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- Tsaaq: Remy sat on the couch in front of his record player with one headphone side over his ear and the other propped on the top of his head. He inhaled from his cigarette and tapped the ash into a cup he was using as a ashtray.
- Covet: Cadence was walking into the kitchen from their room, to throw away her trash which consisted of a variety of not healthy things, and a bunch of tissues. Her eyes were that extended puffy red look to them and her nose was a nice shiny red, where she'd been blowing it. She looked at the door to the music room after she threw her things away, and stared at it for a moment before walking over to it. She could smell the cigarette smoke through the door, this close and she pressed her head to the door with her hand on the door knob.
- Tsaaq: He took another pull of his cigarette and tapped the ash once more. He cleared his throat before picking up his pack of cigarettes and shaking it. It was looking pretty desolate since he smoked all the smokes. He took off his headphones and tossed the butt in the cup before going to open the door and seeing Cadence. Remy just sort of stared at her.
- Covet: Looking back up at him she bit her lip to keep her eyes from trying to well up again. "Hi... I was going to see if you needed anything." She told him then stepped out of his way, pulling her sleeves down her wrists. That's not really what she was going to do, but it seemed better than what she actually wanted to do.
- Tsaaq: "Uh..." Remy trailed off. "I was just going to go to the store and get another pack of cigs." He told her as he went to slip past her. "But it's okay. I can hold off on that." Remy said hurriedly as he went to the fridge to get himself a beer.
- Covet: For a brief moment Cadence panicked because of the awful cliche story of the dad walking out for a pack of smokes, then shook her head at herself. She watched him walk to the fridge then took a deep breath, moving to lean against the back of the couch. Her mouth opened a couple of times, trying to find the words to say, without setting him off. Eventually all that came out was an awkward, "how...was your day?"
- Tsaaq: He shrugged his shoulders as he retrieved his beer and cracked it open, taking a sip as he looked her over. "It was okay. I wasn't doing anything really." He replied as he darted his eyes then lowered his head.
- Covet: She nodded her head watching him, "Yeah, me either." Her eyed drifted down to the floor. She was quiet for a moment before she felt the lump in her throat. She cleared it then spoke up unable to look at him, "Remy... I'm... sorry for making all of this complicated for us. I...I didn't mean to mess up our plan...or to put you in a position you weren't ready for..." She said then gave a slight hiccup, fighting to keep herself in check.
- Tsaaq: Remy furrowed his eyebrows as he listened to her speak. He picked up his head as he leaned on the counter and sipped from the beer. Remy shook his head at her. "What are you talking about?" He asked as he stared at her.
- Covet: Cadence looked over at him before mumbling softly, bringing her sleeve up to wipe her eyes off. "The baby...being parents..." She tipped her head up and took a deep breath. "We had a plan...and I fucked it up." Swallowing hard again, "And I understand why that would change how you feel about me...or...rather us...It's a big responsibility I've put on you and it was unfair of me to do that." She was starting to breathe a little quicker.
- Tsaaq: Remy shook his head. "I'm not worried about any of that. I don't care." He said quickly. "Fuck our plan. You have to roll with the punches. And it isn't your fault. It's just our time now. And I'm fine with all that." Remy explained. "Just because I was questioning myself while I was wasted doesn't mean I all of the sudden don't want to be with you or the baby."
- Covet: "Are you sure?" She asked him, "because your whole demeanor has kind of changed towards us. And I don't know how to deal with that change...and I know it's frustrating to you because I can get hyper focused on things that I feel are most important to me. Which means.. I end up being an asshole, because I have a hard time seeing past my crazy, to see and understand your concerns...and that makes you mad...and..then we're here." She was rambling now still breathing quickly..."I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. " She said a few times, as she fought to get her breathing back in check, still kind of hiccuping as she got herself worked up into an anxiety attack. "I can't do this alone Remy...I need you..."
- Tsaaq: "Hey, stop it. Don't get yourself overly excited." Remy said as he went over to Cadence. "I'm not going anywhere. You don't have to worry about stuff like that." He put his hands on her waist a pulled her in. "I'm still excited about Baby B. I promise. It's hasn't changed. And it will never change."
- Covet: She practically clung to him whe he walked over to pull her into himself, burying her face into his chest. The smell of cigarettes that he was saturated with, was more comforting than she'd expected. She was struggling with her breathing still, but it was coming back down as she forced herself to take deep breaths. Nodding her head she kept mumbling sorry over and over until she lifted her head up, "We don't have to bring Hayley with us this weekend if you don't want to either...and No Adam. Just the three of us."
- Tsaaq: "You have nothing to be sorry about. It's not your fault." He said. Remy kept stroking Cadence's head. "I think we need time alone as a family. That would probably be best." He nodded his head in agreement.
- Covet: "I'll let her know, and break it easy. Make it up to her another time." Cadence said nodding her head. "I really want that time together... I've felt distant from you for the last week...and it sucked. A lot. Sleeping sucks without you there." She told him as she looked up at his face.
- Tsaaq: "After you talked to me the last night in Tijuana I figured you were mad at me so I just stayed away." He shrugged before putting his hand on her cheek. "It's fine. She can go to Jersey later in the spring." He said.
- Covet: "No... I mean. I was mad, because I was upset that you didn't seem excited at all when I told you about feeling Baby B move. And I was panicked...because I didn't want to lose you, and just the other drama that was going on. It all pretty much overwhelmed me. Which is how it got this bad." She told him closing her eyes as she leaned into his hand. "But I was never mad at you...I just didn't understand."
- Tsaaq: Remy nodded his head slowly. "I was drunk. Of course I'm excited." He said as he leaned forward and kissed her head. "Don't be upset with me. I just listen to the wrong people at the worst times. But I don't forget what's true in my heart. I always remember whats what again."
- Covet: "I'll do my best to remember that.I love you...so much... And I'm not upset with you now...I'm... relieved...and I feel a little stupid and embarassed for freaking out so bad. It's exhausting...Will you come tuck me in tonight... please." She asked him
- Tsaaq: "It happens though, baby. Don't get so down on yourself." Remy said gently. "I love you more." He smiled as he pulled her in for another embrace. He pulled away and rose his eyebrows. "I heard something else, but tucking you in sounds good too. I think I'll just go to bed too. I'm pretty exhausted myself."
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