wife.

807
00:50:28,537 --> 00:50:30,505
- My wife? - Yeah. Is that weird?

808
00:50:31,506 --> 00:50:33,408
- I'm not sure yet. - Okay.

809
00:50:34,643 --> 00:50:37,479
So, I started praying,

810
00:50:38,781 --> 00:50:41,514
and then the more I prayed,

811
00:50:41,516 --> 00:50:43,285
the more I realized,

812
00:50:49,859 --> 00:50:50,927
I love you.

813
00:50:55,397 --> 00:50:56,398
I love you.

814
00:50:58,500 --> 00:50:59,501
Mmm.

815
00:51:01,704 --> 00:51:03,238
I...

816
00:51:04,506 --> 00:51:05,640
I love you.

817
00:51:06,943 --> 00:51:07,944
I do.

818
00:51:13,049 --> 00:51:14,715
And you don't have to say anything back.

819
00:51:14,717 --> 00:51:15,950
- I just really felt... - Wait, wait, wait.

820
00:51:15,952 --> 00:51:18,085
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

821
00:51:18,087 --> 00:51:20,723
- Yeah? - Uh, um...

822
00:51:24,927 --> 00:51:27,560
Can you just, uh... Just wait here for one minute?

823
00:51:27,562 --> 00:51:29,797
Just a minute. I'll be right back.

824
00:51:29,799 --> 00:51:31,364
Just wait here. I'll be right back.

825
00:51:31,366 --> 00:51:32,432
Okay. Yeah.

826
00:51:32,434 --> 00:51:34,702
Just, uh, don't move.

827
00:51:34,704 --> 00:51:37,339
- I can't move. - I'll be right back.

828
00:52:07,536 --> 00:52:09,569
That wasn't really a minute.

829
00:52:09,571 --> 00:52:11,471
I think you said "minute," right?

830
00:52:11,473 --> 00:52:12,940
Oh, yeah, no. I'm sorry.

831
00:52:12,942 --> 00:52:15,812
Yeah. It was, for sure, like, a while.

832
00:52:22,084 --> 00:52:23,618
- Keep them closed. - Okay.

833
00:52:30,458 --> 00:52:31,626
Open.

834
00:52:36,464 --> 00:52:37,465
What?

835
00:52:47,009 --> 00:52:48,676
How did you...

836
00:52:48,678 --> 00:52:50,177
That's why it took me so long.

837
00:52:50,179 --> 00:52:51,513
Yeah.

838
00:52:57,452 --> 00:52:59,421
I wanted to bring the galaxy to you.

839
00:53:05,493 --> 00:53:06,996
I want you to know

840
00:53:08,798 --> 00:53:12,467
that whatever this is, and wherever it takes us,

841
00:53:13,602 --> 00:53:15,002
that I'm with you.

842
00:53:15,004 --> 00:53:17,670
Every step, every moment, I'm with you. I'm in.

843
00:53:17,672 --> 00:53:19,574
I'm so in.

844
00:53:20,776 --> 00:53:21,777
And, um...

845
00:53:23,578 --> 00:53:25,578
And, you know, I figure if we're gonna get married,

846
00:53:25,580 --> 00:53:26,615
we have a lot to talk about.

847
00:53:30,019 --> 00:53:31,719
- Married? - Yeah.

848
00:53:33,122 --> 00:53:34,790
I love you.

849
00:53:35,557 --> 00:53:37,994
I love you, I do, madly.

850
00:53:38,961 --> 00:53:40,194
So marry me.

851
00:53:40,196 --> 00:53:42,662
And I know relationships need to be prayed about,

852
00:53:42,664 --> 00:53:44,164
and you can take as much time as you need.

853
00:53:44,166 --> 00:53:45,498
But that's why I brought you here...

854
00:53:45,500 --> 00:53:46,568
Yes.

855
00:53:48,237 --> 00:53:49,636
Yes.

856
00:53:49,638 --> 00:53:51,539
Yeah, I'll marry you. I'll marry you.

857
00:53:53,075 --> 00:53:54,076
Yes.

858
00:54:07,589 --> 00:54:10,059
Married? You're gonna marry her?

859
00:54:10,960 --> 00:54:12,161
But will she get better?

860
00:54:13,495 --> 00:54:14,560
I... I don't know.

861
00:54:14,562 --> 00:54:15,563
Son,

862
00:54:17,266 --> 00:54:19,266
you're only 20 years old.

863
00:54:19,268 --> 00:54:20,868
You just met this girl.

864
00:54:20,870 --> 00:54:22,202
I love her, Dad.

865
00:54:22,204 --> 00:54:23,804
And that's wonderful, but...

866
00:54:23,806 --> 00:54:26,840
Look, look, look. Why don't you just...

867
00:54:26,842 --> 00:54:29,176
Just slow down,

868
00:54:29,178 --> 00:54:31,611
take a little more time, you know?

869
00:54:31,613 --> 00:54:33,847
Go one step at a time here.

870
00:54:33,849 --> 00:54:34,850
Dad,

871
00:54:36,986 --> 00:54:38,187
I'm supposed to be with her.

872
00:54:40,222 --> 00:54:42,892
I can't explain it. I just... I know that.

873
00:54:44,659 --> 00:54:47,161
And I don't want it to just be her story and my story.

874
00:54:47,163 --> 00:54:48,998
I want it to be our story.

875
00:54:50,933 --> 00:54:53,135
I know you're worried, and I get it.

876
00:54:54,170 --> 00:54:55,803
But...

877
00:54:55,805 --> 00:54:58,573
I'm gonna marry this girl.

878
00:55:07,249 --> 00:55:08,951
- Hey. - Hey.

879
00:55:10,252 --> 00:55:11,253
Thanks.

880
00:55:13,655 --> 00:55:14,957
We made some breakfast.

881
00:55:17,760 --> 00:55:19,126
Wanna have some?

882
00:55:19,128 --> 00:55:20,495
Yeah. Sure.

883
00:55:23,966 --> 00:55:25,134
I brought you something.

884
00:55:31,240 --> 00:55:32,775
I want you to have this.

885
00:55:34,010 --> 00:55:35,109
Mom.

886
00:55:35,111 --> 00:55:37,244
My mom wore it her whole life till my wedding day,

887
00:55:37,246 --> 00:55:40,082
and I've never taken it off since.

888
00:55:45,788 --> 00:55:46,887
Are you sure?

889
00:55:46,889 --> 00:55:48,057
Of course.

890
00:55:49,158 --> 00:55:50,693
I just want her to feel welcome.

891
00:56:01,837 --> 00:56:03,139
When you go.

892
00:56:24,827 --> 00:56:26,162
Are you sure about this?

893
00:56:26,829 --> 00:56:27,629
Melissa, I love you.

894
00:56:28,898 --> 00:56:31,000
And I believe God is gonna heal you.

895
00:56:37,139 --> 00:56:38,974
Our life starts now.

896
00:56:44,914 --> 00:56:47,114
Thank you.

897
00:56:47,116 --> 00:56:49,316
We've all heard his hit single climbing the charts,

898
00:56:49,318 --> 00:56:51,018
but tonight,

899
00:56:51,020 --> 00:56:53,787
he's coming at you with something brand-new.

900
00:56:53,789 --> 00:56:56,256
Please welcome Jeremy Camp.

901
00:57:03,766 --> 00:57:05,768
- It's a good song. - Thanks, man.

902
00:57:09,138 --> 00:57:10,370
Thank you.

903
00:57:16,779 --> 00:57:17,913
Thanks, Jean-Luc.

904
00:57:19,248 --> 00:57:20,414
He's a legend.

905
00:57:20,416 --> 00:57:23,383
Uh, my name is Jeremy Camp

906
00:57:23,385 --> 00:57:24,485
and tonight I'm gonna play you

907
00:57:24,487 --> 00:57:27,389
an original song called Right Here.

908
00:57:42,438 --> 00:57:46,275
♪ All the world is watching

909
00:57:49,145 --> 00:57:52,948
♪ All the world does care

910
00:57:55,451 --> 00:58:01,355
♪ Even when the world Weighs on my shoulder now

911
00:58:01,357 --> 00:58:05,427
♪ These feelings I can bear

912
00:58:07,329 --> 00:58:12,868
♪ I know that You're here

913
00:58:15,004 --> 00:58:19,175
♪ Everywhere I go I know You're not far away

914
00:58:20,809 --> 00:58:22,444
♪ You're right here

915
00:58:24,013 --> 00:58:25,114
♪ You're right here

916
00:58:28,284 --> 00:58:32,753
♪ Everywhere I go I know You're not far away

917
00:58:34,089 --> 00:58:35,991
♪ You're right here

918
00:58:37,393 --> 00:58:39,428
♪ You're right here

919
00:58:42,498 --> 00:58:45,301
♪ All these thoughts I've wasted

920
00:58:49,205 --> 00:58:52,741
♪ All these thoughts I've feared

921
00:58:55,444 --> 00:58:58,914
♪ Even when these thoughts have faded

922
00:59:02,017 --> 00:59:05,921
♪ I still know that You're here

923
00:59:07,456 --> 00:59:12,995
♪ And my hope is in You

924
00:59:24,940 --> 00:59:26,208
I love you.

925
00:59:41,957 --> 00:59:45,194
♪ Everywhere I go I know You're not far away

926
00:59:47,396 --> 00:59:49,431
♪ You're right here

927
00:59:50,899 --> 00:59:52,901
♪ You're right here

928
00:59:55,204 --> 00:59:59,408
♪ Everywhere I go I know You're not far away

929
01:00:00,876 --> 01:00:03,045
♪ You're right here

930
01:00:04,213 --> 01:00:06,415
♪ You're right here

931
01:00:26,402 --> 01:00:29,271
I want to introduce you guys to someone special tonight.

932
01:00:30,306 --> 01:00:32,306
This is my fiancee, Melissa.

933
01:00:34,510 --> 01:00:36,045
Go ahead and stand up, babe.

934
01:00:41,183 --> 01:00:42,584
Come on. Stand up.

935
01:00:46,121 --> 01:00:48,290
I know, I'm taken. I'm sorry.

936
01:00:54,930 --> 01:00:58,033
Earlier this year, we had some tough news,

937
01:01:00,502 --> 01:01:02,204
some really tough news.

938
01:01:06,041 --> 01:01:09,278
I've never seen a faith like yours, babe.

939
01:01:10,412 --> 01:01:11,545
It's a beacon for me.

940
01:01:11,547 --> 01:01:13,882
It's a beacon for everyone who knows you.

941
01:01:15,050 --> 01:01:17,250
It reminds me of a story.

942
01:01:17,252 --> 01:01:19,519
There was a woman who was sick for a long time,

943
01:01:19,521 --> 01:01:20,620
a really long time.

944
01:01:20,622 --> 01:01:22,057
But she had this...

945
01:01:23,025 --> 01:01:25,459
This total faith

946
01:01:25,461 --> 01:01:27,294
that if she could just touch Jesus,

947
01:01:27,296 --> 01:01:29,396
just touch his clothes,

948
01:01:29,398 --> 01:01:31,665
that she would be healed.

949
01:01:31,667 --> 01:01:34,134
And that's exactly what she did.

950
01:01:34,136 --> 01:01:35,703
She broke through the crowd,

951
01:01:35,705 --> 01:01:37,573
and with everything that she had,

952
01:01:38,708 --> 01:01:40,075
she reached for Him.

953
01:01:43,045 --> 01:01:46,380
Just like I see you do at every single concert, Melissa,

954
01:01:46,382 --> 01:01:48,117
reaching out in faith,

955
01:01:49,151 --> 01:01:50,552
touching heaven.

956
01:01:54,623 --> 01:01:55,889
Can we do something special

957
01:01:55,891 --> 01:01:58,358
for the most special person in my life tonight?

958
01:02:01,397 --> 01:02:03,363
Can we pray for her?

959
01:02:03,365 --> 01:02:06,166
Because I believe that God still heals.

960
01:02:06,168 --> 01:02:09,104
- You guys agree? - Yeah!

961
01:02:10,072 --> 01:02:11,706
Yes.

962
01:02:11,708 --> 01:02:12,906
Anyone who's sitting around her,

963
01:02:12,908 --> 01:02:15,609
why don't you go ahead and lay a hand on her.

964
01:02:15,611 --> 01:02:18,313
If not, just put your hands in the air.

965
01:02:27,122 --> 01:02:29,024
God, heal the love of my life.

966
01:02:34,663 --> 01:02:36,198
Heal her tonight.

967
01:02:55,417 --> 01:02:57,586
Melissa, your hair isn't what makes you beautiful.

968
01:03:02,391 --> 01:03:03,457
Hey.

969
01:03:03,459 --> 01:03:04,460
A...

970
01:03:05,695 --> 01:03:07,394
Why don't you go take a walk or something?

971
01:03:07,396 --> 01:03:09,498
This is kind of a big deal for her.

972
01:03:10,632 --> 01:03:12,432
- Okay. - Yeah.

973
01:03:12,434 --> 01:03:13,533
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to...

974
01:03:13,535 --> 01:03:15,604
No, no, no. It's okay. Just, you know...

975
01:03:16,505 --> 01:03:17,571
All right.

976
01:03:37,192 --> 01:03:38,625
Yeah. You know, she's...

977
01:03:38,627 --> 01:03:41,428
Um, she's living at home now.

978
01:03:41,430 --> 01:03:43,463
I'm just helping take care of her.

979
01:03:43,465 --> 01:03:45,599
And I just think that, um...

980
01:03:45,601 --> 01:03:47,302
That school can wait.

981
01:03:48,670 --> 01:03:51,206
Right now, this is the only thing that matters to me.

982
01:03:52,608 --> 01:03:55,077
So, I'll be a semester,

983
01:03:55,778 --> 01:03:57,145
maybe more.

984
01:03:58,781 --> 01:04:01,281
Well, son, that's noble.

985
01:04:01,283 --> 01:04:04,353
But I wonder, is it really wise?

986
01:04:07,155 --> 01:04:08,590
Well, it's, uh...

987
01:04:09,424 --> 01:04:11,126
It's what's necessary, sir.

988
01:04:17,165 --> 01:04:19,232
So, even after the chemotherapy,

989
01:04:19,234 --> 01:04:22,437
we're seeing growth in your scan.

990
01:04:25,842 --> 01:04:28,174
I'm seeing them on your ovaries.

991
01:04:28,176 --> 01:04:29,511
And I'm sorry,

992
01:04:30,847 --> 01:04:34,414
but you're going to need a hysterectomy.

993
01:04:34,416 --> 01:04:38,151
I know that this is a serious decision,

994
01:04:38,153 --> 01:04:40,320
but I recommend that it be done very soon.

995
01:04:40,322 --> 01:04:41,388
How soon?

996
01:04:41,390 --> 01:04:43,425
In the next week, two at the most.

997
01:04:45,627 --> 01:04:48,461
Our doctors are extremely skilled, and the risks are low.

998
01:04:48,463 --> 01:04:50,530
Wait.

999
01:04:50,532 --> 01:04:53,268
Are you telling me that I'm not gonna be able to have children?

1000
01:04:56,204 --> 01:04:57,270
I'm afraid so.

1001
01:04:57,272 --> 01:04:58,307
Hey. It's okay.

1002
01:05:00,810 --> 01:05:02,712
No, no, it's not.

1003
01:05:03,846 --> 01:05:05,213
I love kids.

1004
01:05:06,248 --> 01:05:08,582
You're so good with kids.

1005
01:05:08,584 --> 01:05:11,251
Melissa, it's my professional opinion

1006
01:05:11,253 --> 01:05:13,288
that this is absolutely necessary,

1007
01:05:14,456 --> 01:05:16,156
given your condition

1008
01:05:16,158 --> 01:05:17,257
and what we're seeing on the tests.

1009
01:05:17,259 --> 01:05:19,860
Well, then run more tests, please. Just run more tests.

1010
01:05:19,862 --> 01:05:21,129
We've run them all.

1011
01:05:22,464 --> 01:05:24,099
And they're very conclusive.

1012
01:05:25,300 --> 01:05:26,366
Mmm.

1013
01:05:33,676 --> 01:05:35,210
Want me to make you something?

1014
01:05:36,511 --> 01:05:37,814
No, I got it.

1015
01:05:39,716 --> 01:05:41,516
- Here. Let me do it. - No, no. It's okay.

1016
01:05:42,484 --> 01:05:44,119
I need a second.

1017
01:06:24,694 --> 01:06:25,695
Oh!

1018
01:06:32,367 --> 01:06:34,169
Oh, no. Oh, God.

1019
01:06:37,339 --> 01:06:38,505
Hey.

1020
01:06:38,507 --> 01:06:40,810
No, no. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

1021
01:06:42,611 --> 01:06:45,614
Okay, okay. I just can't...

1022
01:06:57,325 --> 01:06:58,693
Welcome back to The Fish,

1023
01:06:58,695 --> 01:06:59,694
The Angels,

1024
01:06:59,696 --> 01:07:00,828
and we have a great young artist

1025
01:07:00,830 --> 01:07:02,063
in the studio with us today, Jeremy Camp.

1026
01:07:02,065 --> 01:07:04,899
Yes. And Jeremy's gonna do some songs

1027
01:07:04,901 --> 01:07:06,499
live for us in just a minute.

1028
01:07:06,501 --> 01:07:07,667
But first, Jeremy,

1029
01:07:07,669 --> 01:07:10,437
you have some pretty big news you wanted to share with us?

1030
01:07:10,439 --> 01:07:11,538
I do, yeah.

1031
01:07:11,540 --> 01:07:13,506
First off, thank you so much for having me.

1032
01:07:13,508 --> 01:07:17,477
Um, for everyone listening, my fiancee's name is Melissa.

1033
01:07:17,479 --> 01:07:18,846
Uh,

1034
01:07:18,848 --> 01:07:21,281
she has a huge surgery coming up this week,

1035
01:07:21,283 --> 01:07:22,950
and it's really serious.

1036
01:07:22,952 --> 01:07:25,720
And basically, she needs a miracle.

1037
01:07:25,722 --> 01:07:28,354
So I just wanted to ask everyone listening,

1038
01:07:28,356 --> 01:07:31,391
if you could just stop what you're doing and pray.

1039
01:07:31,393 --> 01:07:33,928
I'll do the playing. You guys do the praying.

1040
01:07:33,930 --> 01:07:35,562
Thank you.

1041
01:08:20,877 --> 01:08:22,410
- Hey, buddy. - Hey.

1042
01:08:22,945 --> 01:08:24,044
I, uh...

1043
01:08:24,046 --> 01:08:25,748
I stopped by the radio station,

1044
01:08:27,016 --> 01:08:29,083
and it's like the whole city's praying.

1045
01:08:29,085 --> 01:08:31,018
Dude, these letters are pouring in from everywhere.

1046
01:08:31,020 --> 01:08:32,652
No way.

1047
01:08:32,654 --> 01:08:34,891
I thought you'd want to have them.

1048
01:08:35,958 --> 01:08:37,357
Hang in there.

1049
01:08:37,359 --> 01:08:38,527
Thanks, man.

1050
01:09:00,783 --> 01:09:02,051
Can I sit with you?

1051
01:09:03,418 --> 01:09:04,419
Yeah.

1052
01:09:16,098 --> 01:09:18,567
It's so weird seeing her here.

1053
01:09:19,936 --> 01:09:21,636
She's always been the strong one.

1054
01:09:24,740 --> 01:09:26,042
Yeah.

1055
01:09:28,044 --> 01:09:30,913
I'm really glad that in the midst of all of this,

1056
01:09:32,414 --> 01:09:33,716
someone is choosing her,

1057
01:09:35,117 --> 01:09:36,752
someone really special.

1058
01:09:38,420 --> 01:09:41,521
Thank you for giving her a chance...

1059
01:09:41,523 --> 01:09:42,524
Jeremy!

1060
01:09:42,792 --> 01:09:43,793
Jeremy!

1061
01:09:47,196 --> 01:09:48,461
Yeah.

1062
01:10:02,577 --> 01:10:03,744
Mmm.

1063
01:10:10,152 --> 01:10:11,153
Hey.

1064
01:10:12,889 --> 01:10:13,890
Jeremy.

1065
01:10:21,463 --> 01:10:23,063
Your cancer,

1066
01:10:23,065 --> 01:10:25,065
it's gone.

1067
01:10:25,067 --> 01:10:27,069
They didn't go through with the surgery.

1068
01:10:28,704 --> 01:10:30,072
You're cancer-free.

1069
01:10:31,673 --> 01:10:34,176
And that is the story you're gonna tell our kids one day.

1070
01:10:41,183 --> 01:10:42,683
You know what you are?

1071
01:10:42,685 --> 01:10:44,617
If anyone here has ever wondered

1072
01:10:44,619 --> 01:10:45,788
if miracles still happen,

1073
01:10:47,056 --> 01:10:48,991
or if God still heals,

1074
01:10:51,093 --> 01:10:52,226
then I wanna introduce you

1075
01:10:52,228 --> 01:10:54,196
to the most beautiful girl in this room.

1076
01:11:22,657 --> 01:11:23,993
You're a miracle.

1077
01:11:25,660 --> 01:11:26,829
That's what you are.

1078
01:11:38,975 --> 01:11:40,209
It's unbelievable.

1079
01:11:41,143 --> 01:11:44,111
I spoke to the doctor myself.

1080
01:11:44,113 --> 01:11:46,680
There is literally no medical explanation,

1081
01:11:46,682 --> 01:11:48,614
none whatsoever.

1082
01:11:48,616 --> 01:11:49,683
That is awesome.

1083
01:11:49,685 --> 01:11:50,951
For everyone listening out there,

1084
01:11:50,953 --> 01:11:52,686
on positive, encouraging K-LOVE,

1085
01:11:52,688 --> 01:11:54,888
she's 100% cancer-free.

1086
01:11:54,890 --> 01:11:56,622
Amen. Yes, she is.

1087
01:12:40,736 --> 01:12:42,836
I will love you,

1088
01:12:42,838 --> 01:12:44,772
cherish you,

1089
01:12:44,774 --> 01:12:45,841
honor you,

1090
01:12:46,942 --> 01:12:49,309
every moment of every day

1091
01:12:49,311 --> 01:12:50,813
without hesitation

1092
01:12:51,613 --> 01:12:52,782
and never looking back.

1093
01:12:53,983 --> 01:12:56,250
I'll encourage you,

1094
01:12:56,252 --> 01:12:57,720
lift you up,

1095
01:12:58,788 --> 01:13:00,788
I'll be your muse

1096
01:13:00,790 --> 01:13:03,025
and your anchor.

1097
01:13:04,760 --> 01:13:06,628
I'll be the love of your life

1098
01:13:07,730 --> 01:13:10,199
and your biggest fan.

1099
01:13:11,367 --> 01:13:13,302
Until death do we part.

1100
01:13:14,370 --> 01:13:16,739
Nope, past that.

1101
01:13:18,007 --> 01:13:19,742
I will love you past that.

1102
01:13:22,378 --> 01:13:25,214
Son, you may kiss the bride.

1103
01:13:31,153 --> 01:13:32,652
Ladies and gentlemen,

1104
01:13:32,654 --> 01:13:35,022
- Mr. and Mrs. Jeremy Camp. - Aw.

1105
01:14:37,853 --> 01:14:39,753
Through the storm and out the other side.

1106
01:14:39,755 --> 01:14:40,756
Can you believe it?

1107
01:14:41,423 --> 01:14:42,791
Mmm-mmm.

1108
01:14:45,995 --> 01:14:48,898
Thank you, Jeremy Camp.

1109
01:14:50,266 --> 01:14:53,500
I think I would have died without you.

1110
01:14:53,502 --> 01:14:55,738
I would have been lost and alone at sea.

1111
01:14:58,374 --> 01:15:00,843
God sent you to save me.

1112
01:15:04,947 --> 01:15:07,781
Melissa Camp.

1113
01:15:07,783 --> 01:15:10,217
I like the sound of that.

1114
01:15:10,219 --> 01:15:11,518
- Ready? - Yeah.

1115
01:15:11,520 --> 01:15:14,356
- Okay. One, two, three. - ...two, three.

1116
01:15:22,131 --> 01:15:22,932
What did you wish for?

1117
01:15:24,233 --> 01:15:25,801
I wrote down some names...

1118
01:15:26,902 --> 01:15:29,136
Names I've been dreaming of.

1119
01:15:29,138 --> 01:15:31,006
- Family? - Mmm-hmm.

1120
01:15:35,277 --> 01:15:38,178
I've got a surprise for you tomorrow.

1121
01:15:38,180 --> 01:15:39,348
- Really? - Mmm-hmm.

1122
01:16:16,085 --> 01:16:17,150
Phew.

1123
01:16:17,152 --> 01:16:19,154
That's, uh, so strange.

1124
01:16:19,989 --> 01:16:21,088
What?

1125
01:16:21,090 --> 01:16:23,357
Oh, uh... I don't know.

1126
01:16:23,359 --> 01:16:24,958
You've never been sailing

1127
01:16:24,960 --> 01:16:26,295
and I'm the one who gets sick.

1128
01:16:37,973 --> 01:16:40,841
♪ Will I believe You

1129
01:16:40,843 --> 01:16:43,078
♪ When You say

1130
01:16:45,281 --> 01:16:51,053
♪ That Your hand will guide me In every way

1131
01:17:00,329 --> 01:17:03,063
♪ Walk by me

1132
01:17:12,608 --> 01:17:16,145
Jeremy. Hey. Hey.

1133
01:17:21,317 --> 01:17:23,085
Something's wrong.

1134
01:17:24,953 --> 01:17:28,257
Something is really wrong.

1135
01:17:39,902 --> 01:17:40,969
Hey.

1136
01:17:41,637 --> 01:17:42,838
How does it feel?

1137
01:17:54,383 --> 01:17:56,416
- Jeremy. - Hey. Wanna come in?

1138
01:17:56,418 --> 01:17:58,587
No. Actually, let's talk out here.

1139
01:18:05,494 --> 01:18:07,060
So, what's going on?

1140
01:18:07,062 --> 01:18:09,998
She's having a little pain, feeling bloated.

1141
01:18:11,567 --> 01:18:14,503
Liss, hey. I'm sure it's fine.

1142
01:18:15,337 --> 01:18:16,670
The cancer's come back.

1143
01:18:16,672 --> 01:18:18,874
It's spreading rapidly. It's all over her body.

1144
01:18:25,080 --> 01:18:27,547
Okay. What does that mean?

1145
01:18:27,549 --> 01:18:29,583
That means we have to have another surgery?

1146
01:18:29,585 --> 01:18:32,619
No. No more surgeries.

1147
01:18:32,621 --> 01:18:33,622
What? Chemo then?

1148
01:18:35,991 --> 01:18:38,026
No. We're stopping treatments.

1149
01:18:39,395 --> 01:18:41,461
There's nothing else we can do.

1150
01:18:41,463 --> 01:18:42,529
I'm afraid to say

1151
01:18:42,531 --> 01:18:44,133
she only has a few weeks,

1152
01:18:45,134 --> 01:18:46,402
a couple months at the most.

1153
01:18:48,070 --> 01:18:49,405
I'm so sorry, Jeremy.

1154
01:19:38,020 --> 01:19:39,021
I'll be right back.

1155
01:20:43,252 --> 01:20:44,719
Okay.

1156
01:20:44,721 --> 01:20:46,188
This should help with the pain.

1157
01:20:51,326 --> 01:20:52,327
Squirt.

1158
01:20:54,263 --> 01:20:55,531
Clamp.

1159
01:20:57,099 --> 01:20:58,100
Swab.

1160
01:21:11,647 --> 01:21:12,648
Okay.

1161
01:21:15,785 --> 01:21:16,786
We got this.

1162
01:21:23,191 --> 01:21:24,359
We got this.

1163
01:21:30,465 --> 01:21:33,734
Is there a concert I didn't know about?

1164
01:21:33,736 --> 01:21:36,338
Not a great turnout, Jeremy Camp.

1165
01:21:38,407 --> 01:21:40,108
No. I just wanted you to see it.

1166
01:21:43,378 --> 01:21:44,379
See what?

1167
01:21:46,281 --> 01:21:47,449
Where it happened for me.

1168
01:21:49,551 --> 01:21:50,787
This is where I was standing.

1169
01:21:52,889 --> 01:21:54,556
Right here,

1170
01:21:55,758 --> 01:21:57,457
when I fell in love with you.

1171
01:21:59,796 --> 01:22:01,597
Come on. "Fell in love?"

1172
01:22:02,765 --> 01:22:04,499
- On the first night? - Yeah.

1173
01:22:07,937 --> 01:22:09,806
You were sitting right there.

1174
01:22:12,909 --> 01:22:17,880
The girl who sat there seems so far away now.

1175
01:22:20,817 --> 01:22:22,819
I feel like a shadow of her.

1176
01:22:26,288 --> 01:22:27,623
On our first date,

1177
01:22:29,458 --> 01:22:30,760
you said,

1178
01:22:32,829 --> 01:22:33,928
"Some stars

1179
01:22:33,930 --> 01:22:35,597
"shine brighter than others."

1180
01:22:37,900 --> 01:22:40,502
You know the stars that shine the brightest?

1181
01:22:44,941 --> 01:22:47,175
The ones with the shortest life.

1182
01:22:49,444 --> 01:22:50,880
And when they die,

1183
01:22:52,749 --> 01:22:56,650
they explode in a supernova.

1184
01:22:56,652 --> 01:22:57,653
It's...

1185
01:22:58,654 --> 01:23:00,522
It's the most beautiful thing.

1186
01:23:02,357 --> 01:23:05,928
Color and light all mixed together,

1187
01:23:08,765 --> 01:23:09,932
God's painting.

1188
01:23:12,902 --> 01:23:14,969
The death of a single star

1189
01:23:14,971 --> 01:23:17,570
outshines everything else in the galaxy.

1190
01:23:17,572 --> 01:23:18,573
Melissa.

1191
01:23:23,913 --> 01:23:25,980
What if I'm not supposed to be healed?

1192
01:23:25,982 --> 01:23:28,350
No, don't. Don't.

1193
01:23:29,518 --> 01:23:30,383
Don't say that.

1194
01:23:30,385 --> 01:23:32,487
I want you to promise me something.

1195
01:23:35,758 --> 01:23:37,490
I want you to find someone else.

1196
01:23:37,492 --> 01:23:38,895
Don't. Don't.

1197
01:23:50,472 --> 01:23:51,974
You're going to be healed.

1198
01:23:54,811 --> 01:23:55,910
I promise you that.

1199
01:23:55,912 --> 01:23:56,913
Jeremy.

1200
01:23:59,281 --> 01:24:00,615
Would you just stop?

1201
01:24:03,820 --> 01:24:06,956
Stop making promises that aren't yours to make.

1202
01:24:37,954 --> 01:24:39,086
Jeez. Did I forget the dose?

1203
01:24:39,088 --> 01:24:41,554
It hurts. It hurts.

1204
01:24:41,556 --> 01:24:42,957
So bad.

1205
01:24:42,959 --> 01:24:44,657
- I'm okay. I'm okay. - Melissa. No. You're not okay.

1206
01:24:44,659 --> 01:24:45,726
- Come on. - No. I'm okay.

1207
01:24:45,728 --> 01:24:47,362
We're going to the hospital. Come on.

1208
01:24:49,431 --> 01:24:51,968
Help! Somebody help!

1209
01:24:52,835 --> 01:24:54,068
Somebody help!

1210
01:24:54,070 --> 01:24:56,704
Nurse, we're gonna need a wheelchair!

1211
01:25:30,840 --> 01:25:32,541
When's the last time you slept?

1212
01:25:39,015 --> 01:25:41,081
Go home. Get some rest. Go shower.

1213
01:25:41,083 --> 01:25:43,583
- We got this. - I can't.

1214
01:25:43,585 --> 01:25:44,854
Just get a few hours.

1215
01:25:46,555 --> 01:25:47,855
Come on. Go home.

1216
01:25:50,625 --> 01:25:51,961
She is my home.

1217
01:26:13,716 --> 01:26:14,717
Hey.

1218
01:26:16,185 --> 01:26:17,385
Hey.

1219
01:26:28,663 --> 01:26:29,999
Did you finish the song,

1220
01:26:32,001 --> 01:26:34,003
the one from our honeymoon?

1221
01:26:36,839 --> 01:26:38,406
Yeah.

1222
01:26:40,142 --> 01:26:42,044
Will you please play it for me?

1223
01:27:21,650 --> 01:27:26,989
♪ Would you believe me When I say

1224
01:27:28,523 --> 01:27:32,929
♪ That Your hand Will guide every way

1225
01:27:35,064 --> 01:27:41,037
♪ Every moment, every day

1226
01:27:43,940 --> 01:27:48,811
♪ Well, I will walk by faith

1227
01:27:50,947 --> 01:27:54,884
♪ Even when I don't see

1228
01:27:57,687 --> 01:28:02,524
♪ Even a broken road

1229
01:28:03,960 --> 01:28:08,030
♪ Prepares Your will for me

1230
01:28:18,007 --> 01:28:23,578
♪ Well, I will walk by faith

1231
01:28:26,983 --> 01:28:30,820
♪ Even when I don't see

1232
01:28:35,191 --> 01:28:39,661
♪ Even when I don't see

1233
01:28:55,211 --> 01:28:59,148
That was so beautiful.

1234
01:29:24,373 --> 01:29:25,573
Are you okay?

1235
01:29:31,947 --> 01:29:32,948
You okay?

1236
01:29:35,284 --> 01:29:36,285
It's God.

1237
01:29:38,087 --> 01:29:39,353
- It's God. - What do you mean?

1238
01:29:39,355 --> 01:29:41,221
I'm healed.

1239
01:29:41,223 --> 01:29:43,323
It doesn't hurt anymore. I can't feel it.

1240
01:29:43,325 --> 01:29:44,725
You were right.

1241
01:29:44,727 --> 01:29:46,326
I'm telling you, I'm healed.

1242
01:29:46,328 --> 01:29:47,361
I think I'm okay. I think I'm okay.

1243
01:29:47,363 --> 01:29:48,996
Babe, lie down, lie down. I'll get the doctor.

1244
01:29:48,998 --> 01:29:50,232
You have to believe me.

1245
01:29:51,700 --> 01:29:52,768
Just believe me.

1246
01:29:54,236 --> 01:29:55,271
I'm okay.

1247
01:29:56,671 --> 01:29:59,239
Okay. I'm gonna get the doctor.

1248
01:29:59,241 --> 01:30:01,408
Excuse me, can I get a doctor for my wife?

1249
01:30:01,410 --> 01:30:03,243
Okay. Slow down. What's the issue?

1250
01:30:03,245 --> 01:30:06,680
Dr. Furst, Melissa's awake.

1251
01:30:07,783 --> 01:30:10,019
Someone help! Someone help!

1252
01:30:20,296 --> 01:30:21,629
I love you.

1253
01:30:34,410 --> 01:30:35,945
She's with Jesus.

1254
01:30:42,184 --> 01:30:43,285
No.

1255
01:30:50,426 --> 01:30:52,795
I didn't get to say goodbye.

1256
01:31:05,474 --> 01:31:07,074
I'm Tom Camp.

1257
01:31:07,076 --> 01:31:08,976
I'm looking for my son, Jeremy.

1258
01:31:08,978 --> 01:31:10,212
Mr. Camp.

1259
01:31:11,247 --> 01:31:12,880
He's still in the room.

1260
01:32:47,243 --> 01:32:49,142
Get some sleep.

1261
01:32:49,144 --> 01:32:50,410
See you in the morning.

1262
01:32:50,412 --> 01:32:53,814
Mom and I will have breakfast ready for you when you get up.

1263
01:32:53,816 --> 01:32:54,984
Dad?

1264
01:32:58,988 --> 01:33:00,089
Can I ask you a question?

1265
01:33:02,591 --> 01:33:03,859
Anything.

1266
01:33:11,267 --> 01:33:13,969
I remember I prayed and prayed in this room

1267
01:33:16,305 --> 01:33:18,007
for Josh to be born healthy.

1268
01:33:21,076 --> 01:33:22,511
It didn't happen.

1269
01:33:24,947 --> 01:33:27,116
And you prayed for so long for your ministry.

1270
01:33:30,486 --> 01:33:31,487
Still nothing.

1271
01:33:33,555 --> 01:33:35,924
Dad, I begged God to heal Melissa.

1272
01:33:41,630 --> 01:33:43,332
What am I supposed to do with that?

1273
01:33:49,938 --> 01:33:53,573
Are you asking if Josh's disabilities

1274
01:33:53,575 --> 01:33:54,810
were disappointing?

1275
01:33:59,048 --> 01:34:00,382
Yes, they are.

1276
01:34:04,086 --> 01:34:06,586
Did I have big dreams that didn't come true?

1277
01:34:06,588 --> 01:34:07,589
Sure.

1278
01:34:10,959 --> 01:34:14,129
Do I understand why Melissa isn't here anymore?

1279
01:34:17,299 --> 01:34:19,468
No, son, I don't.

1280
01:34:22,905 --> 01:34:23,906
I'm sorry.

1281
01:34:26,975 --> 01:34:28,844
But I know my life is full.

1282
01:34:32,348 --> 01:34:34,014
I feel rich,

1283
01:34:34,016 --> 01:34:35,451
and I'm proud of this family.

1284
01:34:40,322 --> 01:34:41,521
Honestly, at the time,

1285
01:34:41,523 --> 01:34:44,091
I didn't agree with what you did.

1286
01:34:44,093 --> 01:34:45,327
I didn't understand it.

1287
01:34:48,230 --> 01:34:51,033
You chose willingly to walk into the fire with her.

1288
01:34:52,634 --> 01:34:55,237
Right beside her, all the way to the end.

1289
01:34:59,608 --> 01:35:01,241
But then,

1290
01:35:01,243 --> 01:35:05,114
that's exactly what I would do for your mom and you boys.

1291
01:35:08,183 --> 01:35:09,518
That's what love is.

1292
01:35:15,124 --> 01:35:17,292
And I got to watch my son do that.

1293
01:35:19,696 --> 01:35:20,896
For his wife.

1294
01:35:22,598 --> 01:35:23,532
That was a privilege.

1295
01:35:27,603 --> 01:35:30,272
I don't know the answers to your questions.

1296
01:35:34,176 --> 01:35:35,377
But I do know this,

1297
01:35:37,279 --> 01:35:38,645
that my life is not full

1298
01:35:38,647 --> 01:35:41,049
in spite of the disappointments.

1299
01:35:45,187 --> 01:35:46,689
It's full because of them.

1300
01:35:53,128 --> 01:35:54,263
I'm proud of you.

1301
01:35:56,999 --> 01:35:58,066
I love you, Dad.

1302
01:36:27,262 --> 01:36:28,263
Jeremy.

1303
01:36:30,265 --> 01:36:32,098
I'm healed.

1304
01:36:32,100 --> 01:36:34,100
I think I'm healed. It's God.

1305
01:36:34,102 --> 01:36:36,403
You know the stars that shine the brightest?

1306
01:36:36,405 --> 01:36:38,038
The ones with the shortest life.

1307
01:36:38,040 --> 01:36:39,172
You're going to be healed.

1308
01:36:39,174 --> 01:36:40,607
I need a doctor!

1309
01:36:40,609 --> 01:36:42,108
I promise you.

1310
01:36:42,110 --> 01:36:43,477
It doesn't hurt anymore.

1311
01:36:43,479 --> 01:36:44,511
I can't feel it.

1312
01:36:44,513 --> 01:36:47,080
You were right. You have to believe...

1313
01:37:04,633 --> 01:37:06,068
Why did You do this?

1314
01:38:28,818 --> 01:38:29,819
Jeremy.

1315
01:38:31,888 --> 01:38:34,922
I know you'll find this someday.

1316
01:38:34,924 --> 01:38:39,694
See? I'm finally letting you read my journal.

1317
01:38:39,696 --> 01:38:43,432
And I've thought a lot about the day I realized I loved you.

1318
01:38:44,701 --> 01:38:45,702
Remember?

1319
01:38:52,875 --> 01:38:58,211
I just watched you there, awestruck by your gift.

1320
01:38:58,213 --> 01:39:01,383
Knowing God would use it someday to touch the world.

1321
01:39:02,651 --> 01:39:04,887
I felt that day the same way I do now.

1322
01:39:08,825 --> 01:39:11,293
You're asleep on my shoulder right now.

1323
01:39:12,661 --> 01:39:13,794
I guess one of the benefits

1324
01:39:13,796 --> 01:39:16,164
of the pain is that it's hard to sleep.

1325
01:39:17,432 --> 01:39:21,368
Which means I have a lot of time to think.

1326
01:39:21,370 --> 01:39:23,570
And I've thought a lot about the stories

1327
01:39:23,572 --> 01:39:26,341
you love to tell at your concerts.

1328
01:39:27,409 --> 01:39:28,811
You're so good at it.

1329
01:39:30,212 --> 01:39:31,446
Ancient stories,

1330
01:39:32,314 --> 01:39:34,249
still relevant and true.

1331
01:39:35,718 --> 01:39:38,788
In one story, God grants healing.

1332
01:39:39,756 --> 01:39:42,489
Miracles do happen.

1333
01:39:42,491 --> 01:39:46,428
Yet to another, His call is to suffer, and even die.

1334
01:39:48,731 --> 01:39:50,532
And I realized something,

1335
01:39:52,601 --> 01:39:55,602
they both have value.

1336
01:39:55,604 --> 01:39:58,906
Because each is a chapter in a bigger story.

1337
01:39:58,908 --> 01:40:03,576
Each is the stroke of a brush on His beautiful canvas.

1338
01:40:03,578 --> 01:40:09,418
Each is the light of one star helping to form a galaxy.

1339
01:40:11,921 --> 01:40:13,821
And I think I'm one of those lucky people

1340
01:40:13,823 --> 01:40:15,624
meant to experience both.

1341
01:40:17,626 --> 01:40:19,960
I had my miracle.

1342
01:40:19,962 --> 01:40:22,699
It led to the perfect day with you.

1343
01:40:23,331 --> 01:40:25,665
It was enough.

1344
01:40:25,667 --> 01:40:29,737
I've learned that suffering doesn't destroy faith,

1345
01:40:29,739 --> 01:40:30,907
it refines it.

1346
01:40:32,507 --> 01:40:34,875
And God is worth trusting.

1347
01:40:34,877 --> 01:40:37,212
Even when we can't see.

1348
01:40:38,547 --> 01:40:40,480
I'm safe in His arms

1349
01:40:40,482 --> 01:40:42,683
going bravely into the light with a peace

1350
01:40:42,685 --> 01:40:45,287
that I can't understand.

1351
01:41:01,070 --> 01:41:03,638
So, do one thing for me, Jeremy Camp,

1352
01:41:04,473 --> 01:41:06,306
for my sake.

1353
01:41:06,308 --> 01:41:09,812
For the sake of your gift and everyone meant to hear it.

1354
01:41:13,448 --> 01:41:14,449
When you're ready,

1355
01:41:17,687 --> 01:41:18,921
pick up your guitar.

1356
01:42:55,718 --> 01:42:57,584
And now, we have an artist

1357
01:42:57,586 --> 01:42:59,186
with his first gold record

1358
01:42:59,188 --> 01:43:02,122
with five number one hit singles.

1359
01:43:02,124 --> 01:43:03,958
He has a story to tell.

1360
01:43:03,960 --> 01:43:07,427
Let's welcome my friend Jeremy Camp.

1361
01:43:24,080 --> 01:43:25,445
What's going on, guys?

1362
01:43:25,447 --> 01:43:27,083
My name is Jeremy Camp.

1363
01:43:27,717 --> 01:43:29,750
Uh...

1364
01:43:29,752 --> 01:43:34,487
A few years ago, I met a girl named Melissa,

1365
01:43:34,489 --> 01:43:37,159
and she is, and always will be, the love of my life.

1366
01:43:38,660 --> 01:43:41,561
Melissa died with this incomprehensible,

1367
01:43:41,563 --> 01:43:43,797
selfless faith.

1368
01:43:43,799 --> 01:43:46,802
She was always reaching for heaven.

1369
01:43:49,138 --> 01:43:51,007
And I believe she finally touched it.

1370
01:43:54,010 --> 01:43:55,342
I believe she finally touched it,

1371
01:43:55,344 --> 01:43:58,746
and she had to tell me that there would be another day,

1372
01:43:58,748 --> 01:44:00,748
with no more pain,

1373
01:44:00,750 --> 01:44:02,615
with no more tears, with no more sorrow,

1374
01:44:02,617 --> 01:44:05,922
another day where I would get to see her again.

1375
01:44:07,690 --> 01:44:11,591
I know I'm not the only one hurting here today.

1376
01:44:11,593 --> 01:44:13,559
She told me that if just one person's life

1377
01:44:13,561 --> 01:44:14,962
was changed by her story,

1378
01:44:14,964 --> 01:44:16,596
then it would've all been worth it.

1379
01:44:16,598 --> 01:44:17,632
Just one.

1380
01:44:20,669 --> 01:44:21,936
So, this one's for her.

1381
01:44:34,616 --> 01:44:40,122
♪ I still believe In Your faithfulness

1382
01:44:44,827 --> 01:44:50,532
♪ I still believe in Your truth

1383
01:44:55,071 --> 01:45:01,509
♪ I still believe In Your holy word

1384
01:45:04,113 --> 01:45:09,750
♪ Even when I don't see I still believe

1385
01:45:20,562 --> 01:45:24,732
♪ Though the questions Fog up my mind

1386
01:45:24,734 --> 01:45:28,204
♪ With promises I still seem to bear

1387
01:45:29,939 --> 01:45:34,742
♪ Even when answers Slowly unwind

1388
01:45:34,744 --> 01:45:39,313
♪ It's my heart I see You prepare

1389
01:45:39,315 --> 01:45:43,953
♪ But it's now that I feel

1390
01:45:44,854 --> 01:45:47,622
♪ Your grace fall like rain

1391
01:45:48,791 --> 01:45:53,027
♪ From every fingertip

1392
01:45:53,029 --> 01:45:57,831
♪ Washing away my pain

1393
01:45:57,833 --> 01:45:59,135
♪ Yeah

1394
01:46:00,970 --> 01:46:06,142
♪ I still believe In Your holy word

1395
01:46:09,879 --> 01:46:16,786
♪ Even when I don't see I still believe

1396
01:46:18,921 --> 01:46:21,724
♪ I still believe

1397
01:46:23,959 --> 01:46:27,261
♪ I still believe

1398
01:46:27,263 --> 01:46:29,096
♪ Oh

1399
01:46:29,098 --> 01:46:35,971
♪ I still believe in You

1400
01:46:44,413 --> 01:46:46,013
♪ I still believe

1401
01:47:13,209 --> 01:47:15,109
Jeremy.

1402
01:47:15,111 --> 01:47:17,978
Uh, you don't, uh, know me.

1403
01:47:17,980 --> 01:47:20,850
I feel like I knew her, your wife.

1404
01:47:22,418 --> 01:47:23,651
Melissa.

1405
01:47:25,988 --> 01:47:27,821
I was there the night that you prayed over her.

1406
01:47:27,823 --> 01:47:29,358
We were the next band.

1407
01:47:30,893 --> 01:47:33,026
I'd just gotten in from South Africa

1408
01:47:33,028 --> 01:47:36,298
and I was, uh, going through a really hard time.

1409
01:47:37,800 --> 01:47:41,101
And I honestly was trapped

1410
01:47:41,103 --> 01:47:45,107
in this web of, like, apathy and disappointment.

1411
01:47:48,177 --> 01:47:51,914
I had lost someone close to me.

1412
01:47:54,383 --> 01:47:56,685
I was angry and hurt and...

1413
01:47:58,487 --> 01:48:00,821
I thought the world was full of hypocrites

1414
01:48:00,823 --> 01:48:03,058
and I was the worst of them.

1415
01:48:04,793 --> 01:48:06,929
I guess I just wanted to know

1416
01:48:08,497 --> 01:48:12,868
that God was real, somewhere in the universe,

1417
01:48:15,804 --> 01:48:17,938
like, to a person.

1418
01:48:17,940 --> 01:48:21,210
An actual person in an actual, meaningful way.

1419
01:48:22,745 --> 01:48:23,877
And I looked at her,

1420
01:48:23,879 --> 01:48:25,913
your wife, that night.

1421
01:48:25,915 --> 01:48:29,885
She was, like, glowing

1422
01:48:31,754 --> 01:48:33,956
with something I've never had.

1423
01:48:35,090 --> 01:48:36,926
Her story and your story, it...

1424
01:48:37,960 --> 01:48:39,795
It rescued me.

1425
01:48:45,301 --> 01:48:46,802
I'm the one

1426
01:48:48,938 --> 01:48:50,873
whose life was changed.

1427
01:48:51,974 --> 01:48:54,143
And there will be millions more.

1428
01:48:58,214 --> 01:49:00,015
I just wanted you to know that.

1429
01:49:01,183 --> 01:49:02,184
Thank you.

1430
01:49:04,220 --> 01:49:05,754
It means a lot.

1431
01:49:14,063 --> 01:49:15,529
Hey.

1432
01:49:15,531 --> 01:49:16,899
What's your name, again?

1433
01:49:18,133 --> 01:49:19,134
Adrienne.

1434
01:49:56,171 --> 01:49:57,806
You were right.

1435
01:49:59,608 --> 01:50:01,510
I've never seen stars like this before.

1436
01:50:06,315 --> 01:50:07,483
I love you, Melissa.

1437
01:50:10,286 --> 01:50:11,487
And I'm gonna tell your story.

1438
01:50:52,194 --> 01:50:53,527
I feel very protective

1439
01:50:53,529 --> 01:50:54,628
of Jeremy and Melissa's story,

1440
01:50:54,630 --> 01:50:56,463
I think, because of how much

1441
01:50:56,465 --> 01:50:58,265
the Lord did in my life.

1442
01:50:58,267 --> 01:51:00,536
That it was something that I needed to hear.

1443
01:51:03,172 --> 01:51:05,372
God was telling me to pick my guitar up, and I'm like,

1444
01:51:05,374 --> 01:51:06,907
"The last I wanna do is pick my guitar up."

1445
01:51:06,909 --> 01:51:11,044
I remember feeling the presence of God so thick in that room.

1446
01:51:11,046 --> 01:51:13,380
Like, just, like, I needed that.

1447
01:51:13,382 --> 01:51:17,119
Right what came out was just,

1448
01:51:18,053 --> 01:51:19,219
"Okay. I still believe."

1449
01:51:19,221 --> 01:51:22,556
Literally. Like, "I still believe in You."

1450
01:51:22,558 --> 01:51:25,325
That's what I wanted to say.

1451
01:51:25,327 --> 01:51:27,928
This is something that God gave me as a gift to heal me,

1452
01:51:27,930 --> 01:51:30,399


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01:51:27,930 --> 01:51:30,399
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