Transference: A Bipolar Love Story

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Subtitles by explosiveskull

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- Hi, thank you.
- Hi, that's all right.

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If you could get changed,

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and then I'll see
you for handover.

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All right, cool, see ya.

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See you downstairs.

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Thank you.

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I never
really liked going to school,

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but one thing I
enjoyed was physics.

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Newton's first law

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states an object
will remain at rest

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or in uniform motion
in a straight line,

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unless acted upon by
an external force.

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Hey, Katerina.

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Hi.

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Thanks for coming.

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How are you doing?

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Yeah, all right.

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- Feeling okay?
- Yeah.

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Settling in all right?

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Yeah.

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Good, so maybe I
want to speak to you

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about one of the patients in
particular that we've got.

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Natasha Wong, she's got
lung cancer with brain mets.

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Over the last 12 hours
she's been quite breathless.

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She's had a fair amount of pain,

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and I think we just need
to manage her expectations

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with regards to why she's here,

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and the fact that death is
probably quite imminent.

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She also would really
like to go home,

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so I think we'd have to
ask the Medical Board

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if that was advisable.

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At the moment, it
doesn't look like it.

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So, she's probably our
priority patient at the moment.

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The others are in
12, 13, and 14,

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and then Natasha is in 18.

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- Is that all right?
- Yeah.

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- That should be good.
- Brilliant, brilliant.

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See you outside.

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See you around.

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Morning.

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Hi.

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How are you?

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All right, Lisa said
I'm with you all day.

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That's nice!

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Did Lisa tell you that
Ted is coming today.

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He's coming about 12 o'clock.

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Yeah, she mentioned it.

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'Cause we have the
meeting with Dr. Haner.

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Oh, do you?

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We wanted to talk about
potentially me going home

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in the next few days.

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It's so weird, I've
been feeling...

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Well, it's weird
and it's not weird.

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I've been feeling so
much better recently and

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miracles happen.

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So, I've decided
I'm just gonna focus

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on what I want, and be positive.

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I feel like being here...

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It's really hard
to stay positive.

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It's okay.

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I want children.

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I've got so much ahead of me,

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and I just feel here
it's holding me back,

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and making me feel
like I can't have that.

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It's like I'm fighting.

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I just feel like if
I get out of here,

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I'll be able to focus
on being positive,

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and look into adoption.

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I know I can't have my own
children but maybe I can adopt.

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- You know?
- Yeah.

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Yeah, so I'm
hoping that Dr. Haner

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will

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help us

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to go on that journey.

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Okay.

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Natasha, first of all I gotta
say I love your attitude.

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It's so important
to stay positive,

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to do all of these
exercises that you're doing.

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Honestly, it's so great.

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About going home, obviously

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it does have to go
through the Medical Board,

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'cause there is a possibility
that you might not go home,

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at least not right now, anyway.

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So, do you want us to look into

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what can we do to give you
the best quality of life...

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Do you want
children, Katerina?

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Kids?

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Yeah.

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Yes.

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What would you
like, a boy or a girl?

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If I could choose

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it sounds so horrible but I
think a boy would be easier.

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Oh my God, me too!

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They're more fun,

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and we both, Ted
and I want two boys.

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Two, God!

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And I think going home
to prepare for all that,

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rather than being in here,

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feeling like I'm gonna die.

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I did notice when I walked in

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that you've got a new
painting right here.

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That's actually a
painting from a picture.

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I took a picture
in South Africa.

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What?

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You have to go,
it's incredible.

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The people are so
nice and you know.

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I really want to go.

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I'm gonna go in to the doctor,

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and ask what he gave
you this morning

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just to see

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see what you having
in you already.

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And then maybe talk to him

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about getting you just
a little something

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to get you through to lunch,
if that's okay with you.

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Okay.

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Do you need anything else?

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Maybe, some more biscuits.

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It's that kind of
day, we need sugar.

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Yeah.

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Okay, I'll see you later then.

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Okay, thank you, Katerina.

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Thank you.

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Hi.

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Hi.

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How are you doing?

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All right.

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You're from Norway, right?

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Yes, I am, hi,
Katerina Nielson.

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Hi, I'm Miguel.

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Nice to meet you.

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I'm the IPU leader.

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Hi, nice to meet you.

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Listen, I'm excellent
with all the work I do.

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It's best you come to me,

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if you need any
advice with drugs, or

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where to go after work.

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That's good to
know, and it's good

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that you know what
you are good at.

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Yeah, actually I do.

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Thank you very much.

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You're welcome, Miguel.

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Yeah, Miguel from Spain

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where Rafael Nadal is from, pow!

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That's cool.

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Listen, I finish work at
the same time as you today.

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If you need a
partner for the bus,

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I have a spare Oyster card,

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and the local
power, they know me.

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That sounds so
amazing, but I think

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actually I'm gonna walk today.

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Yeah.

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It's all right.

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But, thank you,
though, thank you.

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No problem.

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You're welcome.

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See you around.

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Bye.

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You again.

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Hey, Nick, how
you are you doing?

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When are you going to shave?

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When it goes out of fashion.

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Come in.

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Hi.

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Hello.

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What are you doing?

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Just cleaning up in here.

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Where's Natasha?

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She's died.

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Oh.

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Okay.

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But she just seemed
so fine two days ago.

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It sometimes happens.

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Okay, okay.

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Okay.

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Are you okay?

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Yeah,
I'm fine, I'm fine.

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Do you need to take five?

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Yeah, I'll just step
out, just grab some air.

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Okay.

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Hey.

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Hi.

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How are you doing?

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Okay.

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First ones are
never easy, you know?

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No, no, they're not.

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You'll get used to it.

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Will I?

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Yeah.

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You're allowed to feel.

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It's totally normal.

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If you didn't feel like that,

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you'd be in the wrong job.

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Yeah, that's true.

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She was young, wasn't she?

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Yeah.

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Way too young.

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It's a lesson for us.

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Get out there and
live your life.

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You just never know.

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I'm Nick, by the way.

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Hi.

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I'm Katerina.

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Nice to meet you.

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Nice to meet you, too.

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Outside of a lift.

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Take your time.

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See you.

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The second he spoke,

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I remember having
slightly more interest

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than I usually would
with a stranger.

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My journal,

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where I go when I need
to escape a little bit.

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And like a sixth sense,

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something awoke in my brain.

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I'll bring it
back to you later.

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- Okay.
- Thank you.

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Hi.

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Hey.

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What are you doing?

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I'm just taking a quick break.

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How are you feeling today?

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I feel a lot better.

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I was worried about you.

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Thank you.

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I was meaning to say

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that I've got a spare helmet,

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if you want to a have a
spin on the motorbike,

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get some fresh air,
clear the mind.

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Okay.

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I do actually have
an Oyster card.

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Oh, the Oyster card.

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I realise that's really
important in this place.

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Let's take a ride.

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Extremely important.

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If you change your mind,
sort of want some fresh air.

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Yeah, okay.

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Have you changed your mind?

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Okay.

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What time do you finish?

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Same as you.

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I'll

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see you then.

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See you.

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Bye.

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I
swear I wasn't looking for it.

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Was I?

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Thank you.

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You're welcome.

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Here.

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Why don't you just keep it?

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Okay.

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I guess I'll see you
tomorrow at work then.

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Do you want to come
in and have some water?

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Some water?

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Yeah.

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Sure.

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Cheers.

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Cheers.

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So what about
you, mystery nurse?

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What's your story?

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My story?

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Yeah.

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What do you mean?

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Do you have any special
someones in your life,

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or a wife, girlfriend?

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I was with
someone for a while,

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but it didn't work
out, so you know.

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Okay.

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Married, or?

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You ask a lot of questions.

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How old are you?

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I'm 25.

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Okay, I'm gonna leave.

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Why?

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Why, how old are you?

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I'm older than you.

278
00:23:06,078 --> 00:23:06,912
By how much?

279
00:23:10,950 --> 00:23:12,351
You're dangerous, you are.

280
00:23:18,523 --> 00:23:20,659
No, I'm not dangerous.

281
00:23:24,997 --> 00:23:26,265
This could get awkward.

282
00:23:31,804 --> 00:23:33,739
It's already awkward.

283
00:23:40,146 --> 00:23:41,013
Why, what?

284
00:23:41,047 --> 00:23:42,348
What are you doing?

285
00:23:42,381 --> 00:23:43,482
Nothing, apparently.

286
00:23:46,218 --> 00:23:47,019
I really should go.

287
00:23:47,053 --> 00:23:48,687
Come and stay, please.

288
00:24:09,475 --> 00:24:10,543
Okay, I should go.

289
00:24:10,575 --> 00:24:11,477
Why?

290
00:24:11,510 --> 00:24:12,411
Because we work together,

291
00:24:12,445 --> 00:24:13,345
and this is not a good idea.

292
00:24:13,379 --> 00:24:14,880
What are you so worried about?

293
00:24:18,884 --> 00:24:22,321
Come on, Nick, it's
just you and me here.

294
00:24:26,525 --> 00:24:28,661
Come on, what's wrong?

295
00:24:28,694 --> 00:24:29,528
It's okay.

296
00:24:31,897 --> 00:24:32,731
It's okay.

297
00:24:35,701 --> 00:24:36,535
It's okay.

298
00:24:39,604 --> 00:24:40,673
I gotta go.

299
00:24:43,542 --> 00:24:45,044
I'm gonna see you at work.

300
00:24:47,046 --> 00:24:47,880
Okay.

301
00:24:53,752 --> 00:24:55,488
Are you going?

302
00:24:55,521 --> 00:24:57,289
Yeah, I'm gonna go.

303
00:24:59,825 --> 00:25:00,659
Okay.

304
00:25:06,365 --> 00:25:07,933
Okay.

305
00:25:07,967 --> 00:25:08,801
Bye.

306
00:25:32,591 --> 00:25:35,261
KATERINA
VOICEOVER: It's funny

307
00:25:35,294 --> 00:25:36,795
but I knew he would come back.

308
00:26:19,071 --> 00:26:21,040
What are you doing?

309
00:26:21,073 --> 00:26:22,041
I don't know.

310
00:27:09,656 --> 00:27:10,489
Hey.

311
00:27:10,522 --> 00:27:11,357
Hey.

312
00:27:13,693 --> 00:27:14,793
I didn't want to wake you.

313
00:27:14,827 --> 00:27:16,128
- I was just...
- Oh no, it's fine.

314
00:27:16,161 --> 00:27:16,996
It's fine.

315
00:27:18,797 --> 00:27:21,233
Thanks for letting me stay.

316
00:27:23,202 --> 00:27:24,370
My pleasure.

317
00:27:29,208 --> 00:27:31,678
I don't think we should
say anything at work.

318
00:27:32,811 --> 00:27:33,647
Okay.

319
00:27:35,881 --> 00:27:37,149
You know, one-night stands...

320
00:27:37,182 --> 00:27:37,983
Okay, I get it.

321
00:27:38,017 --> 00:27:39,218
Aren't you leaving?

322
00:27:39,251 --> 00:27:40,219
Yeah, I'm gonna leave.

323
00:27:40,252 --> 00:27:41,086
Okay.

324
00:27:43,757 --> 00:27:44,590
Bye.

325
00:27:46,992 --> 00:27:47,793
Okay.

326
00:27:47,826 --> 00:27:48,827
Okay, bye.

327
00:28:23,062 --> 00:28:24,330
I'm gonna go.

328
00:28:41,681 --> 00:28:43,683
I'm a friend of Katerina.

329
00:28:43,717 --> 00:28:44,550
We just...

330
00:28:45,752 --> 00:28:46,919
You're her flatmate?

331
00:28:46,952 --> 00:28:50,055
Yeah,
this is my apartment.

332
00:28:51,825 --> 00:28:54,193
Nice to meet you.

333
00:28:54,226 --> 00:28:55,027
I should leave.

334
00:28:55,060 --> 00:28:56,395
Cool.

335
00:28:56,428 --> 00:28:57,229
Bye, then.

336
00:28:57,262 --> 00:28:58,097
- Bye.
- Bye.

337
00:30:01,994 --> 00:30:04,196
I think
it was the Italian in him.

338
00:30:04,229 --> 00:30:09,067
He would just show up at
the door without notice.

339
00:30:17,744 --> 00:30:19,746
Want to go for a ride?

340
00:30:23,449 --> 00:30:24,283
Okay.

341
00:30:33,959 --> 00:30:35,027
His motorbike was

342
00:30:35,060 --> 00:30:36,328
very moulded into one.

343
00:30:40,399 --> 00:30:43,235
It was on the back that I
discovered the power of energy.

344
00:30:56,615 --> 00:30:57,616
When were in sync,

345
00:30:57,650 --> 00:30:59,551
we leaned left and right

346
00:31:02,020 --> 00:31:05,123
as if joined by some invisible
force in a quantum level.

347
00:31:09,863 --> 00:31:11,530
I hated
rollercoasters as a child,

348
00:31:11,563 --> 00:31:13,800
but I was on the most
exciting ride ever.

349
00:31:15,969 --> 00:31:18,103
Without being to strap in.

350
00:33:14,252 --> 00:33:17,824
Did you always
want to be a nurse?

351
00:33:19,726 --> 00:33:22,527
I always knew I
wanted to help people.

352
00:33:24,262 --> 00:33:25,798
Maybe travel the world.

353
00:33:30,670 --> 00:33:34,373
You're too normal for your
own good, you know that?

354
00:33:34,406 --> 00:33:35,942
Why, what did you want to be?

355
00:33:39,779 --> 00:33:42,849
I used to dream about being
a pilot when I was a kid.

356
00:33:42,882 --> 00:33:44,349
- Pilot?
- Mm-hmm.

357
00:33:46,786 --> 00:33:48,553
Then what happened?

358
00:33:50,690 --> 00:33:52,692
I got my bike instead.

359
00:33:53,726 --> 00:33:55,160
You settled for a
motorbike, now did you?

360
00:33:55,193 --> 00:33:56,696
I'm not sure I settled.

361
00:33:56,729 --> 00:33:59,431
I feel like I did
something less fun.

362
00:33:59,464 --> 00:34:01,433
Well, it's a very pretty bike.

363
00:34:05,138 --> 00:34:06,839
It would be handy
if you were a pilot.

364
00:34:06,873 --> 00:34:08,473
You could fly me to Africa.

365
00:34:08,507 --> 00:34:09,341
Hmm.

366
00:34:10,877 --> 00:34:12,745
I've got a day off on Sunday.

367
00:34:12,779 --> 00:34:14,881
I can go and get
my pilot's licence.

368
00:34:15,715 --> 00:34:16,515
Hey!

369
00:34:16,548 --> 00:34:17,349
Let's do it.

370
00:34:17,382 --> 00:34:18,483
Yeah.

371
00:34:18,517 --> 00:34:20,687
Or we can go on the motorbike.

372
00:34:20,720 --> 00:34:22,454
We elope all the way to Africa.

373
00:34:22,487 --> 00:34:23,856
Oh, Elope, no!

374
00:34:23,890 --> 00:34:25,725
Okay.

375
00:34:27,126 --> 00:34:27,960
All right.

376
00:34:31,463 --> 00:34:32,899
You wanna travel, huh?

377
00:34:33,933 --> 00:34:36,069
Yeah, I do, one day.

378
00:34:38,771 --> 00:34:39,772
I am sure we will.

379
00:34:41,373 --> 00:34:42,441
I'm sure you will.

380
00:34:56,022 --> 00:34:57,556
- Stay here.
- No, no.

381
00:34:57,589 --> 00:34:58,390
I need a drink.

382
00:34:58,423 --> 00:34:59,491
No, you don't.

383
00:34:59,524 --> 00:35:00,625
Goodness, it's 7 a.m.

384
00:35:01,794 --> 00:35:02,695
What was that?

385
00:35:02,729 --> 00:35:04,163
I said I miss you already.

386
00:35:04,197 --> 00:35:05,665
Say that again.

387
00:35:07,734 --> 00:35:10,335
Wow, you speak Norwegian.

388
00:35:11,503 --> 00:35:12,772
Okay, please stay,
stay, stay, stay.

389
00:35:14,941 --> 00:35:17,210
Where are you always going?

390
00:35:22,949 --> 00:35:24,449
My days at work turned

391
00:35:24,483 --> 00:35:27,220
into anticipation of fun or
where I will bump into him.

392
00:35:28,453 --> 00:35:30,790
I like that he
won't tell anyone.

393
00:35:30,823 --> 00:35:34,559
It makes this thing,
this game, more fun.

394
00:35:59,252 --> 00:36:02,088
He had a sensitivity

395
00:36:02,121 --> 00:36:03,856
that was easy to connect to.

396
00:36:08,060 --> 00:36:10,263
- Again?
- Yeah, again.

397
00:36:10,295 --> 00:36:11,396
Come with me.

398
00:36:12,865 --> 00:36:13,666
This one's trouble.

399
00:36:13,699 --> 00:36:14,533
Hi.

400
00:36:15,567 --> 00:36:16,869
She's leaving.

401
00:36:39,558 --> 00:36:41,828
Until
I started asking questions.

402
00:36:45,631 --> 00:36:49,969
Things seemed more important
to him, more serious.

403
00:36:52,004 --> 00:36:53,405
Not something I was used to.

404
00:37:08,821 --> 00:37:12,325
This is where I come
to think sometimes.

405
00:37:13,491 --> 00:37:15,628
It's a good place to get
some peace and quiet.

406
00:37:19,131 --> 00:37:19,966
It's nice.

407
00:37:22,802 --> 00:37:23,703
Where do you go?

408
00:37:25,671 --> 00:37:27,273
I don't really
have the need to go out

409
00:37:27,306 --> 00:37:28,540
and think too much.

410
00:37:31,310 --> 00:37:32,945
It's my
Empire State Building.

411
00:37:34,146 --> 00:37:34,981
Okay.

412
00:37:38,084 --> 00:37:41,419
I think I prefer this
over a skyscraper.

413
00:37:47,392 --> 00:37:50,029
You think a lot, don't you?

414
00:37:50,062 --> 00:37:52,131
You spend a lot of
time inside your head.

415
00:37:57,569 --> 00:37:58,838
I try not to.

416
00:38:14,020 --> 00:38:15,187
You know that love

417
00:38:15,221 --> 00:38:17,422
when you can't stop
thinking about somebody?

418
00:38:17,455 --> 00:38:19,191
When you're not with them,
you just want to find them.

419
00:38:21,493 --> 00:38:23,461
When you're with them,
time stands still.

420
00:38:26,666 --> 00:38:27,565
That kind of love.

421
00:38:36,474 --> 00:38:37,944
This is special.

422
00:38:37,977 --> 00:38:40,313
Katerina, this is
really special.

423
00:38:41,579 --> 00:38:42,748
You make me feel alive.

424
00:38:44,050 --> 00:38:46,052
I haven't felt like
this in a long time.

425
00:38:50,555 --> 00:38:52,658
I can feel my soul

426
00:38:52,692 --> 00:38:53,893
and it's because of you.

427
00:39:04,502 --> 00:39:05,638
Take the day off work.

428
00:39:07,206 --> 00:39:08,473
- No.
- Take the day of work.

429
00:39:08,506 --> 00:39:10,776
No, no, I can't, no, no.

430
00:39:10,810 --> 00:39:12,345
No, no, no.

431
00:39:12,378 --> 00:39:13,946
No, I have to go.

432
00:39:15,247 --> 00:39:17,917
When are we going to
do something together?

433
00:39:17,950 --> 00:39:18,751
Sure.

434
00:39:18,784 --> 00:39:19,617
Tomorrow?

435
00:39:20,953 --> 00:39:22,388
I'm gonna go away tomorrow.

436
00:39:24,857 --> 00:39:26,225
With me or are you
going on your own?

437
00:39:26,258 --> 00:39:28,394
Just got to do something
but I'll be back.

438
00:39:30,763 --> 00:39:31,563
Okay.

439
00:39:33,332 --> 00:39:34,233
My phone.

440
00:39:42,008 --> 00:39:44,777
Newton's second law states

441
00:39:44,810 --> 00:39:47,246
that the acceleration
of an object

442
00:39:47,279 --> 00:39:49,949
is dependent upon two variables.

443
00:39:53,786 --> 00:39:55,520
The net force acting
upon the object

444
00:40:00,359 --> 00:40:03,195
and the mass of
the object itself.

445
00:40:13,839 --> 00:40:14,740
Nice to see you.

446
00:40:19,045 --> 00:40:19,945
Likewise.

447
00:40:41,801 --> 00:40:43,335
I had a feeling you would call.

448
00:40:50,209 --> 00:40:51,177
How have you been?

449
00:40:53,813 --> 00:40:54,612
Good.

450
00:40:56,916 --> 00:40:58,684
You look good.

451
00:40:58,717 --> 00:40:59,752
I feel really good.

452
00:41:03,189 --> 00:41:05,191
That's the longest
time I've been away.

453
00:41:08,461 --> 00:41:09,295
Yeah.

454
00:41:11,330 --> 00:41:12,164
Do you miss me?

455
00:41:18,804 --> 00:41:21,941
I've got something
to tell you.

456
00:41:21,974 --> 00:41:22,875
You can tell me.

457
00:41:25,945 --> 00:41:28,514
I've met somebody
that I really like.

458
00:41:34,520 --> 00:41:35,754
What's her name?

459
00:41:39,258 --> 00:41:40,092
Katerina.

460
00:41:46,765 --> 00:41:48,934
Is that why you're here?

461
00:41:55,040 --> 00:41:57,743
Do you want my
opinion about her?

462
00:42:01,580 --> 00:42:02,481
Happy for you.

463
00:42:09,288 --> 00:42:10,122
Does she know?

464
00:42:17,530 --> 00:42:18,330
You have to tell her, though,

465
00:42:18,364 --> 00:42:19,965
you know that, right?

466
00:42:28,908 --> 00:42:31,210
I feel like I have to
tell you something, too.

467
00:42:34,013 --> 00:42:35,181
Okay.

468
00:42:46,660 --> 00:42:47,927
I'm pregnant.

469
00:43:03,309 --> 00:43:04,343
Are you happy with him?

470
00:43:04,376 --> 00:43:05,444
Yes.

471
00:43:13,052 --> 00:43:14,053
It's a girl.

472
00:43:27,099 --> 00:43:29,602
What are you gonna call her?

473
00:43:32,404 --> 00:43:35,007
I wanted to ask you if
you were okay if I would

474
00:43:36,609 --> 00:43:37,443
call her Mia.

475
00:43:44,183 --> 00:43:45,017
Yeah.

476
00:43:51,023 --> 00:43:54,426
That's the only name
I can think about.

477
00:44:00,332 --> 00:44:01,166
She came back.

478
00:44:17,182 --> 00:44:19,785
I am so happy for you.

479
00:44:20,853 --> 00:44:21,854
Thank you.

480
00:44:25,591 --> 00:44:27,293
He might
find it hard at first.

481
00:44:27,326 --> 00:44:28,127
I know.

482
00:44:28,160 --> 00:44:29,528
I know.

483
00:44:29,561 --> 00:44:30,396
I know.

484
00:44:42,241 --> 00:44:43,842
I never thought we'd get here,

485
00:44:46,646 --> 00:44:48,080
two separate lives now.

486
00:44:51,751 --> 00:44:53,085
You know, I...

487
00:44:56,790 --> 00:44:59,291
I know what happened that
makes you really scared.

488
00:45:01,827 --> 00:45:03,797
I hadn't seen you
like that before.

489
00:45:07,066 --> 00:45:09,568
I couldn't imagine what
it would have been like to

490
00:45:11,437 --> 00:45:14,808
raise a child with
you being that way.

491
00:45:19,378 --> 00:45:20,479
I know you're fine but

492
00:45:22,881 --> 00:45:24,316
you have to tell her, though.

493
00:45:26,885 --> 00:45:29,388
I'll tell her when
the time is right, okay?

494
00:45:29,421 --> 00:45:31,290
Nothing's happened
in eight years.

495
00:45:38,931 --> 00:45:40,700
She's really young?

496
00:45:42,669 --> 00:45:43,936
She's younger, yeah.

497
00:45:46,171 --> 00:45:47,005
Is that easier?

498
00:45:53,178 --> 00:45:54,012
Maybe.

499
00:46:00,152 --> 00:46:01,253
I really like her.

500
00:46:08,927 --> 00:46:10,864
Are you still seeing
your specialist?

501
00:46:19,238 --> 00:46:22,474
Are you not taking
anything right now?

502
00:46:22,508 --> 00:46:24,042
I'm fine.

503
00:46:24,076 --> 00:46:25,277
I'm worried about you.

504
00:46:26,445 --> 00:46:28,313
It's always gonna
be there, you know.

505
00:46:43,362 --> 00:46:44,596
I need to go.

506
00:49:37,302 --> 00:49:38,738
Oh no, don't.

507
00:49:38,771 --> 00:49:40,138
Don't say it.

508
00:49:40,172 --> 00:49:41,406
I missed you.

509
00:49:56,521 --> 00:49:57,356
Hey,

510
00:49:59,124 --> 00:50:00,093
what's that?

511
00:50:00,125 --> 00:50:01,027
I found it on the bridge.

512
00:50:01,060 --> 00:50:02,361
I think it might suit you.

513
00:50:02,394 --> 00:50:03,930
You really didn't.

514
00:50:03,963 --> 00:50:06,365
If I tell you the
truth, you gonna take it?

515
00:50:06,398 --> 00:50:07,566
I'm not gonna take it.

516
00:50:07,599 --> 00:50:09,636
Here, take it
back, take it back.

517
00:50:09,669 --> 00:50:11,370
I don't want it.

518
00:50:11,403 --> 00:50:13,740
It's really nice, take it.

519
00:50:15,742 --> 00:50:18,745
You sure you can afford it?

520
00:50:18,778 --> 00:50:20,847
Yes, so please take it.

521
00:50:26,953 --> 00:50:27,954
Thank you.

522
00:50:37,764 --> 00:50:38,998
How was work?

523
00:50:39,899 --> 00:50:42,735
Long.

524
00:50:59,418 --> 00:51:00,653
How are you doing down there?

525
00:51:00,687 --> 00:51:02,088
Sorry.

526
00:51:02,121 --> 00:51:04,456
Sorry, it's just Camilla.

527
00:51:04,489 --> 00:51:05,892
What's going on?

528
00:51:06,993 --> 00:51:09,528
Oh, we just started
planning Africa.

529
00:51:09,561 --> 00:51:11,363
She's like texting me
every five minutes.

530
00:51:11,396 --> 00:51:13,565
She is buying tickets
and that kind of thing.

531
00:51:13,598 --> 00:51:16,769
I think you're gonna
have a lovely time.

532
00:51:16,803 --> 00:51:19,471
I mean, you could come
with, if you want to.

533
00:51:19,504 --> 00:51:21,741
I mean, Camilla would love
it, she really likes you.

534
00:51:23,542 --> 00:51:24,476
Really likes me.

535
00:51:25,778 --> 00:51:28,081
Well, she
doesn't dislike you.

536
00:51:28,114 --> 00:51:29,314
She doesn't know you.

537
00:51:29,347 --> 00:51:30,750
I can't, just I go
other things going on.

538
00:51:30,783 --> 00:51:32,217
- I'm not sure...
- What other things?

539
00:51:32,250 --> 00:51:34,319
You have your job,
what other things?

540
00:51:36,621 --> 00:51:38,925
Come on, you never
tell me anything.

541
00:51:40,325 --> 00:51:41,861
All I know is that you
worked there for 10 years,

542
00:51:41,894 --> 00:51:43,629
and that you like
playing football.

543
00:51:47,734 --> 00:51:50,535
You ever thought
about getting married?

544
00:51:56,175 --> 00:51:57,476
Maybe one day.

545
00:52:03,783 --> 00:52:05,550
I'm wondering if
this conversation

546
00:52:05,584 --> 00:52:07,252
is a little bit premature.

547
00:52:07,285 --> 00:52:08,221
Okay.

548
00:52:08,253 --> 00:52:09,521
Wondering if you are
a little bit drunk.

549
00:52:09,554 --> 00:52:10,890
- Can we get some water, please?
- Excuse me.

550
00:52:10,923 --> 00:52:11,758
This is my night off.

551
00:52:11,791 --> 00:52:12,792
Thank you very much.

552
00:52:14,392 --> 00:52:16,328
Excuse me, that is
my wine glass, mister.

553
00:52:16,361 --> 00:52:18,197
We get a new bottle.

554
00:52:20,332 --> 00:52:23,268
Just for a minute,
let's fantasise.

555
00:52:23,301 --> 00:52:24,670
I just tripped

556
00:52:26,105 --> 00:52:29,374
down the aisle, you're
running away, going,

557
00:52:29,407 --> 00:52:30,810
I'm going to Africa.

558
00:52:30,843 --> 00:52:32,011
You're such a mess.

559
00:52:33,311 --> 00:52:35,313
Yes, I'm drunk.

560
00:52:35,347 --> 00:52:36,581
I can tell.

561
00:52:36,615 --> 00:52:38,184
And then tomorrow
I'm gonna regret it,

562
00:52:39,652 --> 00:52:41,821
but right now
everything's perfect.

563
00:52:42,755 --> 00:52:43,588
Okay.

564
00:52:45,658 --> 00:52:47,425
Don't tell anybody.

565
00:52:48,393 --> 00:52:50,930
Come meet me in the bathroom.

566
00:52:50,963 --> 00:52:52,297
You're insane.

567
00:52:54,599 --> 00:52:55,835
A little bit.

568
00:52:57,703 --> 00:52:59,005
Dream of Africa.

569
00:53:05,178 --> 00:53:05,978
Okay.

570
00:53:17,723 --> 00:53:19,558
He carries a mystery,

571
00:53:22,195 --> 00:53:23,062
an evasiveness.

572
00:53:26,866 --> 00:53:29,769
I ask about his past
and there he stops.

573
00:53:33,973 --> 00:53:35,407
And he take a moment as if

574
00:53:35,440 --> 00:53:38,311
he's deciding whether he should
tell me something or not.

575
00:53:49,487 --> 00:53:50,622
What are you writing?

576
00:53:51,489 --> 00:53:52,725
Nothing.

577
00:53:52,758 --> 00:53:53,960
I just saw my name.

578
00:53:53,993 --> 00:53:55,228
- Saw my name.
- Sh!

579
00:53:55,261 --> 00:53:56,329
No, you didn't see your name.

580
00:53:56,361 --> 00:53:57,562
I saw Nick.

581
00:53:57,596 --> 00:53:59,431
Yeah, and Nick
in Norwegian means

582
00:54:01,399 --> 00:54:02,969
none of your business
in Norwegian.

583
00:54:03,002 --> 00:54:04,337
Go away, go away!

584
00:54:04,369 --> 00:54:06,072
This is mine, go to bed.

585
00:54:06,105 --> 00:54:08,140
I'm allowed to have secrets.

586
00:54:08,174 --> 00:54:09,008
Do you hate me?

587
00:54:10,076 --> 00:54:11,744
Yeah, that's
exactly what I write:

588
00:54:11,777 --> 00:54:12,577
I hate Nick Caluzzi.

589
00:54:12,611 --> 00:54:14,013
God, I wish he'd
get out of my bed.

590
00:54:14,046 --> 00:54:15,380
You see, I knew it.

591
00:54:15,413 --> 00:54:16,215
Gosh!

592
00:54:16,249 --> 00:54:17,350
I knew it.

593
00:54:17,415 --> 00:54:18,284
Leave me alone, I'm writing.

594
00:54:18,317 --> 00:54:20,319
What the hell are you writing?

595
00:54:20,353 --> 00:54:21,187
Go away.

596
00:54:23,356 --> 00:54:25,590
It's not fair, I'm
gonna write in Italian.

597
00:54:25,624 --> 00:54:26,959
You go and do that.

598
00:54:26,993 --> 00:54:29,228
Buy your own journal, then.

599
00:54:34,634 --> 00:54:36,736
No, no, no, go to bed.

600
00:54:36,769 --> 00:54:38,004
I am busy!

601
00:54:39,338 --> 00:54:40,339
I'm gonna write in Italian.

602
00:54:40,373 --> 00:54:43,009
Can't do that.

603
00:54:47,412 --> 00:54:49,081
Okay, what does that mean?

604
00:54:49,115 --> 00:54:50,950
I'm not telling you.

605
00:54:52,752 --> 00:54:53,585
It's a secret.

606
00:54:54,921 --> 00:54:57,023
Oh, we keep it in
secrets, now, are we?

607
00:55:17,410 --> 00:55:21,080
Today it all changed.

608
00:55:28,788 --> 00:55:31,123
I can't even write about it.

609
00:55:38,864 --> 00:55:40,700
I thought I was in control.

610
00:55:45,705 --> 00:55:47,039
And now I'm not.

611
00:57:42,488 --> 00:57:43,923
Is there anything I can do?

612
00:57:48,060 --> 00:57:48,894
Yeah.

613
00:57:54,366 --> 00:57:56,102
You can hold my hand.

614
00:58:40,513 --> 00:58:42,481
I had to protect myself.

615
00:58:47,286 --> 00:58:50,022
The truth is I
was scared inside.

616
00:58:52,591 --> 00:58:54,593
And when that happens...

617
00:58:57,530 --> 00:58:59,398
I've learned to bite
before I get bitten.

618
00:59:41,340 --> 00:59:43,442
What's going on?

619
00:59:44,343 --> 00:59:46,111
Nothing.

620
00:59:46,979 --> 00:59:48,547
It doesn't seem like nothing.

621
00:59:50,449 --> 00:59:51,617
Yeah, I'm fine.

622
00:59:52,818 --> 00:59:53,986
Are you sure?

623
00:59:56,422 --> 00:59:57,323
Yeah, it's fine.

624
00:59:58,791 --> 01:00:00,292
But I have to go home tonight.

625
01:00:01,961 --> 01:00:03,896
I thought you said
you wanted to stay and

626
01:00:05,197 --> 01:00:06,532
watch a movie or something.

627
01:00:08,067 --> 01:00:09,969
Yeah, yeah, I was

628
01:00:10,002 --> 01:00:13,906
but Camilla just texted me and
she needs to talk to me, so.

629
01:00:16,742 --> 01:00:19,044
What does she
want to talk about?

630
01:00:19,078 --> 01:00:22,248
Why, do you have
to know everything?

631
01:00:25,284 --> 01:00:27,186
Sorry, sorry, it's fine, okay.

632
01:00:27,219 --> 01:00:28,487
I just need to go home.

633
01:00:29,689 --> 01:00:31,390
She doesn't like
me much, does she?

634
01:00:32,925 --> 01:00:35,761
Can you please
not be so paranoid.

635
01:00:35,794 --> 01:00:36,795
She likes you fine.

636
01:00:42,368 --> 01:00:44,570
You're making fuss out
of nothing right now.

637
01:00:44,603 --> 01:00:46,038
I just have to go home, okay?

638
01:00:49,743 --> 01:00:51,143
I don't think I am.

639
01:00:51,176 --> 01:00:52,378
Okay, now I just feel like

640
01:00:52,411 --> 01:00:53,345
you're causing an
argument over nothing.

641
01:00:53,379 --> 01:00:54,546
I'm not even sure if it's me

642
01:00:54,580 --> 01:00:55,514
that's causing an argument.

643
01:00:55,547 --> 01:00:56,650
Yes, you are.

644
01:00:56,683 --> 01:00:58,117
I'm telling you I have to
go home and you're getting

645
01:00:58,150 --> 01:00:59,151
all angry at me.

646
01:01:00,386 --> 01:01:02,154
I just have to go home and
talk to my flatmate, okay?

647
01:01:02,187 --> 01:01:03,188
It's fine.

648
01:01:05,791 --> 01:01:06,592
Katerina.

649
01:01:13,299 --> 01:01:14,133
Yeah?

650
01:01:16,502 --> 01:01:17,903
I don't know what
the hell is going on,

651
01:01:17,936 --> 01:01:20,740
but I'm here if you wanna
talk about it, okay?

652
01:01:20,774 --> 01:01:22,441
Yeah, I know that.

653
01:01:25,244 --> 01:01:27,246
Look, it's fine, okay?

654
01:01:27,279 --> 01:01:30,082
We don't have to spend every
second of the day together.

655
01:01:33,152 --> 01:01:34,654
Let me just go home
and deal with this

656
01:01:34,688 --> 01:01:35,988
and then we'll talk later.

657
01:01:38,524 --> 01:01:39,558
Okay.

658
01:01:39,591 --> 01:01:40,426
Okay.

659
01:01:41,661 --> 01:01:42,594
Okay, I'll see you.

660
01:02:47,626 --> 01:02:48,560
Hi!

661
01:02:48,594 --> 01:02:49,763
- Hi.
- Hi, can I sit here?

662
01:02:49,796 --> 01:02:50,963
Yeah,
you can take a seat.

663
01:02:50,996 --> 01:02:52,131
Thank you.

664
01:02:52,164 --> 01:02:54,400
My bad, I'm
thinking about life.

665
01:02:54,433 --> 01:02:55,702
That's okay.

666
01:02:55,735 --> 01:02:57,804
Hi, I don't we've
probably met yet.

667
01:02:57,837 --> 01:03:01,173
I'm not sure, but I saw
you just around, because I...

668
01:03:01,206 --> 01:03:03,008
It's crazy 'cause I've
been here for like a month.

669
01:03:03,041 --> 01:03:04,109
I'm Katerina, anyway.

670
01:03:04,143 --> 01:03:05,678
Nice to meet you, I'm Luca.

671
01:03:05,712 --> 01:03:07,312
Well, that's a lovely name.

672
01:03:07,346 --> 01:03:08,313
Is that Italian?

673
01:03:08,347 --> 01:03:09,615
Yes, I'm from Italy.

674
01:03:09,649 --> 01:03:10,683
Oh, are you?

675
01:03:10,717 --> 01:03:11,851
Oh my God, it's amazing.

676
01:03:11,885 --> 01:03:13,051
I really want to to Italy.

677
01:03:13,085 --> 01:03:14,953
Actually, not from
Italy, I'm from Venice.

678
01:03:14,987 --> 01:03:16,823
Oh Venice, I'm so jealous!

679
01:03:16,856 --> 01:03:18,725
I always say Venice.

680
01:03:18,758 --> 01:03:23,095
That's so cool.

681
01:03:23,128 --> 01:03:25,865
You started last
month, did you say?

682
01:03:25,899 --> 01:03:28,400
Yeah, I'm fairly new still.

683
01:03:28,434 --> 01:03:29,769
All right, so.

684
01:03:31,871 --> 01:03:33,105
Okay.

685
01:04:49,983 --> 01:04:53,585
The observer effect.

686
01:04:54,988 --> 01:04:57,489
I changed reality just by the
very act of looking at it.

687
01:05:11,971 --> 01:05:14,707
I hardly worry
about mom anymore.

688
01:05:15,708 --> 01:05:16,943
Only when I talk to my sister

689
01:05:16,976 --> 01:05:18,678
do I remember what
I left behind.

690
01:05:22,682 --> 01:05:24,249
I had to leave.

691
01:05:26,986 --> 01:05:28,922
I
had no choice, I know that.

692
01:05:35,028 --> 01:05:36,428
I can only hope that...

693
01:05:36,461 --> 01:05:37,964
By leaving I'm setting

694
01:05:37,997 --> 01:05:39,498
a good example for my sister.

695
01:05:41,199 --> 01:05:42,601
I
hope that she sees that

696
01:05:42,635 --> 01:05:44,804
if I can do it, so can she.

697
01:06:05,190 --> 01:06:06,491
At
this point, I do suspect

698
01:06:06,525 --> 01:06:08,560
it's only her boyfriend
holding her back.

699
01:06:10,596 --> 01:06:12,364
She
won't move away from him.

700
01:06:21,273 --> 01:06:24,509
Now, you see

701
01:06:24,543 --> 01:06:25,377
a man

702
01:06:27,412 --> 01:06:28,447
holding you back.

703
01:07:15,327 --> 01:07:16,996
You okay?

704
01:07:17,030 --> 01:07:18,031
Yeah, you?

705
01:07:48,161 --> 01:07:49,394
Why are you trying
to get a reaction

706
01:07:49,428 --> 01:07:50,930
out of me at work?

707
01:07:55,567 --> 01:07:58,071
What do you mean, I haven't.

708
01:08:01,373 --> 01:08:03,375
I haven't done anything.

709
01:08:06,145 --> 01:08:08,547
You're just being oversensitive.

710
01:08:14,586 --> 01:08:15,420
What?

711
01:08:19,092 --> 01:08:20,592
Are you seeing someone else?

712
01:08:22,494 --> 01:08:23,595
No.

713
01:08:23,628 --> 01:08:24,463
Nick.

714
01:08:24,496 --> 01:08:25,765
No, I have not been
with someone else,

715
01:08:25,798 --> 01:08:27,532
but what the hell?

716
01:08:27,566 --> 01:08:28,701
What is wrong with you?

717
01:08:35,842 --> 01:08:36,809
But even if I had,

718
01:08:38,211 --> 01:08:40,445
it isn't like we ever said
that we were together.

719
01:08:50,890 --> 01:08:51,991
Yeah, say something.

720
01:09:03,535 --> 01:09:04,369
I miss you.

721
01:09:10,243 --> 01:09:12,078
Don't do that to
me, don't do that.

722
01:09:15,248 --> 01:09:17,984
This was just meant to be
like a temporary thing, Nick.

723
01:09:19,152 --> 01:09:21,988
Now, it feels like
you're changing.

724
01:09:30,562 --> 01:09:31,764
I can't do this anymore.

725
01:09:31,798 --> 01:09:33,933
I can't do this
anymore with you.

726
01:09:35,268 --> 01:09:36,102
I'm not.

727
01:09:37,937 --> 01:09:39,138
Okay.

728
01:09:39,172 --> 01:09:39,972
Okay.

729
01:09:40,006 --> 01:09:40,907
Okay, good.

730
01:12:34,612 --> 01:12:37,016
This place is great, yeah?

731
01:12:37,049 --> 01:12:38,150
Can we have that drink?

732
01:12:38,184 --> 01:12:39,418
Can we get that drink, please?

733
01:12:39,452 --> 01:12:41,120
- Yeah.
- Just the lime soda.

734
01:12:41,153 --> 01:12:42,288
- Yeah.
- Cheers, man.

735
01:12:42,321 --> 01:12:43,322
Thank you.

736
01:12:48,327 --> 01:12:51,964
Is Camilla joining
us anytime soon, or?

737
01:12:51,998 --> 01:12:53,766
Oh, she didn't text you?

738
01:12:53,799 --> 01:12:54,633
No.

739
01:12:56,635 --> 01:12:58,304
Well, apparently
there's an emergency

740
01:12:58,337 --> 01:13:00,873
at your guys' hospital.

741
01:13:00,906 --> 01:13:03,042
I don't know, maybe,
she'll be here later.

742
01:13:03,075 --> 01:13:04,043
Shall we?

743
01:13:05,945 --> 01:13:07,980
I definitely feel like
we've been set up.

744
01:13:09,015 --> 01:13:09,849
- Camilla.
- Camilla.

745
01:13:11,283 --> 01:13:12,184
She wouldn't do that,

746
01:13:12,218 --> 01:13:13,686
- would she?
- No.

747
01:13:13,719 --> 01:13:15,755
She's great, though,
I really like her.

748
01:13:15,788 --> 01:13:16,621
Yeah.

749
01:13:19,992 --> 01:13:22,627
So, how long have
you been in London?

750
01:13:22,661 --> 01:13:24,463
I've been in
London for six years.

751
01:13:25,431 --> 01:13:26,399
That's a long time.

752
01:13:26,432 --> 01:13:27,767
- Yeah, and you?
- You like it?

753
01:13:27,800 --> 01:13:30,503
I'm just here doing
my fellowship.

754
01:13:30,535 --> 01:13:33,739
I'm specialising in
becoming a neurosurgeon.

755
01:13:34,707 --> 01:13:35,975
And you, where are you from?

756
01:13:36,008 --> 01:13:37,676
I'm from Norway, actually.

757
01:13:39,945 --> 01:13:42,314
- And you?
- I'm from South Africa.

758
01:13:42,348 --> 01:13:45,317
You couldn't tell the accent.

759
01:13:45,351 --> 01:13:46,252
From Africa?

760
01:13:46,285 --> 01:13:47,753
Yeah, I'm from Cape Town

761
01:13:47,787 --> 01:13:49,922
which is like right at the
bottom-southwest corner.

762
01:13:51,223 --> 01:13:54,559
It's quite a cosmopolitan
European city,

763
01:13:54,592 --> 01:13:56,796
not really like real Africa.

764
01:13:56,829 --> 01:13:58,197
If you wanna
experience real Africa,

765
01:13:58,230 --> 01:14:00,099
you need to kind of
go a little bit north.

766
01:14:02,935 --> 01:14:07,440
So, Camilla said that you
work in palliative care.

767
01:14:07,473 --> 01:14:09,942
Yeah, I'm a nurse,
same as Camilla.

768
01:14:09,975 --> 01:14:10,810
Okay.

769
01:14:13,012 --> 01:14:14,713
Which makes me a
surgeon, I guess?

770
01:14:16,215 --> 01:14:17,049
Being a surgeon

771
01:14:18,050 --> 01:14:19,218
can be tough.

772
01:14:19,251 --> 01:14:20,386
I mean, just getting
there is tough.

773
01:14:20,419 --> 01:14:22,488
He was perfect,

774
01:14:22,521 --> 01:14:24,156
handsome, a surgeon.

775
01:14:25,291 --> 01:14:26,525
Everything you could
ask for, really.

776
01:14:26,559 --> 01:14:27,760
Two years of
internship afterward.

777
01:14:27,793 --> 01:14:29,462
But he wasn't Nick.

778
01:14:29,495 --> 01:14:31,030
Specialise.

779
01:14:31,063 --> 01:14:32,698
So, I came to the UK.

780
01:14:35,167 --> 01:14:38,337
Are you okay, 'cause you
seem very distracted.

781
01:14:41,407 --> 01:14:42,308
It's just that
I realise actually

782
01:14:42,341 --> 01:14:44,176
I have somewhere else to be.

783
01:14:44,210 --> 01:14:45,444
Are you sure?

784
01:14:46,712 --> 01:14:47,880
Hey, can I help you?

785
01:14:47,913 --> 01:14:49,281
I mean, is there
something you need...

786
01:14:49,315 --> 01:14:50,983
- No, no, I'm fine.
- Or do you need a lift?

787
01:14:51,016 --> 01:14:53,919
I'm fine, sorry, I'm fine.

788
01:14:53,953 --> 01:14:55,020
Thank you.

789
01:14:55,054 --> 01:14:56,422
Don't worry about
it, I will sort it out.

790
01:14:56,455 --> 01:14:57,423
Thank you.

791
01:14:57,456 --> 01:14:58,824
Maybe, we could
do this again sometime.

792
01:14:58,858 --> 01:15:01,060
- Yeah, maybe, maybe.
- All right.

793
01:15:04,563 --> 01:15:05,664
What the hell?

794
01:15:09,068 --> 01:15:13,172
Hey, man, can I get another
one of these, please?

795
01:17:13,993 --> 01:17:15,662
I miss you already.

796
01:17:30,442 --> 01:17:32,111
- Camilla.
- Oh Jesus!

797
01:17:32,144 --> 01:17:34,714
You scared the hell out of me.

798
01:17:34,748 --> 01:17:35,781
I'm looking for Katerina.

799
01:17:35,814 --> 01:17:37,549
Do you know where she is?

800
01:17:37,583 --> 01:17:38,752
She's fine.

801
01:17:38,784 --> 01:17:42,021
She's just gone
away for a few days.

802
01:17:46,292 --> 01:17:51,263
Can you tell her to call
me when you speak to her?

803
01:17:51,297 --> 01:17:52,097
Sure.

804
01:17:53,098 --> 01:17:53,932
Yeah.

805
01:17:55,635 --> 01:17:56,636
Thank you.

806
01:17:58,070 --> 01:17:59,004
You know,

807
01:18:00,640 --> 01:18:02,642
it's just not that deep.

808
01:18:04,476 --> 01:18:05,745
Is that right?

809
01:18:08,748 --> 01:18:09,581
Yeah.

810
01:18:52,792 --> 01:18:54,093
Hi Nick.

811
01:18:54,126 --> 01:18:55,527
I ain't seen you in a while.

812
01:18:56,462 --> 01:18:57,797
I'll have vodka tonic.

813
01:18:57,831 --> 01:18:59,565
Double, single?

814
01:18:59,598 --> 01:19:00,866
Give me a double.

815
01:19:00,899 --> 01:19:02,635
Okay, mate.

816
01:19:02,669 --> 01:19:05,839
It's
not working for me.

817
01:19:07,306 --> 01:19:11,009
How long
have you been feeling this?

818
01:19:11,043 --> 01:19:12,945
Is that
a serious question?

819
01:19:12,978 --> 01:19:15,080
You
haven't brought this up.

820
01:19:16,716 --> 01:19:19,418
What was that the other day?

821
01:19:19,451 --> 01:19:20,854
Huh?

822
01:19:20,886 --> 01:19:22,588
You let your mom
speak to me like that?

823
01:19:22,621 --> 01:19:23,522
I couldn't shout at her...

824
01:19:23,555 --> 01:19:25,023
You said nothing!

825
01:19:25,057 --> 01:19:26,225
It was all
her friends were there.

826
01:19:26,258 --> 01:19:27,660
All the family were there.

827
01:19:27,694 --> 01:19:30,095
Do you know how
that made me feel?

828
01:19:30,129 --> 01:19:32,699
You care more about what
they think than I think.

829
01:19:32,732 --> 01:19:33,932
Don't worry about her.

830
01:19:33,966 --> 01:19:37,002
Like, you always fixate
on what she's saying.

831
01:19:37,035 --> 01:19:38,671
You're like a seven-year-old

832
01:19:38,705 --> 01:19:40,205
when you're around her.

833
01:19:40,239 --> 01:19:41,573
It's ridiculous!

834
01:19:42,975 --> 01:19:45,277
Do you know what
your problem is?

835
01:19:45,310 --> 01:19:47,112
- You're weak.
- I'm not weak, just...

836
01:19:47,146 --> 01:19:48,514
Are you all right?

837
01:19:50,416 --> 01:19:51,316
Yeah, I'm fine.

838
01:19:51,350 --> 01:19:52,618
It's never the right time.

839
01:19:54,286 --> 01:19:56,555
Have you even told her
that I don't want children.

840
01:19:57,956 --> 01:19:59,793
Look, I just
don't think it matters

841
01:19:59,826 --> 01:20:01,293
so much about what
she want wants

842
01:20:01,326 --> 01:20:03,495
rather than what we
want for each other.

843
01:20:03,529 --> 01:20:05,330
Your family
don't approve of me.

844
01:20:05,364 --> 01:20:08,400
They do, how
many times have I said it?

845
01:20:08,434 --> 01:20:10,536
The thing is you
don't come by yourself.

846
01:20:11,905 --> 01:20:15,207
You come with an army of
freaking Iranians behind you.

847
01:20:18,177 --> 01:20:19,813
I find it pathetic.

848
01:20:19,846 --> 01:20:20,979
I understand the problem.

849
01:20:21,013 --> 01:20:22,214
Do you know what the problem is?

850
01:20:22,247 --> 01:20:24,016
Do you want me to tell
you what the problem is?

851
01:20:24,049 --> 01:20:25,217
Oh, give him a break.

852
01:20:27,586 --> 01:20:28,487
I beg your pardon?

853
01:20:28,520 --> 01:20:30,189
I said give him a break!

854
01:20:30,222 --> 01:20:31,123
Nick, mate.

855
01:20:31,156 --> 01:20:32,057
Stay out of this, mate.

856
01:20:32,090 --> 01:20:34,193
Not today, mate, not today.

857
01:20:36,361 --> 01:20:39,465
You guys all right,
sorry about that, yeah?

858
01:20:39,498 --> 01:20:40,733
Well, you haven't stopped her

859
01:20:40,767 --> 01:20:41,935
ever since the second
I walked in the door.

860
01:20:41,967 --> 01:20:44,169
Oh my God, are
you still speaking?

861
01:20:44,203 --> 01:20:45,337
Rein your neck in,

862
01:20:45,370 --> 01:20:46,873
we're having a
private conversation.

863
01:20:46,906 --> 01:20:48,474
There's nothing private
about your conversation.

864
01:20:48,507 --> 01:20:49,742
Just stay down, don't
worry, he's drunk.

865
01:20:49,776 --> 01:20:50,944
I'm not drunk.

866
01:20:50,976 --> 01:20:52,211
Don't let him speak
to me like that!

867
01:20:52,244 --> 01:20:53,579
Everyone can hear what
you're talking about.

868
01:20:53,612 --> 01:20:55,414
Oh my God, he's a nutcase.

869
01:20:55,447 --> 01:20:56,448
I'm on your side, pal.

870
01:20:56,482 --> 01:20:57,449
Who are you, anyway?

871
01:20:57,483 --> 01:20:59,051
Just go away, you got
nothing to do with this.

872
01:20:59,084 --> 01:21:01,587
This is not your issue here.

873
01:21:01,620 --> 01:21:02,554
I'm trying to have

874
01:21:02,588 --> 01:21:03,723
love, it's okay.

875
01:21:03,756 --> 01:21:04,691
No one asked to speak.

876
01:21:04,724 --> 01:21:06,058
Just stay down, I
know, just stay down.

877
01:21:06,091 --> 01:21:07,025
Just stay down.

878
01:21:07,059 --> 01:21:08,160
It has nothing to do with you.

879
01:21:08,193 --> 01:21:09,294
- I'm on your side.
- I know.

880
01:21:09,328 --> 01:21:10,763
Don't let him
speak to me like that.

881
01:21:10,797 --> 01:21:12,030
- Here we go again.
- This is my problem.

882
01:21:12,064 --> 01:21:13,298
There you are shouting
at everybody again.

883
01:21:13,332 --> 01:21:14,868
You are off
of your fucking head!

884
01:21:14,901 --> 01:21:16,268
Don't fucking call her that.

885
01:21:16,301 --> 01:21:17,302
I fucking had it!

886
01:21:17,336 --> 01:21:21,941
My God!

887
01:21:21,975 --> 01:21:24,109
Just calm down,
just stay down.

888
01:21:24,142 --> 01:21:25,110
Call the police!

889
01:21:25,143 --> 01:21:26,245
Calm down!

890
01:21:26,278 --> 01:21:29,649
Just stay down, let's calm down.

891
01:21:33,085 --> 01:21:34,219
Pull him off, pull him off!

892
01:21:34,253 --> 01:21:35,788
Easy, easy, easy!

893
01:21:35,822 --> 01:21:37,022
You're all the same!

894
01:21:37,055 --> 01:21:38,624
You're all the same!

895
01:21:38,658 --> 01:21:41,593
Don't do that to me, though!

896
01:21:41,627 --> 01:21:43,128
Calm down, calm
down, calm down.

897
01:21:43,161 --> 01:21:44,229
Let's have a walk, yeah.

898
01:21:44,263 --> 01:21:46,633
It's getting in his head.

899
01:21:46,666 --> 01:21:47,667
You're all the same.

900
01:21:47,700 --> 01:21:49,101
Nick, get out!

901
01:21:51,570 --> 01:21:53,038
Hey, man, have a seat.

902
01:21:53,071 --> 01:21:54,908
I'll get you a drink.

903
01:21:54,941 --> 01:21:56,375
He's a fucking nutcase

904
01:21:56,408 --> 01:21:58,277
and a fucking liability,
that's what he is!

905
01:22:43,756 --> 01:22:44,891
Everyone at work is wondering

906
01:22:44,924 --> 01:22:45,925
what happened to...

907
01:22:48,126 --> 01:22:48,995
I won't call him.

908
01:22:50,697 --> 01:22:51,530
I can't

909
01:22:53,532 --> 01:22:55,500
because that might
be what he wants.

910
01:23:04,944 --> 01:23:07,112
Hi, everyone,
thank you for coming.

911
01:23:07,145 --> 01:23:08,748
I'm sorry I had to call
this emergency meeting.

912
01:23:08,781 --> 01:23:11,350
I know it's the night shift and

913
01:23:11,383 --> 01:23:13,052
they're not our favourites.

914
01:23:13,086 --> 01:23:17,056
Nick Caluzzi, one of our senior
nurses, he's gone missing.

915
01:23:17,090 --> 01:23:20,860
Well, he hasn't turned
up to work for five days,

916
01:23:20,893 --> 01:23:23,228
so if you do know
any information,

917
01:23:23,261 --> 01:23:25,832
or anything about Nick
or his last whereabouts,

918
01:23:25,865 --> 01:23:28,400
then that would be brilliant
if you could let me know.

919
01:23:29,401 --> 01:23:30,268
We just want him safe.

920
01:23:30,302 --> 01:23:31,236
We just want him found.

921
01:23:31,269 --> 01:23:32,639
If you could look at the board

922
01:23:32,672 --> 01:23:34,073
to see where his shifts are,

923
01:23:35,440 --> 01:23:37,342
and otherwise we'll get
some agency nurses in.

924
01:23:37,376 --> 01:23:38,577
Of course, sure.

925
01:23:38,610 --> 01:23:39,646
Brilliant, thank
you very much.

926
01:23:39,679 --> 01:23:40,813
Thank you, everyone.

927
01:23:40,847 --> 01:23:42,614
Thank you.

928
01:24:07,840 --> 01:24:09,207
Oh God, I hope he

929
01:24:09,241 --> 01:24:11,144
hasn't had an accident.

930
01:24:22,155 --> 01:24:23,890
Where have you gone?

931
01:26:09,028 --> 01:26:11,563
The
definition of entanglement

932
01:26:11,596 --> 01:26:13,800
is to be involved in a
complicated situation

933
01:26:15,168 --> 01:26:18,171
and which is difficult
to disengage.

934
01:28:51,657 --> 01:28:53,926
My
rule was to keep my distance.

935
01:28:57,629 --> 01:28:59,732
I never thought that
would backfire on me.

936
01:29:01,267 --> 01:29:03,302
You know I heard
that they found Nick,

937
01:29:03,336 --> 01:29:05,771
that nurse guy, but they
won't tell us where he is.

938
01:29:05,805 --> 01:29:07,505
They're probably
not allowed to.

939
01:29:08,975 --> 01:29:10,142
I don't think he's
coming back to work.

940
01:29:10,176 --> 01:29:11,877
I don't think he's allowed.

941
01:29:11,911 --> 01:29:14,246
I think something
happened, maybe.

942
01:29:14,280 --> 01:29:15,915
I heard something.

943
01:29:15,948 --> 01:29:17,216
He's like a really weird guy.

944
01:29:17,249 --> 01:29:18,784
I don't think he
spoke to anyone.

945
01:29:18,818 --> 01:29:19,986
Kept to himself.

946
01:29:21,454 --> 01:29:23,055
I never
really met him.

947
01:29:23,089 --> 01:29:24,890
And I worked with
him a few times.

948
01:29:26,491 --> 01:29:27,960
Yeah, really weird.

949
01:29:30,863 --> 01:29:32,999
As soon
as I heard there was word,

950
01:29:34,100 --> 01:29:35,468
I knew exactly where to go.

951
01:29:36,568 --> 01:29:37,403
Miguel.

952
01:29:38,337 --> 01:29:39,405
- Hi.
- Hey.

953
01:29:39,438 --> 01:29:41,273
Hi Katerina, what's up?

954
01:29:41,307 --> 01:29:42,908
Do you have a second to talk?

955
01:29:42,942 --> 01:29:43,776
Yeah.

956
01:29:45,077 --> 01:29:45,911
What's wrong?

957
01:29:47,246 --> 01:29:50,716
I heard you know
where Nick Caluzzi is.

958
01:29:50,750 --> 01:29:51,583
What?

959
01:29:52,718 --> 01:29:54,920
I heard you know
where Nick Caluzzi is.

960
01:29:54,954 --> 01:29:56,554
Can you tell me?

961
01:29:56,588 --> 01:29:58,858
You know I can't tell
you that information.

962
01:30:00,226 --> 01:30:01,494
Why did you want to know?

963
01:30:04,497 --> 01:30:07,266
Because me and Nick have
been seeing each other,

964
01:30:07,299 --> 01:30:08,801
and it ended badly, and he
thinks I cheated on him,

965
01:30:08,834 --> 01:30:10,836
and I have to make it right.

966
01:30:10,870 --> 01:30:14,173
I knew something was going on.

967
01:30:14,206 --> 01:30:16,008
Please, I need to
know where he is.

968
01:30:19,412 --> 01:30:22,681
Listen, I'm gonna go for
a cigarette in a moment, and

969
01:30:24,216 --> 01:30:25,985
the door to my office is open.

970
01:30:26,018 --> 01:30:28,888
You can look in
the filing cabinet.

971
01:30:30,956 --> 01:30:32,058
Okay?

972
01:30:32,091 --> 01:30:33,826
Thank you.

973
01:30:33,859 --> 01:30:34,960
No worries.

974
01:30:55,181 --> 01:30:58,350
As
Newton's third law says,

975
01:30:58,384 --> 01:31:02,288
for every action there is an
equal and opposite reaction.

976
01:31:50,769 --> 01:31:51,537
Need help?

977
01:31:53,305 --> 01:31:54,673
Yeah.

978
01:31:54,707 --> 01:31:56,775
I'm here to see Nick Caluzzi.

979
01:31:58,010 --> 01:31:59,245
Are you a relative?

980
01:31:59,278 --> 01:32:02,181
No, I'm a friend,
Katerina Nielson.

981
01:32:02,214 --> 01:32:03,582
You wanna come and sign in?

982
01:32:03,616 --> 01:32:04,483
Yeah.

983
01:32:04,517 --> 01:32:05,251
Come in.

984
01:32:23,602 --> 01:32:24,770
Here you go.

985
01:32:26,772 --> 01:32:28,440
Thanks.

986
01:32:30,776 --> 01:32:32,511
You okay?

987
01:32:33,746 --> 01:32:34,847
Yeah, yeah.

988
01:32:40,352 --> 01:32:41,520
I'm just a bit nervous.

989
01:32:43,789 --> 01:32:45,090
The last time I saw him it

990
01:32:46,592 --> 01:32:47,760
didn't end very well.

991
01:32:50,496 --> 01:32:52,398
I'm just not sure if I'm
doing the right thing

992
01:32:52,431 --> 01:32:53,432
by coming today.

993
01:32:56,835 --> 01:32:59,104
You can come back
another time, if you want.

994
01:33:00,839 --> 01:33:02,474
I have to see him.

995
01:33:04,977 --> 01:33:05,744
I get it.

996
01:33:07,012 --> 01:33:09,415
It can be really hard
on the relatives.

997
01:33:09,448 --> 01:33:12,151
They often think it's
something they've done.

998
01:33:12,184 --> 01:33:15,120
It's the illness,
don't forget that.

999
01:33:17,056 --> 01:33:18,824
Within a week of
taking his medication,

1000
01:33:18,857 --> 01:33:20,793
he was much better.

1001
01:33:20,826 --> 01:33:21,760
- Yeah?
- Yeah.

1002
01:33:22,895 --> 01:33:24,163
I don't think he
should even be here,

1003
01:33:24,196 --> 01:33:26,432
but he has to wait for
an official discharge.

1004
01:33:27,800 --> 01:33:28,635
Oh.

1005
01:33:32,504 --> 01:33:33,505
How was he admitted?

1006
01:33:34,573 --> 01:33:35,841
I can't tell you that.

1007
01:33:35,874 --> 01:33:37,243
Patient confidentiality.

1008
01:33:38,645 --> 01:33:39,478
Of course.

1009
01:33:44,883 --> 01:33:46,352
Does he know that I'm coming?

1010
01:33:55,127 --> 01:33:55,961
Okay.

1011
01:33:59,331 --> 01:34:00,165
You ready?

1012
01:34:01,867 --> 01:34:03,202
- Yeah.
- Okay.

1013
01:34:03,235 --> 01:34:05,604
Come on, I'll take you to him.

1014
01:34:31,830 --> 01:34:32,998
You all right?

1015
01:34:49,281 --> 01:34:52,284
Just give me a shout
if you need me.

1016
01:35:39,565 --> 01:35:40,399
How you been?

1017
01:35:51,276 --> 01:35:52,177
I'm fine.

1018
01:36:04,724 --> 01:36:06,191
What the hell happened, Nick?

1019
01:36:11,029 --> 01:36:14,600
I ask myself the same
question every day.

1020
01:36:17,837 --> 01:36:22,074
Why didn't you tell me
that you ended up in here?

1021
01:36:23,575 --> 01:36:26,679
Why would I do that?

1022
01:36:26,713 --> 01:36:29,548
Because you just disappeared.

1023
01:36:29,581 --> 01:36:31,016
Everyone at work was
really worried about you.

1024
01:36:31,049 --> 01:36:33,085
Yeah, well, I'm sure
they caught their shifts.

1025
01:36:33,118 --> 01:36:33,952
Stop it.

1026
01:36:41,861 --> 01:36:42,961
I'm still so angry.

1027
01:36:45,899 --> 01:36:47,332
I can't shift in.

1028
01:36:51,603 --> 01:36:53,005
I don't understand.

1029
01:36:54,173 --> 01:36:55,007
You let me down.

1030
01:37:06,886 --> 01:37:09,354
They said that I triggered
an episode of bipolar.

1031
01:37:13,992 --> 01:37:15,762
I thought I'd got
over it a few year ago

1032
01:37:15,795 --> 01:37:17,864
so I stopped taking
my medication.

1033
01:37:22,635 --> 01:37:25,304
And then this emotional reaction

1034
01:37:26,706 --> 01:37:28,207
apparently triggered it again.

1035
01:37:33,178 --> 01:37:36,181
Do I actually have
to get into this?

1036
01:37:39,184 --> 01:37:40,820
But you look fine to me.

1037
01:37:42,755 --> 01:37:43,589
You shouldn't have come.

1038
01:37:43,622 --> 01:37:45,057
I'm trying to get
you out of my mind.

1039
01:37:45,090 --> 01:37:46,325
I had to see where you were.

1040
01:37:46,358 --> 01:37:47,993
I don't want you
to see me like this.

1041
01:37:52,297 --> 01:37:53,733
But you'll be fine.

1042
01:37:53,766 --> 01:37:57,102
You just need to get out
of here and you'll be fine.

1043
01:38:00,305 --> 01:38:01,139
Maybe.

1044
01:38:07,312 --> 01:38:10,884
Why didn't you tell me about
this thing that you have?

1045
01:38:10,917 --> 01:38:11,851
I didn't know.

1046
01:38:22,094 --> 01:38:23,262
Embarrassed.

1047
01:38:26,231 --> 01:38:27,332
I was scared.

1048
01:38:32,371 --> 01:38:34,674
I was scared I was
gonna lose you.

1049
01:38:37,877 --> 01:38:40,145
Everyone has secrets, Nick.

1050
01:38:42,548 --> 01:38:45,150
If I told you mine,
you'd probably run away.

1051
01:38:55,127 --> 01:38:55,962
Try me.

1052
01:39:00,332 --> 01:39:01,433
Another time, maybe.

1053
01:39:04,837 --> 01:39:09,776
Don't start that again.

1054
01:39:10,609 --> 01:39:11,878
You play games.

1055
01:39:16,181 --> 01:39:18,685
No, it's not a game anymore.

1056
01:39:27,760 --> 01:39:29,696
It's probably for
the best, anyway.

1057
01:39:29,729 --> 01:39:32,464
It's not like I could have
introduced you to my family.

1058
01:39:38,972 --> 01:39:39,806
Too old?

1059
01:39:40,673 --> 01:39:41,506
Too crazy.

1060
01:39:43,009 --> 01:39:44,276
I mean, you have
a certificate now

1061
01:39:44,309 --> 01:39:45,611
and everything, don't you?

1062
01:39:46,946 --> 01:39:49,114
I finally got a
certificate in something.

1063
01:39:51,183 --> 01:39:52,018
I'm joking.

1064
01:39:53,786 --> 01:39:55,855
It's the motorbike
thing they don't like.

1065
01:40:06,966 --> 01:40:11,203
I'm gonna go in case you
trigger another episode.

1066
01:40:13,338 --> 01:40:14,172
Okay.

1067
01:40:16,843 --> 01:40:18,077
I'm gonna go.

1068
01:40:20,747 --> 01:40:22,314
It's what you keep saying.

1069
01:40:22,347 --> 01:40:24,017
I'm definitely gonna go.

1070
01:40:24,050 --> 01:40:25,084
You're gonna go now, yeah.

1071
01:40:25,118 --> 01:40:26,218
I should go.

1072
01:40:26,251 --> 01:40:27,754
You're gonna go.

1073
01:40:38,397 --> 01:40:40,465
I'm gonna go this time.

1074
01:40:50,609 --> 01:40:51,410
Okay.

1075
01:41:04,991 --> 01:41:06,558
I'm glad you came.

1076
01:41:08,861 --> 01:41:10,195
Yeah, me, too.

1077
01:41:56,608 --> 01:41:58,111
I
think he believed in love

1078
01:41:58,144 --> 01:41:59,045
until he met me.

1079
01:42:36,548 --> 01:42:38,985
I promise you,

1080
01:42:39,018 --> 01:42:40,920
I'll make it up to you.

1081
01:43:05,544 --> 01:43:08,346
Werner Heisenberg
said, "It's a world

1082
01:43:08,380 --> 01:43:11,951
"of potentialities
or possibilities

1083
01:43:11,984 --> 01:43:14,553
"rather than one of
things or facts."

1084
01:43:17,757 --> 01:43:18,891
The paradox

1085
01:43:20,927 --> 01:43:23,562
is only a conflict
between reality

1086
01:43:23,595 --> 01:43:25,998
and your feeling of what
reality ought to be.

1087
01:43:41,346 --> 01:43:42,514
And in the end

1088
01:43:44,050 --> 01:43:47,086
I believe that all
paths lead home.

1089
01:47:07,921 --> 01:47:12,921
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