Numb

To be left out
To be let in
To be counted last
To be mistaken first
To be spun around and left alone
To be tormented
To be comforted
To be forgiven
Then to be blamed
This is the life of me
This is the life of many
This is dreadful
This is ordinary
This is held back
This is tearful
This is sad
This is every day
This is never
This is… numb