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I'm writing this here because I don't want to blogpost in the thread too much anymore. People find me irritating and weird. I don't know how to meet people IRL. The people at work think I'm a nuisance. My roommates prefer to talk amongst themselves than with me. Whenever I think I made a friend online communication drops off or they ghost me without explanation. This happens even with people I talked to for a long time prior. I sent some messages back to the kind femanons that approached me but I feel like it won't work out. After all, they must have other friends and other priorities other than some hopeless loser. That's just my thoughts on the matter.